Actually I like you very much

Gao Yu's words were like a heavy hammer, smashing hard into Xiang Wan's brain, the blood in his whole body seemed to freeze, and a certain emotion that he had never imagined before was surging at this moment, endless.

Gao Yu continued: "So, do you know what your actions mean differently to him?"

action……

Xiang Wan was taken aback again.

Hugging shoulders, touching hair, sleeping on a bed, hugging from behind...

No wonder Xun Xun is always unwilling to have physical contact with him, he will let him leave the room when changing clothes, and will suddenly push him away when approaching...

"Didn't you notice it at all?" Seeing that Xiang Wan's expression changed from irritability to shock to dullness, Gao Yu's tone suddenly cooled down, with a hint of warning, "If you don't mean that, don't tease him casually."

"..."

After finishing speaking, he snorted again: "You are not worth it." There seemed to be a little sarcasm in the words, "He looks at you like that, and he looks at others like that, you are not as good as that person, at least he took the initiative to crawl over others What a fucking cheap bed."

Xiang Wan froze.

The post-match interview had long since ended, but Xiang Wan never returned to the lounge.

Jiang Xunxing was waiting for him at the door, looking a little irritable.

"Don't look at it." Li Huai nestled on the seat and played with his mobile phone. He had been tense for too many days. At least let him relax after the game, and said leisurely, "The captain is such a big man, and he won't lose it. If you lose it, you will call."

Jiang Xunxing: "I'm not worried about this, but..."

Li Huai raised his eyes and waited for Jiang Xunxing to finish his sentence, but after watching for a long time, Jiang Xunxing didn't want to continue. Instead, he stood up and changed the topic: "I'll go find him."

Li Huai: "????"

Li Huai: "No, finish the second half of the sentence, Pluto? What are you worried about??"

The only response to him was the sound of farther and farther footsteps and his back.

Li Huai took a deep breath and was stuck in his chest, turned his head and complained to Xiyou Hongyou: "Ah, it's too much, Pluto should stop talking, and he only said half of it! It's too uncomfortable!"

Jiang Xunxing's pace became faster and faster.

He had a bad premonition, and it got stronger and stronger. Before he could suppress this uneasiness, he saw Xiang Wan.

——At the door of the toilet, Xiang Wan pinned Gao Yu to the wall and picked up his collar.

Even though he was suppressed, Gao Yu still looked indifferent, as if he had expected Xiang Wan's move a long time ago: "Hit here, I won't fight back, there is no camera here." He raised the corners of his mouth, not in a hurry, " I can't say a word, but do you dare to fight? Is it worth it for being gay?"

These words were too sharp, and Xiang Wan's calmness that had just recovered disappeared in a moment, and his fingers became tighter and tighter, and his fingertips were almost white.

At the moment when he was about to raise his fist, his wrist was suddenly grabbed.

"Xiang Wan!!" Jiang Xunxing held Xiang Wan's wrist, his tone sullen, "What are you doing!!"

The boy's palms were ice-cold, which instantly woke up Xiang Wan, who had almost lost his mind due to anger.

How could Xiang Wan do such a thing? !

The high-voltage wires of the contestants just can't fucking fight. If you punch down, you will be banned for life regardless of whether you are injured or not!

Xiang Wan actually wanted to beat Gao Yu up?Why is it still in this kind of place? !

Jiang Xunxing's temper suddenly came up: "Are you fucking fighting with him here? Are you crazy? Can you find a sack in an alley? No one will know it's you if you beat him to death!"

Gao Yu reminded, "I'm still here."

"Shut up." Jiang Xunxing pulled Xiang Wan away and dragged him towards the lounge, "Follow me."

Xiang Wan didn't say a word until he arrived at the team. He seemed to have lost his soul. He got out of the car and went back to the room without saying a word.

This time Li Huai really couldn't bear it, and blocked Jiang Xunxing: "No? What's going on? It's happened many times! Why do things happen whenever you stay together? What's wrong with the captain?"

Jiang Xunxing never spoke, asking him was like asking a dumb person.

As soon as Xiyou Hongyou heard something related to Jiang Xunxing Xiangwan, she ran away, and went upstairs quietly before Li Huai had her eyes on them.

Before halfway there, Li Huai called them: "What's the matter with you? Why do you pretend to be dead when you mention the captain and Pluto! Every time you don't speak, don't you see it?! Many times! Do you guys know something??"

Grapefruit Hongyou frantically shook his head.

Grapefruit: "What can we know?"

"Yes, yes." Hongyou answered, "It's just arguing, isn't it normal? Grapefruit and I often quarrel too!"

Xiyou nodded in agreement: "We usually have a good relationship, but when we quarrel, we can be fierce. A fight is possible. The captain and the boss didn't do anything. I think it's already very elegant!"

Li Huai: "Don't try to mess around, what I want to ask is what is the quarrel, why are you arguing, it's good if you don't make a move?! Hey...Pluto?! Where are you going?"

Jiang Xunxing was not in the mood to listen to Lihuai and Xiyouhongyou bickering, poured a glass of water, and went straight to Xiangwan's room on the second floor. Lihuai wanted to chase after him, but Xiyouhongyou rushed down and stopped him.

"Don't meddle in it," said Grapefruit.

"That's right, isn't it normal to have some friction once in a while accepting some facts that you have never realized?" Hongyou also said.

"Don't get involved, this kind of thing can't be forced." Xiyou said again.

"That's it, just wait for the captain to tell us, don't worry, don't worry." Hongyou said.

"?"

Li Huai was dragged away by these two people, with a blank expression on his face: "What are you talking about?"

The room door was not locked.

Jiang Xunxing opened the door and went in.

Xiang Wan didn't turn on the lights, the room was very dark, and the street lights outside the window came in, so he could barely see.

I saw Xiang Wan sitting on the head of the bed, with his back bent and one leg bent, holding the little bear that Jiang Xun Xing gave him before playing with Jiang Xun Xing.

Jiang Xunxing put the water glass on the table and got to the point: "What did Gao Yu tell you?"

"..." Xiang Wan raised his eyes and just looked at him. He remained silent and rubbed the little bear's head with his fingertips again and again.

Now that it's started, Jiang Xunxing didn't intend to hold back his anger, so he stepped in front of Xiang Wan and pressed his shoulders: "Do you know that you almost ruined your career?"

Jiang Xunxing was really angry.

Xiang Wan could even feel the trembling of Jiang Xunxing's hand holding him tightly.

"Xunxun..." Xiang Wan obviously hadn't gotten over the incident just now.

Jiang Xunxing stared at him deeply: "What did he say? You ask, and I will tell you everything."

silence.

long silence.

Xiang Wan seemed to be organizing his words, but at this moment he couldn't say anything, or even ask any questions.

The same is true for Jiang Xunxing.

No need to guess, he also knows what Gao Yu can say, he is cheap, he is disgusting, he is abnormal, and he is crazy.

But he didn't know how to tell Xiang Wan, or how to admit it in front of Xiang Wan.

He shouldn't have been so timid.

Jiang Xunxing took a deep breath and repeated again: "What did Gao Yu say?"

After a long time, it was Xiang Wan who spoke slowly: "He said, you like men, you are... gay."

Jiang Xunxing: "...Well, I am."

Three words.

This was said by Gao Yu, it might be a lie, but Jiang Xunxing admitted it in front of him...

"If you mind this, we'll just keep our distance from now on." Jiang Xunxing continued, "So, what else did he say?"

Xiang Wan: "You liked Sikong."

"Yes." Jiang Xunxing admitted.

At that moment, Gao Yu's previous words resurfaced in his mind.

"He took off his clothes, climbed onto someone else's bed, and begged him to sleep! He is a crazy critic, and he can peel off a person when he likes him! Even his own self-esteem will be cheap! "

"Do you know why he left SAT? He was kicked out. There is something wrong with him that can't be cured."

Gao Yu also said a lot, but Xiang Wan didn't listen to a single word after he started making Jiang Xunxing.It's just that the more angry I am, the more I want to punch this face, make him shut up, and make him speechless.

But at the moment when Gao Yu was hit against the wall, this man didn't think of resisting and struggling, but let out a "tss" with disdain on his face: "Don't you also like him? Xiang Wan, you are gay too Bar?"

Xiang Wan didn't go any further, but Jiang Xunxing understood it.

Gao Yu won't let him go, Gao Yu will definitely tell Xiang Wan everything about him.

"What he said is true." Jiang Xunxing tried his best to calm down his tone, "I liked Sikong, I was a bitch, I slept in his bed, and I was kicked out by him."

"........."

Silence again.

In this endless silence, the time seems to be stretched very long.

After a while, Xiang Wan asked, "What about now?"

Jiang Xunxing was a little surprised.

In this case, shouldn't he ask, disgust him, drive him away, or at least show a little disgust...

But Xiang Wan didn't. He just asked him calmly, what about now.

"It's over." Jiang Xunxing said, "I want to apologize to the captain."

It just means... you don't like it anymore... right?

Xiang Wan didn't know what to say.

From Gao Yu uttering the word "like", to his impulsiveness later, and to the words he said face-to-face with Jiang Xunxing now, everything, everything, everything is telling him - you bend, you like it search.

The confused, indistinguishable thoughts that had escaped from him countless times were finally clarified during this time.

It's not weird, it's not annoying, it's like.

The kind of love that wants to touch him, want to see him, want to talk to him.

That's why I feel uncomfortable when I hear Sikong, I will stubbornly want to get closer when Jiang Xunxing dodges, I can't restrain myself, I will react...

But at this moment, when Sikong was mentioned again, Xiang Wan didn't feel bad anymore.

He opened his mouth and originally wanted to ask, "What about me?"

But when he said it, he didn't dare to ask.

He didn't know what answer he wanted to hear, and he didn't know what answer Jiang Xunxing would give.

Jiang Xunxing likes men, and he happens to be a man. Their previous relationship was nothing more than that, and there was no crossing the line.

The room was eerily quiet.

Jiang Xunxing opened his mouth to break the silence.

"If you feel sick, you can let me go," he said.

Then, Jiang Xunxing let go of his hand and wanted to go out.

My head is dizzy and my feet are heavy.

Jiang Xunxing tried his best to look calm.

The next moment, Xiang Wan pulled him back, obviously not using much strength with his fingers, but Jiang Xunxing couldn't move anymore.

Xiang Wan didn't dare to look at him, and deliberately turned his eyes to the side.

"I don't think so." Xiang Wan said, "Otherwise I wouldn't want to beat up Gao Yu...I don't like it when he says that about you."

Xiang Wan's speech was incoherent, her words were illogical, and her tone was childish.

The heart was beating wildly.

Someone accepted him, someone held him, and someone was protecting him.

Jiang Xunxing suddenly laughed.

"why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing." Jiang Xunxing's eyes were a little wet. Fortunately, the light was dim, so Xiang Wan couldn't see it.

So he raised his head, blinked his eyelids vigorously, and scolded with a smile: "Stupid."

The fifth round of qualifiers, A&S vs. HQ, time: March 2018, 3, location: City C.

During the retreat training, Li Huai kept staring at Xiang Wan and Jiang Xunxing, fearing that they would be left alone by him secretly and quarrel, which would delay the progress of the training.

Even during training breaks, when they are playing on their mobile phones, they will always look back suddenly.

"..." Jiang Xunxing said, "What's the matter?"

Seeing that Xiang Wan and Jiang Xunxing had a harmonious relationship, Li Huai heaved a sigh of relief: "I'm afraid you two might quarrel."

"No." Xiang Wan gently rubbed Jiang Xunxing's hair.

Don't touch it if you don't mean it.

So if it's interesting, can you touch it?

Xiang Wan thought so at the time.

Jiang Xunxing wanted to dodge before his palm touched him, but he didn't and let Xiangwan play with his hair.

In the past few days, they frequently have this kind of intimate behavior. For example, when they got up at noon one day, Li Huai actually saw the two of them cooking together, and Xiang Wan forced Jiang Xunxing to eat the freshly fried meat while Jiang Xunxing was cutting peppers. No, Jiang Xun Xing Teng couldn't open his hands, so Xiang Wan fed it with his own hands.

Another night, when he was too stressed and wanted to smoke, he saw Jiang Xunxing pinching Xiang Wan's cigarette, pulling it out of his mouth, and twisting the filter hard.

One afternoon, seeing Jiang Xunxing accidentally fell asleep on the sofa on the roof, Xiang Wan hugged a blanket, covered him, and then sat on the edge of the sofa - at that moment, Li Huai's heart fell asleep. I feel that I have upgraded, no longer a [-]-wire, but a bright light bulb.

Anyway, it's fine if you don't quarrel.Li Huai felt at ease, but Xiyou Hongyou looked at Jiang Xunxing and Xiang Wan with more...wretched eyes?

Grapefruit and red pomelo get together and whisper.

Grapefruit: "Bet next month's salary, we are really together."

Hongyou: "Bet on the next two months' salary, not yet!"

Li Huai: "?"

Posters and other commercial activities need to be shot before each game, and the organizer also needs to shoot material clips. The A&S team needs to arrive in City C at least 3 days in advance.

City C is quite far from Jiangcheng, and it takes two and a half hours by plane.

On the plane, the heating was turned on just right, and because Jiang Xunxing didn't pay attention because he got up too early in the morning, he fell asleep in his seat, slept soundly, and had a dream, he could barely distinguish between the dream and the reality in a trance.

It was somewhere in City C. There were towering buildings on both sides of the sea. He was sitting on a long curved staircase with a circular stage in the middle surrounded by green plants. Countless white pigeons stayed on the lawn.

Sikong likes to sit here on his day off, or go to a coffee shop. Similarly, no matter where he goes, Jiang Xunxing will go with him.

At that time, he seemed to be reading a book, but he couldn't remember the title of the book.

He asked Sikong: "Captain, what if I separate from you?"

"No." Sikong smiled gently at him, "I will not be separated from Ah Xun."

"But Gao Yu has been talking bad about me." Jiang Xunxing said.

"I didn't even listen." Sikong said.

"Even so, if the team is disbanded, we will still be separated." At that time, a team happened to be disbanded, and Jiang Xunxing was not very happy, but he knew it was normal. There were retirements, transfers, and disbandment." And if there is a fight, it's normal to separate."

"That's it." Sikong rolled his eyelashes, his eyes were gentle, "If it's because of a quarrel, I will definitely go to you."

"What if you don't come?"

"Then it must be because I'm very angry, the kind that can't be coaxed well, so you come to me once."

"Then what if the team disbanded?" Jiang Xunxing asked again.

"The team is disbanded. It's also possible. It can only be because I retired and you guys moved to a different team."

Sikong is the captain, the oldest, he must be the first to retire among them.

"It doesn't matter, there is always a competition. If one day you meet in City C, I will definitely come to see you."

"At that time, no matter what happens, let's make up, Ah Xun."

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