Love Rival is so cute [Rebirth GL]

Yang Zixi has recently seen everyone feel nothingness.

Will Yan Haiqing, who is an adult, continue to dream of coming here?Is she still watching - or watching - herself?

And everyone I meet, will it be the spokesperson of the grown-up Yan Haiqing's will?Especially that Dr. Xu who doesn't seem to change?

Yang Zixi began to hallucinate, and when he was alone, he always felt that he could hear a familiar voice. It seemed that Yan Haiqing said in a casual and indifferent tone: "Heh."

Yang Zixi was almost driven crazy by the ubiquitous contempt and contempt, and even doubted himself.

In the dream, Yan Haiqing's attitude was too tough, and he made it clear that "I just look down on you but I still love you", very confident.

Sometimes when Yang Zixi looked up after washing his face, he would feel that there was another person in the mirror.

This situation does require a psychiatrist.

Yang Zixi thought this way, but emotionally he kept repelling it.

Yang Zixi looked up at the mirror, water droplets slid down his cheeks, looking very embarrassed.

Look a bit like tears?

Yang Zixi teased herself like this, and then noticed another figure standing beside her.

This figure is wearing a hat and a mask, wrapping itself tightly, not the phantom of Yan Haiqing that she often sees.

Yang Zixi was taken aback, thinking: Is my mental illness already so serious?

Through the reflection of the mirror, that figure stared at Yang Zixi for a long time before Yang Zixi realized that she seemed to know this person...

Yang Zixi turned his head and stared at the figure.

She slowly stretched out her hand to touch this shadow that she didn't know whether it was a phantom or a real one.She held her breath, not knowing what answer she was expecting.

then……

She touched the warm ears, and pinched her fingers on the strap of the mask, but was stopped by the other hand.

A hoarse voice sounded, "Don't."

If you don't listen carefully, you won't be able to tell that it's Yan Haiqing's.

Yang Zixi was almost in tears, if she still couldn't see Yan Haiqing's intention at this time, she would be stupid.

Yan Haiqing put on a hat and a mask, put on loose clothes, and lowered his voice, all to hide "Yan Haiqing's characteristics."

Perhaps it was a compromise made by the other party after analyzing the condition from the clues.Yan Haiqing hid himself and his physical characteristics linked to the word "Yan Haiqing", just to come and see him.

Yang Zixi felt very guilty. This was clearly her psychological problem, but in the end Yan Haiqing had to take the blame.

When a person can't use his own voice and appearance to show others, isn't he losing himself?

Yang Zixi couldn't help substituting himself.If one day she had to hide her name, face, and voice to meet Yan Haiqing...

Maybe I will give up in the infinite apprehension.

Could it be that if you like someone, you can accommodate the other person to the point of losing yourself?Yang Zixi always feels that self is prior to all other things.

There is "I" first, and then there is the world.A person who does not even recognize himself is not enough to be called a human being.

...But Yan Haiqing's situation is different, Yan Haiqing did not deny Yan Haiqing, the one who denied Yan Haiqing was——

Yang Zixi shook his head and said, "It's okay." Then he pinched the strap of the mask and opened it bit by bit.

In fact, she herself was not sure whether she would react, but looking at Yan Haiqing who was so aggrieved, Yang Zixi couldn't help but look forward to a more positive result.

Holding her breath, she lifted off the mask bit by bit, watching the familiar face of Yan Haiqing appear.

It was clearly such a familiar face, but Yang Zixi looked at him with greedy and appreciative eyes as if seeing it for the first time.

It was a youthful face with a disturbed expression, and it was especially lovely because of the reunion after a long absence.

The moment the mask was completely removed, Yang Zixi could clearly feel that both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

Two heavy breathing sounded at the same time, and then they looked at each other and laughed.

Yang Zixi was still holding the innocent mask in her hand, she raised it up after laughing, and asked Yan Haiqing, "What should I do about this?"

Yan Haiqing looked at Yang Zixi, paused for two seconds, and said, "Are you... alright?"

Don't you throw up when you see me?

Yang Zixi was also surprised by her performance today. Thinking of the recent situation, she felt a little embarrassed, touched the tip of her nose, and said, "Maybe."

Before she came to the bathroom to wash her face, she still felt sad, and when she saw the figure, she thought that her mental illness had worsened, but after confirming that this person was Yan Haiqing, Yang Zixi's mood suddenly calmed down.

The long-lost smile from Yan Haiqing gave her strength and allowed her to find some real sense of existence.

Happiness, joy, joy...Emotion is the most self-affirming thing.

Or maybe, love can save everything?

Such an unrealistic slogan for Secondary Two made Yang Zixi feel a little relieved.

What, if I knew it earlier, I would have just made Yan Haiqing smile at me.

Yang Zixi smiled, pointed to Yan Haiqing's burglar-like outfit, and said, "I'm so shocked to see you like this, by the way, why are you here?"

Yan Haiqing was stunned for a moment, and said, "Today is Saturday."

Yang Zixi didn't react.

Yan Haiqing explained again: "Today is Saturday, we made an appointment to have a chat."

It was only then that Yang Zixi remembered that there was such a thing.

She was so busy dealing with her depression and hallucinations that she had completely forgotten about it.If Yan Haiqing hadn't come to look for her, this meeting might not have existed.

Yang Zixi paused, and walked out the door first.

Yan Haiqing didn't move, watching Yang Zixi leave with hurt eyes.

I came here specifically to look for you, but you turned around and left...

Yang Zixi found no one behind her, turned around in surprise, and said, "Let's go." She took a step back, took Yan Haiqing's hand, and said, "You can't chat in the toilet, right?"

Yan Haiqing originally thought that Yang Zixi regarded him like a scourge, and once he held hands, he would definitely be separated like an electric shock.

But the two hands were clasped together, and there was no discomfort at all.Yang Zixi held herself tightly, although her body temperature was a little cold, but in the end, she was still in a state of intimacy.

A smile spread across Yan Haiqing's face.

She had made enough psychological preparations before coming, so she was fully armed.She was afraid that Yang Zixi would vomit, and she was even more afraid of the blow it would bring to her, so she just put an end to this possibility first.

As long as you can't immediately see that you are Yan Haiqing, you won't vomit, right?

Yan Haiqing came here almost in despair, but he didn't expect to get an unexpected surprise.

Yan Haiqing's hands were very soft, with a slender frame. Yang Zixi didn't dare to use force in his hands, as if he was holding something fragile.But because of her joy, she couldn't help but push harder, and then push harder.

Because of his mental condition, Yang Zixi's body temperature was slightly lower than normal, and he might have caught a cold at the same time.Yan Haiqing's hands were warm, like a small stove.

Yang Zixi felt that she was absorbing the temperature from Yan Haiqing, and the temperature flowed through her body extremely quickly, warming her heart.

She looked up at the ceiling.

Without saying a word, Yan Haiqing was led downstairs by Yang Zixi and sat on the lawn of the hospital.

Then Yang Zixi asked, "What do you want to tell me?"

Even at this time, Yang Zixi has to take the initiative...

But now Yan Haiqing doesn't care much about this anymore.She looked at Yang Zixi, and then said, "Maybe it's all right now."

She just wanted to talk about the [problem] that Yang Zixi mentioned last time. The other party said "like" and asked herself to "don't give up", but at the same time she disliked herself.

Yan Haiqing was driven crazy by these two diametrically opposed attitudes, so he wanted to die quickly.

She didn't want to sit still and wait for Yang Zixi to notify her of everything.

If Yang Zixi hated him, then he would simply leave.

If Yang Zixi needs help, she is obliged to get involved and lend a helping hand.

Yan Haiqing looked at Yang Zixi, but changed her mind again. She asked: "If you don't mind...can you ask why before? Why did you vomit when you saw me?"

She didn't come here specially to avoid the problem. Since Yang Zixi seemed to be in good condition, why didn't he just solve the problem?

You have clearly made a decision, you can't be negative, you have to face up to the difficulties.

Even if the answer may hurt yourself, if you don't ask clearly, doubts will spontaneously scab, and eventually even your heart will rot.

Yang Zixi looked away and said, "It's my own problem, and I've already solved it."

His voice was lowered a lot, and he seemed not confident in his answer.

Yan Haiqing was a little disappointed in his heart, but he still chased after him and said: "Is it related to me? It's not just your problem. I want to know, I hope you can tell me."

"Even if it hurts, I still want to know. Do you hate me? Do you like me?"

Yang Zixi suddenly raised her head and looked at Yan Haiqing, she thought that Yan Haiqing would not ask the bottom line like this.

As that Yan Haiqing said, compared to that Yan Haiqing, Qingqing is sensitive and weak.

But after all, she is... Yan Haiqing.

Stubbornness and obstinacy are the same thing.

Yang Zixi realized this, even if he tried his best to separate the two Yan Haiqings, it would be impossible.

Wasn't that Yan Haiqing in the dream also sensitive and weak at the beginning, so he didn't dare to contact him?

It must be the matter of "continuously losing" that made her look like that.

Yang Zixi looked at Yan Haiqing who was resolutely looking at him asking for the answer, and suddenly felt very relieved.

Fortunately, Qingqing doesn't need to exchange "loss" for "growth".

A strong desire suddenly surged in Yang Zixi's heart - she wanted to tell Yan Haiqing everything.

My hesitation and hesitation during this period of time, the adult Yan Haiqing's evaluation of the two of them.

What would Qingqing think after knowing this?

Adult Yan Haiqing always said: If she could choose, she should not be that weak and fragile self.

So let Qingqing choose?Will she choose another indifferent and powerful self?

Yang Zixi opened his mouth and said, "I died once."

Yan Haiqing had an expression of "you're either crazy or you're kidding me".

Yang Zixi stared into Yan Haiqing's eyes, and repeated again: "Really, you believe me."

She grabbed Yan Haiqing's hand and put it on her chest unconsciously, seeking approval.

Yang Zixi had been wearing loose pajamas all the time during the hospitalization, and Yan Haiqing felt that he could touch the other's chest with a slight movement of his fingers, so he glanced down unconsciously.

Yang Zixi still stared at Yan Haiqing seriously, as if she didn't believe it and would not proceed to the next sentence.

Yan Haiqing had no choice but to sigh and said, "I believe it. I believe everything you say."