Do not give up ice and snow for the king

Yun Bian lowered his head, unwilling to say more.

"Yes, can you tell me?" Wu Hen continued to hesitate.

"I know you care about me, but each of us has secrets that we don't want to tell, don't we?" Yun Bian said calmly.

Wu Hen turned around, lowered his head, and said with a little bit of disappointment, "I thought you treated me a little differently than other people." After Wu Hen finished speaking, he smiled wryly and self-deprecatingly.

Indeed, even though he never said it, in Yun Bian's heart, he knew that his heart towards Wu Hen was indeed different from other people's. Try to avoid it as much as possible, and later found out that the two are very speculative in terms of temperament, aspirations, hobbies, etc. Although they have little contact on weekdays, in his heart, Wu Hen is the person who can be called a confidant, or a good teacher and helpful friend.No matter what, he is in his heart, irreplaceable.

"You are really different from anyone else in my heart." Yun Bian looked at Wu Hen and said honestly, although he was really embarrassed, after all, this was the first time in his life that he uttered such provocative words bluntly.

"It's still not as important as stretching, isn't it? After all, he can know about it." Wu Hen said.Actually a little wronged.

"He knew it by accident." Yun Bian said, hoping to eliminate Wu Hen's grievances.

Unexpectedly, Wu Hen was still looking into the distance, silently.

Yun Bian naturally knew that this was a silent threat, and he was betting on his soft heart and his intolerance towards his friends.Even so, he couldn't bear it.

"After my father left, my mother became mentally disturbed overnight, and yesterday she relapsed." Yun Bian looked at the sky and said lightly.

Sure enough, Wu Hen showed the same expression as Shu Zhan, shocked and unable to hide his distress.

"How did you get here? It must be very painful, right?" After being shocked, he really didn't know what to say, as if no words could soothe one ten thousandth of Yunbian's pain.

"Fortunately, as long as her condition doesn't recur, I won't think these are such painful things." Yun Bian said.

Wu Hen was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak, how strong was he who could wave his hand away without the slightest resentment towards fate and the past after undergoing such profound and drastic changes, and only focus on the things in front of him.

Suddenly, both of them stopped talking and fell silent together.So when Shu Zhan was brought by Wang Chuan, what he saw was the picture in front of him, which was almost the same as the one Wu Hen saw before. The Chinese sat side by side in silence.

In fact, when most people see this picture, apart from feeling harmonious and beautiful, everything else is normal.Even though Shu Zhan saw it clearly in his eyes, in his heart he was disturbed by twists and turns.The eyes feel beautiful, but the heart feels that it is an eyesore.

Of course, on the surface, his expression was the same as usual, and there was nothing unusual about him, and he would not recklessly step forward to beat Wu Hen out of jealousy.He just turned around and left, then stopped and said to Wang Chuan, "Didn't you say that Yunbian seemed to be unwell?"

"I just saw that he really seemed unwell. I don't know why he's fine now, and he's still with Wu Hen." Wang Chuan looked aggrieved.

"Since you know that he is unwell, as his friend, why don't you come forward to offer condolences and help?" Shu Zhan stared at him and said.

"I was just scared, so I wanted to come here with you, but I didn't expect to be a step late." Wang Chuan said.

"Really? Let me give you a piece of advice. Yun Bian sincerely regards you as a friend. If you do something wrong to him, I will not let you go. You'd better believe it." After speaking, he strode away.

Wang Chuan looked at the clouds in the distance, and his resentment broke through the sky.

28.

After dinner in the evening, on the way back to the classroom, Wang Chuan sneaked past the cloud while Shu Zhan was not paying attention, and whispered to him to ask him to wait for him at the corner of the stairs after the first period of evening self-study. Tell Yun Bian something very important.

At the corner of the stairs is a sports equipment room, which is usually very quiet and almost no one goes there.Ever since Wang Chuan was injured in the resort last time, Yun Bian has been looking for a chance to have a good chat with Wang Chuan.

However, after arriving in the second year of high school, I suddenly changed the same table. In addition, the usual after-school time was taken up by stretching, and it was not suitable for four of us to eat together. I really couldn't find time to have a good chat at school.So Yunbian deliberately called Wang Chuan twice on weekends to ask him out, but Wang Chuan always politely declined with legitimate reasons. Later, his mother suddenly fell ill, which made Yunbian dare not go out on weekends, so until now it has not been possible. .

Because Yunbian discovered that since the night of Shu Zhan's birthday, Wang Chuan's whole person has undergone a particularly big change. Yunbian once asked him why he must make up and wear strange clothes. He said that only in this state can he Only then does he feel the most free and at ease, and that is the real him. He likes and enjoys this state very much.

However, since Shu Zhan's birthday that day, Yun Bian found that Wang Chuan began to change slowly. First of all, he abandoned the principle that he had been adhering to the past few years without makeup and would never go out without makeup. No matter the style or color, he is just like the average person.

The most surprising thing is that even the way he speaks and handles things has changed significantly. He is no longer talking non-stop all day long as before, as if he suddenly restrained himself.He is not as submissive as before, but has a lot of self-confidence and courage, and his methods are obviously higher than before. If it is in a martial arts novel, Yun Bian would wonder if he suddenly met an expert from the outside world and got Its guidance, so the rapid change.

For these changes of his, as a friend, Yun Bian should be gratified by them, but he felt that this matter was very strange, and he couldn't say where the strangeness was.

What puzzled Yun Bian the most was that he felt more and more that Wang Chuan's transformation seemed to be based on himself. When Yun Bian discovered his transformation, he immediately felt eerie. If his feeling was correct, then Wang Chuan What is the purpose of always taking oneself as an example and imitating everywhere?This question has haunted him for a long time.Just tonight, take advantage of the opportunity to ask clearly.

After the first evening self-study get out of class, Yun Bian came to the corner of the stairs as scheduled, and Wang Chuan was already waiting for him there. When Yun Bian stood in front of him, he found that Wang Chuan was obviously depressed by the moonlight, probably because he had just cried Eye sockets are still red.

"What happened?" Yun Bian asked anxiously.

"Yun Bian, I'm so uncomfortable, really uncomfortable." Wang Chuan cried as soon as he opened his mouth.

"What happened?" Yun Bian asked with concern.

"I confessed to Shu Zhan on his birthday night, but he directly rejected me." Wang Chuan cried more and more sadly.

Yun Bian was amazed.Confession?birthday night?Been saying that for months and never heard anyone say it.

"I feel very ashamed, so I didn't tell you. In the past few months, I haven't had a single day of life. As long as I think of the way he rejected me, I feel bad and distressed." Wang Chuan looked heartbroken.

"What did he say?" Yun Bian asked.

"He said, he said, he doesn't like men." Wang Chuan cried.

So, if this is the reason, then there is nothing anyone can do, he can't force Shu Zhan to like men, right?

"He also said that he doesn't like to see me put on makeup all day long." Wang Chuan continued.

It turned out that all these changes of his were to please Shu Zhan, just because of his words.

"So, from that night on, I swore I would never wear makeup again, no matter how difficult it was, I had to get rid of it, do you know what it was like when I woke up and went out without makeup on the first day? I couldn't go out, I had to When I go out, I always wear a big hat and a pair of big sunglasses. I dare not see people without makeup. The sun shines on my face. I am afraid that the sun will burn my skin. After all, it has been so many years , I’ve lived like this for so many years.” Speaking of this, Wang Chuan burst into tears.

"Since he doesn't like men, what's the use of doing more for him?" Yun Bian was suddenly a little angry. He didn't know if he was angry with Wang Chuan's infatuation, or angry with his ruthless expression.

"I know, but I will change whatever he doesn't like, maybe one day he will like me, and I will try my best to do what he likes, no, I will definitely do it."

Yun Bian suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Yunbian, do you still remember what you promised me before?" Wang Chuan suddenly wiped away his tears and returned to his normal voice.

"Which one are you talking about?" Yun Bian replied.

"You said, you won't like stretching all your life, will you?" Wang Chuan suddenly raised his voice.

"Yes, I said that it is impossible for me to be with him in my whole life." Yun Bian remembered that he had indeed said such words in his first year of high school.

"Okay, I hope you promise me again, you will never be with Shu Zhan in your whole life, will you?"

"What's wrong with you?" Yun Bian wondered why Wang Chuan was so obsessed with this problem.

"Yun Bian, you know, I like him, I know that I will never like someone so much in my life, you are my first friend, so I don't hope that one day, you will become my rival in love, so I hope you promise me that you won't like stretching, and you won't in this life." Wang Chuan looked at the edge of the cloud, his face suddenly became hideous.

Suddenly the class bell rang.

"Let's go to class first. If we have anything to say, we can talk about it in the next class, okay?" Yun Bian turned around, intending to go back to the classroom.

Wang Chuan grabbed him suddenly, and the strength made Yun Bian ache.

"Just promise me you won't be with him, and we'll go back to class right away,