i am afraid

Jiang Yan came out of the Marquis of Anping with a much heavier mood than when he came. To be honest, he was not ready to face all this, especially after discovering Gu Qi's terrifying thoughts from his sister's analysis. The emperor's thoughts were depressed.

He didn't have much knowledge, and his first impression of the emperor was that he was like his grandfather, who controlled the power of life and death. However, the early court has become a recognized decoration, and when important things happen, the ministers will gather in the East Palace to discuss by default, and the prince's token is more convincing than the seal of the jade seal.

He originally thought that he would be like this, even if he couldn't do it now, after a few years, he would do it sooner or later, so that everyone would listen to him, and no one would dare to interfere no matter what he said or did, but the reality But, if you don’t have the ability, your courtiers will plot against you. The superiority and inferiority are determined for fools, and the real smart people don’t care about these things. He is afraid.

He feels that he doesn't know what he really wants now, he doesn't have the ability to govern the country, and he is afraid that if he continues like this, he will really be tricked by Gu Qi, but he is afraid that Uncle Six will hurt him when he hands over the throne, and he still has some reconciliation , thinking that he should have gotten more, if the imperial grandfather had allowed him to study hard, even if it was just deliberately supporting the disabled, he also felt that he would never be like this today.These chaotic emotions fought endlessly in his mind, and finally messed up his thoughts even more.

Turning to Yin Jiang's yard, he changed his clothes and just came out of it. Adong and Axia were carrying a big package in their hands, which was bulging.

Having seen the cross-eyed and drooling mouths of the two, Jiang Yan accepted their expressionless and hard faces well, so he turned his attention to Yin Jiang.

"Follow me for the time being, and I will find a chance to reinstate you."

What Jiang Yan said is quite certain, no matter what, he can still decide whether a Hanlin will stay or not, and the situation of Yin Jiang is not uncommon or uncommon. It's not good, but I'm worried that the bastard who has been treated coldly since he was a child will retaliate against the family after he takes office. For this reason, many talents are forced to leave the officialdom every year, which can be said to be a major disadvantage. After this matter is resolved, this can be regarded as a merit.

Jiang Yan had something hidden in his heart, so he couldn't bring himself to explain his identity to Yin Jiang. On the way back, he was thinking about what he wanted to talk to Uncle Six. I know whether I want to negotiate with my sixth uncle, use my voluntary abdication as a bargaining chip to ensure the safety of him and my sister, or tell him that he wants to be emperor and decide to tear myself apart with him. It may be, as my sister said, to become Gu Qi's tool for manipulating the throne and become a complete puppet.

After entering the palace gate, Zhou Ping'an and Yin Jiang explained for a long time, he even talked and gestured, and finally he was so tired in winter that he couldn't help but look back at Adong and Axia who was expressionless the whole time, deeply feeling that there are only fools in the world good.

There was a dazed expression on Yin Jiang's face, as if he hadn't reacted at all.

Jiang Yan returned to Chengtian Palace and changed out of the clothes he left the palace. At this time, someone outside announced that the King Chen had arrived.

In fact, Jiang Ling had already come, but Jiang Yan was outside the palace at that time, so he didn't see anyone, and when he met Gu Xi halfway, his complexion was not very good, and Jiang Yan was even worse when he saw people. nervous.

Jiang Ling has been fighting in Mobei all the year round, and he has an evil spirit in him. This is different from when he saw Pei Yue. Even if the two are similar in age, it can't change the fact that one is an elder brother and the other is an uncle. With the majesty brought by his seniority, coupled with the evil spirit from fighting on the battlefield, it was impossible for Jiang Yan to rush forward to get close to Pei Yue like he saw Pei Yue. On the contrary, he became more and more afraid.

Not only him, Zhou Ning was beside him, his calves were trembling, and the rest of the palace people were not much better, all of them were pale.

Jiang Ling was unaware of this. He strode forward, pressed Jiang Yan's shoulder, and bent down so that his eyes were level with his.

"I have something to tell you." He said word by word.

Jiang Yan didn't refuse. In fact, he couldn't refuse, so the palace people retreated. Even Zhou Ning was shut outside the palace. Jiang Ling's hand was still on his shoulder, not allowing him to struggle.

"Uncle Six, my mind is in a mess right now, and I don't know what to do." Jiang Yan said in a low voice, he felt the palm pressing on his shoulder tighten.

Jiang Ling stared firmly into Jiang Yan's eyes, and said, "You don't know what to do, how do I know what to do?"

Jiang Yan suddenly looked up at him, but saw Jiang Ling's eyes were so severe that he could hardly stare at him. He instinctively wanted to avoid it, but the pressure on his shoulders came again. He had no choice but to face those pair of eyes. Transparent eyes.

"Xiaoyan is fifteen years old. When my sixth uncle was 15 years old, his greatest wish was to be a great general galloping on the battlefield. What is Xiaoyan's wish?"

Jiang Yan was stunned. No one had ever asked him what his wish was. He had been passively accepting other people's opinions and obeying other people's thoughts. There will also be considerations, but sometimes it is useless to consider these. No one will stop to listen to his opinions. Whether he is happy or unhappy, unwilling or willing, no one cares.

Looking at the dazed Jiang Yan, Jiang Ling's eyes became more severe, and he couldn't help raising his voice a little: "Uncle Liu wanted to be a general, so he joined the army and followed the soldiers to do the hardest and most tiring training. Making connections in the military, going to the forefront of the battlefield, and changing me before the age of 15, I would never believe that I would do this, do you know why?"

Jiang Yan didn't answer, and he really didn't know how to answer. Jiang Ling stared at his face firmly and said, "Because that's my own decision. I would rather die if someone tells me to do these things in front of others who love me!"

Jiang Yan was shocked, and looked at Jiang Ling, "Sixth Uncle, I..."

Jiang Ling took a step back, straightened Jiang Yan's clothes, and looked very serious: "I came back this time only to inherit the throne and deal with that bold Jiang Xuanying along the way, but I found that if you don't train hard, you will really Obsolete."

Jiang Ling sighed, and said softly: "You haven't figured out what you want to do, wait, I don't want this throne. Uncle Liu has a clear conscience in his life, and the only person who is sorry is Big Brother. Back then he was Blocked the calamity for me, Xiao Yan, I don't want to see you ruined."

He said, Xiao Yan, I don't want to see you ruined.

This sentence came too late, but Jiang Yan still burst into tears when he heard it. From childhood to adulthood, countless people, whom he knew and didn’t know, wanted to harm him. Several uncles treated him like passers-by, cousin abandoned him, Jiang Xuanying forced him, Gu Xi plotted against him, everyone raised him as a waste, controlled him as a waste, counted him as a waste, he felt that he was alone After a long time, someone finally said to him, it's all right, I'm here, I won't let you ruin it.

Finally, peace of mind.

Jiang Yan's eyes were suddenly dark.

Jiang Yan fell into a coma. According to the consultation with 34 imperial physicians of the Imperial Hospital, he finally came to the conclusion that the dough man on the food stall outside the palace at noon had been left for a long time, and the dough was mixed with pigment, which caused food poisoning.

Jiang Ling was very angry, and ordered the people accompanying him to punish him.

As the main guard for this trip, Zhou Ping'an's salary will be reduced, and he will be fined to watch the palace gate for three days, which will be executed on the same day.

As the main eunuch on this trip, Zhou Ning's salary was reduced, and he was fined to sweep the Nanyuan school grounds for three days, which will be executed on the same day.

As the suspected target of going out of the palace brought back from this trip, Yin Jiang... will not deal with it for the time being.

Maybe it was because of a boulder in his heart, Jiang Yan relaxed from his coma. He slept for two whole days, and when he woke up on the third day, it was evening. Two little maids guarded him by the bed. Go up to him and ask him what he wants to eat.

Jiang Yan felt nauseous, his stomach was bloated and his head still hurt, so he just said, "Pour a cup of tea."

"Your Majesty has been asleep for three days, how can you not eat something?" Maybe seeing Jiang Yan's easy-going attitude, the little maid said boldly.

Jiang Yan pressed his temples, feeling that he couldn't remember many things for a while, so he asked, "I've been asleep for three days? How did I pass out?"

He was good-looking, and spoke in a soft voice. The little maid became a little more courageous, and said: "Your Majesty, you forgot that you were talking to His Highness Chen Wang at that time, and let us all go out. Later, His Highness Chen said that you Passed out, and then the imperial doctor came over and said that you ate... cough, ate an unclean roadside stall."

Jiang Yan: "..."

If he remembered correctly, before he fell into a coma, he and Uncle Six were discussing such an important and serious issue as the ownership of the throne, right?What is going to happen if you suddenly faint because of eating a roadside stall?

Jiang Yan drank tea and felt better. He calmed down and asked, "Where is the person I brought back that day? Where is it arranged?"

The little maid hesitated for a moment, then whispered: "Return to Your Majesty, His Royal Highness Chen said that although there are no concubines in this harem, it is not a place where outsiders should come. Sent it back."

Jiang Yan: "..." What's the point of him bringing people back after all his hard work?What's the point?