calm to light

In the evening, there was a rare thunderstorm, as if the dust in the whole world had been settled, the air was indescribably fresh, and there was a faintly soothing fragrance, I was in a rare spirit, busy preparing for the night The dishes for the meal, just waiting for the two big shots to arrive.Hongli didn't ask me to wait for a long time, so I thought about it. Anyway, I pretended to be a tiger, pretended to pass on the imperial decree and invited the fourth elder brother in the name of the emperor. Concubine Xi would not say anything, and Hongli would not play petty temper.

Sure enough, I am getting more and more courageous, and I have long been used to cutting first and then playing.

During the dinner, I carried out the countermeasures I had thought up before, and I didn’t say anything, and I didn’t say anything, unless the emperor asked me to answer something, as if I was not the host, and I was completely passive.Hongli didn't care about my actions like this. After all, he thought he was called by his emperor Ama, and the emperor probably figured out my little plan when he saw Hongli here, so he didn't point it out.

"After all these days, do you want to know what you should do?" After eating the dishes I gave him like a dog's leg, his uncle finally opened his mouth and asked Hongli, although this question taught me to be confused inner.

"My son understands Huang Ama's meaning." Hongli put down the chopsticks in his hand, obviously no longer intending to move them.

Only eat a little, is this kid losing weight recently?

"Understood?" I swear he was laughing at his son, silently swallowing the white rice in the bowl, I pretended that I didn't exist, but my ears were pricked up, "I see you are getting more and more confused."

Not angry but powerful, domineering sideways, I give Lao Tzu a thumbs up in my heart.

"My son is confused, please tell Huang Ama clearly."

Without panic or panic, I dealt with it calmly, and I gave the kid a thumbs up again.

"You are so confused, so confused that you have learned the way women calculate each other, so are you planning to please your concubine mother or concubine when you care about Ozuki?" Yes, I feel the same way, Hong Li's obvious approach is completely against the interests of Concubine Xi. If Hongli hadn't considered it improperly, he might have done it on purpose, and such an approach is really not a wise move, but even if he knows that what he did is not quite right, it seems I shouldn't be the one to teach. It's the father's fault if the son doesn't teach. It's better for me to stand aside.

"Yes, my son did it on purpose. There is always only one mother for my son. Niu Hulu can be my son's backer but he will never get his protection. He is as smart as Concubine Xi. If he knows this fact, how will he treat it? My son's mother," Hongli said, looking at his father without flinching, very strong, "my son is very curious about what she does."

I didn't expect him to give such an answer. I couldn't help looking up, but I found the emperor's expression of complete understanding, and couldn't help laughing out loud, but the retribution came, and I accidentally sprayed out what was in my mouth... ... very embarrassing.

In an instant, all the voices disappeared, and I could feel that everyone's attention was on me, and my whole face turned red all of a sudden, and before the emperor could speak, I knelt down on the ground first, the movements were so violent that I almost didn't know what to do. Hurt his own child, but the emperor was the first to react, and the first to order the somewhat flustered servants, "Hurry up and help your master."

Well, after finally cleaning up my appearance, I accidentally hiccupped nervously. I almost burst into tears, "Help your master go down first." For the first time, I felt that he was such a considerate person. He ran away in a hurry, and did not see the dissipated hostility and the accumulation of smiles in Hongli's eyes.

"Huang Ama,... my son is suffering..." The indistinct inaudible words made me just want to pack myself up and come back quickly.

But I don’t want to wait until I pack myself up and come back to see the scene of the father and son talking happily, and what they say is nothing more than studying knowledge and opinions, just like the achievements of testing Hongli in the past, what? Ah, did I just hiccup and miss something important?

"Since it's ready, hurry up and take the seat, what are you doing standing there?" The emperor issued an order, and I obediently took the seat, but when Hongli got up to help me, the little heart was beating so loudly, this child hasn't been so attentive for a long time To me, sure enough they said something in my absence.

I'm curious, very curious!Looking straight at Yinzhen with his eyes, he was almost acting coquettish and cute.And this kind of approach is really useful to him, "Just now Hongli asked me why I changed his biological mother to Niu Hulu's family name, so tell me why?"

I regret it, should you throw this question to me? God knows I’ve been thinking about the answer to this question when I’m fine, but I still can’t think of a reasonable answer, but Nai Yu Hongli’s eyes full of curiosity are not at all. The meaning of blame made me not even have the heart to escape, so I had to bite the bullet and say, "I think I'm afraid I have an elder brother in my belly. If I have an heir, Hongli will care about that position. If Hongli When he ascends the throne in the future, a son born to the same mother may cause a lot of trouble." God, I don't know what I'm going to say.

"Ms. Ru means that she abandoned her son because she wanted to protect her son, right?" Anyone who called me Mrs. Ru was definitely angry, but the smile and eyes had no other meaning at all, so pure Woolen cloth?Subconsciously looked at the emperor who was sitting and watching the play, but found that he had no intention of intervening, so he had to save himself, and did not intend to lie, "Hongli, what kind of result do you think a woman in the palace will have? perfect?"

He didn't answer, and I didn't need his answer, so I said to myself, "When I first entered the palace, I was very happy, thinking that even if I died in the palace, even if I didn't enjoy the emperor's favor, I could let my mother Dear, live a good life, that is the ending I want." At that time, the plan was completely turned into a mirror because of certain people and certain things, and I was favored against my will, and I kept struggling but I didn't know what kind of relief I wanted. Method, "Later, I didn't get the favor of the emperor, but I was sheltered by the queen mother. I escaped the battle in the harem for a while, and the joy in my heart was beyond words. The asylum is conditional, and in the end, I still need to flatter the male master of the harem. Even if I escaped for a while by taking advantage of the disaster in Meizhuang, I can't escape for a lifetime. Many things happened during the period, and in the end, I can't stay out of the world "Being able to become your emperor Ama's favorite concubine, I am also afraid. I have never thought about being able to raise you for a while, but I don't want to not protect the person I want to protect when I am the most beautiful." Even After such a long time, laughing heartlessly for so long, thinking about those things still hurts my heart, "I have survived the most difficult time, and I don't want to suffer any more in the next time. To be honest, I don't know the meaning of the harem. What kind of ending is good for a woman, but I know that the best ending for a strong child like you to devote himself to the emperor's house is to sit in the highest position, and for a person like me, the Queen Mother is not what I want. After thinking about this, our mother-child relationship will not last long." The child wants to fly far away, but I am a mother who is powerless and unwilling to take care of the child who flies far away. "In the end, I am selfish and don't want is you."

After talking about these words, I felt a lot more relaxed, but I didn't want to see Hongli bursting into tears, and my heart began to feel sore again, so I sat close to him and wiped his tears, "Does the man have tears?" Flick." Ordinary men need to be so strong, and royal men should be even more so, "I'm afraid I won't be able to shed tears easily in the future." Most of the strong children make people feel distressed. It is obvious that I taught Hongli to act like a baby and show softness. Don't be weak with Hongli.

"Emiang's teachings will be remembered by her son, and the son that Emiang wants will be satisfied, just to repay Emiang's kindness in nurturing in those years." Crying but also laughing, sometimes, the child Hongli Much stronger than me.

After finishing his meal, Hongli got up and went back to Yongshou Palace.

"Hongli has been gone for a while, what are you doing standing at the door?" Yinzhen couldn't help frowning when he caught a glimpse of the person standing at the door, he didn't feel tired standing there with such a big belly, " If you can’t bear it, it’s still too late.”

"Why not, my concubine is stupid and doesn't understand the meaning of the emperor." I pretended to be stupid, looking at the sky at a 45-degree angle called a simple one, "The concubine just ate too much, and there was some accumulation of food."

"Since that's the case, it's enough to stand for so long, come here and sit down beside me." Without telling this obvious lie, Yinzhen just wanted to calm down the figure that was shaking him uncomfortably.

Sit down according to the words, I looked at the "Mencius" in his hand and started to be in a daze, my eyes wandered, I didn't even pay attention to what he said to me when he put down the book in his hand, I saw what he seemed to say but didn't hear anything, It took him a brain to slow him down, "What did the emperor just say?"

He became more and more courageous, but in the end he indulged himself, so he didn't say much, "I want to know the ending you want."

"I can't protect you for the rest of my life. Some things really need to be planned early."

I was really not used to being so distracted all of a sudden, so the bad habit of avoiding the important and changing the topic came out, "Your Majesty, why didn't you see Su Peisheng today?" Xiaoxiazi was also doing the cooking, and he was not used to it. Only when I frowned repeatedly did I hold out the food for him with my big belly.

He didn't speak, just sat and looked at me, his expression was so serious, I couldn't stand it for a moment, "I didn't think it was true, but if it's possible," I felt a little hesitation while touching my big belly, " If possible, I hope you can protect me until I die." It is difficult to please a person, and it is difficult to make a person like yourself. It is rare for me to fall into the eyes of a person, just like the tyrant who is attached to that person. If you can , I am selfish and don't want to seek anything by myself.

It was an indescribable feeling. He had never experienced this feeling when he heard this woman say that. His only reaction was to hold that woman in his arms, and he couldn't help but sigh, "Don't think too much, just take care of yourself. fetal."

Am I not safe enough to raise a baby?Now just wait for the fruit to come to fruition, okay?I couldn't help but roll my eyes in his arms...

"Su Peisheng was caught by the queen and is being punished in the wrong place," he said. I thought of the gossip in the palace in recent days. They all spread to my palace. I'm afraid there was a lot of trouble. Jinxi and Su Peisheng exchanged secrets , but it is also embarrassing for Zhen Huan to rush about this matter even though she is pregnant.

It's just that Su Peisheng is not one of his people?If it's true, wouldn't he know it?I was curious, "Your Majesty, is Su Peisheng's story true? Are they really in love with each other?"

"Why do you ask these things?" He frowned.

"I'm bored." Such gossip is just a pastime.

"Those who are about to give birth, don't be distracted by other things. It's getting late. I will accompany you to rest earlier."

Tsk, I don’t rely on my mental strength to give birth to a child. In other words, I haven’t slept well recently because of the imminent delivery, because I’m afraid that someone’s amniotic fluid will break in the middle of the night and I won’t know or faint from the pain. ...So sleeping is so scary, every time I sleep, I have a dystocia...

Thinking about it, I still have lingering fears... I can't help feeling a little bit conflicted.

"Don't think too much, I will watch over you tonight." I probably know what the woman in my arms is afraid of. Although I don't understand her nervousness, I also feel pity for her fear. Lost sense at the last moment.

……

After a long time of trouble, the woman in his arms fell asleep, but the sleep was very restless, and he couldn't help but remind him of her answer, and finally whispered in her ear in an almost cold tone, "I won't let you live alone, Even if you die, you will..."

But it would not be a good thing for her to leave first, but this little girl should be very happy.After adjusting a posture, Yinzhen took her completely into his arms, touched her lower abdomen with one hand and felt the breath of life separated by skin, frowning, it was difficult to fall asleep.

The author has something to say: I am trying my best to explain why Hongli was given to Zhen Huan. Well, the reason is just my wishful thinking. I will never take advantage of people’s laziness to write according to the plot, so I try not to make major changes. The reason for the plot... In other words, it seems that I wrote doujin at the beginning because doujin didn't need to use too much brain to conceive and just make up the brain. As expected, I am the essence of a lazy person... At the end of the long-winded, the child is about to be born, please give me a gift name! ! !