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Before they knew it, they had already reached the back gate of the school.

Yu Tong was cooking guandong, and the hot air floated upwards, fuzzing his face like a white mist.He was holding the paper cup, but his hands, which should feel warm, felt more and more frozen and stiff.

Sure enough, Ruan Chen hated him.

He was still unknowingly and shamelessly looking forward to something... really pitiful.

"...Since you hate me, don't force it." Yu Tong felt that if he stayed with Ruan Chen any longer, he might cry for no reason later, and he should leave before the end of the world without embarrassment. better.

Anyway, it was the same before and now, he chose to escape every time.

"I go first."

"Where are you going?" Ruan Chen grabbed Yu Tong's arm the moment he turned around, he frowned and looked down at Yu Tong's uncertain face, wondering what he was thinking, "... Why do you do this every time you face me, always don't listen to what I say..."

What else does he want to listen to? Ruan Chen himself saying how much he hates him?

The corner of Yu Tong's mouth unconsciously evoked a self-deprecating smile, as expected, every time Ruan Chen came to him, he just wanted to torture him.

Ruan Chen lowered his eyes and carefully looked at Yu Tong's expression, he found that Yu Tong didn't respond to the meaning of his eyes at all, he sighed softly, "I said it all, I hated you, it was once... .I didn’t quite understand my feelings when I was in school. I really hated you when I found out that you and Cen Zining were together. Later I found out that what Shu Yang went through couldn’t be separated from you. My feelings have also become more complicated.”

"...but those are all in the past, I mean..." Ruan Chen's strength in pulling Yu Tong's arm gradually weakened, and he also suddenly moved his eyes away from Yu Tong's body. He looked where he was looking, then coughed lightly, and whispered, "I don't hate you now."

"...you don't hate me?" Yu Tong listened to Ruan Chen's words, the more he listened, the more confused he became, and when he heard the last, his heart skipped a beat, "Cen Zining... I'm with Cen Zining when you hate me?"

Yu Tong thought, if it was because of this, it was reasonable for Ruan Chen to hate him at the beginning, after all, being gay was something that most people in middle school could not accept.

Suddenly he remembered something again, Yu Tong asked, "How did you find out that I was with Cen Zining?"

It's strange, when he and Cen Zining get along, they are very low-key, and Ruan Chen is not with them often, how did he find out?

Ruan Chen paused when he heard the words, and turned his head a little uncomfortably, "Well... once when I was playing with Cen Zining, he fell asleep and called your name during the break."

"Is there such a thing?" Yu Tong felt ashamed and at the same time felt that something was wrong, but after all, it turned out that Ruan Chen knew about it, so he didn't think about it any more.

In short, when Ruan Chen said that he didn't hate him, Yu Tong's mood changed from cloudy to sunny, and he secretly became happy, but he couldn't help but spurn such a self.

However, Yu Tong suddenly remembered what happened at Shu Yang's welcoming banquet before, and he still couldn't swallow this breath. Thinking of this, Yu Tong couldn't help but stare at Ruan Chen, and said in a mocking tone, "You don't hate it?" Me, then why did you scold me at the gate of the villa before? You scolded me so badly? "

Hearing this, Ruan Chen felt a little embarrassed for some reason. He first pinched the corner of his clothes with his hands hanging by his sides, then he clenched his right hand into a fist and put it next to his mouth, coughing lightly.The pitch-black pupils turned back and forth in the upturned eye sockets, and he didn't know where to place his eyes, and a strange red cloud gradually appeared on his fair face.Ruan Chen imperceptibly licked his lower lip, which was dry in the cold wind, and whispered, "Did you hear that?"

"Nonsense!" Yu Tong was speechless, was it Ruan Chen who cursed?Now being questioned face to face, what are you trying to do, dare to do it or not?He continued angrily, "Could it be that you think I'm deaf?!"

"I..." Ruan Chen's dark pupils finally turned back in front of Yu Tong. He lowered his face slightly, raised his eyebrows, and his pupils moved up in the eye sockets. That expression is easy for Yu Tong to associate with Of some canines who have made a mistake, "I thought it in my head, I didn't expect to say it..."

Yu Tong: ...

.....what the hell is this explanation?

Could it be that Ruan Chen felt that he was confessing well now?

Yu Tong looked at Ruan Chen with a stiff face, he didn't think it was wrong for him to scold Yu Tong for a long time, but was he just regretting his careless mouth? !

"Why do you miss me so much..." Yu Tong couldn't help asking, this is something that has always been very confusing in his heart.

"I..." Seeing Yu Tong staring straight at him, Ruan Chen pursed his lips, as if he was considering whether he should continue talking, but after a while, he continued, "I I saw you and Xiang Hean in the pavilion..."

When he said this, Ruan Chen paused for a moment, his already dark eyes became thicker, as if they were not focused, he remembered something, and a mist rose from his eyes.

Yu Tong heard him talk about the pavilion, which echoed his previous thoughts, so instead of letting Ruan Chen say something that hurt him, Yu Tong decided that it would be better to stab himself, "I understand what you mean, you think I'm Fucking, right. Obviously broke up with Xiang Hean, and Xiang Hean likes Shu Yang. In this case, I pretended not to know him, and then argued with him in the pavilion...by you I see, you think I'm cheap, and you want to fight for Shu Yang, don't you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, there seemed to be a gleam of light in Ruan Chen's eyes when he looked at him, and the expression on his face was a little weird, but Yu Tong only thought it was Ruan Chen's embarrassment at what he said, after all, Ruan Chen listened After that, he stood there quietly without responding, which meant that he obviously knew that Xiang Hean liked Shu Yang.If this is the case, then Yu Tong's previous guesses about Ruan Chen's behavior are almost inseparable.

"Sorry, I said that impulsively. I apologize to you. I don't miss you that much now." At the end, Ruan Chen suddenly said something to Yu Tong with a sincere expression.The sudden apology, coupled with Ruan Chen's solemn appearance, made Yu Tong's anger unknowingly dissipate, and he suddenly wanted to ask Ruan Chen, what was the matter with Yu when he came to his house at night? Is it the same as Tong imagined, or is it also because of impulse?

But Yu Tong looked at Ruan Chen's bright eyes, opened his mouth, but turned around when the words came to his mouth, and changed to another sentence.

"...Actually, I'm relieved to hear you say that now. After the middle school rehearsal, your attitude towards me suddenly became very cold. To be honest, I've always felt very uncomfortable... "

"Ah...really?" Ruan Chen tilted his head and looked at Yu Tong when he heard the words, as if recalling a distant memory, with a smile unconsciously on the corner of his mouth, "Sorry, I didn't deal with it at that time Be in a good mood."

Hearing what he said, Yu Tong waved his hands and said hastily: "No, it's all my own fault, and I did a lot of bad things later..."

After he finished speaking, he lowered his head. Although he regretted what he had done to Shu Yang, Shu Yang's past deception grew like a lump in Yu Tong's heart, and it is difficult for him to let go of his love for Shu Yang Yang has mixed feelings.

Ruan Chen looked at Yu Tong's movements and seemed to understand what he was thinking, "... During the Chinese New Year, how about we spend together? Call Shu Yang."

Hearing Ruan Chen mention Shu Yang suddenly, Yu Tong was taken aback.Chinese New Year... As far as the current situation of his family is concerned, it is true that there is no way to reunite with his parents during the Chinese New Year, and his father will probably ask Yu Tong to go to Shu Yang to celebrate the New Year together.

Shu Yang's status in his family is not what it used to be. Although Yu Tong has always held a prejudice against Shu Yang, thinking that he is pretending to be a friendly brother, it is obvious that outsiders like Shu Yang's way.

...So this also includes Ruan Chen, right?

Yu Tong suddenly understood this.

Whether it was because he had a relationship with Yu Tong out of revenge, or now he wants to ease the relationship between Shu Yang and Yu Tong, and bring him back to the old place...so Ruan Chen's purpose of action should be to help Shu Yang. ....

Originally, after hearing Ruan Chen say that he didn't hate him, Yu Tong was still a little ready to move, and wanted to ask what Ruan Chen said at that time that he wanted to do this a long time ago, what did he mean.

But now suddenly thinking about things together, Yu Tong is like a deflated ball, and he no longer has the courage to ask.

If Ruan Chen's goal is Shu Yang's superficial wish, then he can just cooperate with them. He will play the role of obedient younger brother well, and then maybe he will be able to truly end the redundant relationship with Ruan Chen. Relationship.

Thinking of this, Yu Tong felt sore in his heart, but he couldn't bear it on his face, or he didn't have the energy to struggle anymore, so he nodded slightly, as a tacit consent to this matter.

Seeing that he agreed, Ruan Chen suddenly smiled, his expression was as pleasant as seeing a monkey jump out of Yu Tong, a stubborn, stinky stone.

Can you help Shu Yang to be so happy?

The two stood in front of the back door of the school. Yu Tong looked at Ruan Chen's bright smiling face. The person in front of him seemed to be the same as the figure in school uniform. After so many years, he still moved his heart so much.

Seeing Ruan Chen smiled, Yu Tong also smiled softly.

But what Ruan Chen didn't know, Yu Tong was actually laughing at himself.

He avoided it for so long, kept his mouth hard for so long, and even brainwashed himself for so long, but at this moment he still gave up, because Yu Tong understands that no matter how long it has passed, no matter how long it has been apart.

He is still belatedly aware, and likes Ruan Chen.