Upper Class

Ding Shengguang, a playboy, was about to get married, and it was only then that He Xian realized that there seemed to be very few bachelors left around him.This discovery is like a very funny horror movie, the scariness is real, and there are some laughs.

It has been almost a year since Lin Sitao and he lived together.This is his most amazing relationship.

He originally thought that being with Lin Sitao was impulsive, even though it was very sweet at first, he might regret it one day.But that's not the case.

The longer they were together, the happier he was.

The most comfortable nights on weekends in winter.The night seemed infinitely long, and the room was quiet and warm, giving them plenty of time to take their time.

Lin Sitao has never stopped swimming with him in summer, and gradually became more enthusiastic about swimming than him.The lines of the back are tighter and more graceful.When he was lying there, he couldn't help stroking it up, like stroking a big, smooth cat.

He heard about Zhao Shuqing two days ago.Teacher Jiang is already pregnant. It is said that the child was made in a test tube. After some hardships, she was lucky to be pregnant.Zhao Shuqing was very happy.

Everything went according to Zhao Shuqing's plan.

He was not surprised at all, the only surprise was that when he heard the news now, he didn't feel anything at all.The melancholy that lingered in his heart when he broke up with Zhao Shuqing disappeared at some point.

He knew the pain would go away when he broke up, but he didn't expect that he would be so happy now.

If he goes back five hundred days now and tells himself at that time: "You will be happy. You will be happier than when you were with Zhao Shuqing."

He will definitely laugh at himself for deceiving himself: "Impossible. Absolutely impossible. Zhao Shuqing is my true love."

But thinking about it now, Zhao Shuqing made such a choice, which no longer meets the standard of true love...

He could see it more rationally now.He and Zhao Shuqing were actually unwilling to make concessions and sacrifices for each other.

Love does not require long patience.

At least his love for Lin Sitao was not.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Sitao suddenly turned to look at him.

He Xian smiled, and printed a string of kisses on Lin Sitao's back.

"A bit boring."

He asked Lin Sitao: "When is the vacation? Let's go out and play."

Lin Sitao did not have much more time than He Xian.He had to organize well to find time to hang out.

They had originally planned to go skiing and have fun in Harbin in winter, but because they couldn't find Lin Sitao's vacation, they kept procrastinating.In the next few days, He Xian went on a business trip to Shanghai, and Lin Sitao spent a somewhat leisurely and lonely week by himself.

As soon as He Xian returned to the hotel that day, he made a video call with Lin Sitao.

"I went somewhere after a meeting today," he said with a smile.

Lin Sitao vaguely guessed it.

He Xian went to the construction site back then—now it is a bustling place with a lot of traffic, only the bridge remains there.

"Only the bridge is still there." He Xian said.

Lin Sitao also laughed: "I know."

"I've searched online and I can see everything on the map," he explained.

He Xian has already taken off his coat, only wearing a sweater and shirt, lying on the hotel bed, wearing glasses.Looking at him like this, Lin Sitao only felt that he missed him even more.

"But it feels different when I see it with my own eyes," He Xian said, "It's like the opposite of...things are different, and I'm very happy there."

He took a walk on the bridge in the evening.After ten years of winter and summer, standing here again, he only felt peaceful in his heart—the scars were still there, but he was already able to touch those scars like touching the rough bark of an old tree.

Lin Sitao looked at him earnestly from the other side of the screen, his face focused like a student listening to online lectures.

He Xian could see that he was still worried about him.

He laughed: "I'll come back tomorrow and bring you something."

On the day He Xian came back, they started making love from the living room.Lin Sitao felt that after being with He Xian, he really had many firsts.This is the first time he deeply felt what Xiao Biesheng was newly married.

They made an appointment to go to Shanghai together during the Chinese New Year and take a walk on the bridge together.

Lin Sitao said, "Are we going to repeat the scene at that time?"

He Xian said, "Aren't you afraid that I'll fall?"

Lin Sitao said lightly, "I will hold you well."

They leaned together for a while without speaking.Lin Sitao had asked He Xian about the past, but He Xian denied that he intended to commit suicide at that time.

Now that He Xian has denied it, he won't ask again.This is He Xian's own problem.He will not force He Xian.

But today He Xian seemed to want to speak out.

"Sometimes, it's really a mistake. If I jumped down at that time, maybe someone would attribute the reason to the fact that I broke up with Song You. It's not..."

"Song Woo was just a fuse. I was such a mess back then."

The only thing He Xian wanted to clarify to Lin Sitao was this - even if he wanted to commit suicide at that time, he didn't want to die for Song You.

He is just disappointed.Rather than being disappointed with Song You, it is better to say that he is disappointed with himself.He never had a complete, one, lasting love.there has never been.

Of course, he was sober the moment he was rescued by Lin Sitao - he shouldn't die.He almost did something stupid.

He kissed Lin Sitao's neck sideways, and rested his head on his neck.He whispered, "Thank you." This was He Xian speaking ten years ago.

Lin Sitao hugged him.He is always fascinated by He Xian, even though He Xian has such a vulnerable side, he still finds him charming.

He said softly: "When you return to city j during the Chinese New Year, you can drop by Shanghai first, stay in Shanghai for two days, and then go to city j." He has already arranged the itinerary.

He Xian asked him, "When will you go to the Northeast?"

After all, they took the time to go to the Northeast for a visit in December, and spent their anniversary in the ice and snow.He Xian felt very romantic, and Lin Sitao was also very happy.

It's just that when he came back, He Xianliang had a bad cold, and as soon as he got home, he took medicine and fell asleep on the bed with his head covered.

In the middle of the night, He Xian's cell phone rang, and Lin Sitao felt that the ringtone sounded urgent and hurried in the dead of night, and his heart shrank in fright.He Xian still fell into a drowsy sleep due to the effect of the medicine.

Lin Sitao pushed him: "He Xian, answer the phone."

He Xian hummed, Lin Sitao answered the phone for him and put it to his ear.

After saying a few words over there, He Xian sat up.

After hanging up the phone, he began to get dressed and called the driver to pick him up.

Lin Sitao asked him what happened.

He Xian shook his head, but still said: "It's not a good thing."