calm to light

Before leaving, the queen allowed me to visit her former good sister Zhen Huan in front of all the concubines. Seeing the different expressions of the other concubines, I was just wondering, but I don’t remember that I made such a request to her again , but that's all, it's rare that there is someone who makes the decision to let me stay outside the palace for a while, so I pretended that I didn't see the empress's meaningful eyes, and agreed with gratitude.

It's good to stay, I'm not worried about Zhen Huan, I'm just worried about that silly girl, so I talked to Zhen Huan a little and then went to look for Chun'er.When I saw Chun'er, I really couldn't control my red eyes. I stood in the distance for a while before I stabilized my emotions, and walked into the figure in the simple nun's clothes who was picking up the clothes and doing the laundry, "Chun Son, after leaving the palace, she is sensible enough to start washing her own clothes."

"Sister!" Chun'er was so surprised that she was a little stunned. It took a while to stand up and greet me, but when she got in front of me, she stopped the momentum of jumping on me, and she shrugged embarrassingly. He wiped his red and swollen hands behind his back, and hid his hands tightly with his sleeves, "I heard that people from the palace came to offer incense in the temple today, so I wonder if my sister is here too. "

Chun'er has lost a lot of weight, and all the cute baby fat is gone. I reached out and held her cold hands, "Are all the people in this temple dead? Why did you ask you to do this?" In the end, I couldn't help it. I picked up the facts, and after seeing the embarrassment on her face, I felt even more distressed. Laundry is not something to be ashamed of, but this girl just feels embarrassed for me to see her doing everything by herself today. Don't you feel wronged?

"Sister, this is a temple. I'm not a little master here. I'm just a practitioner. I should do everything myself." Chun'er thought for a while, and then said, "Didn't the Buddha say that all living beings are equal? Who else will serve me?"

"Is someone angry with you? And the maid who followed you out of the palace?" What is equality of all beings?If it is true that all living beings are equal before the Buddha, then what happened to the domineering aunt in the temple?Also, when she went out of the palace to meditate, there were still people serving her, but what happened to Concubine Yuan Shu, who usually ate fast and recited Buddha's name?It's just a change of place. This Ganlu Temple is just a secular place with a few more Buddha statues. There is no shortage of people who praise the high and trample the low. is you?"

"Sister, it's nothing. I still have the name of praying for the royal family, and my family is still there. People in the temple dare not make things difficult for me. Sister Zhen's life is hard, so I asked my girl to help her." It's gone." Chun'er said indifferently, but I felt distressed and annoyed when I heard it.

"That doesn't have to be sent to her, she will take over with peace of mind." Maybe I said something so harsh that Chun'er didn't know how to react at the moment, but just smiled foolishly.

"Sister, don't do this," Chun'er was soft-hearted after all, "Sister Zhen was ill a few days ago, so I gave her all the people. After all, everyone in the temple made things difficult for her. I can't do anything else but This helps."

"Following her back then, do you regret it?" Seeing her expression and the way she was helping Zhen Huan, I probably knew the answer, but I still asked with extravagant hopes.

"Although life is not as comfortable as in the palace, but it is more comfortable," Chun'er listened to this question, and smiled brightly, "I don't regret it at all. My mother-in-law came to visit me a few days ago, bring me A lot to eat."

"You little foodie." Seeing her happy appearance and not wanting to fake it, even though I feel a little pity, I feel more at ease.

"It's inconvenient for me to stay longer in the temple, but my sister will definitely clean up the temple before she leaves, so that you can live more comfortably." I saw a nun who looked indifferent came in from the door, and she didn't want to be here when she saw me. When he came up, he just carried the water on his shoulders and went directly to the side yard. The person who looked good asked, "The one who carries water for you like this on weekdays?"

"Yes, I always help others. Even Sister Zhen has received a lot of care from her."

"Really?" I was worried that I couldn't find a candidate.

After all, I didn’t stay in the temple for too long, it’s just that before I left, I used my prestige once in a while. I dealt with Jingbai in front of all my aunts. I couldn’t really do anything to her, but I could make her the most ordinary one. Sister-in-law, then let me see that the person who is not bad takes her place.Naturally, some people objected to this kind of thing, even the aunt herself yelled and said a lot of nonsense to me, but Ju Qing, who was beside me, slapped the aunt a few times with great strength, and said There are a lot of bluffing words, just to make those who only know how to bully the weak and fear the strong lose their masters.

"I know that the host has a kind heart, but if this kindness is used for connivance, let alone whether it will hurt the innocent, even this kind of connivance itself is evil, and the host should change. As for this aunt, if she is still here next time With such presumptuousness in front of the palace, I don't mind letting this Ganlu Temple be stained with blood."

I am not a good man, so don't think that Buddhist rules can restrain me, "There are also two sisters in this palace, you should take good care of them. After all, they are royal people. Although they are different now, they can't teach others to be contemptuous. It’s good if you can serve, but if you can’t, keep in mind the Buddha’s admonition that all living beings are equal, and it’s better not to cause trouble to your upper body. You pure cultivators really don’t need to get involved in the affairs of the palace.”

...It was almost dark when I got back to the palace. After all, it was time for dinner, and I had a good meal with Hongli. Hongli was worried about my long absence, but he thought about the palace I was even more uneasy before I came back to see the abandoned concubine Wan, so even though I tried to persuade me during the meal, I was still worried.

"Emiang, you clearly know that woman is a taboo in the palace now, Huang Ama hates her, even the Queen Mother doesn't like her, why do you still mess with her?" Hongli didn't hesitate. Complaining, eating dinner was like gnawing candles, and finally put down the chopsticks and looked at me with a puffy face, "You have just been released from the restraint, so you can't live in peace?"

Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help but cry, "Well, it's okay if I was wrong, little ancestor!"

"Not at all sincere, have you ever thought about it?" Master Hongli sighed heavily, "I won't see Huang Ama again, so don't cry."

The stinky child is not cute at all, I thought to myself, but I couldn't stop laughing, "I'm not afraid to cry, Er Niang will cry in our Hongli's arms." After speaking, I hugged him in my arms Li, rubbing his cheek against his face with a bit of baby fat, satisfied that he is no longer struggling, and the ears that are gradually turning red are cute and tight.

"It's obvious that I'm an adult, but I still like to act like a baby," Hongli cleared his throat, and said maturely, and he still touched my bun in a decent way to coax a child, "There is really no way, Hongli I will definitely work hard, so that Er Niang will not be wronged in the future."

Obviously, it was just words of joy that a child could not hide, but it made my eyes red, thinking of Chun'er's happy but happy life outside the palace, and thinking of Zhen Huan's heartbroken heart in the palace. Looking ashamed, I still hugged Hongli tightly. I just felt that I was so lucky to be able to accompany Hongli without leaving the palace.

I originally wanted to ask Hongli to sleep in my room tonight, but that boy insisted that he was not young enough to be so unruly, and he was angry and funny when he was a little tempted but refused to do so. Let him go back, it's not that I don't think I can't talk to him, it's just that when Huang Ama came, the kid left in a very considerate manner in surprise, and retreated with Ju Qing, and closed the door by the way.

I saw him winking at me with joy before he left, and I almost didn't laugh. After I calmed down, I met the emperor who was sitting in my room, playing with the beads.

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