[Comprehensive] The Holy Grail Finds My Husband

What's it like growing up?

If I was a child, I would probably say that when I grow up, I can do many things, go to many places I want to go, and do many things that I couldn't do when I was a child.

But when I really grew up, I felt like this:

Yes, my EQ is not high, but please don't ignore my IQ just because of my EQ problem, okay?

I don't have a high EQ, so I can't tell whether what you say is true or not.

My emotional intelligence is not high, so I can't tell if you have ulterior motives.

My emotional intelligence is not high, and I can't guess the deep hidden meaning of every sentence.

That's right, I am.

I admit that my EQ is really not high at all.

But, sorry, my IQ is normal, maybe because EQ is added to IQ.

Maybe God saw that my EQ was too low, and I was worried that if I said the wrong sentence or did something wrong unknowingly, I would be killed by someone.

Therefore, God said: give you some special compensation.

Therefore, I, who have a low EQ, may have a strange ability.

I can't see through the truth or falsehood of what you say, and I can't see through the hidden meaning in your words, so I have a pair of eyes that can see through the darkness in people's hearts.

I'm sorry, I probably didn't get to know the thing hidden in your heart, the thing that is just about to move.

Yes, I will still be cheated, I am just an ordinary person, how could I not be cheated.

But fortunately, God gave me the ability to stand up again after being cheated again and again.

I'm not in a hurry, I can wait quietly, you who lied to me... It's even more miserable than mine.

Nah~ No way, when I grow up, I become one of the people I least want to be.

The naive, innocent, and silly me who used to be destroyed by you.

The former me, before she was destroyed, cried and said to me: Why did they treat me like this?

I really want to reach out and hug that she, the one who used to be me.

But, I can't do it!

I was born in her despair, woke up in an environment she didn't want to face, I~ she created me~

The one who created me and the one who loved me are all dead, why are you still alive, why are you laughing?

to die!to die!to die!to die!to die!to die!to die!

I really want to just walk over quietly and quietly, tie up those who hurt her, and kill them one by one.

just not

After being stained red with dirty blood, I will be disgusted by her. In that case, wouldn't I become one of the people she doesn't like?

If it's just dirty my hands, I can be sure that she will never find out, and I can be sure that I will always be clean in her heart.

However, how can those filthy garbage be worth my hands?

How can those filthy garbage be worthy of me polluting the self created by her~

She who created me is a naive, pure girl, she should have been happy, she should have lived the kind of life she wanted.

You live in a beautiful house, you have a man who loves her and is loved by her, and you have a pair of lovely children...

She should have been smiling all over her face, she should have kept her cuteness until her hair was gray.

What a pity, what a pity that the dream she has been pursuing and the life she has always wanted to live have not been realized by you, so you killed her.

Why, you don't accompany her?

My girls are gone, your existence has no effect other than polluting the world and bringing garbage to the world.

Unfortunately, my girl probably won't make it to heaven, she doesn't believe in God.

It's a pity that my girl will not fall into the cycle of hell. After creating me with everything, she died.

It's a pity, my girl, if only you hadn't made me.

If only I could truly become a person and meet you earlier as a man.

My girl, if I can meet you as a man, I will become what you like most and marry you who I love the most.

But everything is hypothetical.

I can't do it, the reality is, the girl who created me died, and I was born in her despair.

Hahahaha.

Hahahaha.

Don't you hate my girl, the innocence and sincerity she has always kept?

Then let me take her place, born of despair, born of lies.

I said: If the relationship will make her hurt, then throw it away.

From then on, regardless of the so-called kinship, so-called friendship, or so-called love that could hurt her, she will no longer have emotional fluctuations when encountering deception.

Me, I just need to keep moving forward and live according to her wishes.

I said: If her dream doesn't come true, then I will.

From now on, whether it is her responsibility, her dream, or all the things she wants to accomplish but has not been completed, I will do it, and I will do it.

Me, I just need to go forward and fulfill my dreams with her.

If my girl represents white, then I am the color of black.

I was born flawed and never whole in spirit.

I'm lucid, I'm mad, I'm ridiculous, I'm happy.

……

I am desperate, that is the despair engraved in my soul since I was not born.

However, I have no way to give up. If I give up and bury my despair, then in the world, besides me, who else will remember my girl?

If it was in the comics, I might become the villain boss, walking on the road to be eliminated by the protagonist.

If it was my girl, she must be the heroine in the daily comics, wearing a white dress, standing among the flowers and smiling at me.

It is also possible that she is a supporting actress in a romantic manga, but even so, she is a kind woman who is sure to find happiness.

I hate this world.

I hate this world without her, I hate this world that hurts her, and is, has been, and will be, and will hurt many girls like her.

It's just that I can't help it.

I can't save my girl, and I can't save many of them like mine.

I'm just a powerless soul born out of despair.

If……

If you have had the same experience as my girl, can you be stronger?Can you go on bravely?

I have always hoped that my girl can be stronger, even if she is extremely reluctant, I also hope that she can face the wind and rain alone and remain calm.

I have always hoped that my girl can be more brave, even if she is extremely distressed, I also hope that she can face the world alone, even if everyone betrays, she is still brave.

My girl, if only I could be exchanged for you.

My girl, if only girls like you could be happy.

However, I'm just an incomplete soul that was born in despair and will be extinguished at any time.

I love you my girl.

Always, always, love you.

girl.

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Love you.