[Tomb Raiders Notes] Play to the depths, enter the venue by yourself

Memory Has Been Lost (Extra Part II)

This girl is quite special. She is bold and careful and has an evil spirit bead. She is so weak that she has no strength to restrain a chicken. She walked here alone, and she really forced me out. At that time, she looked very good. I was embarrassed, covered in scars, and my fingers were worn out, but I recognized who she was at a glance. It was the little girl who used to follow behind the main body and called Brother Qingyan, but she was obviously much older than I remembered. Unlike others, who easily found the right position, on the contrary, except for walking to the altar with difficulty, she curled up at the feet of the statue as if she was exhausted, and babbled and sang a song with distracted eyes. I don't understand, let alone unknown, but I just think it's a nice little tune. It doesn't look like she's looking for someone. I was a little worried that she would die here directly. At that time, I didn't know that there was an evil spirit bead in her arms, and it was impossible for her to be in a state of mental confusion. I have reached the limit, so I want to get her out without showing any traces, but I am afraid that the power of the bronze tree will affect her again because of her scarred appearance, not to mention that she let me listen to a nice little tune , I had no choice but to go out by myself, get closer and then use illusion to lure her out.

However, what I didn't expect was that I thought I was a passerby singing in the scenery, but it turned out that the passerby in the scenery deliberately sang to lure me out.

As soon as I arrived nearby, I was forced to show up by the evil spirit beads she suddenly threw over me. Seeing her smiling sweetly and quickly turning her face away, there was a not-so-obvious disappointment in her eyes, and she said with a smile, " I knew that Brother Qingyan left something here, and I caught you. You must know where Brother Qingyan is hiding? Brother Yan is really in a hurry, about that bastard Wang Zanghai, can you take me to see Brother Qingyan?"

I looked at her quietly. Compared with the straightforward and innocent little girl in my memory, she is really mature now. It seems that something happened outside, but I still think it has nothing to do with me. I don’t care. If it doesn't work, I don't want to worry about it, besides, the main body will return immediately, and he will naturally solve it when he returns.

But there is no need to let a little girl know about this.So I just said lightly, "He is no longer in this world, I can either stand on my own or ask the Zhang family for help."

I don't want to recall what else I said afterwards, I lied anyway, the purpose is very simple, to trick her away and let her retreat.

In the end, she left crying. Before leaving, she vowed that she could clean up the house and take revenge without others, and then never came again.

The lifespan of an ordinary person is only a few dozen, no matter what she is actually doing or what she wants to do, waiting 20 years is too long for her, I don't think it is wrong to lie to her until I finally see her again from the memory of the main body.

I didn't know what happened to this girl at the time, I couldn't leave this bronze tree, and I didn't want to go out to meet those who came to my body to ask about the situation, or give them comfort, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, it's better to just disappear from the beginning , Let them think that the main body is really dead, anyway, it's only 20 years, and what can be waited will naturally come, and as long as they can wait, the process is naturally not important at all.

Afterwards, apart from that bastard chatterbox of the Zhang family, fewer and fewer people came, and fewer and fewer old faces, but I was not disappointed either, Zuo just forgot, or died.

These are all about the body and have nothing to do with me. I closed my eyes and retracted into the imprint, not wanting to look at those people who came and went.

Such thoughts continued until the 20-year period expired, but the ontology did not arrive on time.

I started to panic.

Time is still passing by every minute and every second,

This year, people from the Zhang family still came, and everything seemed to be as usual, but I knew in my heart that it was different after all, and an endless tragedy happened.

This time I still didn't show up. I didn't want to before, but now I don't dare.Because the meaning of my existence has begun to deteriorate. If I continue to guard and wait according to the instructions of the ontology, there will be no chance to make up for this mistake of the ontology.Because the time axis has been fixed, it is impossible for him to keep the promise, and his arrival time will only get later and later as he is late.

Afterwards, because of my guilt, I began to listen patiently to what the Zhang family, including the chatterbox, and other people who came here occasionally were talking about what the situation was like. Although this did not change anything, their tone was really strict. , I still only know that something seems to have happened outside, and the matter is getting bigger and bigger. It's not that they missed something, but that they started to get hurt when they came, and more and more.

I dare not go out more and more, I can only look at the backs of the Zhang family members every time they leave, and pray silently in my heart, hoping that the belated time of the main body will not last longer...

After all, this hope came to nothing. Before I could wait for the main body to come back, I had to wait for the soon-to-be-lived Patriarch Zhang.

That time was not his usual day, and he came by himself. It was still the same as before, and it seemed that there was no change, but I could tell that the other party was exhausted.

This time he was still smiling when he came, but he didn't keep talking, he just threw a box on the corpse cocoon, and then looked at the exact direction where I was standing with a smile on his face.

I was startled, but didn't leave, because I was sure he couldn't see me at all, and then I heard him say "it's no use hiding, I know you're here, just say a few words this time, don't disturb you, So please don’t forget that this is a birthday gift I owed him before, I don’t worry about putting it somewhere else, please pass it on, by the way..." He stopped suddenly, as if he was thinking about something, but I didn’t Urgent, just waiting patiently for him to continue, but he didn't speak until the end, turned around and left quickly after a complicated smile.

I looked at his back without turning his head this time, and a great sense of panic suddenly hit me, and I suddenly realized that he was going to die too.

But... when will the body of that idiot in my family come?

I panicked completely. If he doesn't come back quickly, he will really say goodbye to these people forever. At that time, he will definitely regret it.

Looking at the empty entrance, I suddenly felt that I should do something, at least, to leave a chance to remedy, so I actually lied to the main body, I did not dissipate naturally at that time, but dissipated on my own initiative. The first dereliction of duty, between responsibility and emotional impulse, I chose the second one, only hoping to give the ontology some time to make amends.

But I failed, the large formation around the talisman replaced my self-destruction, and because of this, the seal of the bronze tree was gone.

As my energy was exhausted, I was powerless to make amends, so I could only passively fall into a deep sleep.When the consciousness gradually blurred, I seemed to see those people who had been here before, and finally fixed on that smiling face, and suddenly felt a little regretful. If I knew the end result...I should...should ...

I completely lost consciousness.

My waking up again is a coincidence, because my body finally came.It's just that I didn't expect that it will be hundreds of years later, and there is already a new causal connection around the main body.

Never go back.

I looked at the main body whose memory had been washed away, and felt an indescribable sadness in my heart. They didn't wait for you to come back until they died, but you still have to bear the longing and reluctance of the dead. Which of the two is better? Painful, I don't know.

After all, I still completely missed it... It would be better to continue like this and forget everything I don't know.

But one of my responsibilities is to preserve this part of memory for him, and I have no right to persuade him to give up finding it.Fortunately, the memory transmission did not succeed in the end, so I am a little lucky.

But after rejoicing, there is only confusion left,

Because of the undefended body on the other side, I saw the traces of those old people in his new memory. It turned out that the surname Wang was Wang Zanghai. He was such a bastard and finally sank himself in the bottom of the sea, and that little girl... ...She became like that in the end, and I really don't know what happened in the middle, but in this ending, I have a share of my sins.

I still don't regret lying to her, but if I had coaxed her back in a more gentle way, maybe there would have been a different ending, right?

I also saw the traces left by that chatterbox, splitting the tomb... I don't want to comment on this at all, although we owe him the most.

At the end, I realized that I really did a lot of things wrong, but even so, I couldn't make it up, everything was settled, my mission was over.

When I described the main body, I deliberately omitted how the seal disappeared, and I didn’t want to turn it into a new seal. I did too many wrong things, and I couldn’t keep it as peaceful as before.

I am a memory, and only a memory, and I cannot get out of the prison of these memories.

I exist because of them, and I don't want to stay awake in the world they left.

After confirming that the main body still has new fetters involved, I will not easily go crazy and let my temper go, I cheated him again, but I think it's just this time, and it can be regarded as a small revenge for myself. As for the other two One of the unlucky people who got involved was self-inflicted. As for the other, I admit that I just deliberately vented my anger for no reason.

But the matter is still not over. I fell into a deep sleep and was dragged out again by this bronze tree that didn't want to be sealed again, probably because I broke the seal before, and it put the last desperate bet on me.

At first, I was just a little helpless and just wanted to go back to sleep, but I didn't expect this tree to really find my dead spot.

I was really angry, but I was more angry with myself, because facing its temptation, I was really tempted for a moment, even though I knew very well that it was all fake.

Resurrection, what a tempting word, if they can really reappear... It would only be a kind of blasphemy to reappear with this evil tree. I used another idea to convince myself of my delusion, but I still couldn't avoid it. There are traces.

I suddenly understood in my heart that neither the memory on my body nor this tree can survive anymore, because I don’t have the confidence to guarantee that I will not get lost in it like this all the time. Once there is a crack in the heart, it only takes a moment to fall.

What's more, the essence of my thoughts and practice is the same as that of the main body. If he finds a way to recover my memory in the future, his thoughts will be the same as mine, or even stronger. , just because the heavens are perpetual, the dead are the greatest, and because of their own selfish thoughts, dragging them back to the world that is no longer their time will only lead to a worse tragedy.

Anyway, my mission is over long ago, and the ontology should not be obsessed with the past anymore, it is better to help him simply, I forced myself to cut off the images of those old people, and made a decision for the ontology without authorization, with myself and memory In order to induce, the power on this tree was destroyed.

Thoughts are used as guidance, spirits are used as sacrifices, self-sacrifice is used as worship, summon fire from the underworld, and transform evil spirits.

I looked at the main body with a crazy look in my eyes, and I was suddenly grateful that there was another person beside him who was willing to hold him desperately. Halo away.

Zhang Yan, this is the first time I call you that, and it is also the last time I call you that;

Sorry for cheating you so many times before,

And screwed up everything you told me to do

But this time must be the last time.

If you miss another appointment this time, without me, you will be able to make up for it, right?

But what I hope more is that you this time, don't repeat the old way last time

Tragedy, once is enough.

Don't let those who are waiting for you down again...

I seem to have seen Zhang Chatterbox again,

They will forgive me for avoiding and deceiving me in the past...

The road is blocked and long, ask the king whether to return

The days are far away, the memory has become a memory