Do not give up ice and snow for the king

, Maybe she was afraid that the other party would go back on her word, so classmate Yali quickly replied: "You really don't know?"

Yun Bian was slightly embarrassed, so he could only nod his head.

"I don't think anyone would believe me if I said it. You actually asked me such a humane question. Ahem, did you ask me just because of your good grades, appearance or personality? You can say yes, or you can say no." The little girl is still pretending to be profound.Yun Bian chuckled, beckoning her to continue. "Look, it's been almost three years since we were in the same class in junior high school. You should know that everyone was absolutely envious of you at the beginning. You are always the first in the big and small exams, and your essays are regarded as important every day." Fan Wen, the handwriting is so good, the family is so rich, the most important thing is that the person is also good-looking, oops, look at me, I am illiterate, I can’t say other compliments except good words, of course, this is amazing It’s not just me, it’s everyone’s opinion.”

Regarding what Ya Li said, Yun Bian already understood that being content with one's own needs has always been his most basic requirement for himself.In good times, don't stagnate or get lost, you will be happy when you get something small, but in adversity, don't feel bitter, and your strength will turn into smoothness.Understanding and positioning yourself well is the first of all.

"However, after a long time, it feels different," Yali continued, "You will smile at everyone, but it is only a polite smile, you will not get along with us, you will patiently give us lectures, but also Only limited to lecture topics, never mixed with personal matters, you will smile and listen to our different opinions, but you will never object, and of course you will not agree, although you did not deny it, you were just laughing, after a long time, you know how we feel We will think that you are giving us alms, or belittling us, you are good in everything, we are not as good as you in everything, but you still treat us like that, we feel that you are a god, and we are mortals, you treat us Well, it’s just out of charity, as if we are not on the same level at all, what mortal would like to be silently humiliated with God every day? Oh, I can’t explain it anyway, do you understand this feeling?” Ya Li's face was still reddish due to the momentary indignation.

"Well, thank you, I understand, I will pay attention to it in the future," Yun Bian said seriously.

Yun Bian summed up Yali's meaning, that is to say, he is easy-going on the outside, noble on the inside, soft on the outside, but tough on the inside.Yun Bian didn't know that in other people's minds, he had such an image of himself, and he didn't even know at that time that this image recognized by others would accompany and affect him throughout his life.

Finding the crux of the problem, prescribing the right medicine, and getting immediate results, at best hitting the nail on the head, is the general way for Yunbian to solve problems.Fortunately, it wasn't a big treachery or a big evil, nor was it a bad behavior because of the disgust of classmates.Well, to be precise, this kind of behavior of the students is avoidance, the avoidance of the weak from the strong, the avoidance of mediocrity from wisdom, and the avoidance of cowardice from fearlessness.

Sure enough, Yun Bian adjusted himself appropriately, although he couldn't connect with everyone immediately, but at least he never got tired of seeing each other.For Yun Bian, staying firm on the main tree of his own life, cutting out some branches and vines, and enjoying the breeze and sunlight with other trees is a way to make himself more happy and comfortable physically and mentally. .

two.

The cold mountain turns green, and the autumn water gurgles day by day.In September, when the heat is about to end, Yunbian successfully entered the No. [-] High School in Yangcheng.Since then, the wheel of fortune has reversed, crushing joy, crushing success, baring its fangs, waving its sharp claws, clamoring, tearing, sparing no effort, and rolling towards tragedy.

New campus, new teachers, new classmates, new way to study.People who know each other get together to celebrate the joy of reunion, strangers are full of curiosity, stop and go around, play and enjoy.Yun Bian's mood remained the same, and the waves were calm.It seems that I have lost interest in everything I have seen thousands of times, and it seems that I am too self-conscious about the new life and keep silent.Or, for him, being calm and calm, calm and self-sufficient, is just the norm, like an orchid on a high peak, even if there are floating clouds making trouble under his feet, he will not pay attention to it or stay there.

Parents helped Yunbian buy daily necessities, and left after dinner together.Yangcheng No. [-] High School, the city's No. [-] key high school, has countless comprehensive talents sent to major universities every year.In addition to the strong teaching staff, complete hardware facilities, and strong support from the Municipal Education Bureau, the strict management and ruthless discipline are the basic reasons and important guarantees for the high rate of undergraduate enrollment and the high enrollment rate of colleges and universities.The outside world even called it Yangcheng Second Prison.The importance of status and strict discipline can be seen.

All students in the school are completely closed and eat together, without exception.The dormitory is cramped, with six people sharing a room, and apart from the beds, there is almost no place to stay.Cut off water and electricity on time, never favoritism.Turn off the lights and go to bed, and those who are a little late will be dealt with according to the situation.Nothing that has nothing to do with sleep is never allowed.Once found out, it is common to see the parents and order them to drop out of school.In a word, in school, the only thing students can do is study.Other than that, everything else is a taboo, and the consequences of breaking the taboo will bring disaster to the body, and the consequences will be reaped.

Except for sleeping with others, which made Yun Bian uncomfortable, he has no complaints about everything else.When the dust has settled and nothing can be changed, he will tell himself to face the possible turmoil with a calm and indifferent attitude.What's more, there is no such thing as beauty in life, and you will never find the so-called method of getting the best of both worlds, gaining some and losing some, which is fair and reasonable and justified.He came here with the lofty ambition of entering a top university in three years, and now that all the systems are as far as he is concerned, why not push the boat forward smoothly?

Lin Feng thanked Fanghua, the cold rain killed the chrysanthemums, the white grass was frosted, the eaves were watery, and autumn and winter came, and time was rushing.Halfway through the first year of high school, in the past four months, everything was as usual, with repeated exchanges.Wake up, run, go to class, eat, sleep.Life is like a clock, following the established rules, no accidents, just moving forward, neither fast nor slow, neither sad nor happy.Halfway through a mid-term exam, the first formal exam since high school, it was also the first contest for top students trying to show off their power and self-promotion. third grade.It's really good. After all, they all stand out from various middle schools and enter the city's No. [-] high school. Naturally, there will not be too much difference in strength. Often, the difference of one point may lead to a very different result.

Compared with middle school and high school, the atmosphere of life is obviously stronger.At an age that is about to move, with no place to rest in love, under the pressure of high pressure, he is eager to break through himself and soar upwards.Although Yun Bian has never been in love, he also deeply understands those close couples who try their best to spare some time, but can only sneak away from their lovers for a while. He believes that two people who love each other, let alone staying together, are just When you get close, you will feel that even the time is beautiful.What's more, he is still in the age of passion like a volcanic eruption, a rush of lava, and a blazing flow.He feels beautiful, but he only feels it, and he feels understanding, but he stops at understanding, absolutely, and does not practice it.For other people's ambiguous hints, some are not, he always tactfully ignores them and doesn't take them to heart.

He didn't want to start a relationship easily, for no other reason, maybe it was because the time hadn't come, maybe the person hadn't arrived, or maybe, he just wanted to keep the current state.The breeze is not dry, the sun is just right, not disturbing the mind, not being trapped by emotion.

Why do people have to be accompanied by others?If he must have a companion, he hopes that one day, he will put on a snow suit, step on the Hongqiao after the rain, and enter the mountain.Between the mountains and the trees, half an mu of thin land was set up, a firewood house was built, and only pines and cypresses were planted.The male pine stands farther away, strong and powerful, protecting the frontier; the female pine leans closer, serving tea and water, and red sleeves add fragrance.The old pine can play against each other, and the young pine can dance together.What happened in the mountains?Leisurely eating the wind and drinking the dew, busily plowing the clouds and planting the moon.Write a few lines of parallel prose sentences and nail them on the fence with pine needles. When you read flowers, you have the fragrance of flowers. When you read butterflies, you have the smell of butterflies. The more you read the poems, the thicker you read, the thinner you read the days, and the lighter the life you read.

On a sunny day, the dew that has been stored for a whole spring will be shared to make tea, and it will be poured into a small red clay stove in Xinbai under the sun.Use the dried flower corpses of last year to light the fire, so as not to fry the water.A cup of fragrant tea, a stick of sandalwood, one person facing one mountain alone, facing the whole life with one heart.I can't even remember the fate of the past, so just drink the tea in front of me.

Tea should be tasted alone, and wine should be drunk together.There will be an old man with white hair and thin beard, with Taoist fairy bones, who will drink with me.Drunken with tea and lying on the back on the rocks, the clear and calm appearance is related to the eyes, the loud and clear voice is related to the ears, the leisurely and empty is related to the gods, the deep but quiet is related to the mind.how nice.Send Xing mountains and rivers, clouds and smoke, entertaining poems, wine and scented tea.Very good.

Yun Bian shook his head, smiled helplessly, and put this unrealistic thought behind him.Standing in the present moment and focusing on learning is the most important thing, and it should be the only thought.

Time flows quietly, and the end of the year has come in a blink of an eye.The yellow clouds are indistinct, and the windy sky has finally begun to float flowers.One petal, one piece, like light feathers, like floating catkins.In a short while, the sky, the clouds, the mountains, and the water are all white up and down.In the sky, the light snow is loose and intertwined, and the atmosphere is gloomy.Affectionate and floating, playing with each other.Lian Pian Fei sprinkle, wandering passive accumulation.A quiet and pure white world decorated with silver and jade was born.

After all, grand sights are rare, and occasionally they appear suddenly, which naturally attracts people to stop and enjoy.So, the silence is no longer, the whole playground, chasing after each other, throwing at each other, laughter, frolic, pulling, rubbing, the sound is endless, eloquent, like a clear bell, pleasant to the ear, entertaining , but also chaotic, miscellaneous, can not stay long.

Shu Zhan has always been indifferent, not close to people, not close to love, not attached to things.