I took this hole

I can't help you, Du Jing.You should wait for him here, you have to believe that he can solve the Jiang family's affairs. "

The last glimmer of hope in Du Jing's eyes finally completely disappeared into despair.He was in a daze, turned around and walked out.

……wait?He can't wait anymore.He didn't know when his mother would call that man.Before he is an adult, he cannot control his guardianship. If his mother asks him to go abroad, he has no way to resist.

Du Jing raised his head in a daze, looking at the sun-burning sky, salty tears rolled down his tightly closed eyelashes.

"Hey, sister-in-law."

Du Jing was taken aback by this weird address, and then he turned around suddenly, and Song Qingnian who was smiling playfully at him suddenly appeared in his blurred vision.

"As inhuman as my brother, you don't need to ask him." Song Qingnian smiled brightly, "Before I was kicked out, how can I say that I was also the second youngest of the Song family, come with me, isn't it? Let’s go to the imperial capital – let’s go!”

Before Du Jing came back to his senses, he saw Young Master Song waving his hand, the roadside taxi stopped, and then he was stuffed into the car by that man. Young Master Song's voice was full of joy: "Airport, thank you!"

The driver nodded, and the taxi drove away.

……

In the waiting room of the airport, Song Qingnian frowned and stared at Du Jing's red face for a while, muttered something, then suddenly reached out to touch Du Jing's forehead: "...ohmygush, sister-in-law, you Are you preparing to win sympathy by burning like this? The useless people from the Jiang family are probably as cold-blooded and ruthless as my brother."

"I'm fine." Du Jing lowered his eyes, his breathing made him feel tired.

"Suddenly I'm not very sure. If I take you to the imperial capital and you faint in front of Brother Cheng, he will definitely kill me in minutes..." Song Qingnian looked thoughtful and terrified.

Du Jing shook his head: "I won't tell you."

"...I hope things will go smoothly." Song Qingnian said helplessly.

……

It wasn't until he got out of the airport and got in the car, and was stopped outside the compound where Jiang's apartment building was located, that Du Jing barely realized how insurmountable the "gap" between him and Jiang Cheng that Sun Jinnian said was. .

Even a few years later, after he had become a kind of person he had never imagined in the past, he recalled the day when he stood in front of that guard and said he wanted to see Jiang Cheng—he still couldn't imagine, How much courage I have to muster.

——That probably exhausted his courage and fearlessness all his life, and since that day, he has lost this thing called courage.

However, whether it was because of his courage, or because of the high fever that made his head dizzy, Du Jing finally waited for Jiang Cheng's arrival with a harmless but undeniable attitude.

It's just that it wasn't just Jiang Cheng who came, but also a majestic middle-aged man and a clean and beautiful boy.

Almost at the moment when he saw the boy with wide open eyes, an indescribable panic swept over Du Jing - enough to drain all the strength that supported him all this way.

But Du Jing only slowly looked away, he glanced at the middle-aged man, then at the boy, and finally set his eyes on Jiang Cheng with a complicated complexion.

"...I'm here, Jiang Bingcheng."

His voice was soft and steady, as if he had come to an established appointment.

Then he saw that the corners of Jiang Cheng's lips curled up—it was a smile he was familiar with with its curvature and warmth—the handsome boy stopped for a moment, and embraced the beautiful boy who was one step behind him into his arms, Raising eyebrows at him: "I haven't seen you for a day, do you miss me, Ah Jing?"

"..." Du Jing's smile shuddered suddenly, and even his body trembled slightly. He opened his eyes wide and looked at Jiang Cheng blankly.

...how can you, hold another person intimately and call me 'Ajing'?

"Look, I think you may have misunderstood something." Jiang Cheng seemed a little helpless, with suppressed emotions that only he knew about, and his tone was still relaxed, "I went to Los Angeles just for fun, I don't need you to do this Chase us to the imperial capital with great fanfare—and the relationship between us doesn't seem to have reached this kind of relationship."

Du Jing blinked his eyes very slowly, and lightly clenched his hands: "...but we still—"

"Well, your body made me feel boring last night," Jiang Cheng smiled indifferently, only the boy in his arms could feel the strength of pinching his waist so tightly that he was about to crush himself—"You Indeed, one of the lowest among the people I have slept with."

"Jiangcheng!"

The middle-aged man on the side snorted coldly.

"OK, OK." Jiang Cheng shrugged his shoulders, but he didn't turn his head, he just stared at Du Jing, "Change another city, have an affair, this is the stop I passed by—understand, Ah Jing, For me, you are already a thing of the past. What's more, even in Los Angeles, you are just one of my countless choices."

Speaking of the last sentence, Jiang Cheng lowered his eyes, and his tone became calm and calm: "I don't want to tear myself apart with you, Du Jing, so turn around—go back to Luo City, don't make us too ugly."

"I, I didn't..." Du Jing was almost incoherent, he waved his hands in vain, all the grievances and sadness filled his eyes at this moment, "I just wanted to tell you——"

"It's a pity that I don't want to hear it." Jiang Cheng interrupted suddenly, looked straight at him, and paused every word, "Did you hear clearly: I don't want to hear it! Don't try to cling to me, we're just playing around. —— Immediately Leave, Du Jing, this is not the place for you."

"Jiangcheng, I—"

"Get out!" Jiang Cheng suddenly erupted, yelling at Du Jing who was trembling slightly.

"..." Du Jing stood there stupidly for a long time before taking a step back. This step woke him up, and the words that Sun Jinnian had said to him suddenly appeared in his mind——

It turns out that one day, I will find that the gap between us cannot be bridged, I will trample my so-called pride and self-esteem into the mud, and I will beg you not to leave... But even Sun Jinnian They didn't tell me that on this day, you are no longer my Jiang Bingcheng.

"You lied to me..." Du Jing lowered his face in a murmur, his face was wet with tears, his voice was lonely and helpless, like a small animal that fell into a trap and broke its limbs, struggling and crying in despair, "You lied to me...Jiangcheng..."

How could you lie to me, Jiang Cheng?Do you know what you mean to me...

I was wandering on the edge of this world until you appeared.

Until you appeared, gave me a hand, showed me the most beautiful brilliance in the world, and then pushed me into the abyss with a smile.

With tears on his face, Du Jing suddenly smiled, but the smile was almost sad. He raised his head and looked at the boy, his lips moved: "...Thank you...I love you, Jiang Cheng....Thank you, I I will never love others again." When the words fell, Du Jing turned around, tears pouring down.

It turns out that the so-called love is to take out the heart and let others slaughter it.

I really should thank you, Jiang Cheng.For the rest of my life, I really, really don't want to taste the feeling of being cut into pieces by thousands of knives.

Jiang Cheng's eyes were trembling after the back was fading away. He stood still for a long while, and then restrained the impulse of all the cells clamoring for him to chase him out, turned around stiffly and walked back.

What he didn't see and hear was that, in the direction that the figure was going away, behind the corner, there was a harsh braking sound.

044

The sun shines through the window and falls on the young man lying in the sickbed.

The young man's face was pale, his lips were extremely pale, his thin and lightly curled eyelashes trembled slightly in the quiet air, and his breathing was so light that it was almost inaudible.The whole person looks like a fragile porcelain doll, so fragile that it will shatter if touched.

"The leaves outside the window have already fallen." The middle-aged man stood in front of the boy's bed, but there was a hint of sadness in his eyebrows similar to the boy's. "He hasn't been back to Los Angeles. The agreement between us , you lost, you should leave with me."

The young man on the sickbed slowly opened his eyes between these words, the former brilliance was no longer in those once shining eyes, they fell in the air, but there was no focus.After listening to the man's words, he still didn't respond.

The man was not in a hurry, so he stood in front of the hospital bed and waited until the young man opened his lips, his voice was hoarse like being crushed: "...the eyes can be cured, and I can also go to country M with you. But I want the city Choose yourself."

"where?"

"Florida, St. Peter's coast... I heard that the flowers are in full bloom and the sun is shining everywhere." The young man lowered his eyes to cover his dull eyes, "I want to see it for someone else."

"..."

A plane, carrying the boy who lost his light and health because of a car accident, flew to the other side of the ocean on this autumn night.

……

Five years later, T is big.

"Hurry up, buddy." Hu Ziqi pushed the roommate who was still buried under the blanket, "You forgot to say that old Tony said in the last class, today's class is his student who will take over the class - why don't you go and see it? "

"Old Tony's student?" Du Qingyu, who was in the bed, tied his head up, his eyes lit up, and he smiled playfully, "Is that the Chinese beauty who was praised by old Tony for almost a semester?"

"Yes, looker, quite looker—are you still going to this class?"

"Then we must go!" Du Qingyu got up cheerfully with a look of yearning, and hesitated when he was about to get out of bed