[Volleyball Boys] Youth to be continued

This is not the case.

Not so...

i can explain...

There are a lot of things I want to say in my heart, but they all turn into silence as Aoi Minato grows up.

Before that, he flicked the photo lightly, and fell to the ground through the air.

Yu Wei leaned over to pick it up, took a deep breath, "Grinding, I..."

But as soon as the words came out, they were interrupted by the boy.

"Training." His voice was as flat as ever, but colder than usual, "Afternoon training is about to begin."

"..."

The journey back to school seemed to be extremely long, and Hami wanted to explain this matter several times.

But her mind is in a mess now, and she also needs to calm down.

Only in a calm situation can the ins and outs of the matter be explained clearly.

"Grinding... After the training is over, let's talk."

The moment he stepped into the school, Yu Wei said seriously.

She watched Grinding, and suddenly felt that the outline of his side face was a little blurry, as if he was about to disappear.

--"Oh."

Chapter 41 The Girl Involved in the Maelstrom

The body seemed to be sucked into a whirlpool.

The harder you struggle, the more you will be submerged.

It's like "once" when she had an affair with Chuanche, her agent told her to keep silent without any explanation.

Because as long as people fall into subjective assumptions, it is difficult to change their views after explaining.

The agent said: "Up to 75 days, everyone will forget about your scandal."

The truth is, in less than 75 days... Yuwei resumed her previous work.

After all, since the live broadcast accident, there have been no more "real hammers" between her and Oi Chuanche, and those who criticized her on the Internet were quickly distracted by other things.

but……

However, her situation is different from that of Grinding.

It's something that belongs to both of them...it can't be "I won't say anything and you'll understand".

There is no such tacit understanding between them.

In contrast... just like what she said to Aoi Minato before, she actually often feels that her relationship with Momo is very fragile.

Like a castle built of foam.

It looks beautiful and dreamy, but with a light touch... it will dissipate in an instant.

and so……

Therefore, she has to be more careful.

Think carefully, organize words carefully, convey to him carefully...

"Grinding."

Afternoon training is over.

During dinner time, Momo ran to sit with Heiwei Tielang, Yejiu Weifu and Hisinxing.

Because they are all seniors... Yu Wei wandered around them for a while in embarrassment.

Until Kurobi smiled slightly, "Student Aoi, sit down."

She was cheeky...and sat across from the grinder.

Boys did not play mobile phones, nor did they play game consoles.

He just lowered his head to pick up the rice and didn't look at her.

This obvious low air pressure made even Hai Xinxing, who always had a Buddha-like face, a little bit unbearable, and asked the two of them if they had heatstroke.

"No...thank you Senior Hai." Yu Wei shook his head, noticing that the rice in front of the grinder had hardly decreased.

His action of chopping rice... was purely chopping air.

She thought that sitting here might have affected her appetite for grinding, so she picked up the plate and got up to leave, "Sorry, seniors, I...I have other things to deal with."

Yu Wei hated herself for not explaining to Grinding at noon.

It is easy for a person's thoughts to start fermenting at a certain point. He doesn't know what Grinding will think of because of that photo in these few hours.

She only knew that she couldn't procrastinate any longer. She had to eat enough and save enough energy to pull the grinder out later and explain it clearly to him.

even if……

Even so, he still didn't believe her, and she did.

"Grinding."

Hami blocked the grinder at the place where the plate was retrieved.

The boy's hands trembled, as if he wanted to run away.

Seeing this, Yu Wei directly opened his arms, blocking his way.

"Didn't you agree to talk?"

"..."

The uplifting tone, as well as the obvious subtle atmosphere... caused many eyes to look here.

Hami remembered something that Grind didn't want to draw attention to.

He sighed, lowered his voice and said, "I'll wait for you at the playground."

When she turned around, she added, "If the grinding doesn't come, I'll sleep on the playground tonight."

*****

Still need to make some decisions.

decisive, resolute, calm...

No matter what caused this incident, and whether it was a mistake for her to let Oi Chuanche pretend to be her boyfriend...she must explain it clearly to him.

"It's clear that death is death..."

Yu Wei sighed inwardly.

Facing the warm wind in the evening, and the last sliver of the setting sun that was about to be swallowed by the clouds, she finally saw Chen Mo walking towards this side.

The boy lowered his head, his long hair almost covering his face.

The hunchback is also more pronounced than ever...

This made him walk like a ghost.

As they got closer, Yu Wei noticed that the boy deliberately slowed down... She walked forward without saying a word, and pulled his wrist.

The moment she felt the heat from his skin, she gritted her teeth and said, "Grind, look at me."

"..."

The boy in front of him was slightly taken aback.

The next moment, he looked up.

When the eyes met, Yu Wei caught a suspected sad emotion from his eyes, which made her originally tense heart suddenly relax.

"Grinding..."

When the physical distance is drawn in, it will also make people let go of their defenses... Yu Wei, who was thinking this way, realized that the grinding did not repel her approach, and his tone softened, and said softly, "Before I say, Can you tell me... what are you thinking?"

Light flickered in his eyes.

The cat-like pupils seem to be carrying thousands of emotions, ambiguous in the midsummer evening breeze, turning into a soft whisper.

"I'm just... jealous."

*****

Yu was completely stunned.

Because of the boy's words.

It's also because... after he finished speaking, he suddenly took Yu Wei's hand, lifted it lightly, and then, very quickly... dropped a kiss on it.

Still soft, slightly warm to the touch.

But it was completely different from the previous experience.

Yu Wei only felt his heartbeat suddenly quicken, like thunder.

"Grinding...grinding..."

As if encouraged by some viscous and strong emotion, he turned her hand over after kissing the back of her hand.

That soft heat... touched the palm of my hand again.

Yu Wei, who witnessed all this, was completely speechless.

She just felt his kisses and breath in her palm...and, when he raised his head, his faint voice swept past his ears, like a falling feather.

——"I believe in Yu Wei."

*****

"If I saw that photo by accident, I might still think about it, but since that person took the initiative to show it to me, it means there must be a problem behind it."

"And that person really looks like he's threatening Yuwei."

"So, Yu Wei doesn't need to explain, I believe Yu Wei."

"Sorry, it took me all afternoon to figure it out."

I can't remember the last time I cried.

Whether it was the self who lived to be 20 years old in the past, or the self who returned to the 16-year-old self at this moment.

When encountering any difficulties and setbacks, she almost never cried.

But now...

Facing Grinding's incredibly soft look, Yu Wei suddenly felt his nose sour and his eye sockets hot.

... No, don't cry!

She reminded herself in her heart.

Then, facing the boy's bright gaze, she said tremblingly, "Even so... I still need to clarify what's going on with Grinding."

About her family, about her parents, about the reasons why she stepped into the entertainment industry since she was a child, and why she chose to leave when her career was on the rise.

"Because of her birth, my mother...has never been accepted by the Qingjing family, so she divorced my father and now lives abroad."

"My custody was awarded to my father, but there is not much father-daughter relationship between us. On the contrary, my grandma has been educating me in a very strict way. She thinks that the value of my existence is to marry a good husband in the future. It's good for the Qingjing family, my half-brother thinks so too..."

"In order to escape that kind of life, I chose to audition for idols... In this way, I can leave that family, and at the same time, my education and income can be guaranteed."

"But, it's not as beautiful as I thought..."

The showbiz seems to be glamorous, but it is like a black hole that absorbs dreams. It sucks up the dreams of countless teenagers and girls, and then feeds back their so-called fame and fortune.

"I'm pretty lucky, because my appearance is pretty good, I've been pushed by the company, I got some personal resources, and I also have some diehard fans to support me..."

"But, this is not the life I want."

It's like a canary that escaped from the cage and was thrown into the circus again.

To this day, although she has always been grateful to the fans who supported her, if it weren't for them, she would not have the ability to choose a new life, but what she wanted was never these.

"What I want is freedom, and always has been freedom."

Staring at the grinding eyes, she smiled slightly, "So, I must become stronger, so that I can truly have freedom."

Under the shackles of this era, it is difficult for people to survive independently from the crowd.

Even so, she must try her best to gain control of her own life through correct efforts.

Regardless of success or failure, regardless of the outcome...she will bear all of this.

Because, she also wants to find something she is willing to "go all out" and "fight to the end" during this most precious time in her life.

"Uh... Grinding, nonetheless, I will... never do that again."

She refers to Oikawa Toru pretending to be her boyfriend.

Even if it's just a fake, even if it's just to solve the problem, such an approach is not only bad for Oi Chuanche, but also hurts Grinding.

——"I...I will reflect on it."

*****

The sky has completely darkened.

The two seemed to be wrapped in the silent and gloomy night.

The sound of insects lingered in my ears. After listening to Yu Wei's eloquent narration, Grinding finally spoke, "Yu Wei, who is that person?"

Eh?

Yu Wei was stunned for a moment, and immediately said, "It's just... a senior, he just helps... We really don't have anything."

...Still struggling with this?

"No, I'm not talking about him." Grinding shook his head, "It's Yuwei's brother, the person I want to introduce to you...God or something."

"Uh, it's Mr. Shenmu..."

The corner of Yu Wei's mouth twitched, he didn't expect Grinding to ask this passer-by, and quickly explained, "I only met him when we were young..."

There is nothing between them.

"Well, I know." The boy seemed to be thinking about something, and continued to say calmly, "What is Shenmu Jun's full name?"

"Shenmu... Yuuto..."

Why do you ask this?

Yu was a little confused.

But Grinding seemed to be just asking casually. After hearing her reply, she let out a faint "oh" and stopped talking.

In short... Tonight basically explained everything clearly, and Grinding did not mention the "breakup".

Say, everything is back to normal?

Maybe……

Yu Wei still felt a little weird.

Because early the next morning, she couldn't find Grinding in the student cafeteria, so she asked Heiwei Tielang, only to find out that the boy said that he had something to do at home last night, so he suddenly applied to go home, and today he will go directly to the gymnasium for training.

Sure enough, the grinding basically arrived at the scene during the early training time.

He looked like he hadn't slept well and looked tired, with dark circles under his eyes.

"Grinding, are you uncomfortable?"

During the intermission, Yu Wei walked over to ask him.

The boy shook his head, "No." Then he said lightly, "Yuwei, I have something to attend to at noon, so we won't have dinner together."

"……it is good."

...What the hell is going on?

Is it something that happened at home?

Yu Wei was very curious, but he was too embarrassed to ask.

I always feel that if it is the grinding family's private affairs, she has no right to interfere.

"Grinding seems to be full of motivation." Regarding such grinding, Black Tail Tetsuro commented so.

"Motivation?" Yu Wei shook in shock, this preoccupied and exhausted look...is it called motivation?

Kurobi just smiled, "Oh, it seems that Aoi-san doesn't understand grinding yet."

"Uh……"

She really didn't know him well enough.

Compared to his childhood sweethearts, compared to his classmates and teammates... the time they spend together is only a handful.

However, you don't have to be together all the time to understand...

There is always... there is always a way!

Yu Wei injected himself with a somewhat subtle booster in his heart, and then ushered in the end of the afternoon training.

This time, Mo Mo finally didn't have to leave because he had to deal with other things, but on the way to the student cafeteria together, he suddenly held her hand.

"I have something to say to Yu Wei."

Saying so, he pulled Yu Wei to the entrance of the experimental building of Yinju High School, and then stopped.

"..."

Because he noticed that the boy's expression was a little serious, Yu Wei suddenly felt a little uneasy.

He won't...he wants to break up.

"Grinding... Grinding, you say."

No matter what he said next, she had to stay calm.

Absolutely...absolutely, can't get out of control.

"Yu Wei." Mo Mo turned around, stared at her, and said lightly, "I never understood the reason why Yu Wei insisted on staying in Miyagi before, but now I understand."

"Eh?"

"In the current situation, the only way to be free is to stay in Miyagi and tell Yu Mirai...."

"..."

The street lights outside the laboratory building suddenly turned on.

It also illuminates the long-buried...movement in my heart.

Facing the boy's serious gaze, Yu Wei suddenly felt that he might yearn for and like the person in front of him more than he imagined.

Even if he often makes her difficult to understand, or at a loss... She is always feeling uneasy, trying to promote this relationship on her own.

But until now, she didn't know.

In fact, he is also working hard.

"Um……"

When he responded with emotion, Yu Wei felt something extra in his hand.

...is a pamphlet.

"This, Yu Wei, keep it."

She raised her hand, reflecting the dim yellow light above her head, and glanced at the large characters on it.

【East Japan Bank · Lone Claw Grinding · Deposit Account】

……Eh?

This... this is... a passbook! ?

Her heart was instantly filled with shock, and she looked at Grinding in disbelief.

Seeing the boy pursing his lips, his gaze turned to the side a bit erratically.

Followed by his faint voice.

"Recently... I made some attempts and made some money."

As if gathering some kind of belief, falling into the dark night around.

"Although there are not many now, but one day... I will surpass him."

To Be Continued

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