Upper Class

"Are you a virgin?"

When He Xian asked this question, Lin Sitao felt that he had been fooled.

"Pass," he said.

He Xian said: "That's where it is."

Lin Sitao said, "No."

He Xian said: "Okay, I understand, that's the end. It's your turn to ask questions."

Lin Sitao asked: "How did you find out that you like men?"

He Xian thought for a while: "It's too long, don't say it. Pass."

Lin Sitao protested again.He Xian in turn blamed him for not asking the questions well: "You shouldn't ask statement questions that are very subjective, there is too much to create."

This time Lin Sitao refused: "Then this game can no longer be played. The answer can be said to be creation, and I don't know if it is true or not. At least you have a truth in your heart, right?"

He insisted on hearing how He Xian "woke up".

He Xian then said: "I have known that men and men can be together since I was a child. Now that I know this concept, it is easy to accept. I was about twelve or thirteen years old when I was sure about my sexuality. I was in junior high school, and I remembered—— By the way, I can answer your first love question. I fell in love with a classmate and hung out every day, but he soon had a girlfriend. In high school, this idiot got his girlfriend pregnant, and I was completely disillusioned gone."

He concludes: "I'm sure there must be a handful of people who have wonderful first loves. But in general, first loves are meant to be disillusioned."

Lin Sitao couldn't hold back, and laughed out loud.

He Xian also laughed.Lin Sitao felt that he had a little understanding of what "cute" meant.He now thinks that He Xian is quite cute.

"Then after you are disillusioned, will you still be friends with him?" Lin Sitao asked He Xian.

He Xian said: "How is it possible. But it's not like a primary school student saying 'I won't play with you anymore', but then gradually alienated him. Probably he also felt that he couldn't play with me anymore. He didn't hear much about it later. His news."

Lin Sitao stopped talking.

There was a smile on the corner of He Xian's mouth, as if he remembered many old things.

Lin Sitao said, "Aren't you going to ask about my first love?"

He Xian flatly refused: "I don't want to. This topic is too disgusting."

He Xian took him to a lake in the suburbs to fish.The surrounding air environment is very good.After the snow falls in winter, there is a kind of tranquility and composure in the desolation of the world.

He Xian rented a hut here with several rooms.Not far from the lake, you can watch birds and see the scenery on the second floor.He settled Lin Sitao here.

"You read here, and I'll go fishing. When you want to rest, you can come out for a walk and find me by the lake." He Xian made arrangements while arranging his fishing gear.

"When I come back to eat together at noon, I should be able to catch a lot of fish." He put on his boots and hat, like a fisherman who wants to support his family.

Lin Sitao sat under the window, looking up from time to time.At ten o'clock, he went to the kitchen to boil a pot of hot water.When the water boiled, he stood on the balcony and could clearly see He Xian's back. At this time, the sun had risen completely, and the lake was sparkling. He Xian was sitting by the lake alone, and he was not alone.

After the water was boiled, Lin Sitao put it in a large thermos bottle and walked to the lake with the bottle.

When He Xian heard Lin Sitao's footsteps, he didn't look back.

"Proudly killing tens of thousands of households in the world, illiterate, fishing for old people in smoke. Every time I come, I want to experience this feeling."

Lin Sitao asked: "Have you realized it?" He thought, how many people in the world are desperate to become the Marquis of Ten Thousand Households.

He Xian said sadly: "It's still a little bit close."

Lin Sitao put down the thermos, and said softly, "You can feel it if you wear one less piece."

He Xian laughed.

At noon, He Xianzhen came back with a bucket of wild crucian carp.

"All the small fishes are released. These two big fishes will be used for soup at noon, and the two will be braised in soy sauce." He Xian called the nearby farm to send some vegetables.

In less than 10 minutes, someone rode an electric bicycle and delivered a bag of vegetables.

Lin Sitao doesn't know how to kill fish, but He Xian scraped off the scales of the fish he killed himself.Just in time, the vegetable rice noodles also arrived.The two of them were busy in the kitchen side by side.

After lunch, Lin Sitao and He Xian went for a walk together.When I met an old couple who came to watch the birds, they went the wrong way, and He Xian pointed them in the right direction.

After returning, Lin Sitao kept reading.He Xian went fishing again.Winter afternoons are not long.It was dark before five o'clock.He Xian called Lin Sitao to come down to watch the sunset.

The sun disc sank into the lake, and the sky changed color.The universe seemed to melt on top of their heads.

In this magical moment, people are always inexplicably moved.Lin Sitao only felt that it was a miracle in itself that He Xian was standing beside him at this moment.The past, present, and future seem to converge.What he dreamed about in the past and what he will miss in the future has all come true at this moment.

He made up his mind.He wants He Xian.No matter how He Xian treats him, he still wants He Xian.

In the evening, while He Xian was taking a shower, he made a phone call.

Xu Dan is very busy.She is going to get married in May next year, and she usually has to go to work, so she only has time to prepare for the wedding on her rest day.As soon as she received a call from Lin Sitao, she wailed and said, "I'm going crazy. There are still so many things I haven't bought, I'm going crazy."

She complained a few words before asking Lin Sitao what's the matter.They still keep in touch now, but they communicate a lot online, and they only call when they need to make arrangements for something.

Lin Sitao said: "I want to ask you how to catch up with someone you like."

Xu Dan screamed.She has always been curious about Lin Sitao's love life.Everyone thought she was Lin Sitao's girlfriend in high school, but only she knew what happened.In college, Lin Sitao soared to Beijing to go to a famous school, and she studied two books in this province.She always felt that Lin Sitao would suddenly have a Beijing girlfriend.As a result, Lin Sitao never did.

"You... wait, let me tell you what kind of person you are first." Xu Dan calmed down for a while, and began to gossip.

Lin Sitao thought for a while and said, "Older than me, and looks very good."

"Over 30 years old?" Xu Dan asked.

Lin Sitao said: "It looks like 36 years old."

Xu Dan almost spit out a mouthful of water: "Are you going to be a little wolf dog?" The gossip was so explosive, she hurriedly asked, "Is she still pretty at 36?"

Lin Sitao said: "That's not the point. The problem is that his family is very good, and now he is my boss at work."

Xu Dan said: "Well, you just want to be a little wolf dog."

Lin Sitao was not disturbed by her: "The question is, how can I catch up with such a person who crushes me with all-round strength?"

Xu Dan asked, "Has she ever been married?"

Lin Sitao said: "No. But he has an ex-boyfriend. He has an ex-boyfriend who is a TV anchor."

Xu Dan called out again: "It's so fashionable. Which one is it? Do I know it?"

Xu Dan's suggestion is simple and rude: "It's very simple, do it like her ex-boyfriend. People's tastes are actually so different. Since her ex-boyfriend is a TV anchor, you should be able to see it on TV often, right? Learn Put it on, wear hairstyles, talk temperament, and imitate a three-to-five achievement is almost the same. Then be courteous, sweet talk as much as you want, and you will have a chance if you grind and grind."

Listening to the sound of running water in the bathroom, Lin Sitao said, "Now I don't know what he's thinking. We had dinner together once, and he praised me for being cute. Today he even took me out for a short trip..."

Xu Dan interrupted him, and said weakly: "We're all out on a trip, and you still call me to ask me what I should do? Don't pretend, okay?"

Lin Sitao said, "He's taking a bath."

Xu Dan said: "Now, stop talking. Hang up the phone. Take off your clothes and go in."

Lin Sitao said: "He didn't mean that. I think he just regards me as a playmate who can flirt with me."

He was a little uncertain about the scale.

Xu Dan understood a little bit: "I see. The other party is pretending to be coercive."

Lin Sitao said: "And I don't want to start with friends with benefits."

Xu Dan said: "Then you have to understand, this is a dilemma. Either start as a friend with benefits; or be positioned as a cute little brother all the time. You and the other party have such a big age difference, and the gap is so big, you are not You are so handsome, it's hard to tell the other party to have you."

She said: "It's not that I'm scaring you. She's a beautiful older sister in her thirties. Her family background is super good. She is also super rich and capable. She won't be short of men. I guess there are already a lot of substitutes at the moment. If you don't come at this time, don't come and cry with me if you miss the opportunity."

Lin Sitao hung up the phone.

He Xian came out of the bathroom, Lin Sitao was sitting by the bed, when he saw him coming out, he stood up: "I'm going to take a shower."

He goes into the bathroom.The heat in the bathroom has not yet dissipated, and there is a white mist on the mirror. Lin Sitao feels in a daze that this scene seems to have happened once.

He had been fighting between man and nature for a long time, but he honestly took a shower and put on his pajamas before going out.

He Xian was playing with a pair of high-powered binoculars. When he saw Lin Sitao coming out of the shower, he said, "Go to bed early tonight, and get up early tomorrow to watch the birds. It's great that there is no smog here." He smiled brightly and was in a good mood. good look.

Lin Sitao had no choice but to say, "Okay."

It is also a very happy thing to play with He Xian in this way.

At night, Lin Sitao dreamed about the past again, strange, poverty and embarrassment still entangled him, He Xian became a character on TV, never really appeared in his life.

"Lin Sitao." Someone woke him up.He Xian was standing beside his bed, leaning over to stroke his hair.

Lin Sitao stared at him blankly: "He Xian." This was the first time he called He Xian by his name.He Xian smiled: "Get up."

It was still dark, about five o'clock.Lin Sitao didn't want to run far, so He Xian and he put on down jackets and stood on the balcony facing the lake, each with a telescope, and they were next to each other.

"I can't see anything." Lin Sitao muttered.

"Impossible, you have such big eyes for nothing." He Xian said.

Lin Sitao followed his instructions, finally found the right place, and saw the bird.

But he was not very interested in it, he stamped his feet for a while, and poured a cup of hot tea for a while.Only He Xian held up the binoculars very deeply and kept watching silently.

Lin Sitao also calmed down later - He Xian is prettier than the bird.He put down the binoculars, just tilted his head and looked at He Xian.

He Xian put down the binoculars suddenly: "It's dawn."

There was light in the sky, and the sun was about to rise.He turned to look at Lin Sitao, who was also looking sideways at him.

"What are you looking at?" He Xian asked.

Lin Sitao didn't answer. In this situation, there is no need to answer.He leaned over and kissed He Xian's lips lightly.