calm to light

The author has something to say: Yazi made a mistake, I haven't updated for such a long time, I'm sorry!And I'm back.

Zhen Huan miscarried, the emperor was furious, but only furious.No one believed that Zhen Huan's miscarriage was an accident, but no one knew any clues.The Imperial Physician reported that Concubine Wan was worried and overwhelmed today and triggered her old illness, which hurt the fetus and resulted in a miscarriage.For such a reason, the emperor only dealt with the imperial physician who had been taking care of Zhen Huan for a while out of anger.It's all over.

But it was hard for Zhen Huan to accept this kind of futility.She is immersed in the pain of hurting her child every day, and she doesn't have a good face towards the emperor. The emperor's rare kind words of persuasion are just another injury to Zhen Huan, who has lost her son. Oh, the child's Ama is still just whitewashing the peace, not showing much pain at all.This made it difficult for her to accept, and she gradually avoided the emperor and had no intention of serving him.With her like this, the emperor lost interest in seeing her, and just like that, rumors spread in the palace that Sui Yuxuan fell out of favor.

Zhen Huan fell out of favor, and Mei Zhuang was very worried. She persuaded her several times, but it was of no use, so she came to find me, "Rong'er, you are always good at talking, help me to persuade Huan'er, it is not right for her to go on like this." Do you want relatives to hurt enemies quickly?"

Since Zhen Huan had a miscarriage, I seldom went to Suiyuxuan, and raised my baby in my own palace with peace of mind. Mei Zhuangzhi thought that I was extra careful because of Zhen Huan’s lessons learned, and I do have such scruples but at the same time I also feel that I have a child Zhen Huan, who went to see Miscarriage by herself, no matter what I say, it will not really comfort her. "I'm afraid that if I go, it will arouse her sadness instead."

Mei Zhuang looked at my already obvious lower abdomen, and sighed slightly, "Your child is already four or five months old, but it is stable." Four or five months, meconium is also considered stable, but Huan'er It's also such a stable fetal image, but I don't want to lose my child in such a vague way, "Even so, you are too thin, you still have to pay attention." It was as if there was only a skeleton left, "Have you seen the imperial doctor? Why is it that I have been nourishing but I am not gaining flesh?"

This is also what I am worried about. Seeing my stomach grow bigger and bigger like a balloon, I feel very tired.It's not that the child is fussy, but this child is very well-behaved, and the fetus doesn't even move much. If the waist is always sore and uncomfortable, it's really as if there is no child inside. "I asked the imperial doctor, and the imperial doctor said nothing happened. It's because I'm naturally weak, that's why I'm like this."

"Since this is the case, it's fine to take good care of it, and there is still some time left to give birth." Mei Zhuang looked at me and frowned slightly, "You are like this, the emperor has come to see it?"

emperor?Since Zhen Huan had a miscarriage, it seems that she seldom comes to the harem. If the ones who come and go are concubine Hua or the nobleman of Fucha, I have never been here, thinking about it. "The emperor is probably busy with state affairs, so I don't feel like talking about such trivial matters."

"How can it be considered a trivial matter?" Mei Zhuang disagreed with my statement, looking at the nobleman Fucha standing up in the opposite room, his whole body was full of vigor, not at all like Rong'er in front of him, so haggard, There was a tired look on his face that could not be concealed by makeup, "Don't hide it from me, that person is probably annoyed Huan'er and even neglected you now. But you also have a body, why is he like this? Be ruthless!"

"I'm fine. If the emperor doesn't come, I don't have to bother to serve. It's better." Following Mei Zhuang's line of sight, I saw the nobleman Fucha walking slowly past my door, and I understood. Coincidentally, yesterday he was resting in the nobleman's room in Fucha, so he passed through my palace gate and refused to enter, but it really seemed like he was ignoring me, it's hard for Meizhuang to be so unfair.

"How can you feel at ease with such a nobleman every day? You are also a concubine now, why do you still live in a palace where a nobleman is in charge?"

"I was going to move, but now I am heavy, and Mr. Fucha is also a twin. The two of us have a care, so the queen decided to take us all to give birth to the emperor and then choose another palace."

"Don't talk too much, how can you take care of yourself together? How many people in the underground can do things without looking at the emperor's favor? Now you are more or less at a disadvantage." Mei Zhuang felt distressed when he thought about it, " Fortunately, the Empress Dowager is very fond of this baby in your belly, and she asks me to bring things to visit you every day, lest you get tired and saves you from thanking yourself personally, this is also your blessing."

"It also depends on my sister to help me speak well to the queen mother." I smiled playfully, and my expression improved, and I teased Mei Zhuang, but the smile disappeared in a blink of an eye, and it was replaced by a sad expression, "you Don't compliment me, it's my credit. I have spoken for Huan'er a lot, but the Queen Mother is as nervous about her as you are."

"Sister, if you're really worried, I have a plan to try, so that Sister Guan can understand by herself." I looked at my eyebrows with an expectant expression, "I just want to wrong my sister to go to the Lenggong once." .”

My strategy is just to let Zhen Huan recognize the facts and understand early on that in this harem, if you want to live a good life and not be looked down upon by others, the emperor's grace is the most important thing.Mei Zhuang also felt that the method was feasible, but at the same time, he needed a timely opportunity to achieve better results.It happened that Chun'er came to visit me later, and seeing Chun'er's innocent and pleasing appearance, Mei Zhuang told me to ask Chun'er to spend more time with Zhen Huan. I thought that Chun'er also liked Zhen Huan, so I helped persuade Chun'er to agree I begged the queen to move to Suiyuxuan to live with Concubine Guan.

Chun'er has an anxious personality, and she can't hide it when she has attention in her heart, so she hurriedly begged the queen with her eyebrows raised.When I saw the smile on her face when she came back, I knew it was done.That's right, agreeing to Chun'er to accompany Concubine Guan at this time will be beneficial and harmless.

I thought that Zhen Huan would be more open with Chun'er being with her, but she didn't expect Chun'er to have a small problem in the past few times.One day and night, the emperor turned over the brand of Concubine Guan, but Concubine Wan did not serve her properly, and instead sent the emperor to Mrs. Chungui, and I don't know how many people saw the joke for a while.And the emperor, as if he didn't notice the ridicule of his beloved concubine by the people in the harem, kept going to Chun'er again and again.Although Chun'er is naive, she is not ignorant, and getting along with Zhen Huan doesn't want to be as natural as it was at the beginning.She always felt that she had taken her sister's favor, and caused her sister Wan who had always loved her to be ridiculed, so she felt guilty, and she still looked up and down with the person she was guilty of every day, and her heart was very tormented. (I couldn’t think about it for a while, so I threw myself into the river. I’m just kidding, I’m just kidding, I thought it was easy to write this, just for entertainment.)

In one day, she came to me with red eyes. I saw that her haggard look was not like the cute Chun'er before, and I was suffocated. What is that person going to do?Isn't Zhen Huan's miscarriage the result of his manipulation?Isn't he the one he left out in the cold?If you really like someone, why should you involve a third person in the dispute between the two of them?Acting like a childish jealous man really made me feel uncomfortable.Fortunately, he didn't forget to come here.

I comforted Chun'er, and asked Juqing to prepare some of Chun'er's favorite food, and advised her to eat some.But seeing her lack of appetite, I felt guilty, "Chun'er, I shouldn't have advised you to go to Suiyuxuan." I didn't expect that person to behave like this.

"Sister, it's not your fault," Chun'er twitched, wiping her tears with a handkerchief while looking at me, "Even if my sister didn't tell me, I would have thought about it. But, I didn't expect it to be like this, ···············································································​​

"Your sister Wan is a sensible person, how could she not like you?" The embarrassment between the two of them was inevitable, but Zhen Huan would not really blame Chun'er, even if she complained, she would only blame the emperor.

"But... woo woo... But I went to see my sister in recent days, and Huanbi who was next to my sister spoke sarcasticly to me," Chun'er felt uncomfortable when she thought of the way Huanbi looked at her. She wasn't seductive. The emperor went to his room, why did he look at him like that, it was obviously not like this before, "Huanbi is my sister's personal girl, could it be my sister's meaning..."

It was Huanbi again, did she refuse to change after repeated admonitions, or did Zhen Huan simply not take her petty temper to heart?

"No, I'm afraid that Huanbi is feeling uncomfortable and telling stories." She wholeheartedly wanted to climb onto the dragon bed, but today her little master's favor was divided by others in front of her eyes, how could she bear it. "I'll accompany you back." After saying that, I supported Ju Qing's hand and got up.

"No, um, sister, you are pregnant now," she took a few breaths, trying to stop crying, "It's better not to move around."

"It's okay, I've been in the house for so long, and it's not good," even though I said so, but now I'm heavy, my legs are swollen, and it's really hard to move, but there are reasons for me, so I still go It's a good look, "I just want to go to see my sister, but I'm afraid that if I don't go, that girl Huanbi will scold her in front of her."

My last sentence was a joke, but it made Chun'er less nervous.

I had a big belly, and I insisted on walking there by myself, so that I could exercise, but I was tired and a group of people accompanied me to slow down, and I walked for a while before I arrived at Suiyuxuan.

When I arrived at Suiyuxuan, Liuzhu introduced me in a pleasant surprise, for fear that I would hurt my stomach. I haven't seen her for a long time, but I think Liuzhu is much smoother.Unlike Huanbi who came to meet us from the house with a face on her face, she didn't show any respect at all, but she still begged for forgiveness, "Miss Yunbi, Huanbi didn't do it on purpose, she is an atonement."

And I just smiled back at her, "Liuzhu, you're fine." It made her a little unsure how to respond.

I originally went to see Zhen Huan for Chun'er's affairs, but I asked Chun'er to go back to her room first.Seeing me coming, Zhen Huan felt strange, thought I had something important to do, and sent her away. Seeing Huanbi staring at me as if wary of wolves, I couldn't help laughing, so I asked her to stay. .Today's matter is related to her, if she is not present, I am too embarrassed to speak.

I offered symbolic condolences to Zhen Huan, and seeing her tired face, I went straight to the point.Speaking of Chun'er's matter, Zhen Huan really didn't notice Chun'er's grievances. She just felt that the two of them would be embarrassed when they met. force.This is also because Zhen Huan is still in the pain of losing her son, and she and the people around her don't think much about other things, and Huanbi's making things difficult for Chun'er has not been discovered.

Now that I have said it so bluntly, Zhen Huan looked at Huanbi's reflection again, and her haggard face was filled with disappointment.

"Sister, I know that your heart hurts, you seldom care about foreign affairs, and I know that Huanbi is your special person, but you still need to be on guard against this matter. Don't lose the love you can't lose because of unnecessary things."

After I finished speaking, I got up and left. When I saw Jinxi at the door and invited Chun'er over, I thought that Chun'er should not be uncomfortable.

On the way, I was supported by someone, and I walked slowly with one hand on my waist. Just such a small thing made me feel sleepy, which was really tiring.

"Master, don't rest in the front for a while, and the servants will call for the sedan chair." Seeing how tired I was, Ju Qing suggested.And I was indeed a little tired, but when I got out of the sedan chair, I said, "It's too troublesome. You can sit with me in the pavilion for a while, take a rest and continue walking. It's good to walk like this."

The scenery at night is more refreshing, very comfortable, but it makes me feel less bored in my chest, and I am more awake. I close my eyes comfortably, smell the fresh breath of the night, and enjoy very.

"Juqing, let's go first, I regret that I have been staying in the house for the past few days," the corner of his mouth curled up into a smile, "The scenery at night is so beautiful, it would be a waste if no one appreciates it."

"It's good, but it's windy at night, and it hurts my body if I go out for a long time." Hualuo, a warm blanket covered my body. I took a closer look, and it was a yellow coat. It was a coincidence, and I was busy supporting my heavy body. He wanted to salute, but he pushed him down on the seat, "You are inconvenient, so you can skip the courtesy."

He sat down across from me, looking at me carefully, not knowing what he was thinking, but I have long been used to her looking at me from time to time, so it doesn't matter.I just feel that I haven't seen him for a long time, and I feel a little strange but I don't know what's different about him.

"What's the matter, you don't know me anymore?" Seeing me staring at him seriously so rarely, he smiled and joked, but he took on his usual appearance.

"Your Majesty is joking," I looked away, staring at the bright yellow robe on my body, "The sisters don't know the Emperor, I'm afraid they are all important people who are deeply remembered."

"I almost won't recognize you anymore," he caressed my face with one hand, his eyes were serious and caring? "I've lost too much weight, I've lost too much weight. Pregnancy is like a kind of torture to you, a torture that will make you disappear at any time."

"That's the kind of torture that others can't expect." His words scared me, and I had already said those words before I realized it.

He looked at me with a half-smile, "Do you like this kid?"

"like."

"Even if you yourself may suffer the fear of your life for this child, you still want to give birth to him?"

"Is the emperor here? The emperor doesn't want the concubine to die, so the concubine will be fine."

"You think too much of me." This sentence made me afraid, but he smiled freely in an instant, "But I really enjoy your trust. It's just that you are so haggard and let people look at you." uncomfortable."

Then don't look at it, I'm not too haggard, I even covered it with makeup when I went out, okay?I was dissatisfied in my heart, and I didn't notice that Ju Qing, who had been absent just now, came back with a box of things.

I saw him take the wooden box with great interest, looked at me and asked, "I will make up your eyebrows for you, what kind of makeup do you want?"

"What would the emperor draw?" Seeing his high spirits, I felt ashamed to pour cold water on him, but I didn't hold out too much hope. I'd better not choose. He can draw whatever he wants. If it's ugly, I'll go back and wash it off at night. that is.

"Why do you still think that I am omnipotent?" He looked at me with some dissatisfaction, but there was still a smile in his eyes, "You think I can't draw well? Today I will talk to you about the fun of this thrush. "He motioned me to close my eyes, and I followed his instructions.

I thought it would be enough for him to just draw eyebrows, but I didn't want him to wash off the powder on my face with a wet veil first. I resisted and wanted to stop it. But I am not allowed to refuse his rare elegance.Fortunately, after wiping off the powder on my face, he directly applied makeup on me with his hands, as if he didn't notice the morbidity of my bare face.Moreover, his hands were warm, and the little bit of makeup made me feel very comfortable, but I was almost half asleep and half awake in a daze.

But with my eyes closed, I didn't see the rare love and final determination in his eyes.

Later, I was woken up by him, looking at his obviously smiling eyes, I blushed with embarrassment, "The concubine lost her manners."

"It's okay, you look cute when you're asleep." Well, these words made my face, which had finally cooled down a little, rise again, "Look, how good is my craftsmanship?"

In the bronze mirror, the woman illuminated by the candlelight is vague, but it is difficult to hide her fair and tender skin, and the blush on her face adds a bit of the shy beauty of the beauty. The whole makeup is really ingenious and without There is no trace of makeup, especially the red plums on the forehead, which is the finishing touch. It is really "good-looking, and it doesn't look like me anymore. The emperor is really omnipotent. "I was so obsessed with watching, that I even ignored the self-proclaimed concubine.

"It's not that my craftsmanship is so ingenious, it's just that you always like to cover up and waste your natural beauty for no reason. Now it's so good."

"If Sister Wan also paints such an outfit, I'm afraid she'll be better than a concubine." I wasn't used to the hotness in his eyes, so I reflexively moved out of Zhen Huan. As expected, he was a little disappointed, "Okay, mention What is she doing? Why, you have to intercede for her." He meant as if Zhen Huan was really angry and didn't want to see her again, but if that was the case, why use Chun'er?

"Is the emperor still going to Mr. Chungui's place tonight? If so, why don't you go and see Sister Wan, maybe the time comes."

"Hehe, Rong'er, sometimes I wonder if you can stop seeing things so clearly," If you are like other people in the harem, I won't have to be so bored these days, "Just tonight , since I met you, I will accompany you back home, I am worried about you like this."

What's wrong with me like this, isn't it just a little haggard?Made me feel like a first degree disabled.What he said made me uncomfortable, and, moreover, uneasy...

In the end, I only remember that when he was sleeping with me, he whispered in my ear, "If you are gone...will you be like Zhen Huan?"

I heard it vaguely in my sleep, and when I woke up the next day, it looked like the side of the bed where no one had slept, and I couldn't remember what I said last night at all.

It's like having a very tired dream, and I can't even tell whether I met him last night, it's a very annoying feeling.

☆、Fan Wai Yinzhen 2

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The first time I knew she was pregnant, I knew my choice. Her child, whether male or female, was the child I was looking forward to.But the child couldn't keep it.

Knowing that she took medicine to prevent it from happening because of my so-called fickleness, but it is understandable intellectually, and I even think her decisiveness is commendable, but emotionally, I feel hurt and regret for the first time.I really didn't expect her to be so cruel, even the sons and grandchildren who have cut off their own life don't want to be involved in the so-called strife.Or maybe in her ruthlessness, there is still some reluctance to admit defeat to me.Or maybe the child is as dispensable or even troublesome to her as it was to me at the beginning.

This kind of her made me angry, hate and contact, all kinds of emotions came to my heart, and it was somewhat difficult for me to control her when facing her.Seeing that she did not fall short of my expectations after having a child, it became even more difficult for me to hide myself. How many times I blurted out questions but swallowed them back in her haggard satisfaction.If she knew the truth, she wouldn't be able to bear it.

After returning to the palace, I didn't go to see her, or I didn't go to see her when she was sober. She thought she was smart, so it's hard to say that she wouldn't be cranky because of my slight abnormality.But it's one thing for me not to go, another for her indifference.I didn't go to her place, but she was happy and at ease.Listening to the people under my command report her condition, I find it funny, she is so heartless that it is hard for me to bear the pain of lovesickness.

But it was rare that he didn't want to lose her freedom, so he went to Mrs. Fu Cha's in a detour, so that he could see her without worrying about the emperor's grace. Chong Erjiao insulted her.It's just that seeing her getting thinner and thinner day by day for the sake of her child, I think it's better to follow the original plan and find a reason for her to lose the child.But when he thought of people like Zhen Huan, who lost their former wisdom in pain after losing their children, and saw that her love for the child in her womb was no less than Zhen Huan, he hesitated again.

This is the first time I hesitated.It is also the first time I have used those people in blood drops to mess up the royal bloodline.When I ordered them, Xia Yi, the person in charge, looked stunned, which is rare.It's just that he invited Wei Eunuch, who had been ignoring him for a long time, on his own initiative, and he didn't know what to do.

Eunuch Wei has been by my side since I was a child, and my achievements today are inseparable from his hard work.For him, I still respect him very much. Now that old man kneels in front of me, sincerely asking me to take back my will, saying that it is inappropriate to mess up the royal blood for a little girl, and risking the following crimes. Threatening me, "If the emperor insists on doing this, this old slave will definitely get rid of the An Lingrong who made the emperor like this even if he dies."

His words made me laugh out of anger, "Elder-in-law, I have always respected you and treated you differently from ordinary people, because you are the one who raised me up to this day. You have been with me for decades, you should be better than anyone else Understand me. I don't like being threatened, and I won't give you a chance to threaten me."

"Your Majesty, it is precisely because this old servant watched you grow up that he understands that An Lingrong cannot stay forever. Your Majesty, do you want to follow the example of Emperor Shunzhi?"

"Presumptuous." Maybe he was in a hurry, but he was calm when he scolded someone, but I saw that the effect was better, and Eunuch Wei was about to throw himself into the ground, "Do you think I fell in love with that An Lingrong?"

"Isn't it?" Eunuch Wei is still persistent to the end, even though he looks down on the ground. If he didn't know that he was doing it for my own good, I really wouldn't know how to deal with him as a stubborn old man. The woman really cares too much, far more than she did to Queen Chunyuan back then. The same thing is that the offspring will not be guaranteed, but you want to exchange the son of a commoner for the royal blood for the sake of that woman, it is really absurd."

"Absurd? I think you are a little ridiculous, Wei Lao, are you convinced that I will not do anything to you, so you ignore all rules and courtesies?"

"The old slave dare not."

"I know that you are afraid that I will become obsessed with women and spoil the big things. You can rest assured that you are the most clear about how I have mediated the harem over the years. As for the matter of messing up the royal blood, it is nothing. Now it's just a dead baby, it's really nothing."

"Your majesty, it is precisely because I understand your majesty's deployment over the years that I know that the majesty has taken so much trouble for a woman today, so I am worried. Even the former emperor, who loved Concubine Shu very much, never had such a disregard for the rules of the ancestors. It's just like reminding old slaves that a beauty is a disaster for the country."

"Beauty is a disaster for the country, Mr. Wei, you think highly of mausoleum." It would be my good fortune if that woman had that kind of charm, "Mr. Wei, I will find a reason to arrange you here tomorrow." She is in the palace, you should take a good look, if she is really the reincarnation of a vixen like Su Daji, then you can do it again."

On the one hand, I arranged for Eunuch Wei to be in Yanxi Palace, sitting on a dispensable errand, but she didn't pay attention.Eunuch Wei is an old man in the palace, his martial arts are not bad, his sword is not old, and he is also an assistant.I really look forward to her being able to send Eunuch Wei to do things for her.On the other hand, Xue Dizi also found a pregnant woman with a clean background.

A few days ago, there was news from the Tai Hospital, saying that the baby in her womb is no longer able to survive. Even if it is hung with various elixirs, it can only be raised until July, and the longer it is, the more harmful it will be to the mother. .If it is in June or July, Chen Shi (the name of Chen Taiyi) is sure to give birth to a healthy child.In terms of rights and interests, I decided to wait a little longer. The queen mother is paying attention to her child, and I have to make arrangements. In addition, I need to pick up someone to help her recuperate her body, and let her be on guard by the way. .

It's just that I didn't expect to run into her at night. She mostly stays indoors, and it's rare that she sits in the pavilion with such joy and enjoys the scenery. She is in good spirits, but the face with thick makeup is too obtrusive.Looking at her, I remembered how I accidentally saw my Huang Ama and Concubine Shu getting along when I was a child, and I became interested.Without disturbing her, he sent Ju Qing to fetch the materials.

Wipe off the rouge and powder on her face, the first time I really saw her face, I can understand why she doesn't like to wear rouge and powder on weekdays, she has put on heavy makeup every day, that child, if she stays again, it will really make her suffer .Indecisiveness leads to disaster.In the matter of murdering my own blood, I have no masters at all, and now I am so hesitant that I find it funny.

Seeing her surprised look at herself with exquisite makeup in the mirror, she didn't feel it was funny.I'm not a person who is good at drawing eyebrows, I'm afraid she has never paid attention to her own grooming.No, maybe it's because I've been working hard, but I've never been a woman who pleases me.This is my fault, it has to be changed.

When that person arrives, the scene of changing the emperor's heir can be sung.