There is a big problem with mackerel this week
Chapter 59 Story for 2
"Really." Zhong Yuanzhong also let out a breath, and then stood up, his eyes showed a bit of fatigue, and his figure shook a little.
"I need to take a break." He needed an answer, before denying Dazai and facing the end of having to kill Dazai, he needed an answer.
An answer that will probably never come.
"...Zhongye." The leader Zai Zhongyuan couldn't help calling out to him when Zhongyuan Zhongye passed by him, but Zhongyuan Zhongye didn't seem to hear him, he walked past him, and then stopped at the door.
Nakahara Zhongya stood there, turned his head and looked at the two people in the room and asked the last question.
"Dazai won't respond, right." His outstretched hand will never get a response.
The face of the leader Zai turned white instantly, he murmured for a long time, and he was unable to refute even when Zhong Yuan Zhong also left.He watched Zhongye's departure in the Central Plains, and was speechless for a while.
He couldn't answer.
"Hat-kun who won't stretch out his hand to Dazai." Edogawa approached the leader in random steps, his eyes were sharp as if he had seen through everything. "Is it really the Hat-kun that Dazai wants?"
Whether to choose to deny what Zhongya Zhongya has done so far, seal him in the abyss of pain, or pull him out of the quagmire, the next choice is up to the leader.
"..." The leader Zai did not reply.
After coming here for a long time, his doubts came from the room. "Does Mr. Ranpo know the flower language of black irises?" This is a question that Bai Xiaohua suddenly received from Osamu Dazai ten years ago.
Ten years ago, Dazai asked this question.The flower language of black iris.
The love that grows out of unwilling despair, even if it only gets a little response from the other party, I would be happy, but I can't, I can't do it, and those blue eyes still can't impress me.
He calls his name but thinks of another person in a daze, even if he has the same appearance and experience, he also feels despair, the person who makes you change is not me, the person who makes you like this is not me.
It was as if he had been replaced by an impostor.He will not let his little dwarf become what he is today.We haven't had that kind of past.
He tried again and again, but all he got was a desperate and cold response from the other party.
"Sorry, chief."
——The flower language of black iris is desperate love.
For example, my life is hopeless, and I will never get a response, and I will never find meaning.
In the last world of the third week, the last Osamu Dazai who realized everything made a simple deal with the witch.
Before he decided to commit suicide, he entrusted the witch to give some flower seeds to Chuya Nakahara after he died and chose to restart the world.Those are special iris seeds that only bloom at certain times.
For example, when the owner of the flower is also in a desperate situation, the seed will only bloom under the touch of the person who made him despair.
Those flowers should not be open.There was a bit of bewilderment in the eyes of the leader Zai.
The seed he had entrusted to the witch had grown a large black iris, which should be impossible.He thought that the flower would never bloom again, but the dwarf's eyes imprinted the Osamu Dazai of this world, and he made him despair, but he also saw him.How sad and ironic is it that the dead Dazai did not get a response, but the Dazai of this world got it?
Is it supposed to make people happy?
No, thinking about it, it only made people feel a little more hopeless, even mixed with self-loathing.
"The black iris should be the flower that doesn't get a response." The leader Zai murmured.His eyes were puzzled.
"Dazai got a response a long time ago." Edogawa Ranpo didn't care about the inner struggle of the leader at the moment, he looked at the other party, his eyes were full of affirmation.Before Chuya Nakahara died ten years later in the past, Osamu Dazai got a response. Although Dazai later got the memory of the previous world from the witch, but before Chuya Nakahara died, there was him in his eyes. of.
And now ten years ago in the Central Plains, I also saw Osamu Dazai in this week.
"The only one immersed in the memories is you."
……
When Chuya Nakahara passed by the lounge, he greeted Lelouch and the others who were still in the lounge, and then shook his head under the worried eyes of the children.
"I am fine."
"Let Chuya take a break." Lelouch saw Chuya Nakahara's exhausted expression, and he calmly stopped Natsume Takashi who was about to step forward.
Natsume Takashi froze for a moment, then nodded.
Zhong Yuanzhong also heaved a sigh of relief.Now he is indeed more suitable to be alone, everything around him makes him feel a little uncomfortable, maybe after he calms down the chaotic thoughts in his heart, he can better talk to his adopted sons again.
Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded, and then walked into another lounge.Just as he pushed open the lounge door, Natsume Takashi's voice suddenly came from behind him.
"Mr. Chuya" Natsume stopped him.Nakahara also turned around, Natsume Takashi behind him looked worried, he hesitated for a moment, then spoke.
"Mr. Chuya, there has just been a communication from Pengo Lie. It seems that there is something very important to tell you."
"I transferred the call to your lounge..."
"Anyway, Mr. Chuya, please cheer up."
"...I will." Nakahara Zhong also agreed in silence.Seeing Natsume's gradually happy expression, he evoked a comforting smile, and the moment he entered the room, the arc of the corner of his mouth disappeared.
Zhongyuan Zhong also collapsed exhausted on the bed in the lounge. He emptied his mind, pulled the phone on the table to his ear, and closed his eyes slightly, as if he was about to fall asleep.
"Mr. Zhongyuan?" A cautious voice came from the other end of the phone.The Central Plains also heard that it was Peng Gelie's current little leader.
The other party didn't know why he wanted to talk to him.
What would be the most important thing? For him now, I'm afraid there won't be any more important things worth letting go of.
He said "hmm", indicating that he was listening.
"Mr. Chuya, may I ask if Dazai and Jun are by your side?" Pengo Li's little leader who sent the message spoke hesitantly, with a little anxiety.He opened his mouth to ask the leader Jae what was going on.
Nakahara, who was still in a trance, was stunned for a few seconds before he realized who the Dazai Osamu was referring to. At this time, the Dazai Osamu the other party was talking about must not be the Dazai Osamu who stood opposite everyone at the moment rule.
"…He's not in now."
"Phew." Tsunayoshi Sawada, who learned of the absence of the leader Zai, let out a clearly relieved voice.He hesitated for a few seconds, then spoke again.
"Before Mr. Nakahara came here ten years ago, was it because Peng Lie was looking for news about Osamu Dazai? Was it because he was hit by rockets for ten years?"
According to what Masaichi Irie said, the ten-year rocket launcher should be the last tool that Peng Lie will start when he seeks Chuya Nakahara's help and gets a response from the other party. Very concerned.He had a vague premonition that Chuya's early arrival had something to do with Osamu Dazai.
He once mentioned the strange man he met in front of other people in Pengo Lie after that summer fireworks, and ten years later he learned that Dazai Osamu, whom the other party said, had a disagreement with Nakahara. Qingdao unknown relationship.
Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't think about what was wrong at the beginning. Even though his super intuitive sense kept warning him that things were not that simple, he couldn't figure it out. Judgmental answer.
All this confusion until the conversation not long ago.During the conversation with Osamu Dazai of the Jesso family, Tsunayoshi Sawada, the leader who suddenly appeared, shuddered.
The other party overlapped with the man he had met ten years ago, which was a scene that he couldn't understand.
If the leader Zai and Osamu Dazai are the same person, then... what does the man who suddenly appeared in front of him ten years ago want to do?
Or should I say... what exactly does Osamu Dazai want to do?
Why... would he say something like that—
【"...Kill Dazai Osamu."】
【"Kill him and all the problems that will happen in the future will be solved, Vongola's Judaimu."] He couldn't ask when the leader Zai was still around.The other party's eyes have been deeply warning him.In Sawada Tsunayoshi's mind, everything seemed to be in chaos. The person who planned everything ten years later with Prynne from another world was Dazai Osamu, and the person who wanted to deal with Mr. Nakahara and the others was also Dazai Osamu. It was Osamu Dazai himself who killed Osamu Dazai in the past...
What exactly is Mr. Dazai trying to do?
He didn't know, but he vaguely had a simple and rough guess, which forced him to secretly contact Chuya Nakahara, who seemed to have the most involvement with Osamu Dazai, to inquire.
"Mr. Dazai, are you seeking death?"
"What?" Nakahara Chuya's words obviously paused.
"Mr. Dazai went back to ten years ago, and he told me to kill his past self." Tsunayoshi Sawada mustered up the courage, and said this after knowing that the leader Zai was not with Nakahara Nakaya for the time being.
"Only this matter, my instinct tells me that I must tell Mr. Zhongyuan no matter what."
"Mr. Nakahara, Mr. Dazai seems to want to erase his existence from the past."
This is the last insurance.Even after everything failed, Osamu Dazai judged that he might not be able to get the book in order to ensure that he could protect the insurance he planned to implement from another angle.
This safety device has a perfect premise, that is, after Zhongyuan Zhongye no longer has any obsession with him, his own death.Only Zhongyuan Zhongye has completely given up on him, and the self ten years ago will definitely not have any communication with Zhongyuan Zhongye. Then there is no one in the world who can obsess over the death of Zhongyuan Zhongye, and the world will never restart Opportunity.
A perfect world without Dazai at all.
Until the call was hung up, Zhongyuanzhong was still in a dream-like state.He got up and sat on the edge of the bed, a little lost in thought.
After the leader Zai finished talking with Edogawa Ranpo, he came to the lounge.He looked at Nakahara Chuya, as if he wanted to imprint him in his eyes and remember him firmly.
"I won't let go." The leader Zai looked at Chuya Zhongyuan, his voice was very weak as if it was squeezed out of his throat.
He will not let go of Zhongyuan Zhongye.
He is obsession, greed, and desire.
It was Zhongyuan Zhong who also extended his hand to him.
He could clearly see the shackle named Osamu Dazai tied to Chuya's body. If no one pulled the rope, Chuya would be immersed in the black mud forever.It all seems to be deadlocked.
But if you want Zhongyuan Zhongye to give up and erase those repeated pasts?The leader Zai must also be unwilling, which seems to erase the meaning of his own existence.
He is just the obsession of Dazai Osamu in the third week, he has nothing but the memory of Chuya, and he doesn't want to disappear.Even if it only exists in a conscious body, no one will remember Osamu Dazai, and he also wants to be by Chuya's side.
But what would become of himself without 【Osamu Dazai】.
The leader Zai walked into Zhongyuan Zhongye, he stretched out his hand to caress the other person's cheek, Zhongyuan Zhongya raised his head, and the leader Zai looked at those empty eyes.
"In your eyes, can you see me, Chuya?" The leader Zai looked at Chuya Zhongyuan, his blue eyes and kite-colored eyes were full of bewilderment.
Asking Chuya to let the other Dazai whom he envied die just like that is like denying the hand he stretched out to Dazai, and as the Dazai Osamu of the third week, this is also one of the despairs that makes him unbearable.
Between the despair of jealousy and the initial despair, now it's the leader Zai Lai's turn to choose, do you want to slap the hands that are stretched out to you?
...In fact, there is already an answer, isn't it?The leader Zai laughed at himself from the bottom of his heart, he had no choice from the beginning.There was always a cold and unkind voice in his mind, revealing the little thoughts buried in the deepest part of his heart.
It is true that Nakahara will not care about the life and death of Osamu Dazai, but there is only one thing that he will definitely do.
Only Dazai Osamu is the one who knows Chuya Nakahara's weakness best. He is deeply aware of Chuya Nakahara's obsession with his death, and he also clearly knows that Chuya Nakahara will agree to him after he speaks.
That is the deepest shadow in Zhongya's heart, even if he has experienced countless deaths, it can only be buried in the bottom of his heart, a memory that cannot be forgotten.
It seems that it is time to end this farce, not only for him, but also for Chuya.
He used death as a cage to bind the free bird, and now he will break the cage with his own hands.
"Chuya, wake up from your obsession, and escape from the shackles called Osamu Dazai. '
Even after he knew that Zhongye had agreed to him, everything would be settled, and there might be no more contact between the two of them.
He gave up the obsession with Dazai and Osamu in his mind, and had what may be the last conversation between the two of them.
He is a despicable coward, and he doesn't want to give up even if there is only a moment of happiness.
Dazai half-kneeled in front of Nakahara Chuya, he took Nakahara Chuya's hand and rubbed it against the side of his face.He is like a cat abandoned by its owner, trying to regain the owner's attention by acting like a baby.His eyes were filled with emotions that Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't understand, his eye circles were red, and his expression looked like he was about to cry.
"Go and save me, Chuya."
he said.Invisibly, there seemed to be some broken sound.
"help me."
This is the response that Zhongyuan, who has experienced countless reincarnations, has not received, and it is the deepest desire imprinted in his heart.He looked at Dazai with a dazed expression, but a teardrop rolled down involuntarily from the corner of his eye.
"…it is good."
After all, the suicide person reached out to the person who was desperately trying to save himself.
And the savior finally waited for the response from the suicide.
"Stinky mackerel... there will be no next time."
"Well, there will be no next time." He smiled, his eyes seemed to be shining with stars. "I promise."
……
On the battlefield with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, Saiki Kusuo who suddenly appeared was the strongest reinforcement.
Although Shibusawa Ryuhiko's supernatural ability can use the sudden appearance of fog to separate superhumans from ordinary people, it seems that there is no difficulty when the superhuman Saiki Kusuo pulls out the suppression device on his head .
The mist that can separate people with supernatural powers from ordinary people doesn't affect Saiki Kusuo at all.He gradually compressed the mist together, making it easier for Oda Sakunosuke and others to start looking for Shibusawa Ryuhiko.
Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's hiding place was very obvious after the fog disappeared, like a small storage room, the moment he opened the door, even Saiki Kusuo was a little surprised.
There are countless collection cabinets in the gorgeous room, and in the collection cabinets are the same things as the crystallization of the supernatural powers that Oda Sakunosuke and others fought before. These are the crystallizations of supernatural power users.
This scene is shocking.The horror of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is self-evident.
And after seeing them, the man continued to hold the skull in his arms and greeted them with interest.It makes people feel uncomfortable.
"I didn't expect you to come here. It seems that you have suffered a lot of injuries." Shibusawa Ryuhiko's originally flat voice stopped when he looked at the uninjured Saiki Kusuo, and then he seemed to understand something , let out an admiration. "Really, it turned out to be reinforcements."
"It looks a little tricky."
"No, I don't find it difficult." Saiki Kusuo said calmly.
He didn't know if the other party found it difficult or not, but the moment Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said it was difficult, not only did he think that the other party was not difficult, on the contrary, he also felt that the other party was easy to solve.
It's really easy to solve.
Saiki Kusuo directly restrained Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's supernatural power and tied him up. He was born in a peaceful family and had no intention of killing people.He successfully sealed Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's supernatural power with the device that was brought in from Saiki Kongsuke.
After doing all this, his figure gradually became translucent, which was a strange shape that was rejected ten years later after his full ability.The world consciousness rejected him ten years ago, and he was about to be sent back ten years ago.
He couldn't be any more helpful about the situation ten years from now.
Oda Sakunosuke thanked him.
"Remember to come back early." Before disappearing, Saiki Kusuo flashed a troubled look on his expressionless face.Although things need to be resolved ten years later, Dazai ten years ago also needs to be resolved.
That strange and gloomy kid, Saiki Kusuo didn't want to have any communication with him at all.
"Naka will be back." Oda Sakunosuke affirmed.Even if they try their best, they will stop the plan of Osamu Dazai ten years later, and Dazai ten years ago is still waiting and going back.
"If possible, I really hope that he can beat up that brat when he comes back." Thinking of what he and Bai Xiaohua did with superpowers around ten years ago, Saiki Kusuo felt full of pressure.
He didn't want another newspaperman to appear.
After bidding farewell to Saiki Kusuo, Nakajima Atsushi and Akutagawa Ryunosuke started to contact Dazai Osamu, but they never received a response. The hearts of the three couldn't help but sink, and they felt a little bad.
Osamu Dazai's current position should be within the Jesso family, but Oda Sakunosuke doesn't think that the other party will stay there honestly.He re-dialed the communication with Edogawa Ranpo and began to ask about the next action.
"In Yokohama." Edogawa Ranpo thought for a while, and gave an answer after reasoning.
Where it all begins, it all ends.
Dazai could only be in that place - on the building of Mafia at the port.
"Stop him, Oda, Dazai has not received the news of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's defeat." Edogawa Ranpo took a deep breath, and he was about to say something when someone stood behind him.
Before Edogawa turned around in a random step, the communication of his subordinates had already been snatched by that person.
"Stop him, Oda, I'll rush over there right away."
"Before I go over, the mackerel is in your hands."
Oda Sakunosuke was stunned by the sudden change of voice, and then after he realized who was speaking over there, he opened his eyes slightly, and a few traces of smiles could not help but appear on the corners of his mouth.
"I see." No matter what, Dazai was stopped.
...
The sky outside the port mafia building was gray and cold, and as soon as he exhaled, a clear white mist appeared.
The battle downstairs was still going on, but Fyodor's side already had a disadvantage.Just by arranging Fyodor to contain the forces in Yokohama, Osamu Dazai would not be so arrogant that the other party listened to him so far.Fyodor planted an arsenal on Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, and Osamu Dazai also set up a situation that had to be checked and balanced.
It's almost over.At the final stage of the battle, Mori Ogai and his important subordinates all left the port mafia building. No one noticed that someone had sneaked into the port mafia building, and reached the roof of the building through the leader's special elevator.
The weather is getting colder, is it going to be winter?
Time flies so fast.
Osamu Dazai stood on the rooftop and looked at the sky. The white sky was a bit dazzling, and he lowered his head when his eyes were so sore that he couldn't help blinking.At this time, there were messy footsteps behind him. It was Oda Sakunosuke, Nakajima Atsushi, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who rushed over.
Osamu Dazai turned around and stared at the three who came, with the whistling wind behind him.
"It would be nice if I could die in the snow." Osamu Dazai smiled.
It was a gentle smile, Oda Sakunosuke had never seen Dazai Osamu smile like that before.He thought for a while, and wanted to get closer to the other party, but Osamu Dazai suddenly raised his hands and took two steps back.
"Don't come here, Odasaku." Just half a step away was the edge of the roof.
The wind became louder, the hem of Dazai Osamu's clothes was blown, and his figure was a little unstable, as if if the wind was stronger, his whole body would be blown away with the wind, and then he would fall down ground.
Oda Sakunosuke stopped, and he took two steps back.Behind him, Nakajima Atsushi and Akutagawa Ryunosuke were silent and did not intervene in the conversation.Osamu Dazai's supernatural ability restrained all opportunities to save others. Even if they wanted to save each other, they couldn't stop them at all if the other party had the will to die.
"Are you waiting for snow?" Oda Sakunosuke asked.He changed his plan of directly persuading, and followed the other party's initial words to ask.
"No." Osamu Dazai was taken aback for a moment, then laughed out loud. "There is still a long time before the snowy day, Oda Tsukuru." But even if there is no snow, it should be a good choice to die in this cold weather, people will not have too much memory in the cold wind Opportunity.Even if there is a chill in my heart, I don't know if it is the chill brought by the weather.
"Does it have to be winter?" Oda Sakunosuke exhaled, his expression somewhat helpless. "Aren't you going to watch the summer fireworks?"
"Together with Chuya." Wearing a yukata, watching fireworks together on a midsummer night.
This sentence seems to have brought back memories of Osamu Dazai. He remembered that there was such a thing, he went to watch the fireworks with Chuya and his family, and he tried to abduct Chuya to other places , but the plan in the two-person world was not carried out. Before the fireworks went up, he seemed to want to say something, but after the fireworks went up, his words were swallowed up by the fireworks and the cheers of the crowd.
He couldn't speak to him again after that.
He once thought that the fireworks in summer are so beautiful, so he made a silent invitation to Zhongmai.Until the next time the promise to watch the fireworks together passes, then the promise to commit suicide.
"Fireworks only last for a moment, Odasaku."
What is momentary can never be grasped.Just like Chuya who was with him, those companionships in the past seem to be just a moment to him now.The agreement between him and Chuya could no longer be fulfilled. After Chuya died, he went to see the fireworks at the summer festival, but no one could look at him with those blue eyes and listen to the coward confide in his future. Speak your heart.
He was a little tired.
"Fireworks in summer, this is really an unattainable dream." Dazai Osamu's voice was a little erratic in the wind, and he looked at Oda Sakunosuke a little helplessly. "Oda has been your reason for dissuading you for too long."
For Osamu Dazai, summer fireworks are nothing to look forward to.
"What about Chuya?" Oda Sakunosuke was silent for a few seconds, then asked.
Osamu Dazai was a little confused, so, "Chuya?"
"If the fireworks in summer don't make you hesitate," Oda Sakunosuke asked, taking a deep breath with a tense expression. "Then what about Chuya?"
Is it in China?
But Oda Tsukuru, Chuka will not come.He has made all the plans, even the backup plan after the failure in front of him, Zhong will never come again.
Another seemingly his presence would not let Chuya come either.This option was from the outset something that was no longer possible.
"Nakaya won't come." Osamu Dazai looked at him, and finally the arc of the corner of his mouth could no longer rise. "Odasaku."
"He won't come." The words were inaudible.
Even if Oda Sakunosuke said that Chuya Nakahara was on his way, Osamu Dazai didn't hear it.In his heart, he had already predicted his own ending, even Chuya's final appearance.
The wind was still whistling, and gradually there seemed to be a coolness on the exposed skin. Osamu Dazai raised his hand, and it was water droplets condensed from falling snowflakes.
Snowing.
Is it really what he said? It would be nice to die in the snow.
The water vapor exhaled from the mouth condensed into a white mist.It's really cold this winter.Osamu Dazai stood there, staring at each other with the three of Oda Sakunosuke, he didn't make a sound, and let the three of them persuade him.
Those memories of the past came to mind along with the words of persuasion, which made Osamu Dazai's memories also cast a light mist.He vaguely felt that the future had changed, but he also felt that it didn't.His memory of the past still lingers on the night that Zhongye died in the Central Plains.
It also seemed to be a very cold day.
The sight in front of him began to become gray, wondering if the snow fell on the eyelashes and turned into water droplets.
Osamu Dazai would not choose to jump off a building in front of his friends, he had his own decision.As long as he slowly stops his pulse, no one can stop him.It's a little trick he's learned in countless pursuits of death.Originally, it was just for the convenience of pretending to be dead sometimes, because although he pursued death, he also longed to live...but at this time it became his trump card.
His heart moved, and he began to wait for death to come while Oda Sakunosuke and others persuaded him.
Oda Sakunosuke began to become weak in persuasion, he had been staring at Dazai's body movements, thus ignoring the other's facial expressions, and he didn't realize something was wrong until he was a little tired and took a deep breath.
"Odasaku, is it dark?"
Dazai Osamu's face showed a pale look.He was in a trance, staggered a few steps, and almost fell from the roof, but fortunately he stabilized his figure and sat on the ground.
Although Oda cheated him and he would come, and he knew it was impossible, but in the bottom of Dazai Osamu's heart, a faint voice still kept hope.
He's still waiting for another one to come.
One who probably won't come.
Now the voice is finally going to die.
The implementation of his self-conscious plan will cause Zhongyuan Zhong to abandon him, and it is impossible for Zhong Yuan to come here. He has no sense of killing himself with his own hands and has no reason to reach out to him again, but in fact... he is still very eager to be able to do it again See it at a glance.
"Mr. Dazai!—"
"Dazai!—"
When Osamu Dazai fell, the three of Oda Sakunosuke were finally able to get close to each other.Oda Sakunosuke put Dazai Osamu on the ground and examined it carefully. When he found the special condition of the other party's body, he lowered his face.
Dazai Osamu's heartbeat was getting slower and slower bit by bit, and the other party's desire to seek death was clearly revealed.
"Odasaku, is it dark?" Osamu Dazai repeated.He couldn't see anything in front of his eyes.
"No, the sun is about to come out." The sky was still gray and gray, neither what Dazai Osamu said was getting dark, nor what Oda Sakunosuke said about the sun coming out, but Oda Sakunosuke wanted to give his friend a little more peace at the end something to look forward to.
The sun will rise.
"Dazai, Chuka will come."
After hearing this, Osamu Dazai showed a faint smile.
"yes…"
"The sun is coming out." It's a lie, but it's enough.He is satisfied.
Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, and repeated his inner struggle in a low voice: "Chuya will not come." He will die alone, and the chaotic causal line of Chuya Nakahara will return to its original state.
The world of Yokohama will no longer have a person named Osamu Dazai, and Nakahara will be the youngest cadre of the port mafia, he will single-handedly quell those wars, and people will call him Double Black, although I don't know why To call a person a double black.
Chuya's supernatural powers will no longer be a riot, because he will let Saiki Kongsuke after the fusion of the new world reach a deal with the port mafia, and Arabato will have another device to help stop it.
All of this finally had the best ending.
The hand that was struggling to reach out to him could finally take a good rest.
"Mr. Dazai—"
"Mr. Dazai wake up!"
"Hey Dazai!—"
The wind in his ears seemed to be getting louder and louder, gradually even the voices of Oda Sakunosuke and others were blurred, Dazai Osamu felt the silence in his heart.
Is this death, like a dream that never wakes up.
Then he is afraid that he will have a dream of being in the dark forever, and there will be nothing in the dream.No one, no Zhongya.He no longer has to long for the meaning of life.
The memories of the past began to change like a revolving lantern, slowly turning into phantoms. He tried to keep those pictures, but found that he had lost the reason to keep them.
He gradually couldn't remember anything, as if he had forgotten everything, Yokohama, the Port Mafia, the Armed Detective Agency, Nakahara Chuya, and even his own name.
The sound of the wind in his ear began to slowly decrease after the rumbling of the eardrums, Dazai Osamu's drowsiness gradually became stronger along with the decrease of the sound of the wind, and the surrounding became more and more silent, but when he was almost falling asleep At that time, he seemed to hear a small voice in the wind.
humming.
What a nuisance, the guy who disturbs the sleep.
He was a little dissatisfied, and wanted to ignore the yelling, but it seemed that the voice became a little louder, and gradually even the cock seemed to have some awareness.
He felt that someone seemed to be dragging him up, shaking him violently.
Gradually, the brain also felt the sensation, and the nausea of dizziness was also transmitted to him.He was a little uncomfortable, and the lost memories began to resurface in his mind, and he gradually remembered his name again.
His experience, his past, his obsession, and - the owner of that voice.
"Dazai, answer me!"
The defense he had been defending in his heart was defeated by these words.
He half-opened his eyes, the glaring sunlight came directly behind the man, almost burning his eyes, and his little man stood in front of him with the most airy posture and grabbed his chest roughly. collar.
After seeing his reaction, the little dwarf threw him to the ground roughly, and stretched out his hand to him with a sneer.
Nakahara Chuya's hair was glowing with warmth under the sun. He looked at Dazai Osamu with the same expression as when he was young, half mad and half mocking him for bringing himself to such a point.
He spoke again, with a hint of a smile——
"Smelly mackerel, respond to me."
The hand that was stretched out to Dazai revealed the meaning of not being able to refuse.
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The next chapter is a short ending, you don’t need to read it, I actually think it’s okay when I write this chapter, some cuties like me can jump directly.
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"I need to take a break." He needed an answer, before denying Dazai and facing the end of having to kill Dazai, he needed an answer.
An answer that will probably never come.
"...Zhongye." The leader Zai Zhongyuan couldn't help calling out to him when Zhongyuan Zhongye passed by him, but Zhongyuan Zhongye didn't seem to hear him, he walked past him, and then stopped at the door.
Nakahara Zhongya stood there, turned his head and looked at the two people in the room and asked the last question.
"Dazai won't respond, right." His outstretched hand will never get a response.
The face of the leader Zai turned white instantly, he murmured for a long time, and he was unable to refute even when Zhong Yuan Zhong also left.He watched Zhongye's departure in the Central Plains, and was speechless for a while.
He couldn't answer.
"Hat-kun who won't stretch out his hand to Dazai." Edogawa approached the leader in random steps, his eyes were sharp as if he had seen through everything. "Is it really the Hat-kun that Dazai wants?"
Whether to choose to deny what Zhongya Zhongya has done so far, seal him in the abyss of pain, or pull him out of the quagmire, the next choice is up to the leader.
"..." The leader Zai did not reply.
After coming here for a long time, his doubts came from the room. "Does Mr. Ranpo know the flower language of black irises?" This is a question that Bai Xiaohua suddenly received from Osamu Dazai ten years ago.
Ten years ago, Dazai asked this question.The flower language of black iris.
The love that grows out of unwilling despair, even if it only gets a little response from the other party, I would be happy, but I can't, I can't do it, and those blue eyes still can't impress me.
He calls his name but thinks of another person in a daze, even if he has the same appearance and experience, he also feels despair, the person who makes you change is not me, the person who makes you like this is not me.
It was as if he had been replaced by an impostor.He will not let his little dwarf become what he is today.We haven't had that kind of past.
He tried again and again, but all he got was a desperate and cold response from the other party.
"Sorry, chief."
——The flower language of black iris is desperate love.
For example, my life is hopeless, and I will never get a response, and I will never find meaning.
In the last world of the third week, the last Osamu Dazai who realized everything made a simple deal with the witch.
Before he decided to commit suicide, he entrusted the witch to give some flower seeds to Chuya Nakahara after he died and chose to restart the world.Those are special iris seeds that only bloom at certain times.
For example, when the owner of the flower is also in a desperate situation, the seed will only bloom under the touch of the person who made him despair.
Those flowers should not be open.There was a bit of bewilderment in the eyes of the leader Zai.
The seed he had entrusted to the witch had grown a large black iris, which should be impossible.He thought that the flower would never bloom again, but the dwarf's eyes imprinted the Osamu Dazai of this world, and he made him despair, but he also saw him.How sad and ironic is it that the dead Dazai did not get a response, but the Dazai of this world got it?
Is it supposed to make people happy?
No, thinking about it, it only made people feel a little more hopeless, even mixed with self-loathing.
"The black iris should be the flower that doesn't get a response." The leader Zai murmured.His eyes were puzzled.
"Dazai got a response a long time ago." Edogawa Ranpo didn't care about the inner struggle of the leader at the moment, he looked at the other party, his eyes were full of affirmation.Before Chuya Nakahara died ten years later in the past, Osamu Dazai got a response. Although Dazai later got the memory of the previous world from the witch, but before Chuya Nakahara died, there was him in his eyes. of.
And now ten years ago in the Central Plains, I also saw Osamu Dazai in this week.
"The only one immersed in the memories is you."
……
When Chuya Nakahara passed by the lounge, he greeted Lelouch and the others who were still in the lounge, and then shook his head under the worried eyes of the children.
"I am fine."
"Let Chuya take a break." Lelouch saw Chuya Nakahara's exhausted expression, and he calmly stopped Natsume Takashi who was about to step forward.
Natsume Takashi froze for a moment, then nodded.
Zhong Yuanzhong also heaved a sigh of relief.Now he is indeed more suitable to be alone, everything around him makes him feel a little uncomfortable, maybe after he calms down the chaotic thoughts in his heart, he can better talk to his adopted sons again.
Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded, and then walked into another lounge.Just as he pushed open the lounge door, Natsume Takashi's voice suddenly came from behind him.
"Mr. Chuya" Natsume stopped him.Nakahara also turned around, Natsume Takashi behind him looked worried, he hesitated for a moment, then spoke.
"Mr. Chuya, there has just been a communication from Pengo Lie. It seems that there is something very important to tell you."
"I transferred the call to your lounge..."
"Anyway, Mr. Chuya, please cheer up."
"...I will." Nakahara Zhong also agreed in silence.Seeing Natsume's gradually happy expression, he evoked a comforting smile, and the moment he entered the room, the arc of the corner of his mouth disappeared.
Zhongyuan Zhong also collapsed exhausted on the bed in the lounge. He emptied his mind, pulled the phone on the table to his ear, and closed his eyes slightly, as if he was about to fall asleep.
"Mr. Zhongyuan?" A cautious voice came from the other end of the phone.The Central Plains also heard that it was Peng Gelie's current little leader.
The other party didn't know why he wanted to talk to him.
What would be the most important thing? For him now, I'm afraid there won't be any more important things worth letting go of.
He said "hmm", indicating that he was listening.
"Mr. Chuya, may I ask if Dazai and Jun are by your side?" Pengo Li's little leader who sent the message spoke hesitantly, with a little anxiety.He opened his mouth to ask the leader Jae what was going on.
Nakahara, who was still in a trance, was stunned for a few seconds before he realized who the Dazai Osamu was referring to. At this time, the Dazai Osamu the other party was talking about must not be the Dazai Osamu who stood opposite everyone at the moment rule.
"…He's not in now."
"Phew." Tsunayoshi Sawada, who learned of the absence of the leader Zai, let out a clearly relieved voice.He hesitated for a few seconds, then spoke again.
"Before Mr. Nakahara came here ten years ago, was it because Peng Lie was looking for news about Osamu Dazai? Was it because he was hit by rockets for ten years?"
According to what Masaichi Irie said, the ten-year rocket launcher should be the last tool that Peng Lie will start when he seeks Chuya Nakahara's help and gets a response from the other party. Very concerned.He had a vague premonition that Chuya's early arrival had something to do with Osamu Dazai.
He once mentioned the strange man he met in front of other people in Pengo Lie after that summer fireworks, and ten years later he learned that Dazai Osamu, whom the other party said, had a disagreement with Nakahara. Qingdao unknown relationship.
Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't think about what was wrong at the beginning. Even though his super intuitive sense kept warning him that things were not that simple, he couldn't figure it out. Judgmental answer.
All this confusion until the conversation not long ago.During the conversation with Osamu Dazai of the Jesso family, Tsunayoshi Sawada, the leader who suddenly appeared, shuddered.
The other party overlapped with the man he had met ten years ago, which was a scene that he couldn't understand.
If the leader Zai and Osamu Dazai are the same person, then... what does the man who suddenly appeared in front of him ten years ago want to do?
Or should I say... what exactly does Osamu Dazai want to do?
Why... would he say something like that—
【"...Kill Dazai Osamu."】
【"Kill him and all the problems that will happen in the future will be solved, Vongola's Judaimu."] He couldn't ask when the leader Zai was still around.The other party's eyes have been deeply warning him.In Sawada Tsunayoshi's mind, everything seemed to be in chaos. The person who planned everything ten years later with Prynne from another world was Dazai Osamu, and the person who wanted to deal with Mr. Nakahara and the others was also Dazai Osamu. It was Osamu Dazai himself who killed Osamu Dazai in the past...
What exactly is Mr. Dazai trying to do?
He didn't know, but he vaguely had a simple and rough guess, which forced him to secretly contact Chuya Nakahara, who seemed to have the most involvement with Osamu Dazai, to inquire.
"Mr. Dazai, are you seeking death?"
"What?" Nakahara Chuya's words obviously paused.
"Mr. Dazai went back to ten years ago, and he told me to kill his past self." Tsunayoshi Sawada mustered up the courage, and said this after knowing that the leader Zai was not with Nakahara Nakaya for the time being.
"Only this matter, my instinct tells me that I must tell Mr. Zhongyuan no matter what."
"Mr. Nakahara, Mr. Dazai seems to want to erase his existence from the past."
This is the last insurance.Even after everything failed, Osamu Dazai judged that he might not be able to get the book in order to ensure that he could protect the insurance he planned to implement from another angle.
This safety device has a perfect premise, that is, after Zhongyuan Zhongye no longer has any obsession with him, his own death.Only Zhongyuan Zhongye has completely given up on him, and the self ten years ago will definitely not have any communication with Zhongyuan Zhongye. Then there is no one in the world who can obsess over the death of Zhongyuan Zhongye, and the world will never restart Opportunity.
A perfect world without Dazai at all.
Until the call was hung up, Zhongyuanzhong was still in a dream-like state.He got up and sat on the edge of the bed, a little lost in thought.
After the leader Zai finished talking with Edogawa Ranpo, he came to the lounge.He looked at Nakahara Chuya, as if he wanted to imprint him in his eyes and remember him firmly.
"I won't let go." The leader Zai looked at Chuya Zhongyuan, his voice was very weak as if it was squeezed out of his throat.
He will not let go of Zhongyuan Zhongye.
He is obsession, greed, and desire.
It was Zhongyuan Zhong who also extended his hand to him.
He could clearly see the shackle named Osamu Dazai tied to Chuya's body. If no one pulled the rope, Chuya would be immersed in the black mud forever.It all seems to be deadlocked.
But if you want Zhongyuan Zhongye to give up and erase those repeated pasts?The leader Zai must also be unwilling, which seems to erase the meaning of his own existence.
He is just the obsession of Dazai Osamu in the third week, he has nothing but the memory of Chuya, and he doesn't want to disappear.Even if it only exists in a conscious body, no one will remember Osamu Dazai, and he also wants to be by Chuya's side.
But what would become of himself without 【Osamu Dazai】.
The leader Zai walked into Zhongyuan Zhongye, he stretched out his hand to caress the other person's cheek, Zhongyuan Zhongya raised his head, and the leader Zai looked at those empty eyes.
"In your eyes, can you see me, Chuya?" The leader Zai looked at Chuya Zhongyuan, his blue eyes and kite-colored eyes were full of bewilderment.
Asking Chuya to let the other Dazai whom he envied die just like that is like denying the hand he stretched out to Dazai, and as the Dazai Osamu of the third week, this is also one of the despairs that makes him unbearable.
Between the despair of jealousy and the initial despair, now it's the leader Zai Lai's turn to choose, do you want to slap the hands that are stretched out to you?
...In fact, there is already an answer, isn't it?The leader Zai laughed at himself from the bottom of his heart, he had no choice from the beginning.There was always a cold and unkind voice in his mind, revealing the little thoughts buried in the deepest part of his heart.
It is true that Nakahara will not care about the life and death of Osamu Dazai, but there is only one thing that he will definitely do.
Only Dazai Osamu is the one who knows Chuya Nakahara's weakness best. He is deeply aware of Chuya Nakahara's obsession with his death, and he also clearly knows that Chuya Nakahara will agree to him after he speaks.
That is the deepest shadow in Zhongya's heart, even if he has experienced countless deaths, it can only be buried in the bottom of his heart, a memory that cannot be forgotten.
It seems that it is time to end this farce, not only for him, but also for Chuya.
He used death as a cage to bind the free bird, and now he will break the cage with his own hands.
"Chuya, wake up from your obsession, and escape from the shackles called Osamu Dazai. '
Even after he knew that Zhongye had agreed to him, everything would be settled, and there might be no more contact between the two of them.
He gave up the obsession with Dazai and Osamu in his mind, and had what may be the last conversation between the two of them.
He is a despicable coward, and he doesn't want to give up even if there is only a moment of happiness.
Dazai half-kneeled in front of Nakahara Chuya, he took Nakahara Chuya's hand and rubbed it against the side of his face.He is like a cat abandoned by its owner, trying to regain the owner's attention by acting like a baby.His eyes were filled with emotions that Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't understand, his eye circles were red, and his expression looked like he was about to cry.
"Go and save me, Chuya."
he said.Invisibly, there seemed to be some broken sound.
"help me."
This is the response that Zhongyuan, who has experienced countless reincarnations, has not received, and it is the deepest desire imprinted in his heart.He looked at Dazai with a dazed expression, but a teardrop rolled down involuntarily from the corner of his eye.
"…it is good."
After all, the suicide person reached out to the person who was desperately trying to save himself.
And the savior finally waited for the response from the suicide.
"Stinky mackerel... there will be no next time."
"Well, there will be no next time." He smiled, his eyes seemed to be shining with stars. "I promise."
……
On the battlefield with Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, Saiki Kusuo who suddenly appeared was the strongest reinforcement.
Although Shibusawa Ryuhiko's supernatural ability can use the sudden appearance of fog to separate superhumans from ordinary people, it seems that there is no difficulty when the superhuman Saiki Kusuo pulls out the suppression device on his head .
The mist that can separate people with supernatural powers from ordinary people doesn't affect Saiki Kusuo at all.He gradually compressed the mist together, making it easier for Oda Sakunosuke and others to start looking for Shibusawa Ryuhiko.
Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's hiding place was very obvious after the fog disappeared, like a small storage room, the moment he opened the door, even Saiki Kusuo was a little surprised.
There are countless collection cabinets in the gorgeous room, and in the collection cabinets are the same things as the crystallization of the supernatural powers that Oda Sakunosuke and others fought before. These are the crystallizations of supernatural power users.
This scene is shocking.The horror of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko is self-evident.
And after seeing them, the man continued to hold the skull in his arms and greeted them with interest.It makes people feel uncomfortable.
"I didn't expect you to come here. It seems that you have suffered a lot of injuries." Shibusawa Ryuhiko's originally flat voice stopped when he looked at the uninjured Saiki Kusuo, and then he seemed to understand something , let out an admiration. "Really, it turned out to be reinforcements."
"It looks a little tricky."
"No, I don't find it difficult." Saiki Kusuo said calmly.
He didn't know if the other party found it difficult or not, but the moment Shibusawa Tatsuhiko said it was difficult, not only did he think that the other party was not difficult, on the contrary, he also felt that the other party was easy to solve.
It's really easy to solve.
Saiki Kusuo directly restrained Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's supernatural power and tied him up. He was born in a peaceful family and had no intention of killing people.He successfully sealed Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's supernatural power with the device that was brought in from Saiki Kongsuke.
After doing all this, his figure gradually became translucent, which was a strange shape that was rejected ten years later after his full ability.The world consciousness rejected him ten years ago, and he was about to be sent back ten years ago.
He couldn't be any more helpful about the situation ten years from now.
Oda Sakunosuke thanked him.
"Remember to come back early." Before disappearing, Saiki Kusuo flashed a troubled look on his expressionless face.Although things need to be resolved ten years later, Dazai ten years ago also needs to be resolved.
That strange and gloomy kid, Saiki Kusuo didn't want to have any communication with him at all.
"Naka will be back." Oda Sakunosuke affirmed.Even if they try their best, they will stop the plan of Osamu Dazai ten years later, and Dazai ten years ago is still waiting and going back.
"If possible, I really hope that he can beat up that brat when he comes back." Thinking of what he and Bai Xiaohua did with superpowers around ten years ago, Saiki Kusuo felt full of pressure.
He didn't want another newspaperman to appear.
After bidding farewell to Saiki Kusuo, Nakajima Atsushi and Akutagawa Ryunosuke started to contact Dazai Osamu, but they never received a response. The hearts of the three couldn't help but sink, and they felt a little bad.
Osamu Dazai's current position should be within the Jesso family, but Oda Sakunosuke doesn't think that the other party will stay there honestly.He re-dialed the communication with Edogawa Ranpo and began to ask about the next action.
"In Yokohama." Edogawa Ranpo thought for a while, and gave an answer after reasoning.
Where it all begins, it all ends.
Dazai could only be in that place - on the building of Mafia at the port.
"Stop him, Oda, Dazai has not received the news of Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's defeat." Edogawa Ranpo took a deep breath, and he was about to say something when someone stood behind him.
Before Edogawa turned around in a random step, the communication of his subordinates had already been snatched by that person.
"Stop him, Oda, I'll rush over there right away."
"Before I go over, the mackerel is in your hands."
Oda Sakunosuke was stunned by the sudden change of voice, and then after he realized who was speaking over there, he opened his eyes slightly, and a few traces of smiles could not help but appear on the corners of his mouth.
"I see." No matter what, Dazai was stopped.
...
The sky outside the port mafia building was gray and cold, and as soon as he exhaled, a clear white mist appeared.
The battle downstairs was still going on, but Fyodor's side already had a disadvantage.Just by arranging Fyodor to contain the forces in Yokohama, Osamu Dazai would not be so arrogant that the other party listened to him so far.Fyodor planted an arsenal on Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, and Osamu Dazai also set up a situation that had to be checked and balanced.
It's almost over.At the final stage of the battle, Mori Ogai and his important subordinates all left the port mafia building. No one noticed that someone had sneaked into the port mafia building, and reached the roof of the building through the leader's special elevator.
The weather is getting colder, is it going to be winter?
Time flies so fast.
Osamu Dazai stood on the rooftop and looked at the sky. The white sky was a bit dazzling, and he lowered his head when his eyes were so sore that he couldn't help blinking.At this time, there were messy footsteps behind him. It was Oda Sakunosuke, Nakajima Atsushi, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who rushed over.
Osamu Dazai turned around and stared at the three who came, with the whistling wind behind him.
"It would be nice if I could die in the snow." Osamu Dazai smiled.
It was a gentle smile, Oda Sakunosuke had never seen Dazai Osamu smile like that before.He thought for a while, and wanted to get closer to the other party, but Osamu Dazai suddenly raised his hands and took two steps back.
"Don't come here, Odasaku." Just half a step away was the edge of the roof.
The wind became louder, the hem of Dazai Osamu's clothes was blown, and his figure was a little unstable, as if if the wind was stronger, his whole body would be blown away with the wind, and then he would fall down ground.
Oda Sakunosuke stopped, and he took two steps back.Behind him, Nakajima Atsushi and Akutagawa Ryunosuke were silent and did not intervene in the conversation.Osamu Dazai's supernatural ability restrained all opportunities to save others. Even if they wanted to save each other, they couldn't stop them at all if the other party had the will to die.
"Are you waiting for snow?" Oda Sakunosuke asked.He changed his plan of directly persuading, and followed the other party's initial words to ask.
"No." Osamu Dazai was taken aback for a moment, then laughed out loud. "There is still a long time before the snowy day, Oda Tsukuru." But even if there is no snow, it should be a good choice to die in this cold weather, people will not have too much memory in the cold wind Opportunity.Even if there is a chill in my heart, I don't know if it is the chill brought by the weather.
"Does it have to be winter?" Oda Sakunosuke exhaled, his expression somewhat helpless. "Aren't you going to watch the summer fireworks?"
"Together with Chuya." Wearing a yukata, watching fireworks together on a midsummer night.
This sentence seems to have brought back memories of Osamu Dazai. He remembered that there was such a thing, he went to watch the fireworks with Chuya and his family, and he tried to abduct Chuya to other places , but the plan in the two-person world was not carried out. Before the fireworks went up, he seemed to want to say something, but after the fireworks went up, his words were swallowed up by the fireworks and the cheers of the crowd.
He couldn't speak to him again after that.
He once thought that the fireworks in summer are so beautiful, so he made a silent invitation to Zhongmai.Until the next time the promise to watch the fireworks together passes, then the promise to commit suicide.
"Fireworks only last for a moment, Odasaku."
What is momentary can never be grasped.Just like Chuya who was with him, those companionships in the past seem to be just a moment to him now.The agreement between him and Chuya could no longer be fulfilled. After Chuya died, he went to see the fireworks at the summer festival, but no one could look at him with those blue eyes and listen to the coward confide in his future. Speak your heart.
He was a little tired.
"Fireworks in summer, this is really an unattainable dream." Dazai Osamu's voice was a little erratic in the wind, and he looked at Oda Sakunosuke a little helplessly. "Oda has been your reason for dissuading you for too long."
For Osamu Dazai, summer fireworks are nothing to look forward to.
"What about Chuya?" Oda Sakunosuke was silent for a few seconds, then asked.
Osamu Dazai was a little confused, so, "Chuya?"
"If the fireworks in summer don't make you hesitate," Oda Sakunosuke asked, taking a deep breath with a tense expression. "Then what about Chuya?"
Is it in China?
But Oda Tsukuru, Chuka will not come.He has made all the plans, even the backup plan after the failure in front of him, Zhong will never come again.
Another seemingly his presence would not let Chuya come either.This option was from the outset something that was no longer possible.
"Nakaya won't come." Osamu Dazai looked at him, and finally the arc of the corner of his mouth could no longer rise. "Odasaku."
"He won't come." The words were inaudible.
Even if Oda Sakunosuke said that Chuya Nakahara was on his way, Osamu Dazai didn't hear it.In his heart, he had already predicted his own ending, even Chuya's final appearance.
The wind was still whistling, and gradually there seemed to be a coolness on the exposed skin. Osamu Dazai raised his hand, and it was water droplets condensed from falling snowflakes.
Snowing.
Is it really what he said? It would be nice to die in the snow.
The water vapor exhaled from the mouth condensed into a white mist.It's really cold this winter.Osamu Dazai stood there, staring at each other with the three of Oda Sakunosuke, he didn't make a sound, and let the three of them persuade him.
Those memories of the past came to mind along with the words of persuasion, which made Osamu Dazai's memories also cast a light mist.He vaguely felt that the future had changed, but he also felt that it didn't.His memory of the past still lingers on the night that Zhongye died in the Central Plains.
It also seemed to be a very cold day.
The sight in front of him began to become gray, wondering if the snow fell on the eyelashes and turned into water droplets.
Osamu Dazai would not choose to jump off a building in front of his friends, he had his own decision.As long as he slowly stops his pulse, no one can stop him.It's a little trick he's learned in countless pursuits of death.Originally, it was just for the convenience of pretending to be dead sometimes, because although he pursued death, he also longed to live...but at this time it became his trump card.
His heart moved, and he began to wait for death to come while Oda Sakunosuke and others persuaded him.
Oda Sakunosuke began to become weak in persuasion, he had been staring at Dazai's body movements, thus ignoring the other's facial expressions, and he didn't realize something was wrong until he was a little tired and took a deep breath.
"Odasaku, is it dark?"
Dazai Osamu's face showed a pale look.He was in a trance, staggered a few steps, and almost fell from the roof, but fortunately he stabilized his figure and sat on the ground.
Although Oda cheated him and he would come, and he knew it was impossible, but in the bottom of Dazai Osamu's heart, a faint voice still kept hope.
He's still waiting for another one to come.
One who probably won't come.
Now the voice is finally going to die.
The implementation of his self-conscious plan will cause Zhongyuan Zhong to abandon him, and it is impossible for Zhong Yuan to come here. He has no sense of killing himself with his own hands and has no reason to reach out to him again, but in fact... he is still very eager to be able to do it again See it at a glance.
"Mr. Dazai!—"
"Dazai!—"
When Osamu Dazai fell, the three of Oda Sakunosuke were finally able to get close to each other.Oda Sakunosuke put Dazai Osamu on the ground and examined it carefully. When he found the special condition of the other party's body, he lowered his face.
Dazai Osamu's heartbeat was getting slower and slower bit by bit, and the other party's desire to seek death was clearly revealed.
"Odasaku, is it dark?" Osamu Dazai repeated.He couldn't see anything in front of his eyes.
"No, the sun is about to come out." The sky was still gray and gray, neither what Dazai Osamu said was getting dark, nor what Oda Sakunosuke said about the sun coming out, but Oda Sakunosuke wanted to give his friend a little more peace at the end something to look forward to.
The sun will rise.
"Dazai, Chuka will come."
After hearing this, Osamu Dazai showed a faint smile.
"yes…"
"The sun is coming out." It's a lie, but it's enough.He is satisfied.
Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, and repeated his inner struggle in a low voice: "Chuya will not come." He will die alone, and the chaotic causal line of Chuya Nakahara will return to its original state.
The world of Yokohama will no longer have a person named Osamu Dazai, and Nakahara will be the youngest cadre of the port mafia, he will single-handedly quell those wars, and people will call him Double Black, although I don't know why To call a person a double black.
Chuya's supernatural powers will no longer be a riot, because he will let Saiki Kongsuke after the fusion of the new world reach a deal with the port mafia, and Arabato will have another device to help stop it.
All of this finally had the best ending.
The hand that was struggling to reach out to him could finally take a good rest.
"Mr. Dazai—"
"Mr. Dazai wake up!"
"Hey Dazai!—"
The wind in his ears seemed to be getting louder and louder, gradually even the voices of Oda Sakunosuke and others were blurred, Dazai Osamu felt the silence in his heart.
Is this death, like a dream that never wakes up.
Then he is afraid that he will have a dream of being in the dark forever, and there will be nothing in the dream.No one, no Zhongya.He no longer has to long for the meaning of life.
The memories of the past began to change like a revolving lantern, slowly turning into phantoms. He tried to keep those pictures, but found that he had lost the reason to keep them.
He gradually couldn't remember anything, as if he had forgotten everything, Yokohama, the Port Mafia, the Armed Detective Agency, Nakahara Chuya, and even his own name.
The sound of the wind in his ear began to slowly decrease after the rumbling of the eardrums, Dazai Osamu's drowsiness gradually became stronger along with the decrease of the sound of the wind, and the surrounding became more and more silent, but when he was almost falling asleep At that time, he seemed to hear a small voice in the wind.
humming.
What a nuisance, the guy who disturbs the sleep.
He was a little dissatisfied, and wanted to ignore the yelling, but it seemed that the voice became a little louder, and gradually even the cock seemed to have some awareness.
He felt that someone seemed to be dragging him up, shaking him violently.
Gradually, the brain also felt the sensation, and the nausea of dizziness was also transmitted to him.He was a little uncomfortable, and the lost memories began to resurface in his mind, and he gradually remembered his name again.
His experience, his past, his obsession, and - the owner of that voice.
"Dazai, answer me!"
The defense he had been defending in his heart was defeated by these words.
He half-opened his eyes, the glaring sunlight came directly behind the man, almost burning his eyes, and his little man stood in front of him with the most airy posture and grabbed his chest roughly. collar.
After seeing his reaction, the little dwarf threw him to the ground roughly, and stretched out his hand to him with a sneer.
Nakahara Chuya's hair was glowing with warmth under the sun. He looked at Dazai Osamu with the same expression as when he was young, half mad and half mocking him for bringing himself to such a point.
He spoke again, with a hint of a smile——
"Smelly mackerel, respond to me."
The hand that was stretched out to Dazai revealed the meaning of not being able to refuse.
The author has something to say:
The next chapter is a short ending, you don’t need to read it, I actually think it’s okay when I write this chapter, some cuties like me can jump directly.
The last chapter is the extra chapter, the story of the leader Zai going to another world, the fast-paced outline flow is relatively watery, and the cuties can just go through what they don’t want to read, so it’s good to stop here, Chirp Mi!
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