calm to light

The author has something to say: According to the agreement, Yazi is here, hehehehe

I am indeed not selfless, or you can say that I am selfish. I saved Fucha nobleman because I thought she could be used because she was pregnant. But I thought that if something happened to her, Hongli would bear the brunt of the impact, and that was me. I can't wash off the meat that other people have stained me with.

But, these words, can I explain to him?How can I accuse myself of deceiving the emperor again without telling him?

"It's my son's fault. My son's stubbornness scared the nobleman of Fucha, and nobleman Yun was afraid that my minister would get into trouble, so he protected the nobleman of Fucha like that." Hongli, who was just following behind him, was like a Sensing my dilemma, he was the first to answer the embarrassment from the emperor for me.

"Really?" He looked at me, "Mr. Yun, you are fine."

I was placed on the bed by him, while he sat on the side of the bed, watching Imperial Physician Chen treat me, with a calm expression on his face without any concealment, "How is it?"

"Your Yun accidentally sprained his ankle. It will be fine to rest for a while." Imperial Physician Chen looks very young, and is about the same age as Imperial Physician Wen. Presumably, he should be a newcomer to the Imperial Hospital this year, but it is different from What Wen Shichu said was that the emperor seemed to use him very much.

And he is also a character who can be calm when the emperor is obviously in a bad mood.

"You will be responsible for taking care of Mr. Yun from now on."

"The minister obeys the order."

"Stand back." He looked at me, but I didn't dare to look up at him for various reasons, but I just lowered my head, "Does it still hurt?" He whispered in my ear, his slender fingers He straightened the broken hair on my forehead, and then slid to my face, using a gentle force that did not allow me to refuse, so that I had to look directly at him.

His face is a bit close to me, it is not easy for me to look at him, to look directly at him, I always feel that the things in those eyes are too dangerous, my eyes keep wandering, but I dare not look at him, "Now I don’t feel anything anymore, why is the emperor here?”

"I originally planned to see Hongli, but I didn't expect to see a good show." At the end, he said with a smile, "It's been a long time since I haven't seen my son, but I didn't realize that Hongli can be mischievous." .”

"The emperor actually likes the fourth elder brother very much." I seemed to be bewitched by his tone of talking about his beloved son, and thought of what Concubine Duan said, so I said it regardless.But when I was under the gaze of the emperor again and felt the pressure that made my hair stand on end, I regretted my impulse a little bit.

"Hongli has always been my beloved son."

"Squeaky", as soon as he finished speaking, there was movement outside the door, apparently someone was listening in the corner.He suddenly became serious, "Come in!"

"My son pays respects to Huang Ama." Hongli probably knew that there was no way to avoid it, even if he came in tremblingly, he responded calmly and calmly.

"You've grown up, and you've even learned to listen to the corner of the wall?" He said to the kneeling fourth elder brother, but then looked at me and asked inexplicably, "Huh?"

"My son is worried about you, Yun, so..." Even if I heard my Huang Ama admitting to me with my own ears, it is still difficult to change my attitude in the long run. Awe is always more than closeness, "I know wrong."

"You have such filial piety, what's wrong with you." He got up and helped Hongli himself, and I saw Hongli's reddish eye circles and trembling little hands from the angle, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Could it be that the emperor felt that it was time for Hongli to know, so he no longer concealed it?

Why is that confession to me?First Concubine Duan, then Imperial Physician Chen, what was he thinking?

"What are you thinking?" When I came back to my senses, I heard him ask me this way. There was no one else in the house, and Hongli had already left. Is there anything wrong with your honor..."

"You're lying," he leaned closer to me, he played with my hair with rare interest, and looked at me with a half-smile that made me feel hairy, "Let me guess, what you're thinking at this time is why I put these Lay it out in front of you?"

"Your Majesty, what are you talking about," I bite the bullet and continue pretending.

"I like smart women, and women who can indulge themselves occasionally lie, but for you, the exception." He smiled wantonly, with a cold light in his eyes, and lifted my chin forcefully with his hand, leaving me nowhere to hide , "In front of me, you can't lie a little bit."

"Why?" I murmured, wanting to know the answer, but also afraid of knowing the answer.

When he heard my question, he just smiled slightly, let go of the restraint on me, and stood up leisurely, without any intention of answering me, "Remember, don't lie in front of me, otherwise the price will be yours. Unbearable."

"Don't tell lies, but tell the truth, doesn't the emperor think this is a luxury for anyone?"

He seemed to have expected that I would say this, and he seemed to be delighted by my rhetorical question, "I know, so I give you the right to remain silent."

The sound of hurried footsteps came from outside the house, and the sound became more and more serious. When the footsteps approached to a certain extent, Su Peisheng, his personal servant, came in.Su Peisheng first took a look at the situation in the hall, and then said to him with a smile, "Congratulations, Your Majesty, Your Majesty Fucha is pregnant."

"Really?" His words didn't contain the surprise I expected, and the unexpected indifference made me shudder, "Is there someone from her palace?"

"The personal maid of the nobleman Fucha is waiting outside the door. She said it is the pulse of Jiang Cheng's doctor."

"Jiang Cheng, good, very good, thank you!" When he turned to me again, he already had a smile on his face, and his brows were beaming like a person who has met the rain after a long drought, "Your goodness is not in vain. Rehabilitation, I will come to see you later."

He was leaving, and I didn't even have time to send him off, but what he said always made me feel uneasy, what does it mean that my injury was not in vain, if I knew about this kind of thing, it would be nothing, but he said it. I have to think more or less.

There is also Jiang Cheng, the imperial physician, isn't that from Concubine Hua?Wouldn't he be worried at all that the nobleman Fucha's fetus was handed over to Concubine Hua's?In fact, Jiang Cheng's most important master is himself, so he has no fear.

My foot was injured, and I was unable to move. In the end, Meizhuang came to see me in Zhuyuan by himself.Thanks to the nobleman Fucha, she was able to come here in person as a healthy person.

"Is your injury okay?" When she came in, she was concerned. It was the same as before, as if we had returned to the days when I was bedridden, but it was just a similarity.

"It's nothing serious," I signaled Juqing to get rid of some unnecessary people, and she would agree, watching out with Caiyue and watching out for Meizhuang and me.

"Is there any movement around you?" I spoke first, omitting the concern between the sisters, going straight to the point, and ignoring the flash of injury in Mei Zhuang's eyes.

"Everything is as usual." She thought for a moment, and then seriously replied, "Do you understand the intention of the nobleman Fucha today?"

"The nobleman Fucha didn't know that she was pregnant in advance. She came to me because she was provoked by others."

"Is it Concubine Hua?" Concubine Hua is now the number one enemy of Meizhuang. Naturally, Concubine Hua is responsible for any bad things, but I don't think so. Every new concubine who enters the palace is afraid of Concubine Hua. It is impossible for the nobleman Fucha to come here for Concubine Hua, and the nobleman Fucha has a good relationship with Concubine Qi, and Concubine Qi is someone close to the queen. Thinking about it this way, the queen's contribution is more likely.

Perhaps, the queen originally wanted to kill two birds with one stone.

"It's not Concubine Hua." I didn't want Mei Zhuang to think about this matter any more, so I changed the subject, "Now that there is a real pregnant woman in the palace, if your matter is delayed, it will only be difficult to finish. "Here is a real pregnant woman. If Mei Zhuang is exposed as a fake pregnancy, then it will be more true that she is accused of fighting for favor, but that aside, after all, there are many dreams in the night. If the people behind the scenes want to kill two birds with one stone, Meizhuang and I will only be more dangerous.

"What do you mean?" Mei Zhuang understands the complexity of the palace now, with the addition of a pregnant nobleman, many things may be different.

"It's better if they do it themselves, but if they want more, we have to find a way to sing the show ourselves." And none of the singing methods I can think of can have the last laugh.

"Is it true that no matter what you do, you will lose something?"

I nodded and told Meizhuang this fact with my movements.To my surprise, Mei Zhuang smiled, although it was just a faint smile, "I already knew this. If you want to gain something, you will definitely lose something. Ling Rong, don't interfere with this matter." gone."

"Why do you say that?" You obviously wanted to pull me into the water before, but now why, "What are you going to do?"

"Ling Rong, I regret it, I can't escape, I can't hide, but you are different."

"Why is it different?" I sneered, mocking her changing attitude, "It is because of your pregnancy that I have the opportunity to come to this palace, and I have the opportunity to serve the bed, and it is because of your favor that I am a noble person." , if something happens to you, do you think I will be fine? Stop joking, and don't be reckless. "

"You'll be fine," her seriousness met my sarcasm, which was indescribably funny.

"I really want to know where you think I'll be fine?" I think my expression must be indescribably ugly now, that's why Mei Zhuang's face is so ugly, and finally stripped off the indifferent smile at the beginning, With a hoarse voice, he growled, "Because you saved the nobleman of Fucha, because you kept the royal child, because you are more important than me in the eyes of the emperor!"

"Hehe," I think I was mad at her words, so I couldn't help laughing, "I don't know if the child of the nobleman of Fucha will be born or not. How can I still keep myself with my current favor? Your Majesty How much do you value me? I don’t know why. Mr. Huigui is annoyed that I kept the so-called emperor’s heir, making your situation even more embarrassing?”

"In your eyes, I am such a person?" She looked at me very hurt, but I didn't say a word, and didn't even look at her.

"That's right," she said with desolation in her tone, "I pulled you into the game but protected Huan'er. I'm afraid I've chilled you a long time ago. But believe it or not, part of the reason why I didn't tell Huan'er is because Huan'er Huan'er was not involved in it from the beginning, and another part of the reason was Huan'er's great favor. Because the emperor values ​​her, she will be fine, and because the emperor values ​​her, if she does anything wrong, she will be killed. Therefore, I can't involve her in any way. But you are different, you are smart, as if I would have this matter from the beginning, you are plain, good at self-protection, if this matter is difficult to resolve properly, I will also I think you will be safe. Moreover, I always feel that since you can't get rid of this matter, you might as well get involved. "

"Since you think so highly of me, why did you change your mind now?" I was surprised that she told me her thoughts so frankly.

"Because of today's incident. After this incident, the nobleman Fucha has accepted your favor. Even if he doesn't help you, he will not harm you. This would have made you safer. But you were carried back by the emperor himself Palace, when Concubine Hua is gaining power again, you are too popular." As soon as the front foot protected the emperor's heir, the back foot got involved in the matter of false pregnancy, which is not to give those who are not used to it a good opportunity.Moreover, the ruthless emperor treated Rong'er unusually, "I always feel that the emperor treats you very well, not worse than Huan'er."

good?I really don't know where she got it from?With a sneer, I wanted to speak, but seeing her serious face, the relief on the corner of her mouth, and the sadness in her eyes, I suddenly felt powerless to say anything to her.

"You don't make a move this time, as long as you don't make a move, the emperor will trust you." Putting away the sadness on his face, Mei Zhuang became serious, with a serious look in his eyes that made me uneasy, " What exactly do you want to do?"

She knew that if she didn't explain everything to me, I would definitely not stand by as she said, "She gave me this child, and I will let her take it back."

"You're crazy." With such a stupid thought, he actually thought of framing someone, could it be that he was really driven out of his mind by this situation.

"Yes, I'm crazy, but even if you want me to be crazy, I'll drag her along!"

"Do you think you can succeed in framing the blame?" I raised my voice, calming Meizhuang, who was a little out of control, "If you have the ability to frame the blame, how can it be difficult for the other party to get away with the crime of fake pregnancy and competition for favor? ?”

"If I don't have a child, how sad will I commit suicide?" Her complexion was pale, she was obviously such a weak person, but she had such ruthless thoughts, she was a woman from the harem.No matter how this event ends, the original dignified and beautiful Meizhuang will pass away.

"Good idea, at least you are truly free. Leave everything to the living."

"Can't this solve it?" She naturally heard the sarcasm in my words, and was a little dissatisfied with my reaction.

"What kind of effect do you think it will be? Do you think the emperor will blame Concubine Hua for your death? Regardless of whether the emperor believes that Concubine Hua made you have no child and made you die sadly, he believed it, didn't it? Will he give up the influence of the Nian family for a trivial concubine in the harem?"

Maybe it was because the facts I said were too unacceptable, Mei Zhuang's face was almost without a trace of blood, "There are a lot of miscarriages in the harem, and some of them must be defeated by Concubine Hua, but why the victims They are dead and sleepy, but Concubine Hua is still proud and favored? Haven't you, Shen Meizhuang, thought about the reason for this? Have you ever thought that your Shen family can beat the New Year's family? Have you ever thought about it? If the emperor wants to keep Concubine Hua, how will he deal with this matter? Have you ever thought that your death may become a suicide for not taking good care of the emperor's heir, implicating your clansmen?"

Every time I said a word, she became weaker and weaker, and finally shed her vulnerable strong disguise completely, like a puppet without a soul, she murmured unconsciously, "Would it be? Could he be so ruthless?" ? Will it be like this..."

In fact, you have already understood that the emperor would rather trust Concubine Hua, otherwise you can tell him the truth early.But you have no evidence, and you are not comparable to Concubine Hua's trust, so you are timid, you have never even thought about this method, and the stupid idea of ​​forcing an emperor to compromise with death is out of date. Even a little bit of sincerity.

"Have you always seen things so clearly?" When she looked up again, she was surprisingly calm, "It must be such a painful thing to understand in the harem."

"I don't think," I didn't have extravagant expectations for that person from the beginning, so even if I knew his coldness, I wouldn't feel hurt, "If you know it, you can live in peace."

"Indeed, you always know what you want, unlike me," the self-deceiving person just doesn't want to admit that he can't get it, and is even so afraid of knowing the truth that he wants to escape with his death.

Looking at such an injured Meizhuang, such a weak girl who is not as dignified as usual, I can't tell what it feels like, I should blame her, blame her for being the former between Zhen Huan and myself, but I still feel sorry for her After all, she is just a young girl in her blooming season. When such a thing happens, panic is inevitable, and she tells the truth like this. Isn't it a kind of trust for me to share the troubles?

"This matter cannot be delayed any longer. If there is no movement from them within three days, then we will take the initiative to ask an imperial doctor to take the pulse. Then, I will naturally help you, and Liu Wei is the key." I will help you, you Nothing to do with me is a victory.

"My family has sent someone to keep an eye on Liu Du, and I will cooperate with you when the time comes."

"The opportunity for Liu Bei's appearance must be suitable. Your family should not act too early, otherwise it will only appear that we came prepared, instead of being the victim."

"Yes, I know."