Rebirth of Ruo Xiyan

The huge room was extremely silent, the door was closed tightly to cover up the dazzling light spots, and it looked very dark, but there was still a ray of light falling on the ground from the window crack.

Jing Cheng sat beside the bed, staring at the person on the bed with dazed eyes, his complexion was extremely pale, the hair on his temples was messy, and his chin had a layer of black stubble, as if he hadn't cut it for a long time.

He raised his hand to hold Shumo's cold and thin fingertips and hugged him into his arms, "Shumo don't sleep, get up and walk with me, we haven't gone out for a long time, today I put down everything, I will accompany you all day How are you?" Jing Cheng's voice was unusually soft, and there was a trace of affection in his eyes.

"Shumo, can you talk to me, I'm really scared that you've been falling asleep like this." Jing Cheng caressed Shumo's pale cheek, but there was no warmth in the skin touched by his hands.

"Shumo, wake up, okay? You said you would never leave me alone." Jing Cheng gently shook Shumo's slender wrist, trying to wake up the person on the bed. He was afraid that Shumo would never wake up again. , What kind of pain would it be if he lived alone in the world.Jing Cheng knew that Shumo was the only one who really cared about him. If Shumo left, no one would care about him like this.However, the warmth around him has long gone.

"Shu Mo, don't go." Jing Cheng clenched his arms tightly, tears streaming down his face, "It's my fault, I shouldn't treat you so indifferently." Shu Mo is his lover who has been with him for more than ten years , How could he treat Shumo like a handyman, and use it at will, but Shumo indulged him so much that he never scolded him.

"If you wake up, I would like to go back to Lin Mansion with you. We will be together forever and never be separated again." Jing Cheng leaned over Shumo's chest, tears soaked Shumo's front, maybe now he The fancy power is no longer important, he just hopes that his lover can live, and he is willing to sacrifice everything he has now.

"Shumo, are you willing to let me go?" Jing Cheng kissed Shumo's cold lips, maybe he had broken Shumo's heart in the past few years, even if Shumo woke up, I'm afraid he would never want to see him again .Jing Cheng recalled that when they met for the last time, his eyes were filled with pain and ink, and his heart ached. If he had let go in time at that time, all this would not have happened.Maybe he can still stay by Shumo's side, looking at Shumo's tender eyes.

"Shumo, I love you." Jing Cheng said what was in his heart, but unfortunately Shumo could never hear it again.Tears fell on Shumo's fair cheeks, once he avoided his own intentions like that, he even loathed his relationship with Shumo when he stood in the court hall, and wished he could kill Shumo with a knife.

Jing Cheng tried his best to hold on to Shumo's sleeves, he had forgotten, the good times he had with Shumo, and the pain of pregnancy that he bent down to bear for his beloved.Jing Cheng lowered his head and his shoulders trembled slightly, his slender eyelashes were stained with tears.Now he remembered all of them, but everything was so far away from him.

There were two light knocks on the door, Jing Cheng didn't seem to hear, bowed his head and kissed Shumo's knuckles.

The housekeeper looked at Jing Cheng's figure guarding the bed, sighed slightly, and walked forward slowly, "Master Chen, it's time for the master to be buried."

"Master Chen, if the master doesn't bury him, I'm afraid his body will rot." The butler said loudly, his face that wasn't too vicissitudes looked much older.

"Get out." Jing Cheng said coldly, looking at Shu Mo's face with an unusually soft expression.

The butler stretched out his hand to signal the guard on the side to step forward and hugged the body on the bed.

"Get out, I don't allow you to touch him." Jing Cheng stood in front of Shumo, hugging Shumo's waist forcefully, with a hint of ruthlessness in his eyes.

"Master Chen, do you want to bury the teacher when he loses his appearance?" the butler said heavily.

"You are talking nonsense, Shumo is not dead, he is just asleep." Jing Cheng said angrily, he kept shaking his head, Shumo would not die, how could he fall down so easily because of his strong martial arts skills and careful thought, it must be Shumo lied to him.

"Shumo, wake up quickly, I already know my mistake, as long as you wake up, I will agree to whatever you say." Jing Cheng whispered in Shumo's ear, "I will resign tomorrow and go back home with you. ?"

"The master is already dead. It was you who designed the master to be imprisoned as a scapegoat, but the teacher knew that there was a fraud but was willing to die for you." The butler shouted angrily. He had tried to dissuade the master repeatedly, but the master refused to listen Went to the prison.

"Impossible, Shumo has survived so many dangerous situations." Jing Cheng lowered his head, trying to avoid the deep self-blame in his heart. He knew that the dungeon was extremely dangerous, so how could he let Shumo go? In response to his request, he never refused a point.

"The master survived, but you know that the master was seriously injured, and he has not healed after taking decoction for many days." The housekeeper approached the bed and tore off Shumo's clothes with force, leaving a deep and long scar on his white chest.

"Why don't you tell me a single word." Jing Cheng caressed the scar on Shumo's chest, his face was extremely painful. If he had known earlier, he would never have let Shumo go out to work again.

"Have you ever cared about the master, the master vomited blood after you left several times in succession." The housekeeper said loudly, even if the master was not poisoned to death, his body would not last long.

"No." Jing Cheng shook his head. He never knew about all this, and he never even cared about it. Every time he went to the Lin Mansion, he always asked if the matter was settled. After learning the news, he immediately left He didn't even pause for half a minute, and he didn't even see the gloomy look in Shumo's eyes.

"Do you know how happy the master is every time you come here, and even immediately ordered the kitchen to make your favorite pastry, but you have never used a piece." Looking at the pained look on Jing Cheng's face, the butler said heavily.

"Don't say any more." Jing Cheng leaned down and pressed his painful chest hard. He has missed too much in recent years, but Shumo is no longer alive, so how will he repay these debts.

"Do it." Seeing Jing Cheng leave the bed, the butler hurriedly raised his hand to signal the guard standing beside him.

The guard picked up Shumo's thin body and hurried towards the door.

"Shu Mo, don't want it." Jing Cheng leaned over and hugged the guard's trousers, and looked at the butler beggingly, if Shu Mo was gone, how would he survive the long years to come.Jing Cheng never even thought that Shumo would leave his side, he mistakenly thought that Shumo would always be behind him, and when he turned around when he was frustrated, he could see Shumo's figure.But now he has turned his head, but he can't see the person he loves.

"If I knew today, why bother?" The butler turned and left the door, and the guards followed behind the butler.

Jing Cheng fell heavily on the ground, only one corner of his clothes was in his hand, tears trickled from his eyes, and blood slowly dripped like a big hole in his heart.

"Shu Mo." Jing Cheng closed his eyes, as if he could feel Shu Mo standing beside him, with a gentle smile on his face.But when he stretched out his hand, it was empty.

Jing Cheng frowned slightly, stood up suddenly and supported the table beside him, retching in a low voice, but he hadn't eaten properly for many days, only vomited some clear water.

Jing Cheng got up slowly, looked down at the flat belly, a glimmer of hope lit up in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to caress it, this is the only thing Shumo left him, he will definitely treat the child well and never let the baby suffer any harm .

"Go and call the doctor." Jing Cheng looked at the maid at the side, he was leaning over and sitting by the bed, wondering whether it would be harmful to the child not to eat or drink for many days.

When Jing Cheng thought of Qing'er, he even thought of not having a child. If Shumo hadn't stopped him in time, Qing'er might have passed away.But this is his blood with Shumo, so how could he not.Now Jing Cheng desperately wants to have a child, to feel the squirm of the blood in his belly.

"Shu Mo, I will treat our child well." Jing Cheng caressed his abdomen, now that the child in his womb was supporting him, there was still a faint hope in his heart that he would live well for the child.

The doctor followed the maid into the door, and he stood in front of Jing Cheng and bowed to salute.Jing Cheng raised his sleeve and put his arm on the table.

The doctor clasped Jing Cheng's wrist, and asked in a low voice, "Master Chen, what's wrong with you recently?"

"I don't have much appetite, and I vomited several times in a row." This feeling was too similar to when he was a sentimental child. Jing Cheng looked at the doctor's face with a slight look of anticipation in his eyes.

"Mr. Chen is overly sad, and his spleen and stomach are out of balance. I will prescribe a few doses of medicine and he will be fine." The doctor got up and walked to the table.

"Is that all?" Jing Cheng put down his hands heavily, with a trace of disappointment on his face.

"Could it be that Mr. Chen has any other illnesses?" There was a hint of surprise in the doctor's eyes. Although his medical skills have not reached the unfathomable level, he can detect common illnesses.

"Am I pregnant?" Jing Cheng stared eagerly at the doctor's face, he blurted out the once difficult words, and now he doesn't mind strange eyes from others, he only hopes to have a child.He wanted to be with him and Shumo's children every day.

"No, but Mr. Chen is in good health. If the intercourse is normal, he will have an heir soon." The doctor was slightly stunned, he did not expect such a noble person to want to conceive a child himself.

"Really?" Jing Cheng suddenly recalled that after Qing'er was born, he never let Shumo touch him. By the bed rail.

Jing Cheng looked at the doctor who was still standing aside, and slowly said to the maid beside him, "Send the doctor away." Shumo has passed away, and he will never have a child again in this life. Jing Cheng's eyes are full of sadness, and he is desperate. Looking at a gleam of light by the window in the distance.

God took away his beloved, but never left him with even a glimmer of hope, but all of this was caused by himself.Jing Cheng collapsed on the bed, his dark eyes were colorless, "Shumo, if I leave to be with you, would you still want to see my figure?" Maybe because he didn't want to, he hurt Shumo too much, Even he doesn't want to face his past mistakes.

Chapter 57