calm to light

The weather in September can change as soon as it is said.

I took a nap and slept comfortably, and when I woke up, the sky had changed.

I don't know what time it is, but listening to the thunder god rumbling outside the house, I feel uneasy.What surprised me was that there was no one in the room. I called Ju Qing for a long time but she didn't come. The whole room didn't know where they went, which made me even more depressed.

I got up, put on my clothes while still unconscious, and then slowly walked to the door with my lower abdomen, and saw the torrential rain outside the door. I seem to have never seen such a heavy rain, and the raindrops are like With an attack force, that kind of rushing in and hitting the eaves, splashing in all directions looks like a small water bomb exploded, and it should be very painful to be hit by such raindrops.I rubbed my lower abdomen and thought to myself, in this weather, no wonder there is no one in the yard, even the door of Sister Qin's room opposite is closed, there is no sound at all.

However, it is too strange.Where have all the people in my room gone? Why is this Yanxi Palace so quiet, there is no other sound, only the sound of raindrops falling, which makes me feel that this Yanxi Palace is like a palace of death without people.

I took an umbrella and hesitated for a while, but finally I opened the umbrella and walked towards Sister Qin who was closest to me.

The rain was really heavy, even though there were only a few steps to go, my skirt was almost completely soaked, and when I went to Sister Qin's room, I'm afraid she would inevitably nudge her a little.Thinking of this, I quickened my pace, but with my body, I couldn't go much faster. Besides, I held my waist with one hand and held the umbrella with the other. I almost didn't teach the weight of the raindrops to bend the umbrella. It's hard.

When we got to the opposite door, before I knocked, the door opened first, but the person who came out surprised me. He was dressed like a eunuch, and he was startled when he saw me, but then he turned into a cynical smile. , but there was a colder light in my eyes than the water stains on my clothes, "I was going to look for you, but I didn't want you to come, does this count as a tacit understanding?"

Seeing him coming who was obviously prepared, and noticing the knife-like gaze of the face behind him on my lower abdomen, I turned around and ran almost subconsciously.He definitely came for my child, or for Sister Qin and my child. The rest of Yanxi Palace must be supported by him. Now I am alone, what should I do?

The umbrella fell to the ground long ago, and I had no time to take care of it.The raindrops hit my body, and I felt cold and painful. I had to hurry up, otherwise even if he didn't catch me, I wouldn't be able to withstand the terrible weather.

After running out of Yanxi Palace, the already soaked brocade shoes, stepping on the bluestone road, squeezed out a lot of rainwater with every step, and caused more procrastination. Without looking back, I could feel the people behind me. Gradually approaching, his footsteps were not heavy, but they clearly made me tremble in the thunderstorm. I wanted to call out, but the sprinting to protect my lower abdomen made me exhausted, and the bursts of noise coming from my lower abdomen Pain made me despair even more.

With blurry eyes, seeing the closed palace gate not far away, I have hope again in my heart.

One step, two steps, three steps... My steps became heavier and heavier, and finally I was almost half paralyzed on the door, turning my head weakly, watching him seem to be winning, pressing towards me step by step, No fear of being discovered by others.

He was so unscrupulous, which made me panic and knock on the door, but why, why didn't anyone come to open the door?Why can't I even hear my own cry?

"Don't struggle." When did he come behind me and when did he restrain my hands, "Even if Shen Meizhuang is alarmed, I don't mind removing one more stumbling block."

"How can you be so bold?!" He said it almost word by word through gritted teeth.

"Heh," he smiled with unknown meaning, which was the last reflection before my consciousness completely blurred.

Mei Zhuang vaguely heard the movement, and ordered Caiyue to come out to have a look, but when Caiyue opened the door, he could only look at the empty door in wonder, secretly wondering.

The heavy rain was still washing away everything, and there were no people on the bluestone road, only the bright red dripping from who knows who was also washed away in an instant.

In the dark room, the drenched young man put the woman whose arms were full of rainwater on the bed, and then looked at the woman's pale face without a trace of blood by the candlelight, and saw the red blood oozing from her body. Shui frowned and asked the people behind him, "Where's the medicine?"

Nianfu also brought another person into the palace this time, this person is called Qu Wan, he is his confidant, and he is also a doctor with good medical skills in the army, and calling him here will not cause him to injure her seriously.

"General, it's ready." Crank held a bowl of decoction, handed it to Nian Fu's hand, turned to the window, and let the people on the couch see and ask, "Miss Yun has a slippery tire now." The general must act quickly."

"Stand back first." Without giving the crank the slightest attention, Nian Fu just looked at the frowning woman on the couch. He seemed to have never looked at her so closely and carefully, even in such a haggard look, It also made him unable to move his eyes away, but unfortunately, she is too smart, and also the emperor's woman, to feed her medicine with a spoon, but she fell into a deep sleep, and the dark medicine juice slipped down the corner of her mouth, for a moment It's like a drop of blood, a little dazzling.

A quick fight, she can't afford to wait, and he is not as hard-hearted as he imagined.

He drank the soup in one gulp, and slowly approached the softness that he had been keeping away from. At the moment of touching, the bitterness in his mouth disappeared into the sweetness of a kiss, but his heart began to throb.

Obviously it was the intimacy he longed for, but it plunged him into a deeper abyss.It was obviously his rare sincerity, but it brought her bone-piercing pain.

Young rich, you are a bastard, a coward, a self-defeating bear.

The moment I closed my eyes, the corners of my eyes were crystal clear, I don't know if it was bitter or astringent.A man does not flick his tears easily, so he does not know tears.

What woke me up was the bone-piercing pain, numb from the pain, and what greeted me was a cold stare. He was right next to my bed, looking at me with a half-smile and a half-smile.And I curled up into a ball, like a pulled out shrimp, but for my own self-esteem, I kept silent and stared at him unwilling to be outdone. I guess I must be staring at him with angry eyes and a hideous face now, because He actually looked away slowly under my gaze.

"Hmm!" I cried out in pain, and finally left my flesh and blood. The uncontrollable wetness in my eyes was not something clean and clear like tears, but heavy unwillingness to cast a bloody veil in front of my eyes. .

"General, it's time to go." My vision is blurred, but I still refuse to close my eyes. I want to remember this face and this scene of still being fish.

Looking at the back of the person who should have fulfilled his wish and left with satisfaction, I couldn't help laughing. The laughter was broken and ugly, but it was happy. I was like a person who discovered some big surprise. Like a human being, he couldn't help laughing.

The rain outside the house gradually became lighter. I suddenly thought of my child. I got up in a daze. I found that cold little man in the messy bedding. I smiled with satisfaction. My child is still covered in blood. I have to give it to him. wash off.

Thinking of this, I staggered up, holding the naked coldness in my arms, and staggered outside the house, and in the rain that was still heavy, I cleaned my child, "The nectar from the sky, it should be It’s the cleanest, it’s the best for my baby.”

It couldn't have been better, but why is the cleanest rainwater now tinged with scarlet and turbid.

"I can't wash it clean, why?" I frantically wiped him with my dirty clothes, but even if I wiped off the red color flowing from his small body, I still couldn't wipe off the imprint on his body. The bruises in the flesh, "baby, is it cold, I'll wash it right away, I will be quick." Why can't I wash it clean, my baby is about to catch a cold, and the blood that keeps falling from the sky is repeated again and again Washing my child, I was so anxious that I was about to cry.

"Ah!" Who is screaming?My baby will be smiling cleanly at me in no time, what are you screaming for? !

"Come quickly! Juqing, go to the imperial physician quickly, go!"

What do you want to find a doctor for?Those useless healers will only scare my children.

"Your Majesty, you go in first." Don't pull me, don't touch me!Don't touch my boy, don't touch him!

Because of the weather, Yinzhen didn't return to the palace, but he was always uneasy. It's been a long time since he experienced such bad weather.But when the news came from the palace, he felt regret for the first time, "Your Majesty, Concubine Yun has had a miscarriage."

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