Yang Zixi turned his head slightly, glanced at Yan Haiqing out of the corner of his eye, and found that Yan Haiqing was sitting upright, unable to tell from his appearance.

She looked at the note and wrote several times, but felt that something was wrong.

Is Yan Haiqing's behavior seeking approval?Or is it just pure self-confession?

Yang Zixi thought for a while, and replied with the word "um", if the enemy does not move, I will not move.

It took Yan Haiqing a long time to pass the note over, which said: [Do you have any questions? 】Yang Zixi smiled, and put the note directly into the drawer.

Only then did Yan Haiqing break the frozen state, and moved slightly.

After class, Yang Zixi patted Yan Haiqing on the shoulder and said, "Come on, I have something to tell you."

Yan Haiqing felt uneasy, stood up, and followed Yang Zixi to the outside of the classroom.

All the way upstairs, to the roof.

City No. [-] Middle School occupies a small area, and there is no place to put tables, chairs, benches and other things, so they found a unique way to set up a tent on the top floor and pile it in, even if it can handle it.Recently, the door lock seems to be broken, so from time to time there will be young couples going upstairs to talk about love or something.

Couples mostly choose to come up at noon or evening for dinner, so there is no one in this break, and it is a good place for in-depth conversations.

Yang Zixi was the first to speak: "I know that's you. To be honest, I just recognized you before I tore it up." She smiled and said, "I'm not that familiar with Cheng Bi yet, and she doesn't seem to need it." The appearance of human protection."

Yan Haiqing asked subconsciously: "Does it seem that I need protection?"

After asking, she realized that something was wrong. Why does such a question have a faint... what kind of meaning.

Unexpectedly, Yang Zixi tilted his head to look at her and smiled, his smile was very doting.She touched Yan Haiqing's head and said, "Of course I need it, little sister Haiqing."

Yang Zixi didn't know how Yan Haiqing thought about this matter. The other party lied about Cheng Bi before, was it because he felt ashamed to be confessed by homosexuality, or...

She is actually gay, but because she is afraid of being discriminated against, she subconsciously hides it?

Either way, it should be counted among the normal troubles of adolescence.Girls in high school did not establish a fixed world view, and often fell into such confusion, doing things that they could not understand.

Although Yang Zixi regards Yan Haiqing as a friend, but at this moment, he will be surprised that the other party is just a little sister.As someone who has experienced it, Yang Zixi sees Yan Haiqing as if he saw himself ten years ago.She couldn't help but show the posture of a big sister, listen to the other party's troubles, and tolerate the other party infinitely.

#感满头,happy~#

This kind of mentality is really similar to looking at Shu Mengxue.

Yan Haiqing couldn't resist the head-touching killing, he stared and almost froze in place.

Yang Zixi smiled and said, "Rather than what I want to ask, why not say what you want to say?"

Yang Zixi spread the small note on his palm and handed it over.

Yan Haiqing was taken aback for a moment, seeing this actually felt like facing dark history.She was a little embarrassed, and said, "You actually brought it..."

Yang Zixi said: "So at that time, was Cheng Bi really confessing to you?"

She didn't explain why she took it.She subconsciously felt that it might be dangerous to leave the note in the classroom.

Yan Haiqing's expression changed, he pursed his lips, as if he was thinking about whether to say something.

Yang Zixi didn't urge her either, and stood there smiling at her, and added: "It's fine if you don't want to talk, I thought you wanted to talk to me, so I asked you to come up."

Only now did Yan Haiqing seem to have made up his mind, bit his lower lip, and said, "Yes..."

Once you get started, everything goes smoothly.

"At that time, I had a good relationship with Cheng Bi. I didn't know that she... liked girls. She was quite independent, and she wouldn't laugh at my family being a single-parent family, nor would she laugh at my family being poor."

"At that time, some classmates in the class knew that my mother was sick, so they laughed at me in class, asking if I might also be sick. I couldn't beat him, so I had to bear it. In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I had to bite him. No bite, but then the whole class said I was rabies."

Speaking of the bullying he had received in the past, Yan Haiqing's tone dropped involuntarily.

Those days were really dark, she was irritable and always wanted to hit people, and sometimes she even imagined that a plague would kill everyone.Sometimes she would feel that she is really sick?

"You've seen Cheng Bi's character, she's the kind who knows how to fight against injustices. At that time, she wasn't so... intimidating. She just beat up that fat man. So our relationship is getting better."

"Until that day she confessed to me in the toilet. There were a lot of people in the toilet. Everyone had never seen this kind of thing, and they were all looking at us. I was so scared that my first reaction was to hide in the cubicle. I don't know. will be photographed."

"I hid in the toilet all afternoon. When I got out, Cheng Bi had already been picked up by her father. The head teacher also asked me if Cheng Bi threatened me..." Yan Haiqing smiled and said, "Cheng Bi's kind Personality, it's impossible. And then... we will be estranged."

When Yan Haiqing talked about this memory, his order was clear and his emotions were stable, he didn't seem to be trapped by the past.

Yang Zixi had been listening quietly, and he probably knew the story in his heart.

Cheng Bi is precocious, and probably has a clear understanding of her own sexuality, but she is too young, immature and impulsive, and suddenly confesses her love in public, which will naturally scare Yan Haiqing.

As for Yan Haiqing, who had never heard of such a thing, he panicked as soon as he was watched by the crowd, and his first reaction was to hide. After hiding, the relationship could only go on awkwardly and stiffly.

It's not that there was a rift between the two of them, but to put it bluntly, it was just that they didn't handle it well, and this friendship was lost for nothing.

That being said, Yang Zixi listened to Yan Haiqing's description, no matter how he heard it, he felt...

Yan Haiqing doesn't seem to reject homosexuality?

Yang Zixi glanced at Yan Haiqing and found that the other party was in a calm state of mind, so he asked cautiously: "You...how do you think it's Bi? Are you gay?"

Yan Haiqing's expression became complicated, she frowned in confusion and said, "How do you see..."

"That is to say... do you reject it? Do you find it annoying when Cheng Bi confesses his love?"

Yan Haiqing thought for a while in silence, but he couldn't remember the mood at that time.For her, the whole thing is like a storyline, with only the beginning and the end, but there is no subjective commentary.

Considering his current attitude towards Cheng Bi, he should not be disgusted.

Even if Cheng Bi deliberately approached Yang Zixi, she didn't feel particularly disgusted.Even to a certain extent, she could understand the other party's cautiousness.

Yan Haiqing shook his head and said, "Although I don't know why Cheng Bi likes me, there is nothing I can do about this kind of thing. At least Cheng Bi is not that perverted. Pass me that kind of love letter." She laughed while talking , asked Yang Zixi: "Do you know who gave it to you? Do you know it?"

Speaking of this, Yang Zixi shook his head in pain and said, "I don't know... we can only wait for him to show his fox tail."

At this point in the conversation, Yan Haiqing had already forgotten why he wrote a note to Yang Zixi, maybe it was just an ordinary outburst of desire to confide.

Since they became friends, they seldom have such dedicated and in-depth conversations, usually just gagging and copying homework.She looked at Yang Zixi's sad expression, and suddenly she was very interested in Yang Zixi's thoughts and attitude.

How did Yang Zixi see Bi?Did she really tear up the poster for herself?

How does she see herself?I keep calling myself "little sister", do I really think I am my sister?

Yan Haiqing's heart moved, and he couldn't help but say: "If a girl confessed to you, what would you think?"

Yang Zixi looked at Yan Haiqing and said, "I think, in fact, everyone is potentially bisexual."

Before Yan Haiqing could make a surprised expression, Yang Zixi continued, "Of course, gays who come out are a minority, because the society is not very tolerant of this. Just look at the grand occasion on the bulletin board. In fact, when you ask 'why do people Isn’t it the same as asking ‘why do you like to eat shiitake mushrooms’?”

"It's like human beings are omnivores, but people who believe in Buddhism are not vegetarians. It's not that Buddhists can't eat meat physically, but that they are restrained by the Dharma in their hearts. It is a social convention that people want to marry the opposite sex, but it doesn't mean that they can't eat meat emotionally. It’s impossible to like the same sex. Just think about this kind of thing.”

She patted Yan Haiqing's shoulder reassuringly, and said, "Don't think too much, just let nature take its course."

Seeing the crowds of people around, Yan Haiqing sometimes thinks they are really boring, what's so interesting about it?

But seeing that everyone was very curious, she would also reflect on whether she had a problem to turn a blind eye to such an obvious "abnormality".

When she saw that Yang Zixi was so calm, it seemed that it was really not a big deal, she really let go of her heart.

It turns out that this is a very normal thing...

She was overwhelmed by Yang Zixi's calmness, and just now she had labeled Yang Zixi "powerful" in her heart, but when she turned her head, she heard Yang Zixi's unreliable self-destructive image.

"Of course, in the final analysis, the face is the most important thing. If a beautiful girl confesses to me, I should think about it." Yang Zixi was foolish, and even whistled when he mentioned "beautiful girl", just like a Like a little ruffian.

"..." Yan Haiqing: "What if Cheng Bi confesses his love to you?"

"Cheng Bi is pretty..."

I don't know why, after hearing this sentence, Yan Haiqing felt a little awkward in his heart - but now Cheng Bi seems to like you.

Yang Zixi looked at Yan Haiqing's dejected expression, and his heart was broken. Could it be that Yan Haiqing likes Cheng Bi now, and was jealous when he heard himself say that?

Girls are really difficult to coax... Yang Zixi had no choice but to continue talking about the train with so much emotion.

"But I really don't appreciate her aesthetics of leather clothes... It would be great if she could change it. Of course, if a cute girl like you confesses to me, I might agree on the spot!"

Yang Zixi whistled again, Yan Haiqing felt that this whistle took away her heartbeat, and her heart stopped beating for no reason.

It's just that one shot.

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