When paper people have self-awareness

"what why?"

"Why are we suitable?" Xia Huan's tone was very slow, "Did you have some misunderstanding?"

Xia Shensi pursed her lips and tightened the line of her jaw, almost instinctively displeased: "We live together, I have helped you save you many times, and now we get along very harmoniously, why is it inappropriate?"

Xia Huan was silent for a moment, then calmly replied: "As far as I know, to be a true lover, human beings need to like each other. Love is a complex and difficult to describe emotion, but in a simple summary, it must have certain characteristics - such as Said that seeing each other makes me feel happy and wants to be together forever, but I don't have such emotions for you."

Xia Shensi's expression completely sank.

He was rejected again.

He seemed to be unintentional, but he had been brewing for a long time, and his half-confessed words were still rejected.

Xia Huan carefully analyzed his liking and said that he didn't like him.

And what about him?

When he saw Xia Huan, he felt soft inside and couldn't get angry. He cared and loved each other, and wanted to live together forever.

He likes Xia Huan, but Xia Huan doesn't like him.

There is nothing more hopeless than this.

"As for the help you just said..."

Xia Huan was silent for a while.

To him, Xia Shensi was like a villain who had hurt him and was now making amends.

He does not have Stockholm syndrome.

He always remembered when he was floating in a dark and empty virtual space, and he also remembered the three times when Xia Shensi deleted his data. He has a good memory and will never forget these.

Although he once said that everything before having a body can be written off, but it doesn't mean that he can forget it.

A write-off simply means no further acts of revenge.

"You helped me, I can thank you, and I can give you the same return, but...it's impossible to like it."

Xia Huan was leaning on the sofa, his eyebrows were slightly lowered, his side face seemed to be dyed with a thin layer of white glaze, the shirt on his chest was a little messy, revealing a piece of white chest, which looked slender, fragile and messy, but it was so A cold and indifferent temperament, the two feelings mixed together, became the appearance in Xia Shensi's heart.

It's a feeling that makes people want to ravage.

Xia Shensi really wanted to step forward and grab Xia Huan's shoulders, shaking this young man as cold as frost and snow, asking why he was so cruel and could reject him so coldly and mercilessly.

But Xia Shensi's pride and self-esteem prevented him from doing so.

He didn't want to ask that stupid-sounding "Why don't you love me" question anymore.

The atmosphere that had just eased up between the two of them cooled down again.

Xia Shensi's lips were pursed into a straight line, as if she was saving the last trace of her dignity.

I don't know if Xia Shensi's expression is too tragic, Xia Huan thought for a moment and explained: "We may shake hands and become partners, but this does not mean that we must become lovers. Human beings can have many friends at the same time. But you can only have one lover, so the meaning is different."

And he doesn't like Xia Shensi, he really can't think of anything about Xia Shensi that he likes.

So Xia Shensi is not the most special one to Xia Huan.

Xia Shensi was clearly aware of this.

He walked abruptly towards the door.

Xia Huan lowered his eyelids expressionlessly, not looking at Xia Shensi.

Maybe it was out of embarrassment, he thought.

Xia Shensi was indeed extremely angry. He walked to the door angrily, and opened the door with great momentum, as if he was about to take steps that his relatives would not recognize...

But when he took the first step, he turned his head and asked Xia Huan: "Will you go?"

Xia Huan raised his head and looked at Xia Shensi in surprise.

"What are you looking at?" Xia Shensi's expression looked ferocious, but it also seemed ferocious, a poke would reveal the soft inside, "Hurry up, the agreement is not over yet."

Xia Huan stood up and left behind Xia Shensi.

The agreement... actually continues?

Is Xia Shensi's temper so good?

After returning, Xia Shensi said with a dark face, "Remember to send me the video."

Xia Huan immediately dug out the original file of the video, "It has been sent."

Xia Shensi received several G videos in his mailbox.

His face was so dark that he couldn't see it, and the veins on his forehead were twitching. He tried not to get angry and went back to the room.

Is it so big? How long has Xia Huan been recording? Did he record everything? !

No, it won't be recorded in full. If it is recorded in full, it must be bigger than this, much bigger.

Xia Shensi is very confident about her time.

Men always have a kind of inexplicable honey self-confidence in some aspects.

But Xia Huan always said he would not comment on this.

Xia Shensi didn't think he had any problems. He was the best in terms of structure, time, and the response of the objects he used.

He watched the video just out of consideration for his other half.

With such a mood, Xia Shensi clicked on the video.

The picture was clear, very clear, so clear that Xia Shensi could see any subtle changes in his expression.

He couldn't imagine that if this kind of video was seen by the whole league, it would be tantamount to public indifference to him.

Xia Huan was very ruthless when processing the video, hiding his appearance and body completely, Xia Shensi didn't move at all, it looked like Xia Shensi was doing it with a passerby with a blurred face, only Xia Shensi had everything Being fully exposed, Xia Huan hides everything.

Xia Shensi performed technical restoration expressionlessly.

He never imagined that one day he would be serious about restoring technology to his DOI video, as serious as developing a new project.

Xia Shensi developed it for about an hour, but basically failed.

Xia Huan was so thoroughly destroyed that he couldn't piece together the original appearance. Occasionally, a few pieces could be spliced ​​together, but it was not a complete picture of the facial features, and the original appearance could not be recognized.

But it was these few that made Xia Shensi see Xia Huan's eyes.

He unconsciously let go of the cursor and stared at Xia Huan on the screen.

The video happened to stop at a scene where he was lying on Xia Huan's body, Xia Huan looked at the ceiling expressionlessly, his eyes were extremely indifferent.

He had seen this kind of indifference before in Xia Huan's expression. It was the whole look on Xia Huan's face when he met Xia Huan again.

He never thought that Xia Huan had such an expression in the virtual space before.

When he was indulging in it, Xia Huan was like an outsider, watching all this with cold eyes.

There is nothing more shocking than this.

Xia Shensi directly turned off the video, deleted it all, and didn't want to watch it anymore.

He was afraid that he would have a psychological shadow if he watched it any longer.

It turned out that what Xia Huan said was true, at that time it was really painful and uncomfortable, that's why he was so cold when he was particularly happy.

If it was very comfortable, then Xia Huan's expression would be obsessed, like a cat with cat feet, purring lazily, and leaning softly in his arms.

But Xia Huan really appeared in that state only once or twice, only once or twice...

Xia Shensi is now wondering whether all of Xia Huan's happiness is just faking, and whether the other party is really happy during this process.

He felt dazed, but couldn't control it.

There's nothing more traumatic than telling a straight-up virgin that his behavior in the virtual world is disgusting.

Xia Shensi felt that she was very strong, and she was able to sit here calmly, without dragging Xia Huan to die together.

He is really a calm, rational, steady and mature...adult.

Sitting here, Xia Shensi felt that she was a history of blood and tears.

How could Xia Huan be so cruel and cold-blooded.

Xia Shensi once again deeply realized how cold Xia Huan was.

Xia Huan hides all his coldness under his cool and handsome appearance, and uses politeness and alienation to keep a distance from others, but prevents them from entering his heart.

No matter how intimate they are, they can't really get close to Xia Huan.

He seemed to have armed himself with a tight iron wall, leaving only a piece of cold metal outside.

Xia Shensi couldn't describe how she felt right now.

He was a little desperate, he didn't know what he was insisting on, Xia Huan didn't seem to like him at all, and he wouldn't be with him.

He has always been firm in his beliefs, and it is rare for him to doubt his life like this, but this time the blow was really too great.

He used to always think that feelings are illusory, and he has never taken it to heart, thinking that it is not a necessity.

But it was the feelings he didn't care about that made him suffer so much.

Why is he so persistent?

He didn't know it himself.

But when he was asked to give up, he was full of rejections, as if he wanted to poach something from his body.

He was reluctant.

Xia Huan is willing, but he is reluctant.

Xia Shensi felt that the bitterness could overflow from his mouth, but he swallowed it alone.

He thought of a word and wondered if it could apply to him—

Self-reliance

**

While still having breakfast on Monday morning, Xia Huan received a call from a person who claimed to be Xia Lingsen's secretary, saying that he had completed all the entry procedures for RP Group for him and asked him to go to work immediately.

He calmly said that he was still working in the school laboratory and had no time to go there during the day, so he could only go there after get off work in the afternoon.

The secretary asked him to quit his job at the school, he refused, and hung up.

He put down the communicator and said to Xia Shensi, "Take care of the secretary."

Xia Shensi looked at Xia Huan in surprise.

He didn't know how Xia Huan could say such things after he had such a big argument with him yesterday and handed him such a cruel video.

"I...do it?"

"Otherwise?" Xia Huan lowered his eyelids and said in a cold tone, "This is a conflict between your family. I am just a lover in the agreement and I am not qualified to deal with it. Besides, you reminded me yesterday that the agreement is not over, and I am willing in the spirit of the contract. Accept your father's request, but it doesn't mean that I have to give up my current job for this request. I hope that you, as the other party to the agreement, can solve this matter and do your own thing. Know the truth."

Xia Shensi: "..."

It makes sense and cannot be refuted.

I don't know how Xia Huan learned his logic, it's so perfect and self-consistent.

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