Do not give up ice and snow for the king

Necessary misunderstanding. "Yun Bian sincerely apologized.

"So you just thought, I like you?" Stretching forward, he fixed the edge of the cloud firmly in his field of vision, deliberately saying

I like you suddenly paused before, and then slowly said the four words "I like you" slowly and indistinguishably.

Embarrassed.

Yun Bian was really embarrassed and embarrassing because of his self-indulgent sentimentality, but he was clearly and clearly testified by the person concerned, and he was immediately ashamed

Already, his complexion is crimson.I had to smile unnaturally and look away to avoid it.

Shu Zhan smiled secretly, teasing Yun Bian, who is usually dignified and dignified, made him occasionally show this panicked look,

It's so cute.

Look at him, his already fair face is almost transparent and shining under the soft moonlight, but there is a small spot that is bruised from shame.

The blushing that appeared, if she tried her best to pretend to be calm and unaffected by foreign objects, it made her more stretched, intoxicated and inseparable.

I can't let go of my heart.

"If, one day, I fell in love with you, what are you going to do?" Now that the topic has been brought up, let's take this opportunity

Try him.

"I usually don't think about things that are too far away, but for this matter, I don't need to think too much, I also know that it is absolutely impossible. Whether it is for you or for me, isn't it?"

Shu Zhan looked at Yun Bian's face, and after a while he said decisively: "Everything is possible." Then, he turned around and walked forward slowly.

"It's very late, you go back quickly, I have to go home too." Seeing that Shu Zhan still had no plans to go home, Yun Bian kindly reminded him.

"It's really late, so if you continue to find reasons for me to leave and go home alone, I guess you don't have to go home tonight, because we will have a tug-of-war all night." Shu Zhan faced the edge of the cloud After speaking, continue to move forward.

There is really no need to continue arguing over such a trivial matter. If you fail to talk about it, you will still appear to be petty and stubborn.edge of the cloud

Suddenly recalling what he said just now, it turns out that his family situation and Shu Zhan are all clear.He suddenly felt a little unwell,

A little embarrassed, a little afraid to face Shu Zhan.It's like some things that have been hidden in the dark for a long time suddenly appear without warning

Light.I thought I didn't deserve to see the light, I was timid to hide, I just wanted to scribble and make no sound, but my life was nothing, how could I think, it was so sudden

Being raised in front of the public in the clear and bright sky is embarrassing, at a loss, and difficult to adapt to.Although the other party is out of kindness and care.

His father committed suicide after amputation in a car accident, and his mother became mentally disturbed after undergoing a drastic change.

I think, secondly, because it is really not a matter of honour, I can't bring it up again, and thirdly, I can't bear the sympathy and pity, so for the family

He never brought up the middle-of-the-road matters, even in the few days when he returned to campus, all kinds of concerns and comforts continued, Yun Bian only expressed his gratitude in a humble and polite way.

Thank others for their condolences, but keep silent about the specific situation.And suddenly such a person came out, he felt sad and sad for himself,

The fragility and helplessness are all seen in the eyes, but because he understands his consistent character of not expressing pain or sadness, he still treats him with a normal attitude,

But secretly paying attention to and caring.

He knows his grief, sadness, frustration, helplessness, fragility, helplessness, and also his self-esteem, self-improvement, self-motivation, stubbornness

Qiang He will never give in... Yun Bian suddenly felt that Shu Zhan knew him so well.Because I understand, I don't want to hurt, even if it's a little

Other things that would touch my sadness are carefully taken away and passed by inadvertently.Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so eager to skip mentioning him just now

The words of family change.Therefore, in addition to being uncomfortable and embarrassing, it is more moving.

"Thank you, Shu Zhan." Looking at Shu Zhan's back, Yun Bian expressed his thanks sincerely and from the bottom of his heart.

Shu Zhan made a gesture, then turned around, and met Yunbian's eyes after a few steps away.Sure enough, Yun Bian was really moved.

Otherwise, how could Shu Zhan feel that his smile and voice were so gentle at this moment.Moreover, it only belongs to him stretching alone.

"I didn't do anything, I'm sorry I wasn't by your side when you were most helpless and most needed someone's company and support." Stretch back

After walking a few steps and coming to Yun Bian, he opened his mouth softly with deep affection but could not hide his self-blame.

The emotions in Shu Zhan's eyes are too complicated to count.But the warmth in my heart is real and palpable.You can't fool anyone.

"It's much better now, I think, life will inevitably make us hurt, but those hurt places will definitely become my strong places in the future." Yun Bian smiled lightly and said lightly.

After finishing speaking, he found that Shu Zhan was still looking at him with affectionate eyes, Yun Bian realized that such staring was too ambiguous, so he looked away and walked forward.Shu Zhan looked at the slender figure shrouded in the light white moonlight beside the clouds, and suddenly realized that just looking at him made his heart full.

Shu Zhan took a few steps to catch up and stood shoulder to shoulder with Yun Bian.

The bright moon is in the sky, and the clouds leave no trace.Everything is silent, the long street is empty, there are only two repair shadows, and occasional light laughter.

seventeen.

Since then, Yun Bian and Shu Zhan suddenly had more contacts.What is fixed is that he will be sent home personally every night.most of the time

At that time, the two walked at night for three to ten minutes. Occasionally, when the weather was not good and the wind and rain were intertwined, Shu Zhan would drive him home.Whenever open

In the car, Shuzhan always slows down the speed intentionally or unintentionally. The journey that was originally less than 10 minutes will take more than 15 minutes in the end, so that the cloud edge

I often wonder if he is a novice driver. It is certain that he does not have a driver's license. Anyway, the traffic police on the road from school to his home at night will check

Not much, and Shu Zhan probably didn't care at all if he was found without a driver's license, but he was afraid of hurting his man's dignity, so he kept holding back.

After contacting for a long time, Yun Bian found that Shu Zhan was not always so cold and reticent, and difficult to get close to, at least every time he went home with him

Although his expression is not full of joy and anger, he is also calm and natural, a group of amiable, and sometimes the corners of his mouth will suddenly rise for no reason.

Sometimes, Yun Bian mistakenly thought it was because he said something funny.

Moreover, most of the time, Shu Zhan took the initiative to provoke topics or inquire about some things related to life and study.

Even though he was embarrassed to ask, Shu Zhan would also consciously say something related to himself.Therefore, Yun Bian finally got to know Shu in detail.

Zhan’s family situation is exactly as Wang Chuan said, his father is the chairman of Wanling Group, and his mother is the deputy director of the Yangcheng Finance Bureau.

long.

The reason why Shu Zhan is still in the first year of high school is because at the request of his mother, he originally planned to let him spend both high school and university abroad.

Lian Du, who knows that after a year of absence, Shu Zhan came back by himself and firmly stated that he would never go abroad again.After all, his mother loves her son eagerly, and persuasion is ineffective.

Xia had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​letting him go abroad, and came to Yangcheng No. [-] High School.As for the problem of sleeping out, in fact, from the very beginning, stretching

He has never lived in a school dormitory, but since he also paid for the dormitory, the school still reserved a bed for him, but he hardly ever slept in it.

The night before last night after school, I followed Yun Bian and entered the dormitory before I sat down for a while.

Of course, regarding Yun Bian's doubts about stretching the age of the car, he was indeed wronged. He learned to drive at the age of 14.

He took longer than usual, of course it was intentional, but he wouldn't tell Yun Bian about it.But the matter of Shu Zhan sending Yun Bian home after school at night,

Except for the two of them, no one else knew.

Of course, apart from going home together after school at night, he and Wang Chuan also almost shared with Shu Zhan, Wu Hen, Wang Junyang, and Li Kai at noon.

rise.This made Wang Chuan so happy.Sure enough, the dream came true. In fact, Yunbian refused to eat together at first, except

I'm not used to having so many people at one table. Besides eating together, eating together for a long time will make everyone feel uncomfortable.

There is an illusion of intimacy as a convention, as if the relationship between each other is so close, but the fact is not the case, or even far from it.

In fact, even if they eat together, they communicate with each other very little.But I really can't refuse Wang Chuan's nagging threats

Incentives, so I had to agree.Because Wang Chuan said that several times he went to eat with them alone, and it turned out that he was the only one in the whole process.

One person talks non-stop but the other four people never agree or even look at him. Sometimes when the weather is very hot, Wang Junyang and

Li Kai would even lose his temper directly at him and tell him to shut up and go away.But he found that as long as there are clouds around, they will be more restrained, and sometimes he still

Can say a few words with Shu Zhan.

Regarding Shu Zhan's relationship with Wang Chuan, although Yun Bian can be sure that he has no feelings at all, but after all, Wang Chuan, as his first friend,

As the first friend he has cared for in so many years beyond the friendship between ordinary classmates, he still wants to ask for Wang Chuan

How does Shu Zhan feel about him, how many times he swallowed his words, Yun Bian never easily overestimated his weight in other people's hearts,

On the contrary, most of the time, he would rather believe that he is completely worthless in the hearts of others.

hold.It is also necessary to have a clear and objective awareness and understanding of oneself, so as not to fall into the hypocritical isolation from time to time like many people.

I gradually lost myself in the misty, soft and sweet relationship, and finally realized that I was in the wrong relationship, expressed the wrong relationship, and looked too high

Yourself.

Even if Shu Zhan treated him really well, could he be able to take advantage of this, forget his appearance, and disregard other people's wishes?