Rebirth of Ruo Xiyan

A ray of sunlight reflected on the bright yellow robe, which was extremely dazzling. The thin knuckles gripped the pen holder hard, and the wide and slightly slid down, revealing the protruding wrist bones.The white fingertips were slightly stained with some ink, the emperor put down the pen and ink, and opened the memorial on the side.

His cheeks were slightly morbidly pale, and the majesty between his brows and eyes was faintly softened. His dark eyes were unusually deep, and there seemed to be a trace of endless pain in his eyes.He raised his hand to cover his lips and coughed a few times, his straight waist was slightly bent, his chest heaved violently, and bright red blood slowly slipped from his white fingertips.

"Your Majesty, you are vomiting blood." The eunuch saw the dazzling red from a distance, his face was startled, and a sharp voice sounded in the huge palace, "Come quickly, call the imperial physician."

"Come back, I'm fine." The emperor said slowly, he reached out to take the white handkerchief from the imperial physician's hand, and wiped away the blood in his palm, there was no sadness in his eyes, but a faint look of anticipation, after suffering for several years , he can finally see that person, but now he is quite old, I don't know if that person still remembers him.

"Your Majesty, please take care of the dragon's body." The eunuch knelt on his knees and persuaded.

"I don't want to say it again." The emperor frowned slightly, even if the imperial doctor came and said a few words, it was of no use. He was too sad in his early years, and he also hurt his heart, and he had worked hard for the state affairs for many years, without any cure It's possible, he persisted for many years, just for the young Xuan'er, he didn't want to see their orphans and widows being embarrassed by the important officials in the court, now that Xuan'er is an adult and has his own blood, he can leave with peace of mind .

Seeing the firm look in the emperor's eyes, the eunuch sighed helplessly, and ordered the two maids who had gone away to come back.

"Send someone to invite Xuan'er to come here." The emperor turned sideways and ordered the eunuch at the side, his voice was slightly weak, but his eyes were still bright.

"Yes." The eunuch bowed his head and replied.

The emperor brushed aside the memorial in front of him, and looked at the closed door quietly. His pale face was very peaceful, and there was a slight tenderness between his brows and eyes. He had hidden that person in his heart for many years, but he always remembered that person in his mind. Sound and smile.If that person knew that he missed him so much, he would be very happy, but unfortunately that person has already passed away.

When that person was alive, he didn't know how to cherish it, and it was even more painful to think about it after his lover died.

Less than a day after that person passed away, the queen mother ordered the palace servants to burn everything related to that person, and he never mentioned a word about that person, and he never even went to visit the grave. Maybe he was ruthless, but As the years passed, the self-blame and pain in my heart became more and more intense.

The door of the room was pushed open, Wei Xuan hurriedly walked to the table, his beautiful face was full of anxiety, he looked at the blood on the emperor's mouth, and his steps were a little messy.

"Father," Wei Xuan said before he had time to salute, he stepped forward and supported the emperor's shoulder, "Has the imperial physician come, what did the imperial physician say?"

The eunuch on the side just opened his mouth, but was stopped by the emperor's sharp eyes.

"Xuan'er, sit down." The emperor's voice was unusually gentle, and he gently held Wei Xuan's fingertips

"What about the imperial physician, why is no one calling the imperial physician?" Wei Xuan sternly said, a little flustered in his heart, he kept reassuring his father that the emperor would be fine, but he couldn't calm down.

"You all go down." The emperor waved his hands, he looked at Wei Xuan's fair and beautiful face, "Can Xuan'er talk to my father?"

"I'll help the emperor to lie down." Wei Xuan nodded, he helped the emperor up and slowly lay down on the bed beside him, leaning over and sitting beside the emperor.

The emperor raised his fingertips and caressed Wei Xuan's delicate eyebrows, Wei Xuan lowered his head slightly and moved closer, "Xuan'er looks very similar to your father." The emperor said softly, now he has not many days left, he wants to Tell Xuan'er about that man, that man cherishes the child very much, and before he died, he failed to hear Xuan'er call him daddy, if he never let Xuan'er know his background, wouldn't it be too unfair to that man.

"Father, what are you talking about?" Wei Xuan frowned, his eyes were blank, he was born in the royal family, why is his father.

"Xin'er is your own." The emperor looked at Wei Xuan's slender waist. The man gave birth to Xuan'er, and Xuan'er must have the ability to bear children, but he never thought that Xuan'er would sacrifice so much for his lover.

Wei Xuan's heart tightened suddenly, his fingertips were a little stiff, he pretended to be relaxed and smiled, "Father was joking, Xin Er was born to me by Xiao Wan, how could it not be my own."

"Xuan'er, don't need to be nervous, father will not harm his grandson." The emperor patted Wei Xuan's fingertips, with a hint of love on his face, "Your mother has not yet known about this matter, father will not Talk too much, as to whether you can hide it from everyone in the palace is Xuan'er's business."

"How did you find out?" Wei Xuan's expression remained tense, and he tried his best to cover it up, but unexpectedly, he did not hide it from his father's eyes.

"The person Xuan'er likes is the Taifu." The emperor said slowly, the Taifu doted on Xuan'er very much in the early years, and it is only natural for him to fall in love with each other after a long time.

"Father, this matter is the fault of Xuan'er alone. There is nothing the Grand Tutor has done. Xuan'er forced the Grand Tutor to agree." Wei Xuan hurriedly said that the father couldn't bear to hurt the royal blood, but the teacher's life Not necessarily.He was born again, but he failed to cherish his teacher in time, so how could he let the teacher leave because of him.

"I never blamed Xuan'er, why should Xuan'er rush to argue." The emperor looked at Wei Xuan's eager expression, and smiled slightly. The blood was born only after deep love, how can it be unrequited love.And he just opened his mouth to confirm that Xuan'er is so nervous. He owed Xuan'er a lot since he was a child, and he has also felt the pain of losing a lover, let alone break up his son cruelly.

Wei Xuan looked at his father in disbelief. From his impression, his father was always very strict and informal, but now he actually acquiesced in his personal relationship with the Taifu.

"Since Xuan'er loves the Tai Tuo deeply, let's spend the rest of my life with the Tai Tuo. Don't betray the deep love in your heart." The emperor raised his hand and patted Wei Xuan's shoulder. Now seeing that Xuan'er is happier than him, he is also pleased. many.

"If I had been able to face it bravely like Xuan'er back then, I would have never escaped the deep affection in my heart, and I would not have watched your father die early." There was a trace of deep pain in the emperor's eyes, and he was even afraid of letting that man have Child, looking at the man's swollen abdomen, he felt mixed feelings, and when the man gave birth to the child, he even watched helplessly as the maid carried Xuan'er to the empress's side.If he has a little courage to fight against the queen mother, maybe that person will not die early, and he can still watch Xuan'er grow up by his side.

"My biological mother is not the queen mother." Wei Xuan looked into the emperor's eyes and said, he was faintly aware of the existence of the baby when he learned of the baby's existence, but he kept his guesses in his heart, he couldn't accept that the mother queen who had loved him for many years was not birth mother.

The emperor nodded, "He is humble enough to raise a child, so the queen mother gave you to the queen to raise you." There was a trace of bitterness in his heart, and it was more than humble. As a man, he couldn't stay in the palace at all, but But he insisted on staying by his side, even as a lowly attendant.

"He is the companion of the father?" Wei Xuan guessed that the only one who can stay with the father for a long time is probably the companion.He is well aware of the pain of giving birth to a child, and his father worked so hard to give birth to him, so he doesn't want to be ignorant of the person who gave birth to him.

Wei Xuan thought of his mother's side since he was a child, and his father suffered from longing for him. When he recalled Xi'er who was far away in Pei's mansion, he couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic and sad.

"He's just a concubine, and he doesn't deserve to stay in the palace to study with him." The emperor seemed to recall the first time he saw that man. The man's figure was very thin, and there was a hint of delicacy in his thin cheeks.

"Ming, your father's name is Yuan Ming," the emperor firmly grasped Wei Xuan's wrist, "Xuan'er go and help me see your father, if he hears Xuan'er calling his father, he must be very happy."

Wei Xuan nodded, he will go to his father's grave in person to visit him, even though he has never felt his presence, but he also understands his father's love for him, "Where is my father buried?"

There was a sudden dull pain in the emperor's heart. After the man died, the queen mother burned everything about the man, not even leaving the body. He looked down and looked at the mess in the palace with great heartache, and even wanted to run into the raging flames among. "I'm sorry for your father." The emperor said with difficulty, he hadn't shown any love to that person, and he was even indifferent every day, but the true feelings that person treated him became more and more profound.

Wei Xuan shook his head slightly, how could he not understand the pain of his father in his last life when he was on the throne of God?Perhaps it was not the father who was wrong, but his noble status.

"Xuan'er, do you hate me?" The emperor didn't use me to call himself, at the moment he is just a father, he has neglected Xuan'er for many years because of his lover's death, and then he gradually figured out everything, and when he cared about Xuan'er, Xuan'er All grown up.The emperor smiled bitterly, if that person knew that he treated their own flesh and blood so coldly, he would be extremely sad.

"I don't hate you." Wei Xuan said slowly, with only deep worry in his eyes, maybe he once looked at his father's cold face, stretched out his little hand but his father refused to hug him, and felt a little resentful in his heart, but he Seeing the love in the eyes of the father, the resentment gradually disappeared, and now he is very considerate of the pain of the father.

"Xuan'er, father is not a good father, he failed to love you too much when you were a child, but now that you have grown up, everything in the past can't be made up for." The emperor held Wei Xuan's palm, and his words were quite Struggle, "Father doesn't want Xuan'er to repeat the same mistakes, no matter what happens in the future, Xuan'er must persevere and love Xiner well."

The emperor looked at Wei Xuan and nodded, and smiled with satisfaction. He leaned over and pressed his chest hard, coughed heavily, and vomited a large amount of blood.

"Royal Father," Wei Xuan called urgently, raised his hand to embrace the emperor's body in his arms, and ordered the maid beside him to go down and call the imperial physician.

"In the future, Xuan'er will supervise the country on my behalf." The emperor tried his best to say the last sentence, closed his eyes, and slowly lowered his arms.

"Father, the imperial physician will be here soon, and you will be fine." Wei Xuan's voice trembled a little. Although the young father never cared for him when he was young, he always loved his father. How can I watch my father die young.

Chapter 97