Rebirth of Ruo Xiyan

The sky was a little gloomy, thin clouds covered the dazzling light of the sun, and the breeze was slightly chilly.Standing under the huge plaque was a pale white figure, tall and thin but unusually thin.

Jing Cheng looked at the closed door, his eyes were filled with pain, his cheeks were pale and bloodless, a gust of cold wind blew by, and the shattered hair between his temples fluttered on his cheeks, showing a slight beauty of weakness.

He raised his sleeves slightly, and knocked lightly on the closed door, with his fair and delicate palms and unusually protruding wrist bones.After a long time, the door slowly opened, and Jing Cheng hurriedly walked forward, a glimmer of hope faintly ignited in his dull eyes.

"Master Chen, you can go back." The guard at the door said a little helplessly.

"I just want to go in and have a look at Shumo's tomb. It won't take long. Please let me in." Jing Cheng begged. Did not step into the Lin Mansion.Shumo was ignored by him too many times before he was alive, and he didn't want to still not keep the promise he made after Shumo left.

"The steward ordered me not to let you in, please be considerate and considerate of me." The servant sighed slightly, Mr. Chen has come here many times, he really has no patience to wear it out, but if he lets Mr. Chen enter without authorization, it will Even if you wait for a good job, you will lose it.

"I will stand here until you let me in." Jing Cheng said firmly, his expression not wavering at all.Zeng Shumo waited for him in the study for a long time, but he was extremely impatient looking at Shumo's beautiful face. Now he is willing to stay here all the time, but he can't wait for Shumo's figure anymore.

"Master Chen, why are you doing this?" The servant shook his head and raised his hand to close the door. He looked at the housekeeper coming behind him, and stood aside.

"Master Chen has passed away, what else is Mr. Chen thinking? If Mr. Chen has something to ask, please leave on your own. This is Lin's mansion, not your subordinates who will do things for you." The butler looked at Jing Cheng coldly, with a hint of anger on his face .

"I just want to take a look at Shumo." In the cold wind, Jing Cheng's figure was unusually thin, and his straight body was slightly bent.He specially brought street pastries for Shumo, Shumo should like to eat it very much.

"I'll just take a look from a distance." Jing Cheng lowered his head slightly, and clenched his sleeves tightly. He hasn't said a word for many days, but just sat quietly by the window and recalled the past between them.He even thought that he could see Shumo's gentle face when he opened his eyes, but all this was just wishful thinking, the room was still cold and empty, leaving him alone.

"Master Chen, do you think the master would be willing to see you?" the housekeeper asked coldly, seeing the pained look on Jing Cheng's face, he snorted. "Master Chen, please go back, let the master sleep peacefully."

Jing Cheng's body trembled suddenly, and he took a few steps back. Shumo loved him so much that he even sacrificed his life for him, but he personally killed Shumo, how could Shumo want to see him.But he didn't want Shumo to be hurt, seeing the scene where Shumo fell to the ground, he would rather die for Shumo himself.

"Please let me go in and take a look." Jing Cheng slowly bent down and knelt on the ground, hugging the butler's trousers with both hands, at this moment, everything is not so important, even if it is the dignity that he values ​​so much, so what, but Even if he sacrifices everything, he can't save his lover's life.

Jing Cheng just wants to accompany Shumo quietly, just like they used to do.

"Master Chen, you." The housekeeper looked at the person in front of him in surprise, he never expected that Chen Jingcheng would kneel down for him.

"Get up quickly." Seeing that there were no passers-by around, the housekeeper breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to help Jing Cheng up.

"If you promise me, I'll get up." Jing Cheng shook his head, not paying any attention to the strange look in the servant's eyes, even if someone else saw it, he wouldn't care as long as he could see Shumo.

"Okay, I promise Mr. Chen, but you are not allowed to step into the Lin Mansion again from now on." The butler put down his sleeves.

Jing Cheng looked at the butler's old face, with a trace of despair in his eyes, his upright body slowly fell down, if he couldn't step into Lin's mansion, how could he see the person he loves.But Jingcheng forgot how much he hated the Lin family, and would rather let Shumo wait for him at the inn than take a step forward.

"This is Lin's mansion, not Mr. Chen's mansion. You can come in and out as you like." The butler said heavily. If it wasn't for his forced request just now, Mr. Chen probably wanted to stay in Lin's mansion.

"Master Chen, do you still want to go in?" The butler looked at Jing Cheng standing there in a daze, without making a sound for a long time, and reminded him.

Jing Cheng nodded, and hurriedly followed behind the butler. He hadn't seen Shumo for many days, and he really missed Shumo's figure so much, but even if he walked into Lin's mansion, he could only see the cold tomb .

The butler walked into the depths of the corridor, turned a few turns, and stopped in a quiet place.A tomb stands quietly among the green bamboo forest.

Jing Cheng hurried forward, knelt on the dirt, dust stained his light-colored clothes, he slightly raised his arms to embrace the cold stone tablet, "Shumo, I'm here to see you," he once said From then on, he stayed by Shumo's side every day, but he broke his promise again.

Jing Cheng pressed his pale cheeks against the rough stones, feeling a little tingling, his eyes vaguely confused, "Shu Mo, I promised to stay with you, and we will never be separated again. "Jing Cheng murmured.

"This is your favorite pastry. I bought it specially when I came here." Jing Cheng put the paper bag in his hand on the ground. Since he stepped into the court, he has never eaten pastry on the street again. Perhaps Since then, his affection for Shumo has faded little by little.

"Can you let me and Shumo be alone for a while?" Jing Cheng turned and looked at the butler who was looking at him coldly.

"What does Mr. Chen want to do?" The housekeeper looked at Jing Cheng with some concern.If Nianzai hadn't begged Jing Cheng for many days, he would never have let Jing Cheng enter Lin's residence.

"What else can I do, but I just want to say something in my heart to Shumo." Jing Cheng waved his sleeves, he is just a scholar with no strength, so what can he do.

"Okay, but Master Chen, don't talk too long." The housekeeper turned and left.

"Shumo, I've kept you waiting for so long, I'll be with you now." There was a slight smile on Jing Cheng's face, which was extremely sad.The slender knuckles dug into the soil, digging hard.

A trace of blood oozes from the mud-stained knuckles, but he doesn't seem to feel any pain, and instead increases a little bit of strength.With his fingertips poking heavily on the hard coffin, Jing Cheng's eyes lit up with a gleam of light. He swung his sleeves and swept the dust on it. He bent down and gasped heavily, with sweat dripping from his forehead slowly falling on the dirt. In the middle of the day, there was a faint trace of sick flush on the pale cheeks.

Jing Cheng frowned and opened the coffin forcefully. He slowly straightened up and sat down in the coffin. He stretched out his hands and hugged Shumo's shoulders tightly, but the body in his arms was no longer warm, and a tear slid down his face. And down.

The rancid smell made Jing Cheng retch again and again. He tried his best to hold back the discomfort in his chest and lungs, and clasped his fingertips tightly, "Shu Mo, I'm sorry, I'm late." Shu Mo was buried together, but the guards of the Lin Mansion suddenly snatched the body away, and he was able to enter the Lin Mansion after waiting for many days.

"Today I won't leave again, it's cold underground, it's better to have me by your side." Jing Cheng leaned against Shumo's chest, with a warm smile on his face.

"Shumo, I love you." Jing Cheng raised his head and kissed Shumo's pale lips, sucking Shumo's white teeth with his protruding tongue, and slowly straightened his body to look at Shumo's delicate face.

Jing Cheng's gaze stayed on Shumo's smooth chest, and he paused slightly. He raised his head and caressed the slightly rough skin under his palm, and frowned. He remembered that there was a mole on Shumo's chest, and now It's gone.He has been honest with Shumo for many years, so how could he remember wrongly.

Jing Cheng stretched out his hand to hug Shumo's waist, and suddenly put his hand down, how slender and powerful Shumo's waist is, and this corpse is not as tall as Shumo even though it is tall.

"Come here." Jing Cheng stepped out of the mud and called loudly, with an extremely excited expression.

"What's the matter." The butler walked out slowly, seeing the mess in front of him, he couldn't help but turn pale with shock, he didn't expect Jing Cheng to dig up the master's grave.

"You, you." The housekeeper raised his finger and pointed at Jing Cheng's face, which was very angry, "Isn't it enough for you to kill the master, and you want the master to die without peace."

"This corpse is not Shumo." There was a gleam in Jing Cheng's eyes, but it slowly dimmed. Shumo was already dead. He felt the completely cold body in his arms that day, and Shumo would never come back to life. up.

"Where did you hide your calligraphy and ink?" Jing Cheng rushed towards the butler in front of him, but before he touched the butler's sleeve, he was stopped by the guard beside him.

"Come and throw him out for me." The butler said angrily, it was the corpse he sent someone to carry from the Chen residence, who else could it be if it wasn't the master.

Jing Cheng struggled desperately, looking at the butler's back, he suddenly remembered something, "Let me see Qing'er for the last time." After giving birth to Qing'er, he had never loved Qing'er very much, he just wanted to hug himself for the last time child.Jing Cheng no longer expects to be able to raise the child himself. He killed Qing'er's biological father, how will he face Qing'er in the future.

"The young master was lost a few days ago." The housekeeper's expression was a little dark. He didn't protect the young master well. After the master passed away, the Lin family was in chaos. Many people wanted to take this opportunity to win the position of patriarch. Will let the master's parents and children go, I'm afraid the young master will be in danger.

"What, it's impossible, you must be lying to me." Jing Cheng clenched his fists tightly. How could the huge Lin Mansion not protect even one child? It must be because the housekeeper didn't want him to see Qing'er. .

"I didn't lie to you. The young master is indeed gone. I sent people to search for him for many days but still couldn't find the young master." The housekeeper looked at Jing Cheng's eyes full of pain and said slowly.

"No." Jing Cheng put down his hands heavily, Qing'er is the only blood he left to Shumo, now that Qing'er is lost, how could he have the face to meet Shumo underground.

The guards helped Jing Cheng outside the door, turned around and left. Jing Cheng's body slowly slid down and sat on the ground, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably. Shu Mo was gone, and he didn't even have their only child. Hold on, what's the point of his being alive, but when he's dead, how can he meet Shumo.

Chapter 62

The ink on the rice paper has not yet dried up, and a line of small characters is unusually elegant.Pei Yan put down the brush in his hand, his wrist bones were thin and abrupt, his knuckles were vigorous and powerful, very fair and slender.

Pei Yan looked up at the person on the bed, there was a hint of tenderness in his delicate eyebrows and eyes, he got up and walked softly to the side of the bed, sat down slowly and raised his hand to hold Wei Xuan's fingertips on the outside of the quilt in his palm .

Wei Xuan didn't notice the person beside him at all, and moved her slender fingers slightly and continued to sleep soundly.The long black hair is scattered behind the head, a little bit slipped between the fair and delicate collarbone, the cheeks are faintly pale, the beautiful face is very soft, the slender eyebrows are covered by the shattered hair falling from the forehead, and it looks like this from a distance. It's actually a bit delicate and moving.

Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan's thin cheeks, with a look of pity in his eyes. He saw Wei Xuan frowned slightly, and raised his hand into the quilt to caress Wei Xuan's protruding belly. moved twice.Pei Yan unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a warm smile.

"Baby is so obedient." Pei Yan's fingertips caressed the skin under his palm. The baby has been moving around a lot for many days, making Xuan'er often unable to sleep peacefully. Yesterday, Xuan'er had a rare good sleep.

A ray of sunlight reflected on Pei Yan's fair cheeks through the crack of the window, and it was extraordinarily warm and golden. Pei Yan looked out of the window sideways. He thought it was still early, but he didn't expect it to be so late.

Seeing Wei Xuan's sleeping face, Pei Yan couldn't bear to speak.

"Xuan'er, it's getting late, it's time to get up." Pei Yan leaned down and whispered in Wei Xuan's ear.

"Don't make trouble." Wei Xuan seemed to feel that the teacher's hair was itching on his face, so he raised his hand to pat it.Although the strength is very light, it is a bit loud in a silent room.

Wei Xuan opened his eyes abruptly. He looked at the fingertips he patted on the teacher's cheek, and immediately sat up in fright.

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I just now." Wei Xuan looked at his palm in disbelief, he just made such a rebellious act and slapped the teacher.

"It's okay." Pei Yan smiled and didn't care, and helped Wei Xuan lean into his arms.

"Does it hurt?" Wei Xuan raised his hand and gently rubbed Pei Yan's cheek. Fortunately, there were no red marks, otherwise he would blame himself for a day.

"Xuan'er is just fast asleep, and he patted him lightly when he was unconscious, so how could it hurt?" Pei Yan said softly, he didn't know what Xuan'er took him for just now.

Leaning in the teacher's arms, Wei Xuan felt more and more warm and comfortable. He couldn't help hugging the teacher's waist, and slightly closed his eyes.

"Xuan'er, get up. If Xuan'er is really sleepy, you can sleep in the teacher's arms on the carriage." Pei Yan gently shook Wei Xuan's sleeves. If he doesn't make a sound, Xuan'er Must be fast asleep.

Wei Xuan nodded. He remembered that after leaving the palace with his teacher today, he didn't have to be afraid of the eyes of the palace people around him and cover up all day long. Bright and moving.

Pei Yan looked down at the bright face of the person in his arms, and couldn't help feeling a little moved. He raised his hand and picked up a light-colored shirt and put it on Wei Xuan's body, bowing his head and tied the collar.

"Teacher, I'll do it myself." Wei Xuan said a little embarrassedly, he is already old, and he needs the teacher to take care of him and dress him every day.

"It's okay, the teacher likes to serve Xuan'er." Pei Yan seems to have seen Wei Xuan's mind. Now that Wei Xuan is old and bloated, it must be very difficult to move. He watched Wei Xuan suffer from the pain of pregnancy , How can he be willing to work hard for Wei Xuan, he can't wait to serve Wei Xuan thoughtfully everywhere.

Wei Xuan looked at Pei Yan's ruddy lips, and couldn't help leaning closer and kissing them. Pei Yan felt the tenderness around his lips, and raised his arms lightly to stop Wei Xuan's thick waist.

Wei Xuan lowered his head slowly, smirking, with a very happy face, the teacher finally agreed to respond to him, and now he has come to the end of all hardships.

"Why is Xuan'er so happy?" Pei Yan leaned over to put on Wei Xuan's boots and socks.

"In the future, the teacher will not have to deal with those troublesome government affairs, and will only concentrate on being with me and the baby." The more Wei Xuan thinks about it, the happier he is, and he can finally get his wish.But he couldn't get along with the teacher for a long time. After he gave birth to the baby, he had to return to the palace and shoulder the heavy responsibility on his shoulders. At that time, the teacher would also be separated from the baby.Wei Xuan's expression was a little gloomy, he saw the teacher looking at him, and tried to elicit a smile.

Pei Yan picked up the comb on the side, and gently combed Wei Xuan's soft hair, slightly gathered his fingertips, tied it high with a dark headband, and let the hair hang down behind his shoulders.

Pei Yan dipped the clean handkerchief into the water basin, wrung it dry, and gently wiped Wei Xuan's cheeks. Some drops of water were stained on the white palms, which were crystal clear.

"Xuan'er doesn't need a corset today. The carriage is waiting outside the room. We will leave the imperial city as soon as we get in the carriage. We won't meet too many palace people on the way." Pei Yan helped Wei Xuan get up, and he raised his palm to cover Wei Xuan's protruding abdomen was gently stroked.

Wei Xuan hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly.

Pei Yan leaned over and fastened the jade belt on Wei Xuan's belt, which was concealed by the emerald jade ring on the belt, and it didn't show the abruptness of the belly, but when one looked closely, the belly was much rounder.

"Xuan'er must be hungry, let's eat quickly." Pei Yan pulled Wei Xuan to the table.

There are white and tender steamed buns placed between the plates, exuding a faint heat, and the rice grains in the ceramic bowl are faintly sprinkled with some dried osmanthus, which has a slight sweetness.

Pei Yan picked up a small bun, gently broke off a small half, and fed it to Wei Xuan's mouth. Wei Xuan closed his mouth, bit the bun in his mouth, and suddenly found it extremely delicious.

"Teacher eats too." Wei Xuan watched Pei Yan patronize feeding him, but he didn't use it much, raised his hand to pick up a bun and handed it to Pei Yan.

Pei Yan took it and ate it hastily. He picked up the porridge bowl on the side, shook it gently with a spoon, scooped up a spoonful, blew twice on his mouth, and fed it to Wei Xuan.

Wei Xuan swallowed the porridge in his mouth, raised his hand to take the spoon in Pei Yan's hand, "I'll just eat it myself."

"Why Xuan'er doesn't like being fed by the teacher today." Pei Yan said softly, he remembered that Xuan'er liked to be fed by him before, and even lingered around him every day during breakfast.

"I'm going to be a father, and I can't let the teacher feed me anymore." Wei Xuan said a little embarrassedly, if the baby in the womb saw him, he would definitely laugh at him.

"Xuan'er has grown up." Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan's young and beautiful face and slowly said, once Xuan'er was just a child sitting on his lap, now Xuan'er is going to give birth to a baby for him.

Seeing the young Xuan'er growing taller, Pei Yan felt a little thought in his heart, but he never thought of confiding in Xuan'er.If it wasn't for the child in Xuan'er's womb, he really saw Xuan'er's intentions for him, maybe he would really leave as promised at the beginning when Xuan'er was older and had a solid foundation.However, he didn't know what kind of pain and despair Xuan'er felt in his heart when he endured the pain of parting.

Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan's belly hidden under the jade belt, and his face became softer. When he learned that Xuan'er had blood in his belly, he was really happy, even though he knew that the child would not know of his existence, and he He also wanted to stay in the palace for the rest of his life, sacrificing most of his life's freedom, but he had no regrets, as long as he looked at his beloved Xuan'er and the child, it was enough.

"Xuan'er, use it quickly, it's not good for your stomach if it's cold." Seeing Wei Xuan's dazed expression, Pei Yan raised his hand and patted his fingertips.

Wei Xuan nodded, lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls, "Teacher, I'm done." Wei Xuan put down the spoon in his hand.

"Xuan'er, how come you eat so little, isn't it to your liking." Pei Yan saw that there was more than half of the porridge left in the bowl.

"The teacher forgot that I ate quite a few buns just now." Wei Xuan supported his waist and leaned on the back of the chair. He ate a lot, otherwise the child would not have grown so fast.

"I brought some cakes that Xuan'er likes. Ruo Xuan'er is hungry on the way, so it's good to use again." Pei Yan hurriedly used half of the steamed stuffed bun in his hand, and he ordered the maid at the side to remove the breakfast on the table, stood up and helped Follow Wei Xuan to the door.

The maid opened the door, Wei Xuan put down the fingertips holding the teacher's arm, stepped out of the door slowly, and walked towards the carriage in the distance.Although Pei Yan was following Wei Xuan's side, his palms inadvertently wrapped Wei Xuan's waist loosely.

"Your Highness." Wei Xuan heard a delicate voice behind him, turned around and saw Jing Wan's delicate face, he frowned slightly, "Why is Xiao Wan here?"

"I want to see His Highness off." Jing Wan rushed all the way, panting a little, her fair face was faintly flushed, His Highness had been traveling in private for many days, if she didn't come today, she might not see His Highness until several months later.

"I know Xiaowan's intentions. Xiaowan is too weak to stand for a long time. Go back quickly. I will go to Jiangnan for at least three months. I will definitely come before Xiaowan gives birth and stay by Xiaowan's side." Wei Xuan was worried. The palace people would see his figure, and couldn't help but say a few gentle and considerate words. Taking advantage of Jing Wan's indulging in the gap, he hurriedly turned around and stepped into the carriage.

Jing Wan slowly turned around and looked towards the carriage, only to see that Wei Xuan was no longer there, with an annoyed expression on her face, her slender nails clenched the white veil tightly.

"It's windy outside, Madam, please go back." Pei Yan said warmly, bowing her head slightly in salute.

"Xiao Wan can't accompany His Highness, Mrs. Lao will take care of His Highness along the way." Jing Wan said slowly, with a pleasant voice, and the maid at the side helped Jing Wan to turn around and leave.

After the crown princess left, Pei Yan lifted the curtain and stepped into the carriage. He leaned over and sat beside Wei Xuan.

Seeing the teacher's figure approaching immediately, Wei Xuan slowly fell down and hugged the teacher's waist.

"Xuan'er, sit on the teacher's lap." Pei Yan was worried that Wei Xuan would be uncomfortable, so he hugged Wei Xuan and sat on his lap.

"I'm too heavy." Although Wei Xuan shook his head, he still leaned firmly on Pei Yan's chest.

"Xuan'er is not heavy." Pei Yan said softly, with his palms loosely resting on Wei Xuan's stomach, "Sleep for a while when Xuan'er is sleepy, the teacher will wake up Xuan'er when the carriage arrives." Pei Yan looked at Wei Xuan'er Xuan's pale cheeks were faintly worried, although Qingxin Pavilion was not far from the capital, but Xuan'er was pregnant, the road was bumpy and he didn't know whether Xuan'er's body could bear it.

Wei Xuan nodded and slightly closed his eyes.

Chapter 63

In the room, a man in a blue shirt was slowly pacing with a baby in his arms. The baby was white and tender, with unusually tender and smooth skin. The small dark eyes were as beautiful as stars, and the brows and eyes were faintly delicate.

Lin Ye shook his arms lightly, the corners of his mouth raised a faint smile, the chill on his face receded a bit, and his beautiful face was exceptionally soft.

"Baby smile." Lin Ye stretched out his slender green fingers, gently stroking the baby's fair cheek.

The baby raised his arms and grabbed Lin Ye's fingertips, giggling, revealing his sharp teeth.Seeing the smile on the baby's face, Lin Ye was very pleasantly surprised, as if he had learned of a great happy event, he turned around abruptly, raised his hand and tugged at Lu Jing's sleeve.

Lu Jing tilted his hands, and the ink was heavily printed on the paper, soaking several pieces of rice paper.

"Baby laughed." Lin Ye said loudly, his eyes were full of joy. He had never treated a baby himself. Back then, he gave birth to Xiaozheng under the begging of Lu Jing, and he didn't want to see him because of the disgust in his heart. The child glanced at him, and then he saw the affection in his heart. When he came back to look for Lu Jing, Xiao Zheng was already more than ten years old, so he naturally didn't know what the baby was like when he was a child.

Lin Ye looked at the dazed look in Lu Jing's eyes, and looked down to see the baby leaning against his arms sucking his fingers. The baby looked very cute, "Can you give uncle a smile, baby?"

"Uncle?" Lu Jing looked at Lin Ye dumbfounded. In terms of seniority, Lin Ye could be regarded as the child's uncle.

"Could it be possible to call grandpa? I'm not that old yet." Lin Ye frowned. Although he was old, but because of proper maintenance, he looked only in his thirties.

"Okay, the young master is very young, but I'm old." Lu Jing looked at Lin Ye's delicate and beautiful face as before, but his gray temples were already too old, and he was not even fit to stand beside Lin Ye.Lu Jing secretly sighed heavily.

"We are not old. I am a few years older than you. If we want to be old, we will grow old together." Lin Ye looked at Lu Jing's sad eyes and said warmly. If he hadn't treated Lu Jing too unfeelingly back then, Lu Jing would not have been plagued by illness Gray hair early.And Ah Jing is his child's biological father, how could he treat Ah Jing like that.There was a faint trace of self-blame mixed with a touch of pain in Lin Ye's heart.

Lu Jing looked up at the child in Lin Ye's arms, and couldn't help smiling, "The baby is so cute."

"Of course." Lin Ye raised his finger and poked the baby's cheek, which felt very good.

"Young master, be careful to make the baby cry." Lu Jing hurriedly grabbed Lin Ye's fingertips. Lin Ye was cold by nature and couldn't bear it at all. Now that he had held the baby for half a day, it was already good that he didn't make the baby cry.

"Qing'er is very good, she doesn't cry that easily." Lin Ye shook the child's little finger, he hugged Qing'er and teased her a little, and Qing'er could smile happily.

"Qing'er is much better than when Xiaozheng was a child. At that time, Xiaozheng was always crying. I tried my best to make Xiaozheng quiet for a while." Lu Jing got up and stood beside Lin Ye, gently stroking child's arm.

"Ah Jing, I'm sorry." Lin Ye lowered his head slightly, he couldn't imagine how Ah Jing had to live with his body covered in scars and had to raise a young child.Or it was extremely difficult, but he couldn't understand Ah Jing's suffering, but he still wanted to put Ah Jing to death.

"I shouldn't." Lin Ye slowly closed his mouth, it's useless to say no now, the injury on Ah Jing's leg can no longer heal.He looked at his old lover standing in front of him, wishing he could bear all the pain for Ah Jing.He didn't know why God treated Ah Jing so unfairly, let him meet a heartless person, and still let him spend the rest of his life with pain all over his body.

"Those things are over, let's not think about it anymore." Lu Jing looked at the faint tears in Lin Ye's eyes, and patted his fingertips lightly.For so many years, he had thought about it a long time ago. He loved the young master deeply. Although the young master hurt him deeply, the affection in his heart has not faded a bit when he looked at the young child for many years.Lu Jing thought that he would lead Xiaozheng through the rest of his life, but unexpectedly he saw the young master's figure suddenly. Now that the young master is willing to stay by his side, he is satisfied, and what's the use of insisting on past grievances? There is not much time left, he just wants to live a good life with the Lord, try to be as happy as possible, and make up for the pain he has suffered.

"I'm a ruthless person, and I hurt Ah Jing's heart." Lin Ye tightly clenched Lu Jing's sleeves. It was too late for him to repent. If he could see the affection in his heart earlier, he would bring Ah Jing back. With a good rest in the mansion, Ah Jing's body will definitely be as strong as a young man, and he will not be too old.

"Young master, we are fine now." Lu Jing reached out to hug Lin Ye's waist, and he raised his hand to signal the maid beside him to hug the child in Lin Ye's arms.

"Does Ah Jing still blame me?" Lin Ye's eyes were full of pain, and he held Lu Jing's wrist tightly, as if he was afraid that Lu Jing would leave.

"I have never blamed the young master." Lu Zheng said warmly, there seemed to be a slight pain in his wrist, and he slowly leaned sideways in Lin Ye's arms.Although the young master hurt him, after all, he gave birth to Xiaozheng for him, and he really loves him, so how could he hate the young master.

"No, you should hate me. I sent someone to break your leg and let you throw it out." Lin Ye frowned, with pain on his face. It was raining heavily that day and it was extremely cold. He didn't know Ah Jing How to walk back with a limp, but in the end still fell to the root of the disease.

"The young master promised me not to mention the past again." Lu Jing raised his hand and caressed Lin Ye's back. Every time the young master mentioned the past, it was extremely painful, and he even wanted to hurt himself. However, more than ten years have passed, and the old wounds on his body have long since healed.Lu Jing didn't want to see Lin Ye in such pain, but he couldn't persuade the young master to let go.

"Okay, I won't mention it, and I won't mention it in the future." Lin Ye said suddenly, with a faint panic on his face, "I was wrong, Ah Jing, don't leave me." Lin Ye bent down and hugged Lu Jing's arms Legs and arms trembled slightly.

At that time, he even thought that Ah Jing had passed away, but as time passed, his heart became more and more painful.However, he did not expect that when he was in despair, he would suddenly find Ah Jing. The moment he saw Ah Jing, he swore that he would never leave Ah Jing in his life. Even if Ah Jing hated him and wanted to kill him, he He also stayed by Ah Jing's side without complaint or regret, accepting the punishment that Ah Jing treated him.

However, Ah Jing was as peaceful as before, and he never resented him for anything, and now he felt even more ashamed.

"Young master, get up, don't squat on the ground." Lu Jing helped Lin Ye to the bedside, he looked into Lin Ye's blank eyes, and sighed slightly.

"Xiaozheng has been away for many days in a flash." Looking at the empty room, Lu Jing couldn't help but say, it was better when Xiaozheng was there, but after Xiaozheng left, the young master would always recall the past, as if Like a demon, it can never be removed.

"Ah Jing misses Xiaozheng." Lin Ye slowly raised his head to look at Lu Jing's face, his eyes were extremely bright and clear. He often thought of the broken fragments of the past, and couldn't help mentioning it. Wouldn't it be more painful for Lu Jing to hear it, and even more painful? Bring back the old disease of the body.

Lin Ye lifted Lu Jing's injured leg and leaned against his knee, gently kneading it, with an extremely serious look in his eyes, he hoped to heal Ah Jing's leg injury, but it has been more than ten years, and it has long been impossible to heal. But he still didn't want to give up.

Lin Ye looked at Lu Jing and shook his head slightly, and couldn't help smiling, "I'm Xiaozheng's father anyway, and I won't do anything like beating a mandarin duck." He knew that Lu Jing was worried that he would forcefully take Xiaozheng home, But Xiaozheng was already with Yunhan, so naturally he wouldn't do that.

Lin Ye has already failed as a lover, but it is absolutely impossible to be a failed father and hurt his son's heart severely. He only hopes that Xiaozheng can spend his life with Yunhan together.

"Ah Jing likes babies very much, how about we have another one." Lin Ye had a smile on his face, and Ah Jing might be happier if he had a newborn baby with him.And he also longed to feel the slight movement of his lover's blood in his abdomen.After so many years of absence, he actually expected to have a child so extravagantly.

"We are not too young, and the young master is not too old." Lu Jing lowered his head slightly, with a faint blush on his cheeks.He loves Xiaozheng very much, and he doesn't want to have another blood of his own, but he is worried that the young master's body may not be able to withstand the pain of pregnancy.

"It's okay. I have been practicing martial arts since I was a child and my body is stronger than that of ordinary middle-aged people." Lin Ye looked at the joy in Lu Jing's eyes, and stroked his flat belly with one hand. There were many times between them, and said Maybe he already has Ah Jing's blood in his stomach.

Lin Ye seemed to think of something in his mind, and his face suddenly sank, mixed with deep pain. He felt so ashamed after giving birth to Xiao Zheng, so he ordered the doctor to prescribe sterilization medicine for him. Have a child.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Ye shook his head as hard as he could. He knew he couldn't bear children anymore, so why did he mention this just now? Did he want to make Ah Jing sad again? But he really wanted to give Ah Jing a child.

"There must be a solution." Lin Ye hurriedly got up and ran to the door, he could ask a doctor to prepare an antidote for him, even if he sacrificed all his skills, he was willing to do so.However, when he took the decoction back then, the doctor had warned him that the medicine was irreversible, but he still drank it without hesitation.

"Young Master, where are you going?" Lu Jing got up and grabbed Lin Ye's sleeve. Looking at the expression in Lin Ye's eyes, he seemed a little crazy again.

"Go see a doctor, I'm getting old, maybe it won't be that easy." Lin Ye didn't dare to tell the truth, he was afraid of seeing Lu Jing's disappointed expression.

"It's okay, even if you don't have children, Xiaozheng has stayed with Yunhan, and we will have a grandson with him soon." Lu Zheng comforted, but Xiaozheng was still young, and he didn't want Xiaozheng to take care of him. Zheng conceived a child early.

Lin Ye nodded. Although Lu Jing didn't care much about the child, he would still work hard. He was eager to see the joy of Ah Jing when he was a father. Back then, he hated the child in his womb and never let Ah Jing touch him. , but he still remembered that Ah Jing secretly looked at his swollen belly with joy in his eyes.

If he had a baby, he would definitely hold Ah Jing's hand over his abdomen and feel the slight fetal movement, but could he still be pregnant.

Lin Ye helped Lu Jing walk slowly to the bed.

Chapter 65