Do not give up ice and snow for the king

He was not idle at all, and every few minutes, he reached out to touch Yunbian's forehead, poured water for him, tucked him in a quilt, put a pillow on him, went out to buy fruit for him, for a moment. non-stop.Looking at the busy Shu Zhan, Yun Bian thought that he must have never done such trivial things before, so he was deeply moved and deeply helpless.I can't give you what you want, sorry.Yun Bian said in his heart that he also decided to find a chance to have a good talk with Shu Zhan in the next semester after the end of the semester, so as to give him hope that he would eventually despair, it was too cruel, and Yun Bian couldn't bear it.Even if the result is inevitable, it will hurt him, but the harm at this time is worth it compared to the endless waiting, anticipation, sadness, torture, and despair in the future, and he can only choose the right of two evils It's lighter.

35

Soon, the final exams of the first semester of the second year of high school will be over, which means that the winter vacation is coming.On the night after the exam, Shu Zhan asked Wu Hen to meet at a billiard room they often went to. After Wu Hen arrived, he realized that it was just the two of them. clues.Sure enough, after a few more rounds, Shu Zhan said coldly: "I told you, I like him."

Wu Hen smiled and hit a red ball into the round hole, and said flatly, "I said so."

Shu Zhan then made a good posture, pushed hard, and Black 8 was firmly in the hole, and then said: "Then why do you still want to get so close to him?"

At this time, Shu Zhan had put down his cue and looked straight at Wu Hen. His eyes could make people feel cold.

Wu Hen also put down his club, and smiled slightly at Shu Zhan: "If I remember correctly, you only said that you liked him, but you didn't confess to him, and he didn't accept you either, that is to say , your relationship, in the eyes of everyone, is a friend, just like mine. Then why can't I get closer to him?"

Shu Zhan looked at Wu Hen, wondering what he was thinking, he didn't speak for a long time, Wu Hen was also thinking, could he just rush over and beat me up, even though I have learned judo for several years, but compared with Shu Zhan If you are at a disadvantage, once you fight, you will definitely suffer.Just when he was uncertain, Shu Zhan came to his side, glanced at him, and said sharply: "You, if you want to fight with me, it will be ugly to lose."

Even Wu Hen was frightened by Shu Zhan at that moment just now, his eyes were too cold, and his whole body exuded a powerful and ruthless aura, as if everything collapsed with a wave of his hand.

Wu Hen stepped back a little, still smiling and said: "I don't intend to fight with you, it's meaningless at all. It's not that you can get him by surpassing me. He doesn't belong to anyone, he is free."

"Indeed, apart from letting him accept me, I will let him be free at any other time, and he must belong to me." Shu stretched his mouth, determined to win.

"Shu Zhan, if you do this, you will destroy him. He is a human being. He has his will and freedom, and his choices and choices. You can't unilaterally determine his ownership like this. This is, wrong." Wu Hen was a little anxious up.

"Of course I know, of course I will respect all his choices, why do you think he won't accept me?" Shu Zhan said with a sneer.

yes, why?Why do I feel that Yunbian will not choose to stretch?Is it because he doesn't like men or subconsciously doesn't want him to choose to stretch?If he doesn't want Hui to choose stretch, then who does he want Yun Bian to choose?alone?Although Wu Hen knew a long time ago that his feelings for Yun Bian were not just that of a friend, but he never felt that he would have this kind of emotion for Yun Bian, but what kind of emotion he has for Yun Bian, he has no idea now. I don't understand it at all.

"Why? Or do you want him to choose you? To be with you? You also fell in love with him?" Every time Shu Zhan asked, the coldness in his words deepened.

Wu Hen didn't answer, he frowned and struggled, as if he didn't understand at all.

"Let me tell you, I like him. It is the most certain and persistent thing in my life. Any obstacle that hinders us will be kicked away at all costs. You are my friend, and I don't want you to take him away regardless of morality." Love, but as you said, he doesn't belong to me now, so I really don't have the right to ask you to give him up, if you like him too. But, as a friend, I don't want to deal with you personally until I see you helplessly You failed miserably in front of me. Whether you like him or not, I don't want you to get too close to him." Shu Zhan said to play, took a look at Wu Hen, and strode away.

When you fall in love with someone, your rough nerves will also become delicate and sensitive, especially for everything related to the loved one.From that birthday, Wu Hen frequently helped Yun Bian drink, and Shu Zhan felt unhappy, even though Wu Hen later said that he was just testing.However, every time we went out together, Wu Hen's eyes on Yunbian, his concern for Yunbian's unobtrusiveness, and the figure that he gathered together whenever he had time made Shu Zhan suspicious and dissatisfied. In the physical education class, Yunbian was specially chatted with. He would send Yunbian home in the middle of the night, and would be by the side of Yunbian's valet who never left when he was sick.If Shu Zhan only had feelings for Yun Bian as friends, he might only think that the two of them are more intimate than ordinary friends, but as an admirer who has liked Yun Bian for so long and always pays attention to his every move, In his eyes, all Wu Hen's actions were tantamount to Sima Zhao's heart.He is not afraid that Yunbian doesn't like men, nor is he afraid of being rejected by Yunbian, he is only afraid that before he expresses his heart, Yunbian already belongs to him, and the person who belongs to him is not someone else, but grows up with him good friend.Therefore, no matter what the situation of Yun Bian and Wu Hen is now, he has to cut through the mess quickly, and it is best to cut off Wu Hen's longing for Yun Bian.

During the winter vacation, Yun Bian thought about continuing to play the piano in the hotel, but his mother refused.The weather is cold and freezing in winter, and it is inconvenient to go back and forth. My mother is also very worried. In fact, the winter vacation is short after all, and the Spring Festival runs through it, so I have to be busy before and after the Spring Festival.On balance, Yun Bian had no choice but to give up.On weekdays, I usually stay at home with my mother, and occasionally cook, read books, and go out for a walk, but I feel that my life is leisurely and comfortable.Sometimes, Shu would call and ask him out to play. Normally, Yun Bian would refuse. One is that he is really busy, and the other is that he is also thinking about how to talk to Shu to minimize the damage, so he is thinking carefully. Before, he was reluctant to see Shu Zhan.Before you know it, the Chinese New Year has arrived.The Yunbian family's New Year this year is destined to be different from others.In the first year of father's death, one should not live too extravagantly and joyfully, after all, one has to mourn all the time.So, after the New Year's Eve dinner, my mother went directly to the bedroom.The consistent family poetry competition had to be terminated, which is why no one can have fun together anymore.Sitting alone in the living room, Shu Zhan recalled the scene of a family of three getting together last year, laughing and singing poems together, he couldn't help but feel sad, and it was hard to let go of it. The words, how could he think that the words became a prophecy, and it really became the last New Year's Eve in his life.There are beautiful things on good days, but people are wrong, which is really embarrassing.Yunbian was sitting in the living room, watching TV casually, trying to pass the time. When it was nearly twelve o'clock, the mobile phone rang suddenly. It turned out to be Shu Zhan, and Yun suddenly thought: At this time last year, he was probably guarding the mobile phone. Wait until midnight to send yourself a text message. He should be impatient and excited. The closer the time is, the more obvious his impatience and excitement will be. Did he finally muster up the courage to pick up the phone countless times? And pressed his own number, but hung up at the last moment, or edited countless text messages of deep friendship, and then deleted them as if venting, Yun Bian shook his head, laughing at himself what happened today , speculated about so many inexplicable things for no reason.After answering the phone, Shu Zhan's smiling voice came: "Happy New Year."

Yun Bian smiled and replied, "Happy New Year."

"How was your winter vacation, what are you doing?" Shu Zhan asked.

"It's nothing, just some trivial matters, how about you?" Yun Bian asked.

"I, I've been concentrating on learning to do one thing recently." When Shu Zhan mentioned this, he couldn't hide his complacency, even though he was still keeping secrets.

His words really aroused Yun Bian's interest, and Yun asked, "Oh, what's the matter?"

"You'll know soon, just don't be scared by then." Shu Zhan still couldn't hide his excitement.

"Okay, then I'll be surprised." Yun Bian said with a smile.

The two chatted intermittently, and finally Yun Bian wanted to go to the bathroom, so he had to hang up the phone.After disconnecting from ITA, it turned out that Wu Hen also sent him a happy new year text message at midnight.Very concise and clear.Yun Bian had no choice but to reply, and just as soon as he replied, he immediately got a new reply: I wanted to call you just now, but you have been on the phone all the time.Yun Bian replied that he was on the phone with Shu Zhan just now, and then Wu Hen didn't say anything, after saying good night, there was no news.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, someone at Yunbian's house rang the doorbell. It was strange that there were almost no relatives in his family, and he never paid New Year's greetings during the New Year. How could there be someone at this time?Yun Bian opened the door with doubts, only to find that Shu Zhan appeared at the door of his house with a happy expression on his face. Is this here... New Year's greetings?

"Why, don't you invite me in?" Shu Zhan said with a smile.

Yun Bian quickly stepped aside and let him in.Seeing him like this, Yun Mu was also obviously surprised, and asked him to sit down quickly.