? "Yun Bian spoke slowly to Shu Zhan, and after finishing speaking, he tried his best to raise his head stubbornly, rolled his eyes a few times, then lowered them down again, looking directly at Shu Zhan.

There was no expression on Shu Zhan's face. If he didn't want others to see his emotions, no one would be able to see them.Only when he already felt that he couldn't express his mood at the moment with any emotion, would he keep his face expressionless.Even though I already knew that Yun Bian didn't like him, when I heard him say it, I was still stunned, I didn't know where I was, and I didn't know if I was still alive. The pain from the knife told him that he was still alive.Oh, it turns out that I am still alive, it seems that losing love is not a big deal, isn't it just muddled, mindless, brainless, and soulless to continue living?Isn't it possible that I will never see him again in the future, and I only think of him when I get up in the morning, when I eat at noon, when there is no homework, and when I go to bed at night?Isn't it just to use a knife to cut out all the place in my heart that originally contained him, and then pour cold wind and heavy rain into it?Isn't it just a few more cigarettes, a few bottles of wine, and a few unfulfilled dreams when you can't sleep every night?What is there, what is so great about it.

Looking at Yunbian, he couldn't see any emotional stretching, took a deep breath, closed his eyes tightly, and then said tiredly and helplessly: "Zhuzhan, goodbye."

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, these two words are like the wind, constantly blowing into the stretched ears from all directions.Goodbye, how can I say goodbye to you?So what if you don't like me, haven't you imagined this situation countless times before?How did you tell yourself at that time that no one's love is smooth sailing, and the embankment at one end will send you directly to the shore at the other side, even if there are no strong winds and waves in the middle, there will always be small storms and small rapids.Can't you encounter some storms, troubles, stop moving, stop paddling, just in the middle of the river, swaying in circles, resigning yourself to fate?No one wants to be like this, drifting around for a lifetime, unable to get to the shore.Now I just encountered the first storm, so I just gave up, not to mention my lack of backbone, more importantly, my only goal in this life is to go ashore, and there is only one shore, how can I give up?Furthermore, pursuit, pursuit, without persistent pursuit, how can you get what you ask for? Shouldn't this be the first step in the beginning of your love?Thinking of this, Shu Zhan suddenly became clear. Looking at the edge of the cloud that turned away, he waved his long arm and grabbed him.

"After you finished speaking, don't you want to know what I think? After all, this is not your business alone." Shu Zhan said softly, with a vague smile.

Yun Bian turned around, looked at Shu Zhan, and didn't speak.

"It doesn't matter if you don't like it. When I knew I liked you a long time ago, I didn't expect you to accept me so easily, but I still liked it silently for so long. In fact, what is the difference between now and before?" What is the difference? The only difference is that I have changed from a crush on you to an open love, and, I know, you already know my feelings for you, don’t you? Since this is the case, the current situation is actually more difficult for me than before , is even more superior, at least I can express my heart to you openly without being shy and secretive, don't tell me you will refuse, since you already know how I feel about you, if you want to refuse, why did you wait until now No? Even if you take a step back, even if you reject me everywhere in the future, it will not hinder my desire to show my favor to you, because from the very beginning, I am sure that I can only have you in my life, even if you If you want me to wait for a lifetime, I will wait forever, I will not quit halfway, and I will not be absent without reason, for a lifetime, it will definitely be a lifetime, only you." After speaking, Shu Zhan's expression was gentle enough to Melt water.

Suddenly, Yun Bian couldn't hold it anymore and cried softly.When he said those resolute words at the beginning, he could still hold back his tears. Later, when he heard Shu Zhan's affectionate, solemn, serious and pious confession, no, it was an oath, how could he bear it?He is Shu Zhan, who is favored by thousands of people but no one can get close to him, who is arrogant and indifferent, who doesn't care about others, who cares about himself with the utmost care, who always supports silently, and is the only one in times of crisis. The stretch that supports me is the stretch that should be admired and admired by everyone but chooses to fall in love with Pingfanfan secretly. It is the stretch that is willing to protect himself for the rest of his life even though he is rejected by him. Such a gentle stretch , Such an affectionate stretch, such a desperate stretch, how can Yun Bian not be moved?Can be touched, does not mean love.

Shu Zhan walked in front of Yun Bian, gently raised his head, and gently wiped away the few tears on his face.Yun Bian was a little embarrassed and shed tears in front of Shu Zhan. After all, he had never shed tears except when his father died, so he was eager to avoid getting close to Shu Zhan, and Shu Zhan pulled him into his arms.

"The first time I saw you on that snowy day, I couldn't extricate myself. Your noble, refined, leisurely, distant, and distinctive appearance was deeply imprinted in my mind. Then, I After getting your basic information, when I didn't see your name, I was thinking, what kind of name should be worthy of you? So, when I saw your name, I immediately felt that the name is worthy of you. People, clouds, clouds, floating clouds, do not fight for color or noise, just like you, a humble gentleman, high-definition cloud. Later, I often pay attention to you silently, pay attention to your preferences, pay attention to your behavior, It made me more and more fascinated, and later, I found out about your family. At that time, I hated myself because I couldn't know you, and I couldn't justifiably appear by your side to help you deal with such a huge change. It is inevitable every time I think about it The pain, that is, because of this series of misfortunes, I am full of admiration and admiration for you even though I can’t let you go at all, and I even feel proud because I can like you. Finally, I know that you chose Liberal arts, I chose liberal arts without hesitation, and asked Uncle Wang to put us in the same class. After a class, every time I get in touch with you, I feel that you are more real and love you more A little bit, Yun'er, I, really, really, love you very much. If there is a machine in the world that can see the future, I will definitely take you to see it. At the end of my life, there must be only one you. Except Besides, I don't know, how else can I make you believe that I only allow you to be alone in my life?" After Shu Zhan finished speaking, he hugged Yun Bian tightly again, unwilling to let go no matter what.

Chapter 39

When Shu Zhan, who had been suppressed for a long time, came out with a deep and sad cry of "Yun'er", what else could Yun Bian say?It is estimated that no one has said such affectionate words to him in this life. He also believes that in this life, no one will treat him as well as Shu Zhan. However, love is not the only thing in the world. We are accepting When you fall in love, you must also think of all the severe and immeasurable consequences he may bring, as well as your unspoken regret for all the decisions you made today.Love is beautiful, but it can change a lot. When you are passionately in love, you will never think that your love is short-lived and fleeting. You must be sure that it is eternal and long-lasting. But, who You all thought that your love was an exception, except for fading and losing, maybe, in the end, you discovered that everything in this world is without exception except changes.Although Yun Bian believed that what Shu Zhan said was true, and that he would definitely do it, the most fundamental question was, could he be with him?Do you want to be with him?After thinking about these two questions, Yun Bian's heart became cold.At least, not now.

"Shu Zhan, I will always remember your kindness to me all my life, but it's really impossible for us, at least, it's impossible now." Yun Bian said with some pain.

"It's okay, I understand you, you have academic considerations, and more importantly, auntie's health to consider, and, even if you are willing to accept me in the future, I also know that you will definitely get auntie's consent, if she does not agree , you will probably let me go, because I know you and understand you, so I am willing to wait, it doesn't matter. There is just one thing, I hope you promise me." Shu Zhan said.

"What?" Yun Bian asked.

"If you don't like me, then don't like others, okay? At least Wu Hen." Shu Zhan said.

Yun Bian felt the fear of Shu Zhan. In fact, he never understood why Shu Zhan firmly believed that Wu Hen would be interested in him. How can you be sure of it?

"He and I are really good friends, you really think too much." Yun Bian comforted him.

"Then you promise me." Shu Zhan said stubbornly.

"Okay, I promise you." Yun Bian said helplessly, why was he like Wang Chuan, when thinking of Wang Chuan, Yun Bian suddenly wanted to ask Shu Zhan about that night, he always felt that he had something to do with Wang Chuan.So, he had no choice but to break free from Shuzhan's embrace.

"Are you willing to tell me now what happened that night?" Yun Bian said.

"It's nothing, it's just that I was thinking too much. Wang Chuan showed me the recording pen you two were chatting with. After I heard you say that you would never be with me in this life, I couldn't control myself." Shu Zhan Speaking of this, I feel a little embarrassed.

"Recorder?" Yun Bian was completely stunned.I also instantly understood why he had to let himself say that at that time.

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