Gold Lord is Very Busy

This time Jian Ningzhe didn't hide anything, he told Tan Feiyang a little bit about the matter.As he talked, he didn't know whether it was acting or telling the truth. This kind of half-truth and half-false dialogue was not only the best way to deceive others, but also to deceive himself.

In the end, he seemed to really think that he only loved Cheng Mingyi and not Tan Feiyang. He and Tan Feiyang were together because he just wanted to use Tan's strength to take revenge on the Lin family.

"Actually, I succeeded." Jian Ningzhe said almost coldly, "Tan Feiyu has already found out that the person who harmed you was Lin Qihang. Of course, Lin Qihang's purpose was not to harm you, but to harm me. In fact, all the wires that day were killed. He did something wrong, he doesn't care who he hurts, he just needs to be sure to kill me. But no matter what his purpose is, the fact that he hurt you remains the same, Mr. Tan will not let it go, Lin will not have a good life gone."

Jian Ningzhe never thought of hurting Tan Feiyang, but he was the cause, and this matter was the effect.Whether he thought about it or not, the result had already been produced.

Tan Feiyang listened blankly, seeing how stupid he was, he didn't know how much he listened to.After all, Jian Ningzhe is a professional actor. After he got out of his role in the play, he suddenly felt distressed when he saw Tan Feiyang like that.

Still the same sentence, he never wanted to hurt Tan Feiyang, but whether it was the Wia accident or the breakup, he hurt this person severely from body to heart.

Tan Feiyu is right, Tan Feiyang is too simple, if he is with himself, he will only get hurt.

After Jian Ningzhe finished speaking, Tan Feiyang was silent for a long time, and then, as if he had just realized it, he asked in a daze, "Did you...didn't lie to me just now? Didn't you tell a single lie?"

He had an unbelievable expression on his face, but he didn't seem to be as hurt as Jian Ningzhe imagined.Jian Ningzhe breathed a sigh of relief seeing that he seemed to be fine, and then said decisively and decisively: "It's absolutely true, the person I love is Cheng Mingyi. I loved him before, I love him now, and I will love him in the future."

"Oh..." Tan Feiyang didn't know why, he seemed to be out of shape all the time, Jian Ningzhe expected that he should be hurt and sad, but Tan Feiyang didn't, his expression was always dreamy.

"I, my investigation process is clear," Tan Feiyang stammered, "but, but...he is ugly, he is uneducated, and he hasn't graduated from junior high school. Why do you like such a person?"

Hearing what Tan Feiyang said about Cheng Mingyi, Jian Ningzhe felt a little reluctant.He didn't blame Tan Feiyang, because Cheng Mingyi was like this in the eyes of the world. Li Feng once objected to him having too much contact with Cheng Mingyi. Apart from the fact that both of them were men, it was also because Cheng Mingyi's various conditions were really hard to come by. Oops.

That's right, Cheng Mingyi's looks...of course it can't be said to be too bad, but a person has been forced by life since junior high school, living a life of hard work, exposed to the wind and sun every day, and malnourished when he was growing up.Such a person, even if his innate condition is 100 points, will be destroyed by life by 50 points. In the end, Cheng Mingyi's appearance is only 50 points.The face is rough, the legs are not long, and the joints of the hands are thick, without the slightest elegance. The only advantage of the body is the muscles, which are still stupid. In addition, there is no good job without education, and you have to look good. , No temperament, no money, when Li Feng knew that he liked Cheng Mingyi, he once thought that Jian Ningzhe was blind.

But he just likes it!

Jian Ningzhe wasn't angry, he just didn't want others to misunderstand Cheng Mingyi like that.He sat beside Tan Feiyang, and said slowly: "You are right, Cheng Mingyi is really not good at all in the eyes of outsiders, not to mention that a man who is a visual animal will like him, even if a woman wants to find him, she has to look for him." Consider the conditions first, so he has always wanted to get married and have children, but he has never even talked about love. I was... very happy about this."

Ever since Jian Ningzhe confessed that the person he really likes is actually Cheng Mingyi, Tan Feiyang's expression has always been in a state of bewildered strength.Hearing what Jian Ningzhe said, a big question mark was written on his face.

"I'm happy," Jian Ningzhe continued, "I'm happy that he has never found a girlfriend, otherwise, for a person like him who longs for a family and has no confidence in himself, he will run away with any woman who tickles his fingers. In the past, when I paid money and paid favors to others, I would definitely get married immediately and become a wife slave, and then a child slave. Fortunately, he is not good... To be precise, he is not good in the eyes of outsiders, so I have a chance and hope .”

"No one knows how good Cheng Mingyi is. He is strong, kind, upright, and brave. He dares to face all the hurt and grief that life has given him. No matter how hard life is, he can always be positive. Although he has not graduated from junior high school , but his three views are very upright, he never complains, respects the elderly and loves children, his actions are more noble than those so-called moral benchmarks. It's just that in this world of material desires, no one can see his goodness. "

"Ah... oh." Tan Feiyang seemed to be really hurt by Jian Ningzhe, he could only utter such simple syllables, even if he occasionally said a few long sentences, he still looked distracted and stammered.

"I really didn't lie to you," Jian Ningzhe's eyes were full of sincerity, "Cheng Mingyi is the only truth and light in my life. Without him, I might have gone on the road of no return because of hatred. In the first 30 years of my life, my heart It’s all for him. Even if he passed away when I was 24 years old, for the rest of the years, I would stick to it by missing him. If there is no motivation for revenge, I think I might have Let him go... No, he wants me to live well, and if I leave too early, he will blame me."

"He won't see you..." Tan Feiyang murmured.

"What did you say?" Jian Ningzhe heard Tan Feiyang's words clearly, but he didn't understand what he meant.

"Oh, no, nothing." Tan Feiyang said, "You, you go on and tell me about Cheng Mingyi, I, I want to hear it."

When Tan Feiyang said that, Jian Ningzhe didn't want to talk anymore.Need I say anything more?He had hidden his feelings for more than ten years, and instead of confessing to himself, he told Tan Feiyang all about it.However, Tan Feiyang is still his current lover, and if he could, he would never want to mention it in his life.That's all for now, he wants to protect Tan Feiyang, not hurt him.

Seeing Tan Feiyang's thoughtful expression, Jian Ningzhe couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed his head, and said softly: "I am a twisted, hypocritical, despicable, and insidious person, and I don't even know how to act. I know whether I can still tell the truth. People like me are not suitable to be lovers, let's break up."

"You want to break up with Tan Feiyang, but what if I were Cheng Mingyi? Do you still want to break up?" Tan Feiyang stopped stammering suddenly, he looked at Jian Ningzhe seriously and said, "Both Tan Feiyang and Cheng Mingyi have been implicated by you, if Cheng Mingyi didn't die after the car accident, will you be with him? You just hurt him."

"Yes!" Jian Ningzhe said categorically, "As long as Cheng Mingyi is alive, no matter how badly he is injured, I will be with him. Take care of him, protect him, and wipe out all possible threats to him, and never allow him to be hurt again. harm."

"That's it." Tan Feiyang said, "I always feel that you are unhappy and unhappy. If Cheng Mingyi is still alive, would you be happy?"

"I can't ask for it." Jian Ningzhe showed a dreamy smile. He seemed to be imagining Cheng Mingyi's life, and he seemed to be looking at Tan Feiyang.

"I'm sorry," Jian Ningzhe held Tan Feiyang's hand and said, "I'm such a shameless person, you...don't hang on my tree anymore. If you feel angry, you can suppress me and take revenge on me, you I will do whatever you want me to do. Just don’t be sad, I don’t deserve your sadness.”

"I don't want to break up." Tan Feiyang held Jian Ningzhe's hand tightly, with surprisingly strong strength, "I will treat everything you said today as the truth, and I believe every word. From now on, no matter what reason you say, I will I won't break up with you, we will always be together!"

"...Why are you so stupid?" Jian Ningzhe was moved and heartbroken, he was defeated by Tan Feiyang's persistence.If before finishing these words, Jian Ningzhe might have insisted on getting together with Tan Feiyang regardless, but now, he deeply realizes that he still has illusions about Cheng Mingyi in his heart, and there is no way to love purely like Tan Feiyang, His feelings are not worthy of Tan Feiyang.

"No!" Tan Feiyang said stubbornly, "I'm not stupid at all! I'm the real idiot if I let go now. Jian Ningzhe... I know what kind of person you are, so I don't need to smear myself like this. We all know your character."

"You can pretend from childhood to adulthood. When you were a class monitor in junior high school, you put on your school uniform neatly in front of the teacher, and your homework was neatly written. You are better than a three-good student. You have to do a wrong question over and over again. Wrong questions will never be wrong again. But you are so good in confession, and you beat people harder than anyone else in private. Who dares to say that you are wrong. You can make him not get along in school. Say you are insidious.

Also, I learned to smoke when I came back from part-time job for the first time, and you slapped me so badly, and you even took all my cigarettes to the canteen to exchange them for snacks.You also used electric clippers to push the haircut that I spent hundreds of dollars into a flat head. Your haircut is so bad, it’s ugly and ugly, and you lied to me that it looks good, saying that my haircut looks good when you go out. Miyoshi student, I've been foolish enough to believe in you for more than ten years!

When you first arrived in Beijing, you were too hairy, and the environment of the rental house was not good, so you spent your own money to buy paint and paint the walls yourself.When you first moved into the rental house, you cleaned up the house with 84 disinfectant for two days, and your pockets were almost empty. You still refused to let the rented house live, and you insisted on cleaning it up for three days before moving in. , As a result, you made the house so clean, the house is easier to rent than before, and the landlord will raise the price after only one season of living, and you ruined the house again, so the landlord shut up.

I've always known what kind of person you are, from before.No one in this world knows you better than me, fifth brother, I am Xiaoba! "

Tan Feiyang hugged Jian Ningzhe, choked up and said: "You like me in the first place, I will never break up!"

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