california galaxy
Chapter 45 I Never Thought Of Trying With You
Looking at that young and bright face, Ning He suddenly had a bad feeling.
Six years apart, not to mention he was the one who left first.In fact, Ning He should have been mentally prepared long ago. Ai Xing has or has had other lovers by his side, and he has no right to care.
But when the imaginary object suddenly turned into a living entity and appeared in front of his eyes, Ning He still couldn't deceive himself and others to show magnanimity, and only felt a soreness in his heart.
Ai Xing's attitude towards the boy was quite gentle, and he smiled and said to him, "Bowen, do you want to eat crabs here?"
This is the tone only between acquaintances, at least Ai Xing knows that the other party likes the signature fried crab made by this restaurant.
Bo Wen wore a Supreme short-sleeved T-shirt and a classic Cartier nail bracelet on his left wrist, turned his head to look at Ning He, but said to Ai Xing, "Why don't you introduce me? "
Ai Xing looked calm, "This is my friend, Ning."
So Ning He stretched out his hand, wanting to shake Bo Wen.But Bo Wen immediately turned his eyes away, and said to Ai Xing, "You never bring friends to this restaurant."
Ai Xing still kept smiling, "He is an exception."
Bo Wen's shock was obvious, as if he couldn't believe that Ai Xing would be so frank.
Ai Xing pointed to the location on the east side of the hall, and said, "Your friend is waiting, and the food has already been served."—The implication is that Bo Wen can leave.
Bo Wen is not uninterested.Ai Xing issued the eviction order, but he didn't bother him. Before leaving, he gave Ning He a cold look, but said to Ai Xing in a very considerate voice, "If you drink alcohol, don't drive. It will start to provide chauffeur service in a month.”
Ai Xing nodded, did not refuse the kindness, and Bo Wen went.
Seeing this scene with his own eyes, Ning He almost wanted to ask questions, but was suppressed again.Bo Wen's look of distinguishing between what he likes and what hates is always lingering in his mind, and the next meal is a little tasteless.
Ai Xing saw that he had something on his mind, but he didn't give him any explanation. He just peeled two crabs for him with pliers, piled the crab meat into a plate, and pushed them in front of him.
Then Ai Xing got up and went to the bathroom, while he was cleaning the oil stains on his hands by the sink, Bo Wen pushed the door open and walked straight to him.
"Is he the one in the picture?"
Bo Wen asked coldly, supporting the marble countertop with one hand, and handing a towel to Ai Xing with the other.
Ai Xing took the tissue, wiped his hands, and said calmly, "I already asked the name, so don't call him "that person or that person"."
"You still protect him like this!?" Bo Wen raised his voice, his beautiful eyes widened slightly, "He is that person, right? Why did you take him out for dinner after the scar healed and you forgot the pain?"
Ai Xing looked at him with cold eyes, "Bowen, whoever I'm with will take me to dinner, you don't have to worry about it, and don't go overboard."
There were only the two of them in the bathroom, and Bo Wen was a little unscrupulous. He stretched out his hand to hold Ai Xing, and asked irritably, "William, what's the matter with you? You were hurt so deeply by him, why did you suddenly accept him? Didn't you say Has he been away for a long time, is he coming back now to beg you to get back together!?"
There was anger in Ai Xing's eyes, and his attitude was still restrained, "I will pretend that I didn't hear these words tonight, and don't be so nonsense next time."
After speaking, he took Bo Wen's hand away and started to walk outside.
Bo Wen stood at the back angrily, and shouted at Ai Xing's back, "Have you forgotten how you have lived these past few years? He just looks better, and I'm not ugly... "
Before he finished speaking, the bathroom door was closed in front of his eyes.
On the way back to the clubhouse from the restaurant, Ning He was much more silent than usual.
Ai Xing was driving the car, and he sat in the passenger seat, going to see Ai Xing from time to time, and Ai Xing couldn't stand the way he hesitated to speak.Finally, when Ning He came over for the first time, Ai Xing was reluctant to torture him and decided to give him peace of mind.
The sports car stopped at the side door of the clubhouse, and Ai Xing took the initiative to loosen Ning He's seat belt.
The moment he approached, Ning He held him back, and said hesitantly, "...I know I don't have the position to ask more questions."
Ai Xing looked at him, sighed softly, "Don't think about Ning He, he is just a friend, there is nothing between us."
Ning He was startled, and seemed to be phrasing, "We've been separated for so long, it's normal even if you have other feelings..."
Ai Xing shook his head and said briefly, "But I didn't."
After speaking, his expression suddenly turned cold, and his subordinates loosened Ning He's seat belt connector, and were about to get out of the car, but Ning He grabbed him.
"Why...?" Ning He seemed to be in disbelief.
For such a moment, Ai Xing felt that what Bo Wen said in the bathroom might be right—the only person in this world who can hurt himself again and again is the one in front of him.
He propped one hand on the headrest of Ning He's seat, and slowly leaned over, "What do you say? Why."
How dare Ning He say that.He was the one who stabbed the knife, the one who turned his back on, and the one who walked away, even if Ai Xing gave him the courage, he would not dare to say it.
Ai Xing was very close to him, so close that he could clearly feel Ning He holding his breath and tensing his shoulders and neck.He raised his other hand, walked up the slender neck, and touched the two platinum earrings on Ning He's right ear.
"Is this the ear piercing you got after you went to Japan?"
The question came out of nowhere, and Ning He's pupils shrank.
Ai Xing said again, "Why do you want to wear earrings?"
The earlobe is one of the most sensitive places in Ning He. At this time, Ai Xing's dry and warm fingertips rubbed/rubbed it a few times, and the blush on the pinna quickly spread to his cheeks.He didn't want to tell the truth, but he couldn't lie either.
Ai Xing waited for him patiently, as if he would not let him go.In the end, Ning He had no choice but to confess, "I... changed the wedding ring, so I just kept wearing it."
In fact, Ai Xing saw it the first night he stayed in his room.Back then, he invited a well-known local jeweler in Los Angeles to design these two rings. The water patterns and diamonds on the inside of the rings were preserved by the earrings.
He asked Ning He, "I have been vacant for six years, what about you?"
Ning He didn't expect him to be so direct, he looked up at Ai Xing, and after a while, said, "No."
"Nothing?" Ai Xing's eyes were sharp.
"No one else." Ning He answered him clearly, and after speaking, he asked again, "Do you believe it?"
Ai Xing's answer was to continue watching silently in the dim car.
He looked at Ning He with deep eyes, so deep that Ning He could hardly read the message he wanted from it.
In the end Ning He smiled helplessly, "You don't believe me."——On the surface, it seemed to be an understatement, but there was a wrenching pain in his heart.
What he didn't expect was that Ai Xing took the initiative to lean over and wanted to kiss him.
Since their reunion, Ai Xing rarely kisses Ning He on his own initiative.Ning He turned his head slightly, avoiding the kiss, and nudged Ai Xing, "Let's go back to the room first."
There was a brief stalemate between the two, but in the end Ai Xing didn't force him, and asked one last question before getting out of the car.
"Ning He, haven't you thought about coming back after such a long time?"
The six years of separation made many simple things complicated, and it also made it difficult to say what could have been easily said.Ning He didn't think about how to give a decent explanation.
Fortunately, Ai Xing also had the timidity in his heart that he wanted to hear but didn't dare to listen, and he didn't have the courage to insist on asking him to answer.
On the way back to the room, Ning He adjusted his mood. After entering the door, he said that he was going to fill the bathtub and let Ai Xing take a bath and relax.
Ai Xing suddenly called out to him, "Ning He."
The moment Ning He turned around, Ai Xing embraced him.
Although Ai Xing didn't want to admit it, he still let out a long sigh of relief when he heard Ning He say that he didn't have a new love in the past six years.He didn't want to ask whether he really believed it, after all, Ning He was not a person who could endure loneliness for several years.
But while waiting for Ning He's answer, Ai Xing repeatedly did mental construction: Even if Ning He slept with someone else, it was after they broke up, which was reasonable and he shouldn't mind.
He himself clearly still has a bunch of unresolved knots in his heart, but he always wants to find various reasons for Ning He.
Even after such a long time, he doubted countless times that his love was not worth it, he still couldn't be indifferent to Ning He.
He pinched Ning He's face, leaned over and kissed it.
This time Ning He didn't refuse any more, and then he closed his eyes, first felt the heat from Ai Xing's lips, and then stuck out the tip of his tongue, exploring and lingering with him.
The distance between the body brought the two hearts closer, Ai Xing kissed for a long time, and when he pulled away, he said in a hoarse voice, "I believe in you. I didn't intend to pursue the past...even if you told me , I have contacts with other people in Japan, so I shouldn't say anything."
Ning He hadn't recovered from the kiss, and was in a daze for a few seconds before he understood the meaning of Ai Xing's words.
Resentment after reunion is not hurtful, but gentleness and forgiveness are the deadliest blow.
When Ning He left a divorce agreement, he always thought that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and he never thought about the harm he caused Ai Xing.It wasn't until he made a big circle and returned to Ai Xing's side that he realized that the escape at the beginning was really hard to forgive.
Ai Xing is only 25 years old, and most of the second generation of wealthy families at his age are spending time, drinking and having fun.However, he has been self-employed for a long time, and has been waiting for Ning He for six years. Even if he asks about the situation after the breakup, he never forgets to add a note that he doesn't care to show his maturity.
Ning He suppressed his emotions for a long time, and broke up in front of Ai Xing bit by bit.
Some mistakes are actually irreparable.After all, he didn't spoil Ai Xing as a child who could do whatever he wanted, but made him grow up into an adult who cares about gains and losses.
Ning He suddenly had the urge to tell Ai Xing what he had experienced in Japan.He took Ai Xing's hand, unbuttoned the two buttons on the hem of the shirt at the same time, and then took Ai Xing to touch his lower abdomen.
Ai Xing was caught off guard by a rough scar.
Ning He pressed the back of his hand and said in a low voice, "After I signed the contract, things went smoothly at first, but I missed you like crazy every day. After almost half a year, I felt that I couldn't take it anymore and thought about turning back. .”
"But something happened at that time... I was taken by a senior executive of the brokerage company. He drugged me and took me to the hotel."
"It may be that the dosage was not well controlled. He has not succeeded, and I have already woken up. Because of the strong resistance, I was injured during the grabbing. Later, I escaped and called the police, but the matter was suppressed by the company."
"I don't know the reason, probably because of too much emotional pressure. On the second day after I was admitted to the hospital, I suddenly lost my voice. At first, I couldn't make a sound at all. After a period of recovery, I could barely speak, but it was impossible to sing on stage again."
"A singer who can't sing is basically equivalent to a waste. The brokerage company hid me, but I still have to fulfill the contract to make money for them, so I can only write and sell songs, but I can't sign my own name, but for another well-known Composers as shooters."
Ning He's face was flat, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but he didn't dare to look directly at Ai Xing. He lowered his head and continued, "I didn't mean to hide it from you. I don't want to mention this because..."
He stopped suddenly, twitching the corners of his mouth in embarrassment.
Ai Xing looked at him deeply, and said for him, "Because you don't want to be miserable in front of me."
Ning He let go of his hand, "You should hate me, and you should if you don't forgive me. But I don't want you to feel sorry for me, so you gave me a chance out of sympathy."
He took a deep breath and said, "You asked me if I thought about coming back. I thought about it at first. But then those things happened. I feel that if I look back at you, no matter what the reason is, it will look like It treats you as a last resort."
"My voice only fully recovered a year and a half ago. Before that, I was also very depressed, living at the bottom of the chain of survival..."
Before Ning He could finish speaking, Ai Xing hugged him back into his arms, pressed his shoulders tightly, and said, "It's okay, Ning He, stop talking." Then Ning He heard his apology, "... ...sorry, I didn't know that was the case."
The calmness of Ning He's self-report made Ai Xing feel heartbroken.He once thought that he would never be able to let go of the other party's leaving without saying goodbye, but in just a few minutes, he seemed to have completely forgiven the person in his arms.
Later, Ai Xing unbuttoned the rest of Ning He's shirt, squatted down, kissed the slightly hideous scar, and said to Ning He, "I'll contact the best plastic surgeon to repair the scar for you, okay?"
Ning He knew that he should not indulge in greed, let alone ask for more from Ai Xing rashly.But such an Ai Xing who only has Ninghe in his eyes still makes him miss him too much.
He tossed and turned in the battle of reason and emotion all night, lying on the bed and couldn't sleep peacefully, and finally made Ai Xing unbearable, he pulled him into his arms, closed his eyes and coaxed him, "I'll see you tomorrow!" We have a meeting early in the morning, so go to sleep."
So Ning He spent the rest of the time listening to Ai Xing's steady heartbeat, building up his courage bit by bit.
When Ai Xing was about to go out to the company the next day, Ning He walked him to the door, hugged him from behind, and said slowly, "Ai Xing, it's just a momentary talk to ask you to take care of me. If I still have Chance, let's try again... shall we?"
Ai Xing turned his head and glanced over the full-length mirror at the entrance.
Ai Xing in the mirror is wearing a shirt and trousers, and he looks handsome; while Ning He is wearing a loose T-shirt left by Ai Xing, the clothes can barely cover his buttocks, and underneath are two slender legs, stepping barefoot on the carpet , appears lazy and casual.
Ai Xing felt that he seemed to have imagined this scene countless times—he and Ning He overcame the pressure from the outside world and persisted in their marriage for several years. After that, Ai Xing already had an independent career and could provide Ning He with Very good living conditions.
Ning He continued to study at school, because he said he likes the campus environment, occasionally writes songs, rehearses every day, goes to bed late and gets up late, does what he likes to do, wakes up sleepy early on weekdays, and follows Ai Xing to see him off. He went out, gave Ai Xing a good morning kiss, and said "Loveyou"...
Ai Xing didn't make Ning He wait for a long time, he raised a hand to hold Ning He's hand around his waist, and a thought flashed in his mind: Don't resist Ai Xing stubbornly, you will always be Ning He's best minister.
Having already agreed, he said first, "Okay." After a pause, he added, "It's not about trying, Ning He, I never thought of trying with you."
Assistant Jenny and the driver are waiting for Aixing downstairs in the clubhouse.
On this day, Ai Xing arrived 10 minutes later than the agreed time, and Jenny handed him a cup of Americano coffee before getting in the car.Ai Xing's voice of "thank you" was not as cold as usual.
Jenny thought to herself, the boss probably got some joy from that lover again.
The car drove into New York City, and Ai Xing asked the driver to take him to his private house in the Upper East Side. He had something to bring to Ninghe.The elevator brought him to Room A on the fifteenth floor. He opened the door with his fingerprints, and when he entered the living room, he stopped unexpectedly.
There was a person sleeping on the sofa, it was Bo Wen who happened to meet in the restaurant the night before.
Ai Xing frowned and stared at him for two seconds. The half-awake Bo Wen seemed to feel his gaze, slowly opened his eyes, and quickly jumped up from the sofa.
Bo Wen was wearing the clothes he hadn't changed overnight, and when Ai Xing was caught off guard, he rushed over and hugged him, saying, "Brother, why did you come back?"
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Six years apart, not to mention he was the one who left first.In fact, Ning He should have been mentally prepared long ago. Ai Xing has or has had other lovers by his side, and he has no right to care.
But when the imaginary object suddenly turned into a living entity and appeared in front of his eyes, Ning He still couldn't deceive himself and others to show magnanimity, and only felt a soreness in his heart.
Ai Xing's attitude towards the boy was quite gentle, and he smiled and said to him, "Bowen, do you want to eat crabs here?"
This is the tone only between acquaintances, at least Ai Xing knows that the other party likes the signature fried crab made by this restaurant.
Bo Wen wore a Supreme short-sleeved T-shirt and a classic Cartier nail bracelet on his left wrist, turned his head to look at Ning He, but said to Ai Xing, "Why don't you introduce me? "
Ai Xing looked calm, "This is my friend, Ning."
So Ning He stretched out his hand, wanting to shake Bo Wen.But Bo Wen immediately turned his eyes away, and said to Ai Xing, "You never bring friends to this restaurant."
Ai Xing still kept smiling, "He is an exception."
Bo Wen's shock was obvious, as if he couldn't believe that Ai Xing would be so frank.
Ai Xing pointed to the location on the east side of the hall, and said, "Your friend is waiting, and the food has already been served."—The implication is that Bo Wen can leave.
Bo Wen is not uninterested.Ai Xing issued the eviction order, but he didn't bother him. Before leaving, he gave Ning He a cold look, but said to Ai Xing in a very considerate voice, "If you drink alcohol, don't drive. It will start to provide chauffeur service in a month.”
Ai Xing nodded, did not refuse the kindness, and Bo Wen went.
Seeing this scene with his own eyes, Ning He almost wanted to ask questions, but was suppressed again.Bo Wen's look of distinguishing between what he likes and what hates is always lingering in his mind, and the next meal is a little tasteless.
Ai Xing saw that he had something on his mind, but he didn't give him any explanation. He just peeled two crabs for him with pliers, piled the crab meat into a plate, and pushed them in front of him.
Then Ai Xing got up and went to the bathroom, while he was cleaning the oil stains on his hands by the sink, Bo Wen pushed the door open and walked straight to him.
"Is he the one in the picture?"
Bo Wen asked coldly, supporting the marble countertop with one hand, and handing a towel to Ai Xing with the other.
Ai Xing took the tissue, wiped his hands, and said calmly, "I already asked the name, so don't call him "that person or that person"."
"You still protect him like this!?" Bo Wen raised his voice, his beautiful eyes widened slightly, "He is that person, right? Why did you take him out for dinner after the scar healed and you forgot the pain?"
Ai Xing looked at him with cold eyes, "Bowen, whoever I'm with will take me to dinner, you don't have to worry about it, and don't go overboard."
There were only the two of them in the bathroom, and Bo Wen was a little unscrupulous. He stretched out his hand to hold Ai Xing, and asked irritably, "William, what's the matter with you? You were hurt so deeply by him, why did you suddenly accept him? Didn't you say Has he been away for a long time, is he coming back now to beg you to get back together!?"
There was anger in Ai Xing's eyes, and his attitude was still restrained, "I will pretend that I didn't hear these words tonight, and don't be so nonsense next time."
After speaking, he took Bo Wen's hand away and started to walk outside.
Bo Wen stood at the back angrily, and shouted at Ai Xing's back, "Have you forgotten how you have lived these past few years? He just looks better, and I'm not ugly... "
Before he finished speaking, the bathroom door was closed in front of his eyes.
On the way back to the clubhouse from the restaurant, Ning He was much more silent than usual.
Ai Xing was driving the car, and he sat in the passenger seat, going to see Ai Xing from time to time, and Ai Xing couldn't stand the way he hesitated to speak.Finally, when Ning He came over for the first time, Ai Xing was reluctant to torture him and decided to give him peace of mind.
The sports car stopped at the side door of the clubhouse, and Ai Xing took the initiative to loosen Ning He's seat belt.
The moment he approached, Ning He held him back, and said hesitantly, "...I know I don't have the position to ask more questions."
Ai Xing looked at him, sighed softly, "Don't think about Ning He, he is just a friend, there is nothing between us."
Ning He was startled, and seemed to be phrasing, "We've been separated for so long, it's normal even if you have other feelings..."
Ai Xing shook his head and said briefly, "But I didn't."
After speaking, his expression suddenly turned cold, and his subordinates loosened Ning He's seat belt connector, and were about to get out of the car, but Ning He grabbed him.
"Why...?" Ning He seemed to be in disbelief.
For such a moment, Ai Xing felt that what Bo Wen said in the bathroom might be right—the only person in this world who can hurt himself again and again is the one in front of him.
He propped one hand on the headrest of Ning He's seat, and slowly leaned over, "What do you say? Why."
How dare Ning He say that.He was the one who stabbed the knife, the one who turned his back on, and the one who walked away, even if Ai Xing gave him the courage, he would not dare to say it.
Ai Xing was very close to him, so close that he could clearly feel Ning He holding his breath and tensing his shoulders and neck.He raised his other hand, walked up the slender neck, and touched the two platinum earrings on Ning He's right ear.
"Is this the ear piercing you got after you went to Japan?"
The question came out of nowhere, and Ning He's pupils shrank.
Ai Xing said again, "Why do you want to wear earrings?"
The earlobe is one of the most sensitive places in Ning He. At this time, Ai Xing's dry and warm fingertips rubbed/rubbed it a few times, and the blush on the pinna quickly spread to his cheeks.He didn't want to tell the truth, but he couldn't lie either.
Ai Xing waited for him patiently, as if he would not let him go.In the end, Ning He had no choice but to confess, "I... changed the wedding ring, so I just kept wearing it."
In fact, Ai Xing saw it the first night he stayed in his room.Back then, he invited a well-known local jeweler in Los Angeles to design these two rings. The water patterns and diamonds on the inside of the rings were preserved by the earrings.
He asked Ning He, "I have been vacant for six years, what about you?"
Ning He didn't expect him to be so direct, he looked up at Ai Xing, and after a while, said, "No."
"Nothing?" Ai Xing's eyes were sharp.
"No one else." Ning He answered him clearly, and after speaking, he asked again, "Do you believe it?"
Ai Xing's answer was to continue watching silently in the dim car.
He looked at Ning He with deep eyes, so deep that Ning He could hardly read the message he wanted from it.
In the end Ning He smiled helplessly, "You don't believe me."——On the surface, it seemed to be an understatement, but there was a wrenching pain in his heart.
What he didn't expect was that Ai Xing took the initiative to lean over and wanted to kiss him.
Since their reunion, Ai Xing rarely kisses Ning He on his own initiative.Ning He turned his head slightly, avoiding the kiss, and nudged Ai Xing, "Let's go back to the room first."
There was a brief stalemate between the two, but in the end Ai Xing didn't force him, and asked one last question before getting out of the car.
"Ning He, haven't you thought about coming back after such a long time?"
The six years of separation made many simple things complicated, and it also made it difficult to say what could have been easily said.Ning He didn't think about how to give a decent explanation.
Fortunately, Ai Xing also had the timidity in his heart that he wanted to hear but didn't dare to listen, and he didn't have the courage to insist on asking him to answer.
On the way back to the room, Ning He adjusted his mood. After entering the door, he said that he was going to fill the bathtub and let Ai Xing take a bath and relax.
Ai Xing suddenly called out to him, "Ning He."
The moment Ning He turned around, Ai Xing embraced him.
Although Ai Xing didn't want to admit it, he still let out a long sigh of relief when he heard Ning He say that he didn't have a new love in the past six years.He didn't want to ask whether he really believed it, after all, Ning He was not a person who could endure loneliness for several years.
But while waiting for Ning He's answer, Ai Xing repeatedly did mental construction: Even if Ning He slept with someone else, it was after they broke up, which was reasonable and he shouldn't mind.
He himself clearly still has a bunch of unresolved knots in his heart, but he always wants to find various reasons for Ning He.
Even after such a long time, he doubted countless times that his love was not worth it, he still couldn't be indifferent to Ning He.
He pinched Ning He's face, leaned over and kissed it.
This time Ning He didn't refuse any more, and then he closed his eyes, first felt the heat from Ai Xing's lips, and then stuck out the tip of his tongue, exploring and lingering with him.
The distance between the body brought the two hearts closer, Ai Xing kissed for a long time, and when he pulled away, he said in a hoarse voice, "I believe in you. I didn't intend to pursue the past...even if you told me , I have contacts with other people in Japan, so I shouldn't say anything."
Ning He hadn't recovered from the kiss, and was in a daze for a few seconds before he understood the meaning of Ai Xing's words.
Resentment after reunion is not hurtful, but gentleness and forgiveness are the deadliest blow.
When Ning He left a divorce agreement, he always thought that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and he never thought about the harm he caused Ai Xing.It wasn't until he made a big circle and returned to Ai Xing's side that he realized that the escape at the beginning was really hard to forgive.
Ai Xing is only 25 years old, and most of the second generation of wealthy families at his age are spending time, drinking and having fun.However, he has been self-employed for a long time, and has been waiting for Ning He for six years. Even if he asks about the situation after the breakup, he never forgets to add a note that he doesn't care to show his maturity.
Ning He suppressed his emotions for a long time, and broke up in front of Ai Xing bit by bit.
Some mistakes are actually irreparable.After all, he didn't spoil Ai Xing as a child who could do whatever he wanted, but made him grow up into an adult who cares about gains and losses.
Ning He suddenly had the urge to tell Ai Xing what he had experienced in Japan.He took Ai Xing's hand, unbuttoned the two buttons on the hem of the shirt at the same time, and then took Ai Xing to touch his lower abdomen.
Ai Xing was caught off guard by a rough scar.
Ning He pressed the back of his hand and said in a low voice, "After I signed the contract, things went smoothly at first, but I missed you like crazy every day. After almost half a year, I felt that I couldn't take it anymore and thought about turning back. .”
"But something happened at that time... I was taken by a senior executive of the brokerage company. He drugged me and took me to the hotel."
"It may be that the dosage was not well controlled. He has not succeeded, and I have already woken up. Because of the strong resistance, I was injured during the grabbing. Later, I escaped and called the police, but the matter was suppressed by the company."
"I don't know the reason, probably because of too much emotional pressure. On the second day after I was admitted to the hospital, I suddenly lost my voice. At first, I couldn't make a sound at all. After a period of recovery, I could barely speak, but it was impossible to sing on stage again."
"A singer who can't sing is basically equivalent to a waste. The brokerage company hid me, but I still have to fulfill the contract to make money for them, so I can only write and sell songs, but I can't sign my own name, but for another well-known Composers as shooters."
Ning He's face was flat, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but he didn't dare to look directly at Ai Xing. He lowered his head and continued, "I didn't mean to hide it from you. I don't want to mention this because..."
He stopped suddenly, twitching the corners of his mouth in embarrassment.
Ai Xing looked at him deeply, and said for him, "Because you don't want to be miserable in front of me."
Ning He let go of his hand, "You should hate me, and you should if you don't forgive me. But I don't want you to feel sorry for me, so you gave me a chance out of sympathy."
He took a deep breath and said, "You asked me if I thought about coming back. I thought about it at first. But then those things happened. I feel that if I look back at you, no matter what the reason is, it will look like It treats you as a last resort."
"My voice only fully recovered a year and a half ago. Before that, I was also very depressed, living at the bottom of the chain of survival..."
Before Ning He could finish speaking, Ai Xing hugged him back into his arms, pressed his shoulders tightly, and said, "It's okay, Ning He, stop talking." Then Ning He heard his apology, "... ...sorry, I didn't know that was the case."
The calmness of Ning He's self-report made Ai Xing feel heartbroken.He once thought that he would never be able to let go of the other party's leaving without saying goodbye, but in just a few minutes, he seemed to have completely forgiven the person in his arms.
Later, Ai Xing unbuttoned the rest of Ning He's shirt, squatted down, kissed the slightly hideous scar, and said to Ning He, "I'll contact the best plastic surgeon to repair the scar for you, okay?"
Ning He knew that he should not indulge in greed, let alone ask for more from Ai Xing rashly.But such an Ai Xing who only has Ninghe in his eyes still makes him miss him too much.
He tossed and turned in the battle of reason and emotion all night, lying on the bed and couldn't sleep peacefully, and finally made Ai Xing unbearable, he pulled him into his arms, closed his eyes and coaxed him, "I'll see you tomorrow!" We have a meeting early in the morning, so go to sleep."
So Ning He spent the rest of the time listening to Ai Xing's steady heartbeat, building up his courage bit by bit.
When Ai Xing was about to go out to the company the next day, Ning He walked him to the door, hugged him from behind, and said slowly, "Ai Xing, it's just a momentary talk to ask you to take care of me. If I still have Chance, let's try again... shall we?"
Ai Xing turned his head and glanced over the full-length mirror at the entrance.
Ai Xing in the mirror is wearing a shirt and trousers, and he looks handsome; while Ning He is wearing a loose T-shirt left by Ai Xing, the clothes can barely cover his buttocks, and underneath are two slender legs, stepping barefoot on the carpet , appears lazy and casual.
Ai Xing felt that he seemed to have imagined this scene countless times—he and Ning He overcame the pressure from the outside world and persisted in their marriage for several years. After that, Ai Xing already had an independent career and could provide Ning He with Very good living conditions.
Ning He continued to study at school, because he said he likes the campus environment, occasionally writes songs, rehearses every day, goes to bed late and gets up late, does what he likes to do, wakes up sleepy early on weekdays, and follows Ai Xing to see him off. He went out, gave Ai Xing a good morning kiss, and said "Loveyou"...
Ai Xing didn't make Ning He wait for a long time, he raised a hand to hold Ning He's hand around his waist, and a thought flashed in his mind: Don't resist Ai Xing stubbornly, you will always be Ning He's best minister.
Having already agreed, he said first, "Okay." After a pause, he added, "It's not about trying, Ning He, I never thought of trying with you."
Assistant Jenny and the driver are waiting for Aixing downstairs in the clubhouse.
On this day, Ai Xing arrived 10 minutes later than the agreed time, and Jenny handed him a cup of Americano coffee before getting in the car.Ai Xing's voice of "thank you" was not as cold as usual.
Jenny thought to herself, the boss probably got some joy from that lover again.
The car drove into New York City, and Ai Xing asked the driver to take him to his private house in the Upper East Side. He had something to bring to Ninghe.The elevator brought him to Room A on the fifteenth floor. He opened the door with his fingerprints, and when he entered the living room, he stopped unexpectedly.
There was a person sleeping on the sofa, it was Bo Wen who happened to meet in the restaurant the night before.
Ai Xing frowned and stared at him for two seconds. The half-awake Bo Wen seemed to feel his gaze, slowly opened his eyes, and quickly jumped up from the sofa.
Bo Wen was wearing the clothes he hadn't changed overnight, and when Ai Xing was caught off guard, he rushed over and hugged him, saying, "Brother, why did you come back?"
The author has something to say: the next chapter is relatively long, the scheming Boy Bo Wen is about to attack, update on Sunday night~
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