After he was reborn, who couldn't love me

On October 20th, Gu Qingshu will be discharged from the hospital and take the train to Beijing.

At 06:30 in the morning, a bunch of people came to see him off.

First of all, Fatty and Yao Zuo's group of friends, plus a shivering roommate An Yang who still came to see him. Everyone had a gift for him. Fatty even helped the head teacher to give him a set of real college entrance examination questions over the years. Gu Qingshu liked it the most. The most important thing is this gift, which I personally put in my schoolbag.

At around 20:[-], the eldest sister came over with Xiaoshan in her arms, and changed him into the clothes he should wear in autumn more neatly than anyone else, and prepared a lot of rock candy for him to put in his pocket. Asking to come over, like a hill, weighed heavily on his heart.

At 09:30, Gao Xing received a call from Rongcheng. It was his grandfather who called from his landline, saying that there was no way to come over to see him off. Hearing these few words, he knew that the second uncle must have gone in, so after hanging up the phone, he was relieved like never before, and the joy of avenging his elder sister spread from the bottom of his heart.

At 45:[-], Gao Xing went to help him go through the discharge procedures. The two of them originally prepared very little luggage, but when they left, they found a lot of extra gifts out of thin air. Gu Qingshu was very worried. He couldn't carry it on his shoulders now. He couldn't carry it with his hands, and it was too much for Gao Xing to move alone, so he temporarily left all the luggage at Yao Zuo's house, and asked Yao Zuo to see when he was free to send them to Beijing.

Yao Zuo also obeyed Gu Qingshu's words, and patted his chest to show that he was on him.

A group of people looked for a car to take him to the station in a mighty manner. When they arrived at the station square, they also talked to the station ticket inspector, escorted them all the way into the waiting room, and followed the train directly on the platform to wait for the train to arrive.

There were a few trains waiting to enter Beijing on the platform, but they were the only ones that were particularly lively.

Gu Qingshu was arranged by the eldest sister to sit on the stool and share a piece of orange with the little nephew.

The little nephew was so silly that he was so happy that he swayed his short legs and kept asking him, "Uncle, when is the train coming? Train!"

Gu Qingshu looked at the young man who had been standing behind him as a backrest: "How long is it?"

The teenager who always loves to take care of him looked at the expensive watch on his wrist, lowered his head and smiled and said, "It's almost time, are you tired?"

Gu Qingshu shook his head, but couldn't help but look at the entrance of the platform, but every time he looked, he couldn't see the person he wanted to meet.

The fat man found a chance to go up to Gu Qingshu, and whispered: "Hey, Qingshu, are you waiting for Brother Jin? I told him about your train at ten o'clock today. He must have been caught by something. So I couldn't come."

Gu Qingshu denied it flatly, and said with a smile: "The devil is waiting for him, love will come or not."

The fat man gave a 'tss', and said, "Hey, I came here to comfort you with good intentions, and you treat me like this? Be careful of me, an undercover traitor!"

Gu Qingshu immediately squinted his eyes and reached out to scratch the fat man's itchy flesh: "You try?"

The fat man immediately scrambled and ran away from the beautiful little fox, but quickly ran back and said to Gu Qingshu: "By the way, your second sister has a mock test today, so she can't come. "

Gu Qingshu said 'Oh': "Got it, I understand her, there is no need to explain."

Fatty couldn't understand Qing Shu's really lifeless look, he smiled and said curiously: "I found out that the relationship between you and your second sister is really complicated."

"Why is it so complicated? It's just ordinary."

"Fart." Fatty ran to the senior floor to say hello to the second sister these days. He urged the second sister to eat at noon every day, and accompanied the second sister who was the last to leave the classroom to the dormitory every night, although the second sister didn't say a word to him. , but early this morning when he was about to skip class to send Qingshu to the train, when he got off the dormitory building, he saw his second sister standing downstairs, and he didn't know how long she had been standing there. Qingshu, there is a mock exam today.

As time passed, the green leather train from far to near made a flute sound that pierced the eardrums, and slowly entered the station.

"Qingshu, get in the car." Gao Xing, the young man who had been acting as a support behind him, suddenly lowered his head and spoke in his ear, and at the same time blocked his view of the entrance. Standing up on his forearm, he waited for the train to come to a complete stop before following Gao Xing onto the train.

This time, the train to Beijing still transfers from Wuhan, but the number of passengers on the train is sporadic, not as many as at the end of the summer vacation at that time. There are only three or four seats in the sleeper car, including him and Gao. Awake.

In order to make it easier for him to go to the toilet, Gao Xing bought him a lower berth, while the elder sister and Gu Jianfu were in the next car, even though there were empty beds everywhere, the elder sister dragged Gu Jianfu to the next car.

The window of the carriage can be opened, but Gu Qingshu didn't have the strength to speak, Gao Xing lifted the window up neatly after putting his luggage away, and said goodbye to his friend standing below the station through the window.

This time it's not a trip, but Gu Qingshu showed a brighter smile than when he went on a trip back then, talking to the fat man and An Yang, when the radio at the station started to report the news that he was about to drive in 3 minutes, Gu Qingshu's eyes subconsciously reappeared. Look towards the entrance.

Suddenly, a pair of feet came down the stairs in the blind spot at the empty entrance, and his pupils trembled for a moment, but the light in his eyes dimmed soon after he realized that the person who came down the stairs was a flight attendant, and he became very calm. quietly.

When the train started to start, the eldest sister came from the next carriage, sat there, knitted his sweater and asked him why Jin Qian didn't come to see him off.

Gu Qingshu thought to himself that it might be because he refused so thoroughly during this time that he never saw Jin Qian, so Jin Qian also decided not to see him, but the eldest sister couldn't say this, so he said: "Maybe I'm too busy Well, I heard from Fatty that Uncle Jin gave him a death order, and he must get in the top five in the midterm exam, and he is probably studying at school right now."

The elder sister Gu Yinghong nodded and said with a smile: "That's right, don't be disappointed, anyway, the train is getting faster and faster now, if you want to come back, you will be back in just one train."

Gu Qingshu lowered his eyelashes and didn't say anything else. He leaned on his sister's shoulder to hide the sadness that he couldn't tell anyone. He understood that Jin Qian wouldn't come to see him off, but he still wanted to see Jin Qian for the last time. See you in the future It's not here, why don't you come?

——Does Brother Jin know that this is the last time?

The train couldn't know what was going on in the boy's mind. It ran over the golden and red rails ruthlessly and headed into the distance. Outside the window was the boy's hometown, the hometown where he might never come back.

The figures of the people in his hometown flashed in his mind one by one, and finally his eyes focused on Gao Xing who was always staring at him on the opposite side.

He suddenly felt the embarrassment of being seen through, but quickly covered it up calmly, and smiled lightly at Gao Xing who was reading a book opposite.The latter also smiled at him, with a doting look on his face, as if he really wanted to replace the elder sister beside him and sit by his side, but unfortunately, the elder sister obviously wanted to accompany him until the evening.

It was the first time for the eldest sister, Gu Yinghong, to take the train, and she was absolutely fresh and curious. If it wasn't for watching her baby brother, she would definitely have to go from the first section of the train to the last section, and take a good look at it before giving up.

"Qing Shu, my sister will get off at noon tomorrow, which is different from the train you transfer to, so you and Xiao Gao will have to take care of yourself, do you know? During the operation, if you are afraid, call your sister. Otherwise, tell Xiao Gao." The eldest sister was full of words on the train.

Gao Xing listened all the way, and when he agreed to the elder sister's order, it was no different from a chicken pecking rice. Gu Qingshu smiled quietly at Gao Xing, and Gao Xing always looked at Gu Qingshu from the corner of his eye. Damn, it wasn't until it was time to eat at night that the elder sister hurriedly carried Xiao Shan back to the next carriage: "I have to go over to see how Dad is doing, he might be bored if he stays alone, then Qingshu, if you have anything to do, just call him." Tell Xiao Gao to come over and call my sister, did you hear me?"

Gu Qingshu turned his head on purpose, and said with jealousy but not jealousy: "Sister, do you think it's more important to be with others than me?"

The elder sister Gu Yinghong couldn't laugh or cry, and coaxed: "Isn't Xiao Gao here? Besides, my sister has been with you all afternoon, and Xiaoshan has to sleep after eating. How about tomorrow? My sister will come to see you tomorrow morning, otherwise I don't know when we can meet again." Woolen cloth."

Gu Qingshu was just playing with jealousy at first, but when he saw the elder sister talking about himself, his eyes turned red, and he immediately changed the stickiness just now, waved his hand generously, and let the elder sister go: "I'm just joking, elder sister, how much dinner do you have?" Eat something, don't come here for a while, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep after eating, it's no fun to come here."

The eldest sister smiled and Qing Shu also chattered, Qing Shu stuck out his tongue, waved his hand, and asked the eldest sister to leave quickly.

As soon as the eldest sister left, Gao Xing, who had been pretending to be reading a book against the pavement, sat down beside him and told him that it was time to eat porridge.

This time the trip was deserted, Gu Qingshu had dinner, Gao Xing dragged him to the middle section of the car to wash his face, relieved his hands, and then lay on the bed early to rest, from dusk to dark, he never Asleep, so although he didn't open his eyes, he also knew that the eldest sister came to help him cover the quilt tightly on the way, and then that Gu Jianfu seemed to come too, and sat on the opposite corridor seat to watch He quietly left after an hour.

Gao Xing didn't know why he seemed to have a good chat with that Gu Jianfu. When he realized that Gu Jianfu was leaving, he immediately got up from the bed, and the two of them went to the junction in the middle of the carriage one by one to talk. He couldn't hear what they were saying. There is only the sound of the rumbling wheels of the train, which covers everything.

Later, I don’t know when I fell asleep. I dreamed back to the moment at the train station a few hours ago. There was no one around, no fat man, no Yao Zuo, no Gao Xing, no sister, no one was there, only him , he was waiting for someone to see him off, so he always looked towards the stairs at the entrance of the station, thinking that he could see Brother Jin in his dream, but in the end he just waited quietly, he told himself that he couldn't wait It doesn't matter, because this is his choice, and he should bear any consequences after making the choice. For example, in the future, he may see Brother Jin with someone else, and then there will be no one who is too poor to eat, I want to buy him a book to read, he threw away such a golden potential...

But it's all good for them.

Break it off as soon as possible, even if he dies in the future, Jin Qian may not even cry, and will always live in a stable and happy life, and have a complete and happy life, instead of collapsing at the golden age and immersing himself in memories every day Here, he tortured himself day after day and was swallowed by loneliness.

——So it's broken, which is good.

The boy who came back from chatting with Uncle Gu from the middle of the carriage returned to the berth, and habitually wanted to kiss his precious little fox on the cheek, to test whether the little fox had a fever, whether it was difficult to breathe, whether the temperature was low, etc. Waiting, but the moment he sat on the lower bunk opposite Gu Qingshu, by the moonlight outside the window, he found that most of Gu Qingshu's face was hidden under the quilt, tears rolled down from the corners of his closed eyes one by one.

The huge teardrops are like short pearls, shining with cold silver light, passing across Qingshu's delicate skin, hidden in the depths of her hair.

The young man felt as if he was in the bottom of the sea, he couldn't breathe, he hurried over to wake up the little fox who was crying in his dreams, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? What's wrong? Is the wound hurting?"

Gu Qingshu slowly opened his wet eyes, and in his hazy vision was a familiar figure, a boy who also swore to be good to him forever.

He sobbed and shook his head, stretched out his arms to encircle Gao Xing, and snuggled into Gao Xing's arms, with a beautiful appearance of a panic-stricken desperately in need of coaxing.

Gao Xing carefully dug Qing Shu out of the quilt, hugged him and sat on his lap, then covered Qing Shu's back and himself with the quilt, the two were like a pair of silkworms hidden in a cicada chrysalis, inseparable : "What should I do, do I need to take medicine?"

Gu Qingshu's tears fell hotly on Gao Xing's neck, and then rolled along his neck to his chest, trying delicately to stop himself, and said, "No need, Brother Gao, just hug me like this. "

"Really?"

"Really." Gu Qingshu didn't want to be alone, someone hugged him, which made him feel at ease.

"Don't you need me to sing and tell jokes to distract you?"

Gu Qingshu shook his head: "No need."

"What about cross talk?"

Gu Qingshu was crying and laughing, and said coquettishly: "I want to do the questions, and the teacher gave me the real exam questions for the college entrance examination. You read the questions and options, and I will do it, okay?"

Gao Xing didn't refuse anything, pulled his right hand away from the soft waist that was holding Qingshu, casually took out a paper from his schoolbag, turned on the small desk lamp he bought on the train this afternoon, and began to read to the little fox in his arms. Mathematics questions for the college entrance examination.

There is nothing that Gu Qingshu can concentrate on more than studying, but this time it is different.

The high-awake voice chanted the questions in his ear, the voice was low and gentle enough, and he fell into a deep sleep after reading about six questions. This time, he didn't dream, he just felt warm and warm, and he could hear another person's heartbeat ...

The author has something to say: Come on! ! !

Jin Qian didn't come because he knew that this time was probably a farewell, so he didn't come. Not coming means never saying goodbye.

This point will be written later, let me say it in advance, so that everyone will not misunderstand that Xiaojin is angry and didn't come.

感谢在2020-11-1521:56:06~2020-11-1621:29:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Mi Yang;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!