california galaxy

Chapter 39 I hope you don't look for me

Before Ning He left, he confirmed the air ticket and passport, and cleaned the room thoroughly.

He put a tape recorder and a divorce agreement on the coffee table in the living room.This location is very conspicuous, as soon as Ai Xing returns home, he can see what he left behind.

He had cried many times hiding from Ai Xing in the past half a month, probably because he cried until he finally became numb, leaving behind a body that would no longer hurt.On the day of the real farewell, I didn't have much emotion.

There are airport stickers from many countries and regions on the large suitcase. This time Ninghe’s destination is Japan.He signed a six-year brokerage contract, there will be a lot of work waiting for him to complete, and it is estimated that he will not return to the United States for a long time.

He lugged his 30-pound luggage to a taxi waiting outside the building, and dropped his keys into the 101B box as he passed a wall of self-service drop boxes by the apartment's front door.Since then, he and Ai Xing's one-and-a-half-year relationship and ten-month marriage have been completed.

He once promised Ai Xing on the swing in the small park that he would be the one who would not betray him, but he failed to fulfill his promise after all.

If there is one person in a relationship who has to bear all the responsibilities, Ning He prefers that person to be himself.

Aixing missed only 78 minutes with him.

The wall clock on the wall of the living room calmly recorded the last time the lovers parted.Every second turns, with a rhythm like heartbreak.

Ai Xing returned home in a neat suit.Today is the interview for a new round of financing for the game he developed. He just left the meeting, and the result is not ideal.

He knew that his father, Ai Chengjin, was obstructing behind this, intending to make him desperate, and finally he was forced to return to the family arrangement.He never thought of giving up, for the sake of Ning He, he knew that he could and must survive the desperate situation.

Before entering the door, he adjusted his mood a little, not wanting his lover to see the predicament he was facing.But the overly tidy entrance and the silent apartment made him feel a little strange.

He walked into the living room with unexplained palpitations, picked up the recording pen suspiciously, and the moment he pressed the play button, Ning He's voice sounded.

"...Ai Xing, I recorded this audio many times, but I couldn't continue because of emotional reasons. I hope I can finish it this time."

"Inside the envelope is a divorce agreement. I have already signed it. After you leave your signature, give it to Lawyer Luo Pinen. She will complete the follow-up legal procedures."

Ai Xing's mind went blank for a moment, and Ning He's voice continued.

"You didn't do anything wrong. If you must ask me the reason for the divorce, firstly, it may be because I am too weak. I see you lose things that should belong to you for me one by one, and you will often be overwhelmed by guilt. I can't breathe, I can only choose to run away, I hope you don't look for me again...

"Second, we probably met at the wrong time. Since I kissed you so casually from the beginning, it is doomed that this relationship will not have a good beginning and will not end well. Many things started because of me, and I want to correct myself it."

Ai Xing didn't open the document bag, and of course he didn't read the divorce agreement.

He took out the laptop under the coffee table and began to quickly restore Ning He's recent browsing records. At the same time, he logged into Ning He's mailbox and found his e-ticket information.

He grabbed the recording pen and rushed out of the apartment. Ning He's sports car was parked in the parking lot outside the building, but Ning He's voice continued.

"Ai Xing, I've thought about it many times in the past few months. I know this decision will hurt you. But if we don't separate, maybe you will experience longer-term hurt."

Ai Xing started the sports car and accelerated out of the parking lot.

"My mom came here to see me after I hurt my forehead. I asked her to pick a time when you weren't there without letting you know. She didn't explicitly object to us being together, but she asked me some questions that made I can't answer that."

Ai Xing shuttled and changed lanes on the urban elevated road that was about to usher in the evening rush hour in the afternoon, and the voice of Ninghe became unclear with the noise caused by the faster and faster speed.

Ai Xing seemed to connect with Ning He at this moment, and they also returned to the living room where Shao Yin had been received.

Shao Yin wore a two-carat engagement ring on her ring finger, wore a Chanel sweater, sat on the sofa with a mug in her hand, and asked Ning He in a slow voice, "A Ning, have you ever thought about the stars? Where did you put him?"

Ning He's side profile is beautiful, his head bowed silently looks like a priceless work of art.

Shao Yin added, "Ai Xing put down his figure to do a part-time job for you, do you think it's appropriate? Behind him is Ai Shi, who has a net worth of over [-] million, and he sacrificed to such an extent for a relationship. His reputation, status, and money are all gone. .How can you be so embarrassing?"

Ning He's recording did not mention what problems his mother Shao Yin had left for him, but Ai Xing seemed to have heard everything from a distance.The pressure from his close relatives was put on Ning He's shoulders little by little. He struggled alone and carried it for a long time, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore and was crushed into pieces.

It's 10 minutes to the airport.While paying attention to the navigation, Ai Xing dialed Ninghe's mobile phone number over and over again, but no one answered.

At this time, Ning He had already passed the security check, and walked towards the boarding gate with his ticket and passport.His All Nippon Airways flight was due to take off on time at 5:15pm, and the huge Boeing 787 Airbus was waiting on the tarmac.

And his voice is still echoing in the sports car, like an invisible knife, stabbing at Ai Xing's heart that is always open for him without reservation, and willing to give up everything for him.

"Ai Xing, I know you have done a lot for me. You have been working hard since the night I said you were tired. But I can't tell you that you don't have to be with anyone in this world. So hard."

"You can always be the aloof young master Ai, waiting for others to pursue you and admire you. You can have those things that should belong to you without any effort."

"Ning He is like a fork in the road you took. It deviates too much from your original life trajectory. No matter how you insist on going your own way, you will not be blessed."

“Last month you forgot your phone when you went out one day, and I answered a call from Daniel for you. I asked him about the financing of the game company and knew that it was not going well for you. Maybe you feel that this is holding you back It is nothing in our relationship, but you are not yet 19 years old, and your life has just begun. If Ai has been secretly making troubles... I can hardly imagine how long you will have to compromise before you can get those things back Everything you already have."

"Ai Xing, maybe I'm not as firm as you think. I'm the one who can no longer love because of reality. I also want to give you back everything I took away from you, including your studies, career, whole life."

Ai Xing watched the chaotic traffic outside through the front window.Everyone on the highway has their own destinations, but he, in Ning He's calmly stated divorce recording, completely lost his direction.

He took a wrong intersection and was delayed for another 10 minutes.

Twenty kilometers away at Los Angeles International Airport, at gate C18, Ninghe has already started preparing for boarding.

There are various patterns of information displayed on the radio in the terminal building, and the flight codes for take-off and landing are flipped and updated on the big screen.Ning He was wearing sunglasses and a travel bag, trying to convince himself not to think about Ai Xing.

It's not too far from America to Japan, but Aixing is also proud of Aixing.

In order to pursue Ning He, that boy once loved him with the lowest attitude in his life. He proposed to him at a young age, bought him various expensive gifts, and did everything for him that he had never done for others.

Ning He has nothing to repay, but to give him freedom.

At the end of the recording, Ning He said, "Ai Xing, the record company I signed with gave me a signing fee, and I left that check to you, and put it together with the divorce agreement."

"You have spent a lot of money for me, thank you for your kindness."

"I don't think saying 'sorry' is going to help, it's a pity we don't have the other three words to replace it."

"Sorry, I left without saying goodbye. I hope you don't look for me. I hope you accept the check, sign the agreement, and return to the world that really belongs to you."

When the recording finished, the navigation showed that it was 7 minutes away from the airport.

Ai Xing's hand holding the steering wheel trembled faintly.In the entire recording, there was only one sentence, which Ning He repeated twice, and that was "I hope you don't look for me".

He didn't know that Ning He had been trying for a full month and a half for this recording.

Every time, I couldn't continue because I cried and lost my voice after recording.So Ning He went to the pool to wash his face, comforting himself to record tomorrow, and at the same time, he was lucky enough to stay by Ai Xing's side for one more day.

Until the day of success, Ning He sat in the room for a long time without a single tear.When he came back to his senses, he slowly moved to the front of the computer and booked a flight ticket to Tokyo, Japan for himself.

This time, Ai Xing was finally unable to consider issues from Ning He's standpoint.

He thought he was like a complete idiot.People all over the world probably know that Ning He is going to divorce him. Lawyer Luo knows, Ning He's teammates should know, Ning He's mother knows, and perhaps Ai Chengjin also knows.

Only Ai Xing didn't know.

Ai Xing claims to be the person who loves Ning He the most in this world. From the moment he fell in love at first sight, he has never stopped loving Ning He for a moment.

He gave up all the enviable possessions he had, confessed to Ning He, proposed marriage, and gave all his sincerity to Ning He.What he finally received was a divorce agreement, a recording pen, and a check for $85.

When Ai Xing dropped his sports car and rushed into the terminal, Ning He was already sitting in the back row of the business class of the airliner.

Ai Xing could not pass the security check, and the customs stopped him from the queue of passengers.He turned to the ticket counter and asked to buy an international flight ticket at any time.

The staff checked the background information for him and told him that the fares of the recent flights to Toronto, Madrid and Panama were 2200, 3000 and 2500 US dollars respectively.

However, the credit card Ai Xing just applied for was too low, and the upper limit for swiping the card was only [-] U.S. dollars.

He had never been trapped by money in his life, but when he was about to lose his love, he couldn't make the last resort because of the difference of a few hundred dollars.

The staff at the counter were two young girls. Seeing him, a handsome young man in a suit with a nearly collapsed expression, asked them if there was any other way to get him into the boarding building, they looked at each other for a while.

Ai Xing took off his watch, which was a New Year gift from Ning He.He pushed this valuable Jaeger-LeCoultre watch together with his credit card to the customer service, and said to them, "Book me a plane ticket, please, I will hold this watch here to make up the difference, I just go in and find one person."

One of the customer service staff finally relented and comforted him, "Sir, which flight is the passenger you are looking for? May I inform him through the radio for you first?"

After Ai Xing informed the other party of the flight information, the customer service made a phone call, then held the handset with a very sympathetic and regretful expression, and looked at Ai Xing, "I'm sorry, the flight you provided has already started taxiing. About to take off..."

Ai Xing's expression became hollow and indescribable, his heart seemed to be picked up by a pair of invisible hands, torn and crushed, unable to recover.

It seemed that he didn't realize that Ning He was really gone until this moment, and was completely withdrawn from his life in a way that had no room for change.

No matter how hot and deep their love was once, when they parted, they were nothing but ashes blown away by the wind.Ai Xing didn't catch anything, he just remembered clearly every word Ninghe said in the recording.

His efforts are meaningless. Reputation and identity are shackles that can never be removed. They met too early and loved too deeply. Any of the above can be the reason for the divorce that Ning Hekou said.

Ai Xing walked out of the terminal with his head bowed. His sports car parked illegally was being towed away by the traffic police.

He stood on the side of the street without moving, watching the birthday present he personally gave Ning He being put on a trailer and slowly taken away from the driveway.

The surrounding figures and voices suddenly disappeared.Ai Xing squatted down, the credit card, mobile phone, and watch in his hand were scattered all over the place, but he couldn't feel anything.

At an altitude of [-] meters, a Boeing plane with ANA printed on it passed by with a cloud of smoke.

Ai Xing was left in place, facing a cruel parting alone.

The author has something to say: Everyone hold on.The reunion will start tomorrow, and the sugar level will rise soon.

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