Love Rival is so cute [Rebirth GL]

"You said this word first, and I didn't associate it that way at first," Yan Haiqing smiled bitterly, and said, "But I think it makes sense when you say that. Do you really think so?"

Yang Zixi couldn't maintain his expression anymore. Is Yan Haiqing's taking out of context a kind of crime?

Yan Haiqing tilted his head after saying such heartbreaking words, with a helpless and melancholy expression.This is always the case when the two parties are unequal.

The game of self-esteem and love.

She realized something was wrong almost the moment she saw Yang Zixi's expression. Yang Zixi's expression was too sad.Yan Haiqing opened his mouth, wanting to explain something, but Yang Zixi blocked him back.

"When did you hear that the wind was the rain, and I said 'charity', is it really a charity? And I said 'you thought it was a charity', do you really think that is the case?!" Yang Zixi said in a stern voice In the end, the voice was trembling, and it was only by emotion that the sentences would not be so fragmented.

Yan Haiqing said: "But that money... I don't get rewarded for nothing, I can't accept such money..."

Yang Zixi said: "Then should I also say that you will not be rewarded for no merit, and then return the thousand paper cranes to you?! This is not a question of money!!! You are unilaterally rejecting me! Repelling me! I can't understand ! Wasn’t it all good before?!”

Yang Zixi was hysterical, her usual good temper was gone, and her voice was too loud. She raised her hand to slap the table, but the next second she realized that this was a cafe. She looked backstage and retracted her hand.

Following this shrinking movement, she calmed down and asked, "Why do you think it's charity?"

Only then did there finally seem to be a little conversation.

Yan Haiqing bit his lip and said: "Because there is too much money, you even tried every means to trick me into letting me take the money. I understand what you mean, but I can't accept it. At that time... I was really short of money at that time, Even if I thought you lied to me, but as soon as you explained it to me, I believed it wrongly, and now I return it to you in the hope that we can restore our friendship as equals."

"If you are just kind, then donate the money to Hope Primary School, and we will donate it together." She collected the scattered money on the table, pushed it to Yang Zixi, and reiterated: "I just want my I can treat you equally, and I don’t have to be on guard against you because you are rich.”

She thought about these words for a long time, so when she said them, she was relatively calm, and she even looked directly into Yang Zixi's eyes.

Yang Zixi asked: "Beware, what are you guarding against me? I don't covet you for anything."

"Be prepared for you to try to give me money," Yan Haiqing said, "2000 yuan is insignificant to you. You see, I've spent so long trying to get it together. It's best to take the risk of living expenses to get it together. No money. There are ways to live without money, but you can’t rely entirely on other people’s good intentions, right?”

"One day you will feel tired and wonder why I am so ungrateful and don't even want money. When you can't make up an excuse, or are too lazy to make up an excuse, you throw the money at me and ask me if I want it. At that time I Will you want it?"

"I know that you are kind to me. I have been tossing and turning for the 2000 yuan for so long, and sometimes I can't fall asleep. The 2000 yuan is okay, and I can barely pay it back. I am already struggling with the 20 yuan of the scholarship. I will get better and better in the future." More and more, more and more, ten or [-], when I don’t have it at all? What would I think, what would I do? When I think about that time, I feel that I don’t even dare to talk to you. I can’t even express what I can express. Do you want me like this?”

After Yan Haiqing finished speaking, he looked straight into Yang Zixi's eyes. Yang Zixi opened his mouth. His first reaction was to refute that "a dozen or 20 is not much." Then he realized that maybe this was the point.

If people are equal, then everyone's subjective will and emotions are equal, and there is no problem with only using this to interact.

But she introduced the variable "money" into their relationship. Money can be quantified and calculated, and the contrast is particularly obvious: the two of them have different sensitivities to money, and this is the real point.

Yang Zixi tried every means to stuff 2000 yuan in the past—not playing word games, just stuffing it bluntly—and felt that the money was not much, so it was not a problem; but for Yan Haiqing, this was already a huge sum, and it would affect her life. Emotions, her thinking, her subjective reactions, her subjective judgments.

Over time, this new variable will affect their relationship, and even worse, destroy it.

For example, one day I proposed to get back together, if Yan Haiqing didn't want to, how could I still refuse so confidently?Will she compromise?

Yang Zixi lowered her head, she never realized this, is this also a variant of the disease of affluence?

Besides, Yan Haiqing is still a person with such strong self-esteem, if he bypasses it when he gives money, he will rebound even more when it is exposed.

Yang Zixi said: "But at that time you were short of money, I just wanted to help you."

"It's not about helping the poor." Yan Haiqing paused, and then said, "Of course, I'm poor every day. Doesn't it seem very anxious to you?"

"I used to have too much self-esteem, and I refused any good intentions. I wanted to live a world by myself, but now I know it's impossible. It also made you work so hard that you can't even be famous if you are a good person." Yan Haiqing shook his head helplessly, stared into Yang Zixi's eyes and said, "It won't be like this in the future, we will ask for help when it is time to ask for help, otherwise our family will not be able to survive at all. For the sake of our being friends, what do I have?" I will tell you everything. If I need your help, I will ask you myself. I don’t want our relationship to become the same as before. I want to take the initiative. Don’t try to hide it from me, and I don’t want to be like that If you are stubborn, you should compromise or have to compromise."

Yang Zixi stared into Yan Haiqing's eyes for a while, and finally compromised, saying, "Okay, since you've said that..."

She looked at Yan Haiqing and said, "Then... are we still friends?"

Yan Hai looked at her calmly, then suddenly smiled, and said, "How could they not be friends? Of course they are."

She looked at Yang Zixi, and said firmly, softly, seriously, and affectionately: "You are the best, best, best, best, best, best..."

Yang Zixi looked at Yan Haiqing, knowing what kind of words the other party was about to say.

--friend.

Because that's how they position their relationship with each other.

Yang Zixi didn't want to hear such words, because as soon as this word came out, the relationship between the two seemed to be fixed, and it stopped there.Yan Haiqing also kept procrastinating and didn't say the most important word. I don't know if it's because "best" hasn't finished, or he still has the same thought.

Yang Zixi moved his lips, and changed the topic before the coffin was concluded: "The scholarship... is not what I gave, don't think about giving it back to me."

Yan Haiqing: "Huh?"

Yang Zixi said: "The money was given by my father. The original intention was to find talents and recruit troops for our company. It was originally intended to set up scholarships, not counting... I gave it. If you have to pay it back, create wealth for him. You are so smart, it must be very fast."

Yan Haiqing was stunned for a moment, then said, "This..."

Yang Zixi interrupted her and said, "Don't speculate in stocks. You haven't reached that point yet. If you want to pay back the money, the loss outweighs the gain. What if you lose money? If you have time, go to my dad's place for an internship." Really," Yang Zixi looked at Yan Haiqing, with pleading eyes, and said, "I beg you."

Yan Haiqing pursed his lips and did not speak.Yang Zixi didn't speak, just looked at her like that.After a long time, Yan Haiqing finally nodded and said softly, "Okay."

Yang Zixi smiled as if relieved, and said, "Okay, aside from these, is there any other problem between us?"

Yan Haiqing shook his head.

Looking at Yan Haiqing's face, Yang Zixi couldn't help but said, "Then is it because of this reason that you didn't answer my phone?"

Yan Haiqing was taken aback, and said, "What?"

Yang Zixi said: "Birthday call, I just wanted to celebrate your birthday, why did you hang up on me?"

Yan Haiqing quickly argued: "I didn't hang up on your call, I never received your call at all—" She took out her phone, wanting to call up the address book and show it to Yang Zixi to prove her innocence.

She paused halfway through the phone, and asked, "When did you call me? On my birthday?"

Yang Zixi nodded.

Yan Haiqing silently put the phone back and said, "I don't know what's going on, maybe something went wrong, I really didn't receive your call, I'm sorry."

She lowered her head, not daring to look at Yang Zixi, as she already had a faint guess in her heart.

It's Yan Rourou.

She thought of Yan Rourou's intentional or unintentional temptations in the past, always asking about the progress of the two of them, she was startled, Yan Rourou must have known.

In the past, she was just afraid that Yan Rourou would know, but now it has come true.If Yan Rourou was not sure, why would she hang up Yang Zixi's phone without telling herself.

Her heart sank, she didn't know how to face Yan Rourou when she got home later.

Seeing that Yan Haiqing's expression was depressed, Yang Zixi thought that this incident made her feel guilty, so she pretended to smile lightly and said, "It's okay, if you didn't receive it, you didn't receive it. I'll make up for you today. Happy birthday! I even asked the store manager to make a cake—”

At this point, she paused, "Ah", and said in surprise: "This, isn't it a violation of our agreement just now? I didn't hide it from you..."

Yan Haiqing shook his head and said, "I have received the postcard. You took a good picture. Is Russia fun?"

Those postcards were printed with photos of herself playing there.Yang Zixi was still a little apprehensive when he sent it out, and felt that he was too narcissistic. Now that he heard Yan Haiqing boasting about himself, he couldn't help but feel complacent, and said, "Not bad! There are too many people going in summer, so it's not as good as winter, where the winter scenery is beautiful." , It’s just a bit cold. But go out and play, you’re not afraid of the cold. The most important thing is the few people and the beautiful scenery.”

Yang Zixi described these with great vigor, and even took out his mobile phone and showed the photos when he talked about the rise.

Yan Haiqing looked at Yang Zixi, the other party's mobile phone was new, the screen was so big that even the keyboard could not be seen.The happy atmosphere in the photo is ready to come out, Yang Zixi's whole person is capitalized happy, but in Yan Haiqing's eyes, he is a little melancholy.

If it wasn't for him, Yang Zixi would be able to go there during the winter vacation, and he would definitely see a more beautiful Russia.

If there is no burden, people can enjoy a better life...

And when will I be able to catch up with Yang Zixi and share the same happiness with Yang Zixi?

Yang Zixi finished skating his own photo, and said to Yan Haiqing with great interest: "Next time, let's go to Europe together? After you make money!"

Yan Haiqing bit his lip and replied, "Okay."

How can I have no money all the time?It's okay to make friends with money, don't feel inferior, work hard, and one day you will keep up with the other person's pace, and the other person will no longer look at you with pity.

By then, if Yang Zixi doesn't have a partner...

Yan Haiqing secretly glanced at Yang Zixi.

At that time, maybe we can try again, whether we can transform "love" into "love".