Upper Class

They lay in the car as it got dark in the afternoon.

Only at this moment did Lin Sitao feel a little panicked. He looked at He Xian, who still looked at ease.

Lin Sitao thought, he had already revealed all his cards.Is it too early?

For secret love and unrequited love, there is a pot of chicken soup known all over the world, called "I love you, it has nothing to do with you".Lin Sitao also thought many times whether his long unrequited love for He Xian had anything to do with He Xian.

He Xian didn't recognize him, so he didn't seem to need to take the initiative to inform.He was expecting He Xian to recognize him, but deep down he was also afraid of He Xian's opinion.

He was afraid that He would show surprise and disgust—a person who has been secretly in love with another person for nine or ten years is an exaggeration in itself, let alone (seemingly) deliberately approaching him.

In this sense, "I love you has nothing to do with you" is actually the best self-comfort.At least in the world of "I", loving "you" is a simple and pure thing, it should not and will not be evaluated by anyone, even "you".

Now that Lin Sitao has exposed this secret, he will receive He Xian's evaluation over and over again.

Whether He Xian thinks it's sweet or heavy, he can't control it anymore.There is also a more terrifying situation, that is, He Xian doesn't care about it.

Lin Sitao decided to speak out because he chose two people to evaluate this matter together.He is willing to accept He Xian's scrutiny.

He is willing to believe in He Xian.He believed that He Xian would not laugh at him.

But what if He Xian despised him because of this, what should he do?Lin Sitao hadn't made up his mind yet.He could no longer be objective and calm towards He Xian.

The aftermath of intimacy is the most comfortable and melancholy.He Xian kissed Lin Sitao's earlobe and neck again.He whispered: "I just remembered, you knew me so early..." He paused and didn't say anything.

Lin Sitao knew what he meant.It's always been him.His first love, unrequited love, was him.

After a while He Xian said: "I really feel a heavy responsibility now."

Lin Sitao smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't use this to force you to marry me."

He Xian smiled.

Lin Sitao sighed again: "You have done enough good things for me."

He Xian said: "Then if you speak up earlier, you can save me from making a lot of embarrassments in front of you. When I first asked you out... I couldn't go on."

They looked at each other, He Xian kissed Lin Sitao again, and he murmured: "You are such a miraculous person."

In the evening, He Xian went to the hotel to stay overnight, and planned to go back with Lin Sitao the next morning.

Lin Sitao sat with him in the hotel.He asked He Xian: "You've been here these two days, don't you care about socializing?"

He Xian said: "I don't want to socialize, I just want to see you."

Lin Sitao stopped talking.

He Xian asked him to stay with him at the hotel tonight.Lin Sitao thought about it, but still refused: "Tomorrow we will return to Beijing. I will stay at home tonight—two old people only see me for a few days a year."

He Xian held him back, and the two of them went to the bar to spend more than an hour before He Xian let him go.

After Lin Sitao left, He Xian went back to the hotel room, took a shower, and lay down on the bed, but the more he lay down, the more energetic he became.After Zhao Shuqing left, he felt even more that he was alone. Thinking about it now, it turned out that Lin Sitao had been waiting for him here, and he didn't know whether it was sadness or joy.

On the other side of Beijing, the New Year is uneasy.

He Yan and Cheng Duoduo quarreled and wanted to break up years ago, but they suddenly became intimate again during the Chinese New Year. The two were sticky and prepared to fly to the island on the first day of the new year, and Sheng Qiuhua was furious again.

He Budong persuaded her: "It's normal for young lovers to quarrel, don't worry about it so much, and don't meddle in their affairs. Isn't it great now that you're better, what are you angry about?"

As long as He Budong didn't make too much noise about the matters between the juniors, he always turned a blind eye to it.He watched Cheng Duoduo grow up, and he loved her very much, like a half-daughter.Small quarrels are nothing to worry about, as long as the two children can get married in peace, it will be considered a victory.

Sheng Qiuhua felt much more bitter in his heart.She just mentioned a few words about Cheng Duoduo and the actor. Cheng Duoduo nodded in yes, and learned a lesson, and it passed.Sheng Qiuhua didn't expect that the current girl would be tougher than the other, let alone a future mother-in-law like Cheng Duoduo, who would pull her face down and say, "Auntie, this is between me and He Yan. More precisely, it's my own friends. I'm an adult, I have my own sense of propriety, so I don't need you to worry about me. My mother doesn't even bother with this god."

Sheng Qiuhua had nowhere to put his face.

Cheng Duoduo and He Yan quarreled and broke up, she was angry; Cheng Duoduo and He Yan reconciled, but she was still angry.What's even more exasperating is that she still can't force He Yan and Cheng Duoduo to break up.

For the sake of He Yan's future, she could only endure Cheng Duoduo.

This patience can bear her illness. Sheng Qiuhua suffered from dizziness when the whole family had the New Year's Eve dinner. After tossing and going back for a while, He Budong complained to her and went to be happy by herself. He Yan also hurried to catch the plane went.Sheng Qiuhua has a health care doctor and a nanny at home, so naturally there is no shortage of people to take care of her. She felt bored lying in bed, so she got up and changed clothes to socialize with his wife.

Both He Budong and He Yan are like this, so there is no need for He Xian to have true feelings for Sheng Qiuhua.He stayed with He Zhongcheng for thirty nights, and accompanied He Zhongcheng to sort out the old photo albums.

After He Zhongcheng suffered a serious illness at the end of last year, he lost his vitality.In previous years, he would go out for a walk, and the year before last, he went back to his hometown during the Chinese New Year, but this year he will not be able to go, and he is still recuperating.The older a person is, the harder it is to recover.He doesn't care about many things at home, and he can't care about them.

But love and hate are still stubborn.He Xian always looked better when he was in front of him.

"Do you know what I'm most afraid of?" He Zhongcheng asked He Xian with a smile.

He Xian was looking at an old photo album. It was an old photo of He Zhongcheng before liberation. He thought he had lost it, but he didn't expect to find it when he went to his hometown the year before last.

He Xian thought for a while and said, "Alzheimer's disease?"

He Zhongcheng laughed: "That's also scary. I'm talking about the afterlife... I'm afraid that someone will write my biography and memoirs."

He Xian could see the old man's intentions: "Then why don't you write a book yourself?"

He Zhongcheng stared blankly, and after a while, he said, "Let's talk about it."

It took He Xian one night to help him sort out the two photo albums, archive and record them.

After tidying up, He Zhongcheng asked him gently: "Is your sister getting married? I heard what your grandma said."

He Zhongcheng likes Zhou Qin's daughter-in-law very much.When He Budong and Zhou Qin just divorced, he even went to find Zhou Qin himself, and told her that if she had any difficulties in the future, she could come to him directly, don't have any worries, and come to see He Xian whenever she wants.

When Zhou Qin remarried, He Zhongcheng also gave something.It made He Budong very embarrassed.

Speaking of Shen Zhouhan, He Xian could not help but smile: "Yes, we will get married in May this year."

He Zhongcheng said: "Very good, very good."

After a while, he patted He Xian's hand and said, "You and your mother are doing well, so grandpa is happy. This way you won't be alone."