Reborn Glazer

Song Qingyi was stunned when he heard Qi Runyun's words.

Although he had knots in his heart, he never thought that he would feel like Qi Runyun.His heart knot comes from love, and it is precisely because he loves this person that he thinks more, fearing that what he has given is not good enough, and he would not think that those subtle thoughts will be noticed by this person, and even misunderstood.

Song Qingyi sighed, took a step back around the people and sat down at the table.Gently stroking the long hair of the person in his arms, "Tie hair as a husband and wife, there is no doubt about love. You have done nothing wrong, and my mind has not changed. I admit that there is a knot in my heart, but it is only because I love you I feel ashamed of being my wife."

Song Qingyi's words surprised Qi Runyun a little. He wanted to raise his head, but he was pressed down by the hand caressing his head, and a wry smile came from his ear: "No, I can't tell by looking at you."

Everyone wants to show their best side in front of the person they love the most, and Song Qingyi is no exception, but right now he wants to confess to his own Zhengjun those dark thoughts in his heart, and he really doesn't want to look at this person's serious expression. Feel ashamed of yourself.

"The beginning between you and me was not very good. I am a selfish person. I didn't realize my thoughts on you before. I can feel at ease that since you have become my wife, I will treat you like a family partner. It’s already good for you. But once I find myself in love, you are not only my partner, but also my beloved. When I look back at myself, sometimes I wonder if you don’t want to meet me Better."

Feeling the body in his arms move, Song Qingyi patted it reassuringly, motioning him to wait until he finished speaking: "Look, you are the eldest son of the Qi family, you can inherit the family business, marry a wife and have children, and live a chic and free life. But in fact, you came to the Song family when you were young, and grew up in Xiliyuan alone. You learned things that you didn't need to learn, just to become my husband's wife, and I might not even love you." As a man as a wife, in In front of the world, she is already inferior to others. If she is not loved by her husband, the tragedy of her life is already doomed.Thinking of the ending of this person's previous life, Song Qingyi hated himself more than once for being ignorant of others and harming himself and others.

Slowly organizing his words, Song Qingyi suddenly had the urge to express himself: "I've been dreaming these past few days, dreaming that I didn't recognize Luo Xingjuan, and I was still devoted to her, married you but disrespected your wife, and even doted on your concubine. Killing your wife, you have to be tortured by those ghosts and monsters while pregnant with your own son, and you even lost your life in the end, and our child was not even born in time..." After speaking, Song Qingyi was almost dazed, as if he had returned to the previous life. In the rainy night when his whole body was cold, despair and mourning were in his voice.

That night he had just learned of Luo Xingjuan and Su Ning's plan, and he heard the commotion outside, followed the movement to the courtyard that he had almost completely forgotten. The courtyard was bustling with people, but the courtyard was deserted. The steady wife and doctor.Only the quiet man was left lying quietly on the ground forever, his body was filled with blood, and his huge belly moved strangely a few times before becoming silent again.

When he came back from rebirth, he always thought that the scene he saw at that time was Qi Runyun dying with laughter, but this time the veil of self-deception seemed to be lifted from the bewilderment - he remembered that when he arrived, his Zhengjun was actually not. He didn't die, but he had already exhaled more air than inhaled, and his protruding stomach was still twitching slightly. He was already stunned by this scene.His righteous monarch, who has always been quiet and indifferent, has a ferocious face, pinches the tablet he carved for himself with pale hands, and stares at him: "Save the child..."

But at that time, Song Qingyi felt powerless, and he received the impassioned plea. He panicked and knew to find a doctor, but he also vaguely understood in his heart that this scene was caused by his junior sister, otherwise even if his regular wife was not favored again, The birth of a son-in-law will never be without a doctor and a stable wife.These servants crowded outside the courtyard noisily and didn't come in. Doesn't that explain the problem? He, the incompetent young master of the Song family, can't even save his wife and son at this moment. Because he lured wolves into the house, the Song family no longer has the surname Song.

In the end, Qi Runyun's eyes turned into despair, then became hatred, and finally disappeared slowly...

Song Qingyi's last impression was that angry gaze, chasing him desperately. In the year when he was kicked out of the Song family, he would have this dream every night, and every time he would be awakened by these gazes.

Until he was reborn later, he didn't know whether it was a fresh start or that scene had been suppressed in his heart for too long. The guilt and powerlessness in his heart stimulated him to cover it up subconsciously, so that he could only remember the death of his wife and children, but he could never remember the final scene. Scenes.

I didn't expect that this time, because I confessed my heart to Qi Runyun, I didn't know what was touched in my mind, and I remembered it instead in a daze.

Song Qingyi opened his eyes and let out a breath, only to find that he was lying on the bed with a lamp in the room.Did he faint?

Turning his head, he saw Qi Runyun sitting on the head of the bed, wearing a coat and holding a book in a daze.

"Lin Yu?"

Startled by Song Qingyi's voice, Qi Runyun's hands trembled, and the book he was not holding tightly fell down.Ignoring it in time, Qi Runyun probed to check: "Duanjin, you're awake!"

Perhaps it was this confession that made Song Qingyi's depression come out. He didn't feel any discomfort when he woke up this time. His face was startled, he quickly sat up from the bed, and pulled him onto the bed distressedly, "Why did you make yourself so embarrassed, don't forget that you are still in double body, be careful."

"Master fainted before, the doctor said you were overworked and depressed." Qi Runyun obediently climbed onto the bed, ignoring Song Qingyi's nagging, seeing that he was still in good spirits, he was relieved but his face was slightly cold, and he repeated the doctor's words To Song Qingyi.

"Father and mother have sent people to ask, I'll let Lingbao talk about it first." Qi Runyun was about to get up after speaking.

"Don't worry, don't worry, I'm fine right now. We haven't finished talking before, and you look so bad. The diagnosis given by the doctor is that your father and mother are well-known, and it's just a matter of rest. You should rest first. "Knowing that his sudden fainting must have frightened him, Song Qingyi's heart aches for his pale face at the moment.

"Stop talking!" Unexpectedly, upon hearing this, Qi Runyun's movements became even bigger, and Song Qingyi was so shocked that he quickly hugged him.Now needless to say, he also clearly knew that his Zhengjun was getting angry.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, it's all my fault, don't be angry." Song Qingyi didn't dare to use force, and even though he just woke up without any discomfort, he was a little weak after all.As a result, he was sweating profusely, and managed to hold him back in his arms.Now that he had clearly seen the reddish eyes of his own Zhengjun, Song Qingyi couldn't help but blame himself.

"It's not good for me. It's right to work hard for the family business. There is no place for Lin Yu to beak. It's always Lin Yu's hypocrisy, which makes me anxious and depressed..." Qi Runyun's face was cold, and his words were inconsequential during his speech. Word by word came out of my mouth.

With such a voice, the sweat on Song Qingyi's forehead became denser.It was the first time he knew that his Zhengjun was really angry, and his mouth was quite poisonous.This is not introspection, it is clearly questioning myself with irony.

"Okay, don't be angry, I will feel bad when I get angry." Sighing, Song Qingyi hugged the person with both hands, and could only lightly touch the person opposite with his forehead.He knew how to calm down his Zhengjun, so his uncle rubbed his nose with his nose with a hint of intimacy.

Sure enough, Qi Runyun suddenly shut his mouth and looked at him coldly, only his red ears revealed his true emotions.

"I know you're angry that I didn't take good care of myself. I promise there will be no next time. This time it was an accident." He couldn't explain how he felt so emotional just because of a few days of dreams.I had to use exhaustion to make excuses, but fortunately the doctor did give such a diagnosis.

Qi Runyun looked at him for a long while before opening his mouth again: "Have you thought about divorcing your wife and letting Linyu leave?"

Hearing this, Song Qingyi froze suddenly, and smiled wryly.Even when he had just come back from rebirth, he never thought about divorcing his wife, let alone now when he had already made love.Not only because he wants this quiet person to be by his side, but also because being divorced after becoming a husband and wife is equivalent to abolishing this person.Not only in reputation, but also physically.The same man had conceived an heir for another man, so it would be very difficult for him to marry a wife and keep an heir in the future, so Song Qingyi never thought of letting go of this man from the moment the two of them became real husband and wife in their bridal chamber.

"No, whether it was before or after I discovered my heart, I have already decided in my heart that you are my righteous king." Seeing Qi Runyun calm down, Song Qingyi let go of his arms, and gently stroked the hair that he hadn't had time to tie up.

"Since that's the case, what's the point of Duan Jin thinking so much. Since Lin Yu won't let Lin Yu leave, and Lin Yu is already your wife, then how to treat me well in the future is what Duan Jin should consider. Those things that didn't happen Why bother to think about it." From an angle that Song Qingyi couldn't see, the hand that was gripping the quilt loosened because of this answer.For Qi Runyun, what Song Qingyi said in the afternoon was not a problem.He had already recognized Luo Xingjuan's face, and had no intention of accepting her as an apprentice, so how could what happened later.

Song Qingyi stared blankly at Qi Runyun and asked him to treat him better in the future with a blank expression, before laughing after a while: "Yes, what I should consider now is how to treat my wife better, so that you can't leave my husband and I, my wife." That's right, everything else is not important." Doing it all over again is a gift from God, he doesn't know how great a chance it is to have such an opportunity, shouldn't it be better for himself and the one he loves, why bother to do it with all his heart Pay attention to that once nightmare.

Nightmares need to be kept in mind, but they are just to remind yourself of the things you did wrong, but they are not used to affect your current life.