Rebirth of Ruo Xiyan

The slender and white knuckles gripped the pen holder tightly, and the round fingertips were slightly whitish. The ink slowly dripped onto the paper and blurred, and the flowing characters were somewhat blurred.

Wei Xuan raised his head and looked at the slightly open window sash, his beautiful cheeks were a little pale, there was a hint of melancholy between his delicate eyebrows and eyes, and his rosy lips were slightly pursed.The fingertips inadvertently pressed down on the thin paper, and the slender pen holder slipped from the white palm, leaving a long ink mark.

Wei Xuan lowered his head to look at the pale yellow sleeves, there was a hint of sadness in his dark eyes.He hadn't seen the baby for several days, and every time he closed his eyes, he could recall the baby's tender face. He could even faintly hear the baby's crying when he lay on the bed at night, and he couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

Wei Xuan shook his palm vigorously, he knew that he would have to endure six years before he could get along with Xi'er day and night, and his inability to calm down all day long would eventually make his father suspicious and scold him, but it was impossible for him to shake off the baby in his mind. face.Wei Xuan frowned, showing a little pain.

He tried his best to look at the scrolls on the table, feeling a little bored in his heart, and pushed away the stacked books.

"Xuan'er." Pei Yan raised his hand to caress Wei Xuan's shoulder, looking gently at Wei Xuan's slightly angry eyebrows.

"Teacher, when did you come?" Wei Xuan turned to look at Pei Yan's handsome face. He had been concentrating on reviewing the memorials, and never paid attention to the teacher standing beside him.

"Xuan'er is in a bad mood." Pei Yan gently pressed the acupuncture points on Wei Xuan's shoulders, raised his sleeve and brushed away the pen and ink on the table, "If Xuan'er doesn't like it, don't force yourself to read it, rest first It’s okay to watch it later.”

"Does the teacher still want to secretly review for me? Reviewing memorials is the responsibility of the emperor. Can you help me for a while and help me for the rest of my life? Now that I am an adult, I don't need you to spend so much energy." Wei Xuan said loudly. Pregnant and feeling very unwell, the teacher sympathized with him and assigned most of the work for him. Now that he has given birth to a child, how can he rely on the teacher everywhere.

"I'm sorry." Wei Xuan looked at the imperceptible loneliness in Pei Yan's eyes, and felt a little tingling in his heart. Even though he missed the baby very much, he couldn't vent his anger on the teacher, not to mention that the teacher would not be able to hug him like him in the future. With the baby's soft body, he could only take a sneak peek and hide the pain from the bottom of his heart.

"It's okay." Pei Yan smiled gently, and raised his hand to caress Wei Xuan's hair.He knew Wei Xuan's pain in his heart, but he could only try his best to stay by Wei Xuan's side and comfort him softly, but there were so many people in the palace, how long could he stay, and the rest of the time could only be Wei Xuan alone. torment.

Wei Xuan hugged the teacher's thin waist tightly with both hands, and leaned his face in front of the teacher, feeling the slight warmth, and was even more reluctant to let go.

"I'll take Xuan'er out of the palace to see the baby in a few days, okay?" Pei Yan patted Wei Xuan's white knuckles lightly. Xuan'er is the baby's biological father. How could he not see the baby for many days? miss.

There was a hint of longing in Wei Xuan's eyes, and then he slowly shook his head, "No need, I can rest assured that the teacher will take good care of the baby." As the current crown prince, he can't go in and out of Pei's mansion often, if he can't do it in just one month If you can't get through it, how can you get through the next six years.

Pei Yan couldn't see Wei Xuan's difficult refusal, he opened his lips slightly and said warmly, "The teacher will consider this matter thoroughly, and Xuan'er doesn't need to think too much."

Wei Xuan clenched his fingertips slightly, and he was even more worried that he would let Xi'er down in his arms, "Teacher, I have not been back to Beijing for a long time, and the affairs at hand are too heavy to leave the palace for the time being. Think about it, okay?"

Wei Xuansheng was afraid that the teacher would dissuade him, so he pretended to be relaxed and smiled, "If I miss Xi'er, why do you need to remind me, I will go to your residence secretly. You will not forget that I avoided the guard outside the door. Go to the courtyard, jump into the mansion and push open your door." Wei Xuan recalled the teacher's surprise and joy when he looked at his face, and the heaviness in his heart dissipated a little.

"The next time Xuan'er leaves the palace, he must speak to the teacher in advance, and he must not be so reckless again." Pei Yan felt a little bit of fear in his heart. Although the street has always been calm, Xuan'er's status is noble. , He couldn't afford it no matter what.Ever since Wei Xuan left that time, when Pei Yan looked at the slightly open window sash in the morning, there was always a hint of anticipation on his face.

"I'm not a powerless scholar, nothing will happen." Although Wei Xuan was a little displeased with Pei Yan's nagging, he was also pleased with Pei Yan's love for him.

"It's better to be more careful." Pei Yan said softly, seeing that Wei Xuan's face was slightly gloomy, he didn't chatter too much.

"Teacher, has Xi'er arrived at the mansion? The guards have carried Xi'er for such a long journey, and Xi'er feels uncomfortable." Wei Xuan gently pulled Pei Yan's sleeve, with a hint of worry in his eyes. Very tired, let alone such a small child.

"Xi'er went to the mansion the day before yesterday, and she was taken care of by a nanny along the way, so Xi'er gained a lot of weight." Pei Yan said softly, with a faint smile on his face.

"That's good." Wei Xuan nodded, slowly letting go.

"Xi'er has always been very good, never cried," Pei Yan worked till late every day, and he had never been with the child for too long, he saw the look in Wei Xuan's eyes, and tried his best to describe it.

"Recently, Xi'er's eyebrows and eyes have gradually opened up. They are very delicate and beautiful, and they are more and more similar to Xuan'er." Pei Yan gently held Wei Xuan's fingertips. He hugged the sleeping baby, and he could recall the deep memories lover in the palace.

Wei Xuan seemed to see a white and tender baby, waving his soft little hands and calling for his father, clamoring for him to hug him, but he seemed to be far away from the bed, and he couldn't get away no matter what.Listening to the baby's cry, my heart felt like a tearing pain.

"Enough, don't talk about it." Wei Xuan said in a heavy voice. He couldn't see the young Xi'er, and thinking about it would only make him more painful. He tried his best to calm down the excitement, but the image of the baby in his mind could not be erased for a long time go.

"Xuan'er, it's human nature to miss you. If you can't let it go, why force yourself?" There was a hint of sadness in Pei Yan's eyes, "Teacher, will you go back to see Xi'er tonight, okay?"

"So what if I've seen the child, I can't stay by Xi'er's side all the time." Wei Xuan said loudly, holding his sleeves tightly with his fingertips, "Teacher, you know the pain in my heart, if I see Xi'er I am reluctant to leave, and even though the teacher loves me, he can let me stay in Pei's residence for a few days."

"I'm sorry, Xuan'er." There was a trace of helplessness mixed with a touch of pain on Pei Yan's face. He knew all this a long time ago, but he couldn't think of any way.And Xuan'er was still a child who was dissatisfied with the weak crown, but now he is suffering from the pain of longing, which is too cruel.

"Teacher must not mention Xi'er again in the future." Wei Xuan stood up abruptly, his lips turned slightly white.He has to let go of the longing in his heart, if he keeps indulging, he will not be able to protect the teacher's comprehensiveness.

Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan's thin and lonely figure, opened his mouth slightly but closed it slowly, the pain on his face deepened a bit.

There were two light knocks on the door, and an older lady with a handsome face slowly pushed the door in, with a little anxiety on her face, she bent down and knelt down on the ground to salute, "Your Highness, Your Majesty is not feeling well, I would like to invite you Go and have a look."

"Did the imperial physician see it?" Wei Xuan's voice was a little cold.

"The servant has already sent someone to go." The maid replied with her head lowered, her voice trembling slightly with a hint of guilt.

"Go down." Wei Xuan nodded, and walked towards the distant door. He didn't want to face the teacher's eyes full of pain, and blamed himself for being too cold. It wasn't the teacher's fault in the first place. , How can he blame the teacher in a cold voice.

"I'll go and see Xiaowan, teacher, you don't have to wait for me in the room, go back to the study." Wei Xuan paused, without turning around to take a look, now he has no mood to apologize at all, and can only escape temporarily, waiting for his heart to calm down a little Some, explaining with the teacher.

Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan's disappearing figure, and he did not leave for a long time, stroking the edge of the table with his fingertips, feeling a little sad in his heart.

Wei Xuan hurriedly walked through the winding corridor, the maid beside him pushed open the door, and he raised his foot to step over the steps.

Jing Wan, who was lying on the side of the bed, saw Wei Xuan's beautiful face, and there was a trace of affection in her eyes. She supported her waist and slowly got up and walked towards Wei Xuan.

"Xiao Wan is heavy, so there is no need to move." Wei Xuan hurriedly stepped forward to hold Jing Wan's arm, his face was a little lost, and he couldn't help exerting a little force with his fingertips.He walked in a hurry just now and never saw the expression on the teacher's face, nor did he know whether the teacher hid the pain in his heart.Forget it, he will go to the teacher's study later to have a look, if he can't explain his indifference just now, Wei Xuan will not be able to let go of his mind.

"Your Highness, let go, it hurts." Jing Wan frowned, she pulled out her wrist vigorously but did not move at all.

Hearing the gentle voice beside his ear, Wei Xuan slowly recovered his expression. He looked at the red mark on Jing Wan's fair wrist, and quickly let go of his fingertips, with a trace of apology in his eyes, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Jing Wan shook her head slightly, trying to put on a faint smile on her face.

"Did the imperial doctor check Xiaowan's pulse just now?" Wei Xuan looked at the closed door, and he hadn't seen the imperial doctor for so long. Should the imperial hospital be replaced?

"The imperial doctor said everything is fine, and the baby will be born in a few days." Jing Wan nodded, and gently grasped Wei Xuan's palm with her soft knuckles.

The indifference on Wei Xuan's face gradually faded, and there was a touch of softness between his brows and eyes, so that he would soon be able to hold Xin'er with his own hands, and looking at the baby up close, the pain of longing in his heart would gradually disappear.

Jing Wan looked at the joy in Wei Xuan's eyes, and her smile became brighter and more charming. She didn't expect His Highness to fall in love with her, as long as His Highness cherishes the baby.

"Xiao Wan, take a good rest, don't think too much, the baby will be born safely." Wei Xuan's voice was not only a little softer, but his fingertips lightly touched Jing Wan's sleeve.

Jing Wan leaned sideways on Wei Xuan's shoulder, her slender fingers resting loosely on Wei Xuan's fair palm.

Wei Xuan looked at the peaceful face of the person in front of him, slowly closed his slightly parted thin lips, and looked up at the slightly open window sash.

Chapter 92