Actually I like you very much

Jiang Xunxing didn't sleep well.

My head hurts and my breath is very stuffy, as if my whole body is stuck in a soft place, and my hands and feet are weak.

There seemed to be a stone stuck under the neck, and he was in a panic.

He opened his eyes in excruciating pain, and what he saw was Xiang Wan's face, which was magnified several times. The room was tightly blocked by curtains, and it was dark. This man had a face that drove countless female fans crazy.

A pair of hands passed under the quilt, passed under the neck, and wrapped around him tightly.

Jiang Xunxing: "..."

Fuck it.

How did this man climb into his bed?

That's how they slept last night?

Jiang Xunxing couldn't remember what happened last night.

He can't drink, and when he gets drunk, he will lose his memory. The next day, he seems to have lost his memory.

It should be... not talking nonsense, right?

Jiang Xunxing pondered the scene in front of him.

Probably he didn't tell about his liking for the same sex, otherwise Xiang Wan wouldn't have hugged him so unscrupulously.

He moved, wanting to push Xiang Wan's hand away, but the man seemed to want to lock him up and insisted on not letting him go. Jiang Xunxing moved a few times, but he didn't break it away, but was pushed even harder Hoop in your arms.

Jiang Xunxing: "..."

If a dog can do this, this person probably won't go anywhere.

Xiang Wan also didn't seem to sleep well.

His eyes were closed tightly, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and his eyes were dark and blue.

Did you stay up all night to take care of him?

Let's make this assumption, Jiang Xunxing didn't try to get out of bed again, and let Xiang Wan hug him in this position.

Wake up and hit again.

:)

But the pose is just too intimate.

Everyone has their own unique smell, maybe it's shower gel, washing powder, perfume, or maybe it's the smell of alcohol from last night, which has faded a lot in the past night, but through the half of Jiang Xunxing's body The body, inevitably bumped into it.

The eyelashes fluttered with the breath, and the breath hit the cheek.

This face is impeccably good-looking, not white, with a healthy sun-tanned complexion, but smooth, without any blemishes, the hair falls on the forehead, with the side lying down, and then the brow bone, bridge of the nose.

A pleasing face.

It's very similar to Sikong.

It's different again.

Jiang Xunxing had longed for this face before, longing for it to the point of madness, and imagined the scene where he could see this face as soon as he woke up.

However, it seems to be... different from what I imagined.

This was Xiang Wan, someone he was used to, someone he saw every day.

They used to sleep in the same bed, but later, he was the one who ran away.

To be honest, sleeping in the same bed with a gay seems to be the straight guy who suffers.

Jiang Xunxing raised his hand and stroked gently on the frowning brow.

At this moment, Xiang Wan woke up, murmured in his throat, and opened his eyes.

Caught off guard, Jiang Xunxing didn't have time to withdraw his hand.

"........."

"…………"

The scene was embarrassing, the two just woke up and stared at each other, Jiang Xunxing's hand was still strangely placed on Xiang Wan's forehead, making small movements to brush his hair away, it seemed suspicious no matter how you looked at it.

Just after waking up, Xiang Wan's voice was still hoarse: "Morning, Xun Xun, what are you... doing?"

"Morning." Jiang Xunxing kicked Xiang Wan out of bed expressionlessly.

The bed was not high, but it still fell firmly to the ground with a "boom".

Xiang Wan was still in a daze, but now he really woke up.The palms are hot, and the smell and warmth of the bed seem to be sticking to his body, as well as the boy in front of him, everything is endlessly telling him what happened from last night to now.

——He held Jiang Xunxing's hand and sat by the bed all night. When it was almost dawn, he finally couldn't stand it any longer. Hugging Jiang Xunxing tightly, he was kicked off the bed.

Jiang Xunxing got out of bed, and just picked up the clothes he threw on the ground yesterday when he smelled alcohol.

He picked it up and threw it into the laundry room.

Jiang Xunxing asked: "I didn't do anything yesterday, did I?" He really couldn't remember anything.

Xiang Wan was still sitting on the ground: "No."

Jiang Xunxing: "...then how did you come up here?"

He couldn't possibly let someone climb into his bed.

Xiang Wan: "You don't remember?"

Jiang Xunxing rubbed his temples: "It's broken."

"You..." Xiang Wan didn't know what to do. Considering Jiang Xunxing's expression, she said, "You were too good last night. I do whatever I say."

Jiang Xunxing:.

"Ask you if you want to take a shower...you don't say anything, just change your clothes..."

He touched his nose: "Still holding my hand and not letting me go."

"return……"

"Enough." Jiang Xunxing's head hurt even more, and he interrupted Xiang Wan, "Forget it."

Based on Jiang Xunxing's understanding of Xiang Wan, after saying these words, he will definitely climb up, make a series of demands, keep making progress, and every time he will always step on the line before Jiang Xunxing got angry. Line, say "very good, I am satisfied, this is enough".

But today's Xiang Wan was too strange, he didn't say anything, just stared at him blankly for a while: "Okay."

?

Didn't wake up?

But that's fine, save trouble.

Jiang Xunxing folded the quilt to wash, threw the clothes into the washing machine, and went downstairs.

"..."

Lihuai, Xiyou, and Hongyou came back at some point, and slept directly on the floor of the living room, one pillowing on the other's leg, with a heroic posture.

The heating was turned on in the living room, and the windows and doors were closed tightly. It was stuffy all night, and the smell of wine became stronger and stronger in the air.

Jiang Xunxing: "..."

Li Huai and the others had so much fun last night, they didn't come back until [-]:[-] in the morning. They were so sleepy that they didn't even bother to go upstairs, so they just turned on the heater and fell asleep on the spot.

When I woke up, it was already 04:30 in the afternoon, and there was a smell of food in my nose.

Li Huai:! ! ! !

There is food to eat! !

He rushed into the kitchen and saw Jiang Xunxing and Xiang Wan wearing an apron, huddled in front of the glazed table. Xiang Wan was cutting potatoes, and as soon as he cut a piece, he picked it up and shook it in front of Jiang Xunxing: "Look I cut it thinly! This is really a gifted knife skill!!"

Jiang Xunxing still had an egg beater in his hand, so he could only push Xiang Wan away with his elbow.

Turning around, I found three heads appearing "cracking" at the kitchen door.

Holding the grapefruit and red pomelo in his arms, he asked cautiously, "Boss, what are you having for dinner tonight?"

Xiang Wan: "You're all right, you're stupid if you haven't slept, and you know it's going to be night."

The three laughed in embarrassment.

Jiang Xunxing didn't answer their question, but rather disliked the smell of alcohol on the three of them, he said flatly, "Go take a bath first."

After Lihuai and the others queued up to take a shower, Jiang Xunxing's dinner was just finished, and five plates were placed on the table. On the plate, the dishes are separated by carrot sticks, topped with curry sauce, a bowl of rice per person, a few sesame seeds sprinkled on the surface, and a cup of hangover soup for each person.

Neat and beautifully presented.

Li Huai hung the towel around his neck, wiped his hair while walking, and paused when he saw the dining table: "...I just took a shower, how do you feel like dreaming back to kindergarten?"

Jiang Xunxing didn't want to explain further: "Let's eat."

The meal was very peaceful. After the hangover, they didn't even have the strength to speak. The three of them buried themselves in the meal and filled themselves up.

"What's everyone's plan for the New Year?" After the meal, the three Lihuai and Hongyou slumped on the sofa. Jiang Xunxing glanced at Xiang Wan, shrugged, and took the initiative to wash the dishes.

Grapefruit patted her stomach: "I made an appointment with a photographer I met before, don't worry, I agreed to use it for non-commercial use, but their family has a set of Hanfu, and there is a shortage of models."

Hongyou asked: "What about you?"

Li Huai was very melancholy: "I, I have nothing to do. After playing e-sports for so many years, my family has already gotten used to it. It's just that they have started urging marriage recently. Maybe they will drag me to a blind date."

Grapefruit: "Marriage reminder? So early?! How old are you?"

Li Huai sighed: "24 years old, old, old."

Hongyou asked Xiang Wan again: "What about the captain?"

Xiang Wan leaned half her body out of the kitchen: "Maybe I'll go on vacation, we'll talk about it when I get back. Looking for you?" He looked at Jiang Xunxing.

Jiang Xunxing didn't speak the whole time. He was leaning against the kitchen door and looking at his phone. When Xiang Wan asked him, he managed to squeeze out two words: "Go home."

Jiang Xunxing never mentioned his home, Hongyou asked curiously: "Boss, where is your home?"

"..." Jiang Xunxing paused for a moment, "C City."

No one noticed Jiang Xunxing's pause, but he didn't talk too much about this topic, so he rested for a while, and Li Huai went upstairs to pack his luggage.

All the tickets Grapefruit and Hongyou Lihuai grabbed were on this night.

No wonder the day before had to go crazy all night.

Sending away grapefruit and red pomelo in her arms one after another, Xiang Wan was also preparing to go home the next night.

Jiang Xunxing sent him to the car.

Xiang Wan opened the trunk and put the luggage in it.

"When are you leaving?" Xiang Wan asked.

"..." Jiang Xunxing was silent for a moment, "Tomorrow."

"Day or night? How about I don't leave and stay for another day?" Xiang Wan said sincerely.

Jiang Xunxing helped him cover the trunk: "No need."

The refusal was very obvious.

But with such a big person, Xiang Wan didn't need to worry about Jiang Xunxing being alone.

Before leaving, Xiangwan opened his arms.

Jiang Xunxing:?

Xiang Wan: "Hug me."

Jiang Xunxing sneered: "Are you a little girl?"

"Hugging is just a way to express emotions." Xiang Wan didn't care about Jiang Xunxing's reaction, anyway, they woke up hugging each other yesterday morning, and approached Jiang Xunxing directly, hugging him full of arms.

She was wearing Xiang Wan's usual men's perfume, with a faint herbaceous fragrance, which smelled very good.

Jiang Xunxing raised his hand and patted Xiang Wan's back: "It's almost there?"

Xiang Wan was taller than him, and when she lowered her head, she stuck to his ear.

The hair is also attached to the ears together, a little tied.

"I miss you a little bit," Xiang Wan said.

Jiang Xunxing: "Why are you the same as Li Zhuo?"

Before Li Zhuo and the others went back on vacation, Jiang Xunxing had a meeting with them. Before they left, Li Zhuo held Jiang Xunxing tightly and did not let go, his tone of aggrieved as if he was about to cry: "I don't want to go back! I don't want to leave Xunxing. Xun! We used to only see each other twice a week, but now we can’t see each other for a whole month!! I’m going to miss my male god!!! Fang Fang, Yanyan, I’m going to never see my male god!!”

Fang Luhe took a lot of effort to pull the drunk Li Zhuo away.

"I think it should be different." Xiang Wan sighed, "I just don't want you to go back to City C."

Before joining the team, Jiang Xunxing said that he wanted to go to City C.

Sikong is there.

The place where he and Sikong agreed to meet.

Jiang Xunxing didn't speak.

Xiang Wan noticed Jiang Xunxing's silence, knew it was her fault, and said, "Sorry."

"Let's go, the road will be very congested in a while." Jiang Xunxing nudged him on the shoulder.

There wasn't too much farewell between the men, Jiang Xunxing watched Xiangwan's car drive out of the yard and into the driveway, and stood at the door for a long time, until the wind made his body a little chilled before walking back to the living room step by step.

He closes the door.

The villa was empty, only the sound of his breathing.

A chilling silence surrounds me.

The phone was vibrating, and Li Zhuo sent a photo of him buying new year's goods. The market in the small town in the south was full of people, the crowd was crowded, and red lanterns were hung everywhere.

Xiang Wan just said that he didn't want him to return to City C.

Jiang Xunxing leaned against the door panel and slowly squatted down.

In fact, there is no need to say it, and there is no need to be so reluctant.

He has... nowhere to go...

The author has something to say:

Thank you all very very very very very much for the birthday wishes! !This year is my best opening birthday! ! ! ! !

I really! !I love you so much! ! ! ! !

Chapter 36 "Spent New Year's Eve alone, a fool let him watch a fireworks feast."

In the past few days, Jiang Xunxing was the only one in the team. During the holidays, he didn't need to train, and he was only required to play two high-ranking games every day to maintain his hand.

However, Jiang Xunxing still maxes out the training time every day. Everyone's account in A&S is linked to the same server, and everyone's time can be seen at any time.

Li Huai couldn't help howling in the team group when he saw Jiang Xunxing working hard for eight hours a day.

Li Huai: What the hell? ?

Li Huai: [image]

Li Huai: Am I reading that right? Pluto, are you still training? !

Lihuai: It's Chinese New Year now!Chinese New Year! !

Jiang Xunxing finished his aiming training and saw the message on the screen, so he replied.

Jiang Xunxing: Nothing to do.

Li Huai: Fuck it.

Grapefruit: Ah, is the boss training? !I'm so guilty, I just woke up...

Hongyou: Playing with mobile phone with uneasy conscience...

A few people in the group joked a few more words, Jiang Xunxing was desperate to train, he had little time and needed to run on both sides of the school team, so he could only squeeze time desperately, often when other people woke up, they saw Jiang Xunxing's training that day The duration has been refreshed to more than two hours, but thanks to Jiang Xunxing, the overall training time of A&S can be extended by an hour on average every day.

The grapefruit and red pomelo chatted happily, but Xiang Wan never showed up once, and he didn't say a word until the evening.

Xiang Wan: Hey... I've been urged to marry again.

Li Huai:?

grapefruit:?

Red pomelo:?

Xiang Wan's tone looked helpless.

Xiang Wan: I was reprimanded all afternoon, forcing me to meet the girl from Shijiao's family tomorrow.

Li Huai: Hold the grass?

Grapefruit: Captain was urged to marry?

Hongyou: Is this a blind date? !

Jiang Xunxing glanced at the screen, turned off the computer, took the tablet and walked up to the rooftop.

There is a sofa under the eaves of the roof. Xiang Wan saw it on a second-hand trading software not long ago, and someone moved it back. The sofa looks quite new. people.

To match this sofa, Xiang Wan also bought a very bourgeois-style low table and various decorations.

Li Huai had only complained about it before, and he had bought dozens of second-hand sofas for this table, but Xiang Wan had a face full of joy, and was not afraid of any complaints.

Facts have proved that this sofa is indeed very interesting. On New Year's Eve, it is also quite emotional to cover it with a blanket and set up a tablet to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

The news of the team group was still jumping, and Xiang Wan recounted what happened to him during the afternoon when he disappeared.

First, the parents received the news that the son of a relative with frequent contact was getting married, and then heard that the wife of a college classmate Xiang Wan was pregnant, and then a cousin brought her boyfriend who had been with him for a year to celebrate the New Year.

Xiang Wan was sitting comfortably on the sofa, but his parents suddenly made a sharp look at him and made him freeze.

Mother Xiang: "Why haven't you fallen in love yet?"

Father Xiang: "Look, the xx family is going to get married."

Mother Xiang: "When will we be able to have a grandson with you like this?"

Father Xiang: "We support you in e-sports, so you also think about your own affairs?"

Mother Xiang: "Do you want to be like us, giving birth too late, and now you don't even know if you can wait to have a grandson?"

Xiang Wan:? ? ? ? ?

Xiang Wan was stunned by this series of cannonballs, and tried to refute: "I'm only 21?! Can't I even get a certificate?"

Xiang father opened the address book: "The second daughter of the Wang family is about the same age as you. You two will meet tomorrow."

Mother Xiang: "Get to know each other first, we've been together for a year, almost."

Xiang Wan:? ? ? ? ?

Although Xiang Wan never said it, she could also feel from the daily relationship that Xiang Wan's family background was definitely not ordinary.Sometimes the wealthier the family, the more they pay attention to the matter of getting married and having children.

After sending a WeChat message to Father Xiang and Father Wang, the two hit it off immediately, and immediately set a time and place for their children to meet the next day.

After watching the whole incident, Li Huai sent an emoji of the whole screen.

Li Huai: Hahahahahahahahahahahaha! ! !

Li Huai: I'm about to go on a blind date at a young age! !

Li Huai: It's still the first day of the Lunar New Year, do you want to give someone a red envelope first?

Grapefruit: I think you can go and see it first, what if you like it?

Hongyou: Indeed, fate is sometimes wonderful.

Xiang Wan: Get out!

A few people chattered in the group, making suggestions to help Xiang Wan find a reason to reject tomorrow's blind date, but Xiang Wan waited and waited, and one person in the group never came out to speak.

At this moment, Jiang Xunxing was covered with a blanket, and he was sunk in the sofa.

The tablet on the table is playing the Spring Festival Gala, the singer's singing is ups and downs, and the phone is vibrating like crazy.

Jiang Xunxing didn't add many groups, but every group was crazy and lively, with all kinds of red envelopes, emoticons, and happy New Year's Eve wishes sent by the group.

He finished reading a long section that Xiang Wan posted in the group.

Xiang Wan is going on a blind date.

The right girl.

Good.

Thinking about it this way, I felt a little bit empty in my heart.

Jiang Xunxing curled up his long legs and rested his elbows on his knees. This position made him wrap himself in a blanket, preventing any wind from leaking in.

At this moment, a dialog box popped up in the chat.

HQ-Pamir: In the new year, may you have high heels and running shoes, drink milk tea and drink wine; may you have brave friends and awesome opponents; may you be especially beautiful, calm, fierce and special gentle. [Note]

At first glance, it was a group of blessings from Baidu.

Pamir, Coco, Dawei, former teammates of Jiang Xunxing.

When they first left SAT, they had occasional contacts, and gradually, it became a relationship that only received group blessings during the New Year and holidays.

The team group was still making trouble, and Xiang Wan sent a huge red envelope, holding a grapefruit red pomelo in his arms, almost crying on live broadcast; Li Zhuo forwarded the Spring Festival Gala jokes he saw on Weibo to the dormitory group from time to time.

At 22:18, Wufu lottery, Li Zhuo immediately posted the screenshot of 2.88 in the group, Fang Lu and Sun Yan had a 1.88 and a 2.66, and Jiang Xunxing was still missing, Li Zhuo was crazy about him in the group.

Li Zhuo: @江辛星

Li Zhuo: Hurry up, open up my love for you!

Jiang Xunxing didn't go to collect the five blessings on purpose, all the blessings were given by Li Zhuo forcibly, and he called it "my love for my male god!"

Jiang Xunxing clicked on the red envelope that popped up on the Alipay homepage.

Jiang Xunxing: [picture]

Jiang Xunxing: Your love.

0.88.

...cheap love.

Until twelve o'clock, the Spring Festival Gala sang Unforgettable Tonight on time, and fireworks lit up in the distant sky.

The friend blessings jumped out of the screen more intensively as if the time had been set.

Jiang Xunxing replied one by one.

Then it was 12:30, one o'clock in the morning, and 01:30 in the morning. Jiang Xunxing never waited for someone's blessing.

Sakong.

The fingertips rested on the familiar picture frame, hesitated for a long time, and then clicked into the homepage that I had seen countless times.

Sikong's head is that of a Shiba Inu, with his furry head tilted and the tip of his tongue sticking out.

It hasn't been replaced in two years.

The same is true for the circle of friends, which has remained empty for two years.

Maybe it was because he was blocked. It was normal that Sikong didn't want to talk to him anymore when the trouble was like that.

With a movement of his fingertips, Jiang Xunxing typed out the words "Happy New Year" in the dialog box.

Then after thinking about it, I added "captain" at the end.

After a while, the word "captain" was deleted again.

After another 1 minute, "Happy New Year" is also deleted, and there is nothing in the dialog box.

Jiang Xunxing lowered his hands.

This process is repeated every year.

He didn't dare to post it, for fear that he would see a red exclamation mark the moment he sent it.

Every time, every time, I'm running away.

If possible, he really wanted to tell Sikong that he knew that he had done something wrong and would not do it again in the future, whether he apologized or whatever, he wanted to clarify this matter with Sikong.

Then, tell him—

I won't pester you anymore, I've let you go.

Xiang Wan's video came at this time.

He is setting off fireworks with the children at home.

Xiang Jia's family has a big business and many children, so they get together in the old house every New Year's Eve.

The most courageous child lit the fire and immediately retreated and covered his ears. The other children followed his example and hid behind the bushes.

The next moment, the fireworks burst into the sky.

The children all raised their heads and let out a "wow" from the bottom of their hearts.

Xiang Wan especially wanted to send this scene to the youngest kid in the team.

C city bans burning, he should not be able to see the fireworks.

Maybe.

"Xunxun! Happy New Year!!" As soon as the video was connected, it was Xiang Wan's face, with the sound of children playing in his ears.

"Happy New Year." Jiang Xunxing said.

"We're setting off fireworks!" Xiang Wan pointed the camera at the fireworks.

The field of view of the camera is relatively limited, and it can only illuminate a square inch of the sky. There is no extra decoration in the dark night sky, only the extremely gorgeous fireworks that are struggling to explode, and the light stream falls, igniting the entire line of sight in an instant. Bloom wantonly.

Jiang Xunxing remained silent, staring at the screen quietly.

The nose is a little sour.

It was another year spent alone, and a fool let him watch a fireworks feast.

"Does it look good!" Xiang Wan was childish, and she must hear Jiang Xunxing say "It looks good".

"Yeah." Jiang Xunxing sniffed, "You are so childish."

"That's right." Xiang Wan found a place to sit down, "Is this the first day you know me, Xun Xun?"

Jiang Xunxing leaned on the sofa: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Xiang Wan was helpless: "If the child doesn't sleep, I can't sleep either."

After the fireworks were set off, there was much less background noise. Jiang Xunxing looked at the face on the screen with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"Are you going on a blind date tomorrow?"

Xiang Wan: "Did you see it? Then you didn't reply? I was going to tell you again."

Xiang Wan sighed, "I don't want to go, think of a reason for me?"

Jiang Xunxing: "Say something is wrong with your family."

"Perfunctory." Xiang Wan said, "Now that I think about it, I think Li Huai's words are quite reasonable, just say that I like men and forget it, and block them for the rest of my life."

"You can't say that casually." Jiang Xunxing's voice was a little hoarse, "It's impossible for you not to get married for the rest of your life."

However, Xiang Wan didn't hear the second half of the sentence. When the children saw that the fireworks were gone, they dragged Xiang Wan away again and asked him to take them to set off other kinds of fireworks.

Xiang Wan only had time to say "Go to bed early", before the words fell, the screen shook violently, and a child forced himself in front of the camera and hung up the video.

After hanging up for a while, the whole screen was full of cute round faces of children.

Jiang Xunxing turned off the screen and closed his eyes.

My mind is full of the fireworks just now.

Not clear, no special effects, even the fireworks are ordinary, there are only two colors.

But, it's so beautiful.

It was so beautiful that he had the illusion for a moment that it would be great if Xiang Wan could not go on a blind date.

But that's not possible.

This road is really too difficult to walk.

Falling in love, getting married, and having children are what life should experience.

Jiang Xunxing originally just wanted to lean on the sofa on the roof, but unexpectedly fell asleep. When he woke up, it was already four o'clock in the morning. The cold wind made him feel uncomfortable and his head was heavy, but Jiang Xunxing didn't take it back. I went downstairs and took a VC Yinqiao tablet and went back to my room to continue sleeping.

When he woke up the next day, he felt extremely uncomfortable, with the prelude to a cold. Jiang Xunxing chewed a piece of VC after dinner, and went out for a walk.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the streets were empty instead, and the doors of every store were basically closed and not opened.

It's not interesting to go shopping alone. Jiang Xunxing found a vending machine on the side of the road, bought some snacks, and moved them back to the rooftop.

After Xiang Wan had done so many things, he felt that this sofa and table were the best buys.

The weather was fine, the sun was warm during the day, Jiang Xunxing accidentally fell asleep on the sofa again.

It seemed like he had slept for a long time. Jiang Xunxing was in a daze and had several dreams.

He dreamed that his father kicked open the door of his room reeking of alcohol, and threw the bottle on him. The shards of glass cut his hands, and blood oozed out. Mixed with the blood flowing into the wound, the pain made him twitch all over, and his mother, sitting on the side, kept crying, kept crying, she didn't dare to go forward.

He dreams of himself.At first he wanted to help his mother wipe away tears, but his mother avoided him, and his father would not let his mother touch him. Then one day, his father picked up an iron rod from nowhere and threw it in front of his mother.

"You bastard, you do it yourself."

He dreamed of a later day.When I came home from school, the house smelled of gas, and my father and mother fell to the ground without breathing.

He called the police, and he saw the medical staff covering his father and mother with a white cloth.

He wasn't scared at all.

Because before the medical staff came, his father's eyes were not closed, and he helped to caress those horrible, protruding, bloodshot eyes.

The previous dreams were just a flash.

But what happened next, he remembered very deeply.

Some people say that when a person does not want to forget certain images, he will keep dreaming about them.

It was a scene he had dreamed about too many times.

He was sent to the orphanage. Originally, he didn't like to stay in this kind of place, but one day, two older brothers came to the orphanage, one named Sikong and the other named Gaoyu.

Later, he was taken away by Sikong.

It was the first time he came into contact with something called e-sports.

Gao Yu was very opposed to it. After he moved into Sikong's house, he talked to Sikong many times in private.

Said he was paranoid, said he was extreme, said he was mentally abnormal.

It was also for this reason that the dean wanted Sikong to take him away. The dean said that he really couldn't control this kind of child.

He pretended not to know about it, and found Sikong and said that he also wanted to play e-sports.He thought that if he joined the team, Sikong would not drive him away.

Sikong didn't agree at first, but after he took the number one exam several times in a row and showed amazing talent, Sikong agreed, but he was only allowed to participate in training after finishing his homework, and asked him to promise that once he got the grade, he would Step back and quit the team immediately.

Jiang Xunxing said yes.

So he called Sikong from big brother to captain.

Then one day later, he suddenly found that he fell in love with the captain.

There is no reason why young people like it, they are always hot and impulsive, and they always express their likes unabashedly in life, but the captain won't let him say, he wants him to think clearly, this road is too difficult, He is still too young, and the captain does not allow him to be impulsive.

Jiang Xunxing was thinking seriously at first. He asked himself many times, what is liking, and whether he likes the captain.

But later, he saw the captain hugging a woman.

That woman is so pretty.

With red lips and black hair, long and straight legs, and a good figure, standing with the captain is a perfect match.

It was such a beautiful woman who took away the only ray of light in his life, the only bit of heat, and made his newly healed heart shattered again.

Then there was that rainy night, he was so jealous that he went crazy, he wanted to tear the wound on his arm, he confessed desperately, he said he loved him and could die for him, he smacked broken glass, he cried, he went crazy, he rushed to the road.

He has done too many irreparable things.

Since childhood, no one taught him that life is precious, everyone wanted to abandon him, parents, the dean of the orphanage, only the captain picked him up.

He was just paranoid and wanted to grab the only hope in front of him.

That bit of secret, unspeakable thought has already become all he has survived till now.

But he saw the captain standing in front of the headlights and said to him, "Jiang Xunxing, you are so annoying."

Every word is late.

The heart, brain, and every sense organ in the whole body seemed to be cut with a very blunt knife, and then torn, the pain was extreme.

His eyes suddenly went dark, as if he had been thrown into a pool of icy spring water, Jiang Xunxing felt a stagnation in his chest, and intense pain burst out from the bottom of his heart.

—He sat up abruptly from the bed.

There seemed to be something applied to his forehead, and it fell to his hand as he moved.

It's a towel, soaked in water, and still a little wet.

His head was very dizzy and heavy. Jiang Xunxing just woke up from a nightmare, and he was dazed. He only remembered that he was on the rooftop. When did he go back to his room?

The palms were covered with warmth.

It wasn't until this moment that he noticed that there was someone beside him, holding his hand, and his worried eyes all fell on him.

"Are you all right? Are you feeling better? I just came back and saw you burning hot on the roof. I was scared to death. Xun Xun, do you still recognize me?"

It's Xiang Wan.

The author has something to say:

Why.It's time for Sikong.

ps. In the new year, I hope you have high heels and running shoes, drink milk tea and drink wine; may you have brave friends and awesome opponents; may you be especially beautiful, calm, fierce and gentle.

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——感谢在2020-10-0816:56:34~2020-10-0922:04:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of butterflies around the cold branches;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!