After he was reborn, who couldn't love me

This is a house that feels like a world away.

As soon as I entered the house, there were two pairs of striped cotton slippers on the floor, and the non-grained gray tiles were very dirt-resistant, so sometimes I couldn't see how much dust and hair fell if I didn't ask my aunt to clean it for a few days.

There are several palm-sized plush dolls hanging on the shelf on the shoe cabinet. Next to the dolls are two photo frames, but the photo frames are not photos, but oil paintings of him and brother Jin.

Gu Qingshu stood at the door, went all the way, changed his slippers and walked to the living room, scenes of him moving here with Mr. Jin turned into phantoms and slid across the space, like a projected 3D portrait, and he could clearly see him with Mr. Jin Sitting on the sofa watching TV, I can see the picture of Mr. Jin sometimes coming back in the middle of the night, holding up the supper in his hand and calling him to eat; there is also a big parrot that broke into the house. At their windows, scaring them enough.

In the bedroom, there are several traces of his fingernails on the clean white wall, the bedside table is full of cards, and the wardrobe is arranged according to the seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter. The colors are all black, blue, gray and white, at most a few Bright-colored ties will suddenly appear in Mr. Jin's tie drawer, but Mr. Jin will wear every tie well.

Most of the books in the study are about finance and law, and later supplemented with various programming languages ​​​​on half the wall. On the desk is a glass jar, and there are countless fruit candies in the jar.

Gu Qingshu sat on the desk in the study room, leaned back against the cold window, there was a deep blue snow scene outside the window, and the incandescent lamp on the top of the room cast his shadow on the window, so clear that even his eyes glistened. The colors of the water are clearly illuminated.

Gu Qingshu took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, bought a pack of cigarettes for a long time, and smoked only one pack in about a month. The pack of cigarettes was dry and shriveled. There is no fire anywhere.

But soon Gu Qingshu looked left and right, calmly said that his eyes fell on the English dictionary on the bookshelf, walked over to open the dictionary, unexpectedly there was a lighter in the dictionary.

He hid this behind Jin Ge's back. In fact, he didn't have much time to use it, but he just wanted to hide such a thing, as if he had hidden such a thing, so he was happy. When he thought about when Cheng Rilian should drink water Brother Jin, who has to take care of when he should go to the toilet, doesn't know the existence of this thing, so he has a wonderful little secret joy.

It turned out that even Brother Jin knew about this, but Brother Jin was willing to satisfy his occasional rebellion.

Gu Qingshu lit the cigarette with a 'click' sound from the lighter, and the green smoke immediately wrapped around his fingertips. He put the lighter back to its original position, opened the window, and sat sideways on the window sill to watch the moonlight. He didn't turn his head back, he heard someone wearing slippers approaching with his most familiar footsteps, he didn't turn his head either, but when the cigarette in his hand was gently squeezed away from behind, Gu Qingshu finally turned his head, Looking at Jin Qian in front of him, with red eyes, he asked, "Brother Jin, when did you come back?"

Mr. Jin reached out and rubbed the top of his lover's hair, and affectionately squeezed out the cigarette butt with his bare hands, while bowing his head and kissing his forehead: "It's been a few years. What? Did you miss me? I'm sorry, I'm late , Did I deserve a beating when I was a child? Did it make you suffer a lot?"

Gu Qingshu was picked up by Mr. Jin, closed the window, and returned to the bedroom. The mattress of the big bed in the bedroom was very soft. Once he lay on it, he felt as if he was about to fall into a cloud. This kind of bed is comfortable to sleep in, even if one Sleeping is also like being hugged and wrapped by someone.It's also good when doing bad things, it's extremely flexible, and with the right amount of force, it's as uncontrollable as a water bed.

Gu Qingshu heard Mr. Jin's words, and said curiously: "Brother Jin, don't you remember what happened before?"

Mr. Jin shook his head: "I seem to have found out that you have gone abroad as soon as I came back. If the fat man hadn't told me what happened, I would have thought this was some kind of strange posthumous hell."

Gu Qingshu understood, that is to say, Brother Jin has no memory of him being with Gao Xing at all, and everything is just hearsay, so Brother Jin doesn't believe that he is sincere with Gao Xing at all, and firmly believes that he and Brother Jin can continue. leading edge...

"Dead?" Gu Qingshu was kissed on the brows, his hands had no strength to resist, "Brother Jin, how long did you die after my death?"

Mr. Jin thought for a while, smiled lowly, held his hand, and kissed the palm of his hand: "I don't remember, I didn't pay much attention to the time after you left, I just remember that the wedding in Xiaoshan was very beautiful, that's not what you care about most Children? I will help you watch him get married, give a big red envelope, and then there is nothing to do."

Gu Qingshu remembers that in 22, Ji Xiaoshan’s child had just turned [-] years old, but because he had just escaped from the control of his stepmother in his original family, when he was found, his cerebellum was a little shrunken, and no one wanted him to work. The child was so pitiful that he cried when he saw him.

It turns out that such a small mountain has also found his own happiness, which is great.

Gu Qingshu's clothes were ripped off, and two hot kisses fell on his delicate neck. When he was in a trance, Mr. Jin, who had been with him all his life, was ready to celebrate the reunion with him. This... is understandable...but Gu Qingshu couldn't help asking: "Brother Jin, do you know that Gao Xing and I..."

"I know, but I haven't experienced those things, so they don't count. Qingshu, since God brought us back to the past, he gave us a chance to continue being together, right? So I can understand that you went with Gao Xing in order not to hurt my family. Beijing, this is very good, you take good care of yourself, you are very good." Mr. Jin took out a bottle from the drawer that used to be full of lubricants with various flavors, opened the lid with one hand, and squeezed it into the green Shu flattened his jade-white belly, and then skillfully wet his hands, trying to provoke Qing Shu's reaction with skill.

The floor heating was turned on in the room, and the heating was steaming up. Gu Qingshu's breathing gradually warmed up, filled with moist affection, his hands subconsciously hugged Brother Jin's shoulders, and asked softly, "Brother Jin...I... I'm sorry, do you forgive me too?"

"You didn't mean it, so don't mention it in the future."

There was an ambiguous gurgling sound in the air, like the sticky sound made by rubbing the foam with both hands with hand sanitizer.

Hearing this, Gu Qingshu opened his lips. One second before Mr. Jin officially declared his territorial rights, Qingshu suddenly reached out and pushed Mr. Jin's tight abdominal muscles. Tears were rolling in his eyes, and he said in a hurried and nervous voice. : "Jin Qian, no, I don't want it."

"why?"

"No...I don't like this."

"Which one do you not like?"

"Brother Jin, you are my brother now."

"so what?"

"Things are different."

"What's the difference?"

Gu Qingshu lowered his eyelashes, paused for a moment, then raised his eyes seriously to stare at Mr. Jin, and said to Mr. Jin: "It's me who is different, I still love you, but I don't like you anymore, Jin Qian, I don't want you anymore, You may not remember, so you can pretend that the matter between me and Gao Xing didn't exist from the beginning, you can barely say you don't care, but I care, I can't convince myself to just pretend that everything before doesn't exist, and then talk to you, Brother Jin Start over...it won't work."

Mr. Jin was ready to bully into the sky of Gu Qingshu, covering the clouds, moon and light, casting endless night to cover Gu Qingshu. After Gu Qingshu finished speaking, he turned his head to the side, covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and continued: "Brother Jin, I'm sorry, in fact, it's really great that you can come back. If you have always been Brother Jin in this world, I don't know how to say sorry to you. It's fine now. If you don't agree, hit me It's okay, I won't fight back if you scold me...I want...I want to break up."

"Qingshu, you really have changed a bit." Mr. Jin's tone was indifferent, concentrating on the anger of black clouds overwhelming the city, as if he was about to break through Gu Qingshu's fragile hinterland in the next second, "You don't want to be with Gao Xing Together, you don’t want to be with me, you don’t even want to use me to deceive him, what on earth do you want to do? Come again...Qing Shu, do you think I will agree to break up with you? "

"You, I, Jin Qian, brought you from Rongcheng to Beijing bit by bit, and then to Shanghai. We met at the age of two or three, and then we parted at the age of 35. Did you promise to stay with me forever? Hmm Eaten by a dog?" Mr. Jin said the most gentle words, but the sharp blade continued to press against the little fox's shivering heart, with a little force.

"That's why I won't be with Gao Xing either. Don't worry, I'll be leaving the day after tomorrow. Brother Jin... just pretend that I never came back."

"Who am I? Who do you think I am? Huh?"

Gu Qingshu took a deep breath and said, "I can't control you. If you want to, I can't stop you. Brother Jin...I..." I'm sorry.

Before Gu Qingshu could finish his sentence, he was bitten by a kiss on his shoulder in the next second. There was probably blood on his shoulder, but he didn't say a word, and immediately followed by a kiss with a fishy smell, a deep kiss...

Gu Qingshu could hear Mr. Jin's heavy breathing, and he thought he had no right to resist. After expressing his feelings, he acted like a captive at his disposal, doing whatever he wanted.

It's just that the captive is still a smart captive, knowing that the hunter who catches him is the only one who treats him softly, so he has an 80.00% chance of winning in this game.

If the ending is that 20.00%, Gu Qingshu will also admit it.

Gu Qingshu, who was not immersed in the deep kiss, was let go after 2 minutes, the dark clouds looming over the sky disappeared, he lifted the quilt to cover him, and then sat on the side of the bed and said to him: "Forget it."

Gu Qingshu sat up slowly, leaned against the head of the bed, and went to fasten the buttons of his clothes with trembling hands, but he didn't leave on the spot. When he looked at Brother Jin who was sitting by the bed and turned his head again, it seemed that he was about to follow him. He came to be a life-and-death Mr. Jin, who was full of elegance and nobleness in his memory, with monstrous wrists, but he would not use them on him.

The other party smiled and turned back to him and said, "Just now, don't be the one who teased you. Qing Shu, my mother will officially marry your father in two days. If I really want to tie you up for my guilt If you continue, I won't agree to their marriage, don't you think?"

Gu Qingshu thought about it carefully, and felt that this was the reason. Brother Jin felt ashamed of Mama Jin in his previous life, but in this life he could see Mama Jin find happiness, so he would never really use this to mess around... If he and Brother Jin really Let's continue, isn't Brother Jin going to ruin Aunt Jin's marriage with Dad?It's really unlikely...

But Gu Qingshu still felt strange: "Then you just now..."

"Just now you admitted that you like Gao Xing."

"..." Gu Qingshu frowned, "You... want to force me to say this myself?"

Mr. Jin rubbed Qing Shu's head, brushed his thumbs over the corners of his eyes, and said lightly: "Yeah, I have to make sure my baby really likes that bastard thing before I can take the next step."

"Next step?"

"I want you to stay here and don't run around. Qing Shu, after so many years, between us, you probably only have the relationship between relatives and responsibilities to me. Now the sense of responsibility makes you say goodbye to me, I I can agree, but the condition is that you don't run around, be obedient, since you like that bastard, go with him, and when you get married, just remember to treat your brother to a wedding wine."

"...You..." Gu Qingshu couldn't believe that these words came from Brother Jin's mouth, did he really let go?Is it the frank truth?Or are there other reasons for these words?

"Brother Jin, stop talking, I won't listen."

"Why don't you listen? Punish yourself because you feel guilty about me? That's unnecessary, Qing Shu, don't confuse this life with your previous life."

"I don't, it's just... Brother Jin, I can't stay with him for long, why bother? I have to leave early and late. "

Mr. Jin suddenly smiled and said: "Stupid or not? Why do you have to think about this for him? It's hard to live again, and I have to make up for the regret of not being able to take good care of my mother. You shouldn't waste time, since every day It’s a countdown to you, so treat every day as if it’s your last to make yourself happy unscrupulously, I hope you are happy, Qing Shu.”

"What's more, I think, even if you are gone one day, the memories you created with him are the best gift for him, instead of giving him nothing, it's not good to him, it's cruel, it's cruel to him. Cruel, and cruel to yourself."

Gu Qingshu was caught in a strange circle before, and when he heard this all of a sudden, he couldn't help asking Mr. Jin in front of him: "Brother Jin, after I passed away in the last life, you...are you sad?"

"Yes, but I don't know how happy I am to think that you were once mine."

Gu Qingshu never thought that he could say this to Mr. Jin: "Brother Jin, you are talking to me in order to talk to Gao Xing, so that you can talk to me alone?"

"Otherwise? I won't force you, you don't even know what you want most."

"Brother Jin, aren't you... sad now?" Gu Qingshu knew it, but looked at Jin Qian softly.

Mr. Jin shook his head, and lay down on the bed, sleeping with Gu Qingshu and his clothes in his arms like a real big brother, and said freely: "To be honest, Qingshu, for me, feelings are not very important, what is important is You are still alive, that's enough. Feelings are a matter of the previous life. In this life, I want to see my mother happy, and then provide her with retirement. We are still a family, and nothing has changed, right? I think it's very good. "

"But Qingshu, I'm curious, what do you like to be sober?"

Gu Qingshu was really surprised that Brother Jin would ask himself this calmly, but it was so natural, he really only considers Brother Jin as his family now, and after only being silent for a while, he honestly said: "I don't know...but I like to see him smile when he sees me, he was very silly when he was young, and he is still now."

"So you like stupid ones? Did I also be stupid as hell in my previous life? That's why you fell in love with me?"

"Haha, did you know that?"

The fat man guarding the door was lying on the door and eavesdropping. There were very few people inside. At first, there was a green book saying "no". The sound of the TV came from inside.

The fat man scratched his head and didn't dare to retreat casually, so he just sat on the ground, thinking that maybe Jin Ge and Qing Shu got back together, since this is the case, according to Gao Xing's mad dog-like temperament, it is absolutely impossible to let it go, he must call People need to be careful, and remind Brother Jin to increase the number of bodyguards.

Time passed little by little, and dawn broke in the sky.

The fat chick nodded his head all night like pecking at rice, stood up quickly at the sound of the door lock being opened, and checked the time, it was just before seven o'clock.

What came out was Gu Qingshu who was neatly dressed, except for his slightly swollen lips.

The fat man stared at Fa Xiao's walking posture, and it didn't seem like he was very intense. Could it be that the little fox is very talented? !

"So what, Qingshu, so early? Go back?"

Gu Qingshu was taken aback by the fat man sitting at the door, looked at the saliva on the corner of the fat man's mouth, and said with a smile: "Well, it suddenly occurred to me that Gao Xing's company has something to do? I don't know if it has been dealt with, I think Go directly to his company to see if there is a car? I will drive there."

"Ah?" The fat man was puzzled, but he pointed to the downstairs and said, "Gao Xing is right below, he didn't leave."

"Didn't Yao Zuo call him to a meeting?"

"...This..."

Gu Qingshu waved his hands, and jogged downstairs happily: "I'll go down and have a look."

The fat man let out an 'oh' and quickly entered the house when he saw Qing Shu coming downstairs. There was no suspicious smell in the house, but there were feathers all over the floor after the pillow fight: "Damn, brother Jin, you guys are playing pillow fights." Without me? Wait, you guys had a pillow fight all night?"

Mr. Jin was also dressed neatly, smiled slightly at the fat man, and said, "Otherwise? Qing Shu is my younger brother, what else can I do?"

"But..." That's not what you said downstairs last night!

"From now on, we will be a family. There is no need to mention the previous things. I have other things to do. I'm leaving." Mr. Jin put on his shoes and was about to leave, but he returned under the fat man's puzzled eyes. Picked up half a cigarette on the table and said, "I'll take the garbage away for you."

At the same time, as soon as Gu Qingshu came out of the main entrance, he saw Gao Xing sitting on the steps watching Xiaoxuehua at dawn.

He walked over, squatted on the steps above Mr. Gao's head, lowered his head and said to Mr. Gao who had obvious bloodshot eyes, "Why are you still here?"

Mr. Gao's eyes were glued to Qing Shu's broken lips, he didn't speak, his eyes were so deep that he seemed to crush the little fox in front of him and swallow him.

"Aren't you taking me home?"

Suddenly, Mr. Gao heard the Qingshu on his head say so.

"..." Mr. Gao blinked, "Are you talking to me?"

"Otherwise? Brother Gao, let's go to your company's headquarters first. Didn't Yao Zuo ask you for a meeting? You won't go there all night, so it's always time to go and have a look now."

"..." Mr. Gao changed his previous decadence, stood up, and scratched his messy black hair. He didn't know if it was what he thought, but first he carefully grabbed Qing Shu's hand. Seeing that Qing Shu's hand was limp, Gently grabbed his palm, and suddenly fireworks exploded in his head, "Baby, you have to know, if you hold my hand this time, if you want to shake it off again, you have to cut off someone's hand, or it's me, Either you."

"It's early in the morning, don't say such terrible things. Eat bean curd with me, okay?"

Mr. Gao, who couldn't stand up at all, said, "Of course. Get in the car first, boy, it's cold outside."

"However..." Before Gu Qingshu got into the car with Mr. Gao's arms, he pointed to a group of fierce and burly men wandering nearby, "Do you know them? It feels like they are looking at you."

Mr. Gao was serious: "No, how did you know those people? I don't know them at all."

Bulky men:? ? ?Why did the boss leave?So what are we doing here?

The author has something to say: the following content is probably the sweet and greasy daily life plus the abuse of the best mother, it is almost over~

感谢在2020-12-0700:20:00~2020-12-0723:49:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 2 Tangtangbutian; ゛1, [-];

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 50 bottles of Chengcheng; 20 bottles of Zhouyuan, whovian, and Shisijun;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!