Edible boyfriend [Comprehensive]

【1】

Use the last chapter, use your brain hole in the future, slowly fill in, let me bid you farewell.

【2】

On that day, that night, I saw the most splendid scene in my existence for so many years, and maybe I will never be able to see it again, and I don't want to see it again.

With all the love, hatred and hatred, the moment your faith was broken, you turned into pieces in the darkness. I stretched out my hand to keep you, but I couldn't catch anything, I couldn't catch it.

After being silent for a long time, I can only laugh, and only laugh.

【3】

I want to say goodbye to you, I wrote a lot of things, I wrote songs, I wrote poems... I also thought about painting, drawing you down, keeping you in the painting, giving you new life, after picking up the brush, silence For a long time, my fingers trembled, and I couldn't do anything.

The memory you left me has something that belongs to painting.

"Painting is very simple, you can paint whatever you like." You said.

But, I don't have anything I like.

"I have never learned orthodox drawing methods, nor have I been taught by a teacher. I didn't even have a computer network before, and I drew by myself..."

"I want to draw people, to draw the sunshine in my mind..."

"Drawing is so good, it allows me to immerse myself in it for hours, without having to think about messy things..."

Your memory is still there, and the words you said are still in my ears, but I can only draw a few lines on the blank paper you left behind, and I can't think of anything else.

【4】

"I like white. The campus romance novels I read in junior high school, the love in it is so pure, many of them are together by accidental touch, and their cheeks turn red when they accidentally rub their lips..."

"What a pure love, this is what I yearn for the most."

"Later, when I grew up, I realized that I was naive. Many people I knew said I was naive, but there was no way, I just like that kind of pure feelings. Although it is almost impossible to find that lucky one It won't be me."

……

I found it, I found the kind of person you like, yes, I happened to meet the type you like in 18 years, a man who speaks softly, likes to read, likes white, and loves exclusively.

You see, I found it. He is the kind of simple and dedicated man you like.

It's just that when I found him, he, like you, had already left this world.When I found his story, I laughed for a long, long time.

I found the type you like, I found the man of your dreams, he, like you, has left this world for several years.

Is the world unable to accommodate you?

No, the world is so big, with so many creatures, so many human beings, how could it not accommodate a few different species?

It's just that you are too stupid, you fell in love, but you didn't meet the right person.

【5】

I have reminded you, not only me, I have reminded you, you are a person who pays attention to feelings, so don't touch love, don't touch, feelings, how many times have you said it, why don't you listen.

Is depression okay?Whether you, or the one I found for you, both suffered from depression for a long time and passed away.

I beg you, if you are reincarnated, will you two be together?

Fools like you who yearn to love only one person for the rest of your life, and only want to be tempted once, let’s be together, so that you don’t have to worry about being cheated by others, and you will end up in the same end in the next life.

If you two pure emotional fools are together, then the world will be peaceful and happy forever!

【6】

Take a breath, I am continuing to code.

I have met new friends, thanks to you, the fate is your match, the new friends I know read the article written by you before, and then we met.

Your former friend, I broke up, and I can't say that I broke up unilaterally.

I think, you know, you must be angry with me.

But there is no way, I just tell her what you have encountered before, and then tell her that when you are in danger, you protect her but push you out to block the gun. You don't mind, but I can't bear it in my heart.

After that, she ignored me, and it's been several months now, and I went to the hospital once, and she didn't even show her face once.

Is this how you feel?To be honest, I didn't break it first, it was she who didn't apologize for several months, and didn't even give me any steps.

So, I have known her for so many years, and every year you send blessings to her on her birthday, but she always says that she is very busy, let's break up.

Don't be angry, seriously, isn't it good to be alone?You remember her birthday, remember her child's birthday, you send blessings to her every year, but she...has never told you many things, she may not even remember how many days it is your birthday Bar.

You said she hasn't said "Happy Birthday!" to you in several years

【7】

I'm a little embarrassed, it seems to have cleaned up your surroundings.

Cough, your classmate ignored me, I don’t understand why, several times, since that time in 17, I have always been looking for your classmate, the one you are closest to, but the classmate doesn’t respond to me!

Let’s forget it, it’s said that there are only three things, and I’ve passed four and five, so I can’t keep my face hot and my ass cold.

I'd be impatient too.

【8】

Speaking of writing, I have been stuck for a long time.

I still remember some of the brain holes you wrote, and some of the manuscripts you left behind in Jinjiang are still there.

Then, it seems to revise it all, revise it all according to your ideas, and refine it.

It's just... I've been sick for a long time too.

I was scammed out of money by a reader who said he liked your novels.

That person is your reader, you have known him for several years.She said that she came out to rent a house, and the rent was not enough. She asked me if I could lend it to her for a day. I thought you had talked with each other and had known each other for a few years, so I lent it to her.

As a result, she ignored me as long as she was online, and she didn't pay me back.

It made me have a psychological shadow, and it’s okay to be cheated by a stranger, that’s your reader.

Later, when I was cultivating my body, I made a long-term plan before boarding Jinjiang. I also read some comments. I didn’t want to reply at first. Will reply, I think, let's continue with you.

Sigh, brooding, why is the person who lied to me a reader?

You said how about I get her name out and write it in the novel, and leave me a psychological shadow in the name of the reader... Bah, I don’t want it, it’s not enough to write such a bad character in my novel Respond to me, but also save my lovely readers.

Human beings are inherently good and bad, but the person who lied to me happened to have read your book and claimed to be your reader.

This kind of person, hehe...

【9】

Why is it faster to type these messy things than to write articles?

【10】

Happy birthday, I'm a little tired, and I don't want to look back, anyway, I can't remember, every day I can't remember anything, and occasionally I can remember some bits and pieces.

I tried the phone left by that person before, but it has been shut down, and the Penguin number is no longer available. Sigh, I really cheated of my money and ran away.Some of me are sad, some of me are angry.

In the past, I have almost forgotten how your birthday was spent. This year, there will be unexpected surprises, and the blessings I can expect, and now I am going to bed, but I still haven’t waited for it, so let’s forget it.

Don't wait any longer.

Don't despair about life, it's best to be leisurely and carefree.

【11】

Let it end here, there is nothing to mention, and there is nothing to worry about.

In this way, let everything end today, and stop abruptly at 0 o'clock.

You're doing well, you're doing well, give me a hug.

The last sentence, I love you, I am loving you, and I will love you in my lifetime.

The author has something to say:

Goodbye.