The record player played beautiful music, Yan Haiqing didn't know the name of the song, but it was very familiar to him.

Doctor Xu smiled and sat opposite Yan Haiqing, and said, "Miss Yan's complexion has improved a lot."

"Recently, I've had a lot of sleep during the beauty sleep, maybe it's because of this." Yan Haiqing tilted his head, glanced at the record player, and said, "Doctor Xu has a very romantic life, and record players are very rare now."

Dr. Xu smiled lightly and said, "I prepared this for Ms. Yan, I thought you would like it."

Yan Haiqing nodded and said, "It sounds good, but I'm a mediocre person, and I can't tell the difference between the sound quality of a record player and car music."

"It's fine if you like it, the carrier doesn't matter." Dr. Xu said, "Would you mind talking to me about your latest dream?"

Doctor Xu made the most kind expression, just to let go of Yan Haiqing's guard.

But this time Yan Haiqing didn't come here with any precautions at all. She relaxed on the sofa and said, "The dream is still happening, but it's not so irritating."

Dr. Xu showed a listening attitude and handed Yan Haiqing a glass of water.

Yan Haiqing dangled the water glass against his lips, but did not drink it.Her eyes were ethereal, clearly lost in memories.She didn't speak, and Dr. Xu didn't interrupt her.

"I dreamed that they were studying hard." Yan Haiqing said.

"Probably because June is approaching, the client's child is going to take the college entrance examination, and my circle of friends is all talking about this, so I think about it day and night. I dreamed that they were in the second year of high school, and I had never seen them before. My motivation is reading."

"I happened to be adopted during the college entrance examination period. I was so distraught that I didn't focus on my studies. I couldn't even remember how many rounds of college entrance examination review. But the dream was very real, and I also learned a few physics formulas along with it." Yan Haiqing Said: "You said, what's the use of them studying hard? Yang Zixi has the capital but no ambition, and the other has ambition but no ability. They are not the part that can help the college entrance examination and university. I only took three exams, so I still succeed? "

Dr. Xu was born in a poor family ten years ago, and he finally managed to get his own studio. He and Yan Haiqing belong to the same type of strong woman.She personally does not agree with Yan Haiqing's point of view, but as a psychological counselor, she will not refute clients.

But Yan Haiqing changed the subject and said: "However, neither of you are demons anymore, and the appearance of studying hard is quite inspiring." Yan Haiqing smiled, with a relieved expression: "Doctor Xu, don't laugh at me, I asked the assistant to buy a few This five-year college entrance examination is simulated for three years, and I am doing the questions with them at home. It is a pity that I cannot take the college entrance examination, otherwise I will have to compare with them."

Dr. Xu smiled along with Yan Haiqing, and said, "It seems that Ms. Yan gets along well with the dream. So will there still be hallucinations?"

Yan Haiqing said: "There will be no hallucinations. However, what I saw before, and what I dreamed about, are all hallucinations? I have begun to doubt this now."

"No, it's not suspicion, it's better to say that I don't deny such a possibility. Maybe it's true, maybe it's fake, but to me, this is nothing more than a spectacle."

Dr. Xu said, "I think you have taken that seriously."

"Ok?"

"The attitude of judging the dream, even competing with the dream, this change shows that you have regarded the two people in the dream as beings of the same level as you." Dr. Xu said.

Yan Haiqing was shocked by this conclusion. Her expression was blank for a few seconds, but she immediately returned to normal, and said, "That's true. But even if I admit that they are real, it won't have any impact on my life. Maybe Doctor, you won't laugh at me for being too middle school."

Dr. Xu said: "Have you noticed that your recognition of the dream has brought positive impact on your life? Your complexion and mood have improved, and you have become much gentler. From the results, I tend to think that They really exist, maybe it’s a parallel world or something.”

Yan Haiqing was taken aback for a moment, then smiled: "Maybe it's because I have been doing charity recently, so I was blessed."

Doctor Xu smiled, but did not refute this.

After being silent for a while, Yan Haiqing said, "In the dream, they were about to take the college entrance examination."

Dr. Xu said, "Really?"

"They seem to have agreed to take the exam together. Do you think they will succeed? I'm still a little worried." Yan Haiqing looked out the window and said, "Although it's only spring, it's already early summer in my dream, and the college entrance examination is about to take place. It's the first time I've been looking forward to dreaming so much, and I want to know the test scores of the two of them."

Yan Haiqing smiled, revealing a warm smile, "Even if the college entrance examination cannot determine the future, but they have worked hard for more than a year, will they be able to get what they want in the end?"

Dr. Xu was taken aback by this smile. She paused and sighed, "Your smile just now looks like a mother."

Yan Haiqing showed a surprised expression, and said, "I don't have any children yet."

Dr. Xu's treatment method this time seems to be quite radical, and he drew many seemingly unreasonable conclusions.Normally, Yan Haiqing might start to doubt Dr. Xu's professionalism, but this time she asked herself: At that moment, did I really have the brilliance of motherhood?Are estrogens about to exert their powerful effects as we age?

Dr. Xu then dropped another bullet: "Have you ever thought about visiting Yang Zixi's parents?"

"Eh--?"

---

So Yan Haiqing rang the doorbell of Yang Yong's house in fear.Since Yang Zixi's death, Yang Yong seems to have no intention of career, and the Yang Group is in decline.Yan Haiqing accepted the offer at an amount higher than the market price, which was kind enough to leave a pension for the Yang couple.The Yangs then moved to the UK, the city where Yang Zixi had studied in university.

So why on earth was he so easily bewitched by Dr. Xu and flew all the way to the UK just to visit the two elderly people?

It has been a long time since Yan Haiqing experienced such a frightening moment.After ringing the doorbell, every second passed, her heart became agitated, and in the end she even wanted to run away.

She was afraid of seeing Yang Zixi's parents. To them, she was no different from a murderer.

A little girl stumbled out of the house and asked with a London accent through the fence: "whoisthere?"

Yan Haiqing looked at the other party. The other party had a European face. He looked no more than 14 years old. He was dressed plainly and was groping for the door with his eyes closed.

blind?

Yan Hai looked around in Qingchao's courtyard and said, "gyang."

The little girl closed her eyes, turned around and shouted upstairs: "Daddy, I'm looking for you!"

The word is correct, Mandarin.

Hey, when did Yang Yong have a white daughter?

---

Cheng Caidan brewed a cup of black tea for Yan Haiqing and said, "I don't know if you can get used to it."

Yan Haiqing fidgeted on the sofa.She kept her legs tightly together, and put her hands on her knees obediently. She didn't look like a lady at all, but like a high school student who did something wrong and was waiting to be punished.

She thought she would receive a meal of abuse, but she didn't expect it to be a cup of tea.

Yang Yong said: "Don't be nervous, although we haven't met you many times, we should be quite familiar with each other."

Yan Haiqing nodded, and quietly looked at the little girl beside Yang Yong.

Yang Yong followed his gaze, then patted the little girl's head, and said, "Open your eyes, is it interesting to pretend to be blind?"

The little girl stuck out her tongue and opened her eyes.

Yang Yong pointed to Yan Haiqing again, and said, "My sister."

Yan Haiqing was taken aback, waved his hands quickly, and said, "No, no, I..."

Compared to the title of "sister", isn't he too old?

The little girl stomped her feet, turned and ran away.

Looking at the little girl's back, Yan Haiqing almost became numb.

Yang Yong smiled and said: "After moving here, we both felt a little lonely, so we adopted a daughter. It can be regarded as a reunion of family happiness."

Yang Yong didn't mention Yang Zixi's matter at all, which made Yan Haiqing feel very sorry.She immediately lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry!"

Yang Yong waved his hand and said, "That incident wasn't your fault, it was a trick of luck. It looks like you haven't come out yet."

Cheng Caidan brought another plate of cherries and asked, "Have you had a girlfriend over the years?"

Yan Haiqing was startled again: "Girlfriend?"

Over the years, she has been ascetic, no matter whether she is a man or a woman.Except for Dr. Xu, no one may know that she once liked Yang Zixi, and no one knew that she was gay.

Cheng Caidan said these words as a matter of course, wouldn't he really feel inappropriate?

Seeing Yan Haiqing's reaction, Cheng Caidan made a surprised expression.She covered her mouth with her hand and said, "Ah, did I guess wrong?"

"What's the wrong guess?" Yan Haiqing asked subconsciously.

She found that her IQ was getting weaker and weaker, and she had been frightened one after another these days, and she was no longer the calm Yan Haiqing who planned strategies.

Yang Yongdao: "I'm very sorry about this, maybe we guessed randomly. My child's mother and I always thought that you... like our child."

"Huh—?!" Yan Haiqing was even more surprised, and the temperature on his cheeks rose rapidly.

She had kept this secret for so many years, but she never expected it to be revealed by two old people.It's been certain for a long time, even taken for granted.

Yan Haiqing has a feeling of being completely exposed. Her calmness and mystery are all based on the many and mixed cards in her hole.Facing the two elders whom she already felt guilty about, she couldn't deny it, nor could she admit it frankly.

"...I came here this time to apologize for that accident. I'm really sorry, I didn't know it would cause such a result." Yan Haiqing sat on the sofa and bowed deeply, almost touching his head up to the knee.

Cheng Caidan helped her up, and said: "Oh, I said earlier that this is not your fault, it's just a coincidence, and fate cannot be broken. Both of us old men have come out, why are you so stubborn when you are young?" Let it go, life is still long."

Yang Yong also said: "Yes, Xiaoxi's spirit in the sky definitely doesn't want you to blame yourself like this."

They also guessed Yan Haiqing's mental state. They thought that the other party liked their daughter before, but they were afraid that they were just being self-indulgent.Looking at Yan Haiqing's appearance now... I'm afraid I didn't guess wrong.

Yan Haiqing looked at Yang Yong and Cheng Caidan.Objectively speaking, the two elderly people are not young, but they are in good spirits.The two of them really let go, their eyes were kind and tolerant, maybe they were looking at a junior, maybe they were looking at a victim who was suffering from the same disease.

To the two elderly people, Yan Haiqing, who also loves Yang Zixi, is no longer a stranger.

[Get forgiveness, and if possible, talk to them about the dream. 】Recalling the two tasks assigned by Dr. Xu, Yan Haiqing bit her lip. She never thought that the first one would be so easy.

she thought...

"Actually, I have one more thing..." Yan Haiqing summoned up his courage and said, "I've been dreaming all these years..."

---

Yan Haiqing's mood was not too stable.Obviously, he had already carefully sorted out the timeline in the dream on the way here, but when he told the Yangs and his wife, there were still some words that didn't convey the meaning, and the words didn't match up.

The adopted little girl who likes to pretend to be blind is also listening. For her, these are just stories.

She asked Yan Haiqing: "Why didn't Yan take the initiative? Since Yang can fall in love with you, then she can always fall in love with you."

Yan Hai smiled, unable to answer this question.

She asked again: "Yan, do you really like Yang? You don't approve of her life."

"Yan, is Yang very happy now?"

"Yan, are you happy?"

The little girl kept asking this and that, until Yan Haiqing stopped talking to her.

Under the little girl's noisy comments, Yan Haiqing's thoughts were always interrupted, and in the end he no longer had such deep feelings, as if it was really just a story.

Yang Yong and Cheng Caidan were silent and smiling, sometimes with tears in their eyes, feeling deeply.

In the end, the two elders burst into tears: "Knowing that Xiaoxi is very happy, we are at ease. The rest is beyond the two of us to interfere."

The couple looked at each other and said, "But we believe in ourselves and can make Xiaoxi happy. Haiqing, you also have to believe in yourself."

The little girl was ignorant and ignorant, still pretending to be a blind girl with her eyes closed, and asked, "Yan, aren't you confident? But you look... no, you smell really bad!"

Until now, the little girl has not forgotten her setting as a blind girl.

Yang Yong patted the little girl's head and said, "Be good."

Yan Haiqing asked herself: Am I not confident? Do I not believe that I can give Yang Zixi happiness?

But that seems to be the case.

She failed to give happiness to anyone, including herself.

Yan Haiqing sighed, stood up and said, "I should go, thank you... Uncle Yang and Aunt Cheng."

She didn't know how to address the Yang couple, but at that moment she remembered that she was called that in her dream, so she blurted out.

Yang Yong didn't seem to mind, instead he looked relieved and said, "Hai Qing, you can put it down."

Yan Haiqing was in a complicated mood, he pursed his lips and smiled, then nodded.

Yang Yong said to the little girl, "Send my sister off."

The little girl pouted and didn't want to call her sister, but threw herself on Yan Haiqing, hugged her waist and said, "Let's go out."

The little girl closed her eyes, still pretending to be a blind girl.Yan Haiqing thought it was funny, but he didn't know what was so funny about it.She subconsciously patted the little girl's head and said, "I'm leaving, there's no need to send it off."

The little girl still sent Yan Haiqing to the door. When they parted, she asked Yan Haiqing: "Did Yang and Yan go to the same university? Are they together?"

Yan Haiqing was taken aback, turned his head and smiled and said, "I won't tell you. But can you see the road clearly with your eyes closed?"

The little girl stomped her feet and said, "I won't tell you either, hum!"

She locked the door and made faces at Yan Haiqing through the fence.

This revenge came too fast and too childish, Yan Haiqing couldn't help shaking his head slightly, and smiled.

She turned around and walked on the snow-covered path, thinking that this time she really wanted to let go.

The little girl's voice came from behind: "Sister, you must be happy!"

Yan Haiqing turned around in surprise, and saw the little girl walking out of the yard, waving at her on tiptoe.

She smiled back and waved her hand. The dark clouds happened to disperse, and the sun appeared after a long absence. With a ray of clear sunlight, she greeted London, the capital of fog.

The sky cleared up.

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