torture to the end

In the living room, two women were entangled. Mother Han was pushed and shoved by Mother Shen, and she lost her balance and fell to the ground.Shen's mother was extremely bored, she didn't even look at her anymore, and walked out angrily.When she came out, she saw Han Jingyu standing at the door, and her expression suddenly became extremely strange, as if she was afraid, but also seemed to be disgusted. She finally walked past Han Jingyu without saying a word.

The woman who fell on the ground was leaning on the edge of the door, weeping bitterly without any image. Her eyes were originally looking at Shen's mother, but at the same time, she also saw Han Jingyu standing at the door.Compared with your mother Shen's weird expression at that moment, her expression can be said to be rich. Han Jingyu stood at the door and looked at her, his posture can be said to be indifferent, as if he could leave at any time.

It was obvious how much she wanted him to disappear before, but during the two years when he disappeared, she seemed to be living in hell...

"Jingyu, Jingyu—" She stood up from the ground, just fell and hurt her knee, and now her walking posture is very weird, she is afraid that the boy in front of her will leave her again, she has had enough of this Life, "You're back...it's good to be back."

Han Jingyu's tightly clenched fist was held in the palm of the woman.

"Mom was sorry for you before, and made you feel wronged." The woman's withered and yellow hair stuck to her teary face, looking very embarrassed and embarrassed. She held Han Jingyu's hand in a gesture of intimacy that she had never had before, as if She was not the one who forced the young man out of the house at the beginning, as if she was not the one who hated and guarded against the child for so many years, "It's good that you come back, it's good to be back, it's good to be back..."

She couldn't say anything else.

Han Jingyu didn't say a word, but the woman took his hand and said, "I'm back this time, so I won't leave, right? Mom misses you, really misses you..."

Han Jingyu loosened his tightly clenched fists, his black eyelashes drooped down, and the edges and corners of his body and his constant defense were also removed.

"Why have you lost so much weight?" The woman's hand was very warm, caressing his cheek with a shuddering warmth.

He Qingchen and Zou Yunkai looked at the trembling young man in front of him.

"You must have suffered a lot outside, right? Mom—Mom, it's my mother's mistake." The woman suddenly saw a tear drop from Han Jingyu's eyes, and the tear slid down his thin cheeks.

Much like a child.

Han Jingyu's eyelash feathers lifted up, his eyes filled with a thin layer of water vapor looked unusually gentle, and that tear fell down from his gentle eyes.

The woman's expression was dazed again, but in a trance, she knew that this kind of daze was inappropriate, she grabbed Han Jingyu's wrist and led him into the room, Han Jingyu didn't struggle, and let her lead him.

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen, who were lagging behind, looked at each other and followed them in.

There was no sofa in the room anymore, only a few chairs that were rickety. The woman moved a chair for him, like a loving mother, "Jingyu, mom is going to cook, you wait here for a while."

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen were still looking at the furnishings in the room. The room was really dilapidated, and the two bags of garbage piled up in the entrance hadn't been thrown away, exuding an unpleasant smell of rancid water.Han Jingyu stood in the living room, looking up at the stairs.

"Is this your home?" He Qingchen asked.

Han Jingyu didn't speak, and walked up the stairs while holding onto the stairs. He Qingchen and Zou Yunkai followed him, so naturally they followed him.

There are three rooms on the second floor, a study room and two bedrooms. There is no door in the study room. The cabinets for books seem to have not been opened for a long time. The room Han Jingyu originally lived in was locked. He walked over and opened it. The door, he didn't know what he saw, and immediately closed the door.Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen were still looking around, but they didn't notice Han Jingyu's movements.

The third floor is the balcony. There are many flowerpots on the balcony. The one pot of Milan that was well raised at the beginning has all withered, and only a few prickly prickly pears grew out of the broken flowerpots.The guardrail on the edge of the balcony was already a little rusty, and the red copper color came out from the peeling rust. Han Jingyu stood on it for a while, and saw a person standing on the balcony of the adjacent Shen's house. It was Shen's mother. Seeing Han Jingyu looking over, she turned her head and went in in a panic.

She looked as if she saw something extremely frightening.

Mother Han's cry came from downstairs, Han Jingyu glanced at Shen's building, and then went downstairs.

Mother Han only cooked two dishes, both of which were vegetarian dishes. The rice that was pressed out of the pressure cooker was hard and the rice grains were yellow. When she saw Han Jingyu coming down from the stairs, she seemed relieved and called him over for dinner.He Qingchen and Zou Yunkai came here with Han Jingyu, so Mother Han also greeted them.

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen were already hungry, but after taking their seats, they couldn't eat the food on the table.Mother Han didn't care about them at all, she just looked at Han Jingyu, and helped Han Jingyu with food and vegetables very attentively, she didn't eat herself, just stared at Han Jingyu.

Han Jingyu didn't seem to feel the weird atmosphere at all, he silently picked up the bowl, and stuffed the vegetables Han Mu put into his bowl together with the rice into his mouth.

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen were also very hungry, but the presentation of the two dishes on the table was such that the two who were used to delicacies could not even have the desire to use chopsticks.They all looked at Han Jingyu.

The two of them felt weird and a little uncomfortable. The way Mother Han looked at Han Jingyu didn't look like a mother at all.

Han Jingyu finished his meal in silence, reached out and took out a card from his pocket. It was a bank card he had issued a long time ago, and it contained about [-] to [-] yuan. He pressed the card to Han's mother. In front of him, he didn't speak.

Mother Han stared straight at him and her eyes fell on the card again, but she didn't dare to reach out to take it rashly.

"I earned some money from working outside, but it wasn't much. I used it to buy some supplements." Han Jingyu had just eaten, and although it was just a few mouthfuls, his colorless lips were already a little rosy.

"Jingyu has been smart since he was a child, and he has made a lot of money outside, right?" Han Mu said, with a smile on her face unconsciously, she pressed the card with her hand, and slid it in front of her.

Han Jingyu bent his lips, really like an ordinary young man, "It's okay, as long as you can endure hardship."

"That's great." Han's mother was extremely happy all of a sudden, her eyes were shining, "I knew that Jingyu would be successful in the future, Jingyu, if you are busy, do you want your mother to manage your money?"

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen began to disagree with each other again.Their parents have given them all their money since they were young, and their parents never said that they would manage money for them... Isn't this mother Han a little too self-conscious?

Han Jingyu didn't speak.

Han Mu also suddenly realized that what she said just now was a little too urgent, and quickly adjusted the expression on her face.

"Mom." Han Jingyu called out.

"Huh?" Mother Han had already put away the bank card, and now she was looking at Han Jingyu with all her attention.

"I'm leaving." Han Jingyu stood up, "Take care of yourself from now on."

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen also stood up together, they both felt that this woman was very weird, she didn't look like a mother at all.

Mother Han's eyes widened in disbelief. She looked at Han Jingyu and turned her head, and got up to grab his sleeve, "Are you going to leave again as soon as you get home?"

Touched by the word home, Han Jingyu was silent for a while before shaking off Han Mu's hand, "This is not my home."

"What are you talking about!" Han's mother panicked. He had just put away the bank card. She thought that Han Jingyu was back, and she could still live as before, but she didn't expect that Han Jingyu would leave again. How long can 3 yuan make her live? "This is your home!"

Two years ago, Han Jingyu had already spent one night waiting for this sentence to persuade him to stay.But he didn't wait until the end. Seeing Han Mu's eager expression, he just retorted lightly, "It's not."

"Jingyu, Jingyu! I'm your mother, this place is your home, you've been away for two years, do you know how much I miss you?" Han Jingyu threw one of Han's hands away, and quickly grabbed it Han Jingyu's hand, she couldn't let him leave, "Stay, don't go, it was all my mother's fault before, now that you are back, my mother will definitely make it up to you!"

"There is no need for any compensation." Han Jingyu has long been taller than Han's mother. This mother who has never been responsible is still so irresponsible. "Anyway, I am not your own. I am just a wild child picked up. You don't need compensation for what you do."

Mother Han had never seen Han Jingyu like this before, but she instinctively grabbed Han Jingyu's hand, wanting to keep him.She has had enough of such a hard life!She needs Han Jingyu to make money for her, she needs a life without worrying about food and clothing like before, and in the end, she doesn't need Han Jingyu.

"Are you biological, but I really regard you as my son! Jingyu, Jingyu!" She called out more urgently.

Han Jingyu's indifference is still an unbreakable barrier, and he is not even shaken by her tears anymore.

"Han Jingyu! Your surname is Han, your surname is Han, I have raised you for so many years... you, you want to go?" Mother Han has long forgotten all her mistakes. She has never loved Han Jingyu, and she has never loved Han Jingyu until now , Her love was given to her dead husband, dead son, and herself who was still alive, but Han Jingyu was alone, "You are not allowed to go!"

Both He Qingchen and Zou Yunkai couldn't stand it anymore. It was the first time they had seen such a shameless woman. What's more, this woman really couldn't see a single bit of mother's characteristics.

He Qingchen pulled Han Mu's hand away, he didn't want to say a word to this woman.

Unexpectedly, Mother Han stretched out her hand and gouged his arm, causing him to kick it without even thinking about it.

He Qingchen is a scumbag. He has never had a taboo against beating women, children, old and young. He just thinks that this woman is too much. Before he has made any decision in his mind, he kicked her.

Mother Han bumped into the table all of a sudden, and all the bowls and chopsticks that Han Jingyu had eaten just now were smashed to the ground because of her movements.She also sat down on the ground.

Seeing Han Jingyu turning his head, Han's mother showed her sarcasm, "Han Jingyu! You heartless white-eyed wolf, I raised you so much, you...you..."

Han Jingyu didn't seem to hear her yelling, and walked over to help her up from the ground.Mother Han took the opportunity to grab Han Jingyu's hand, and her strong nails dug into the back of Han Jingyu's hand, "Don't go, Jingyu—Mom, please, don't go!"

Really no image at all!The so-called restraint and shyness in the past have all been defeated by life.She needs the money Han Jingyu gave her!What Han Jingyu gave her was not enough, not enough at all.

Han Jingyu didn't speak, and her submissiveness just now disappeared, as if she was standing on the moral high ground, "I told you not to leave! I have raised you for so many years, how could you just leave like this!" She slapped Han Jingyu's face angrily.

Han Jingyu got that slap on the face, blood came out from the corner of his mouth.The woman slapped him, and she was stunned.

Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen were also dumbfounded.

"Do you still remember when I was 14 years old, the year my father just died, what did you say about me?" Han Jingyu received that slap, and three bloodstains were gouged out on his face by Han Mu's nails, but his But the expression was still indifferent, which made Han Mu's face stiffen all of a sudden.

Mother Han looked a little embarrassed.

Han Jingyu helped her up and put her on a chair, and even squatted down to pat the dust off Han Mu's trousers.

Mother Han's face became even weirder. Zou Yunkai and He Qingchen watched the extremely weird confrontation between mother and child.

"You said, you monster, I knew that picking you up would be harmful." Han Jingyu stood up now. He didn't look in pain. In fact, since he was 14 years old, he spent nights and nights thinking about this matter every day. Unable to sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, he saw the white body of his brother soaked in the reservoir, and then he thought desperately, whether I really shouldn't be alive.He has been in pain for so long, and now that he speaks out, thick blood gurgles from his heart again.

It seems that Han Mu really can't remember clearly. In fact, she said so many things like this, so many that she can't remember clearly.She just raised her head and looked at Han Jingyu.

"Then you and Dad drove me to the mountains. That night, you told Dad that I picked it up anyway, and I didn't have a household registration. Even if I died outside, it would be fine." Han Jingyu smiled dumbly. , "When I was about to die, I thought, my mother said that I am not my own, she must be angry, my brother is dead, so I have to live well, if, if you still care about me, you don't have to die for me I regretted it when I died—so I'm back."

Mother Han didn't know why Han Jingyu mentioned that incident back then. She hated Han Jingyu because she felt that her husband and son died because of Han Jingyu, so she hated him so much!But she was afraid of him...

"You drove back with your father, and there was a rear-end collision accident. It was in the mountains, there was no surveillance camera, and the perpetrator ran away. Mom, I moved you out of the car." Han Jingyu's eyes were dark, bottomless , you can't see what he's thinking at the moment, "Dad is dead, I was the one who took you to the hospital after taking you out of the car."

Han Mu's lips were trembling, Han Jingyu was telling the truth.

"After you woke up, you said that I killed Dad. Just like now, you slapped me hard." Han Jingyu's lips curled up. When he laughed, he always laughed weirdly, "At that time, You are abandoning me—”

Mother Han looked at Han Jingyu who looked like this, and wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.

"After my father and younger brother died, my mother told people everywhere that I was a monster. I pushed my younger brother into the reservoir. You and my father drove me to play. It was my waywardness that crashed the car and killed my father. So I I have no friends, and I have never had friends since I was a child." It seemed that what was mentioned was just other people's tragic stories, and the person who told them was only slightly sad.

"Father and brother are dead, you don't have a job, I ran out to steal things, was caught kneeling in front of someone's house, I dare not say where my home is, what is my mother's name, because I'm afraid you will be sad .”

"Later, when I got older, Shen Chen also left. I lied to others that I was an adult and worked in a bar. Someone fed me aphrodisiacs. I beat him half to death."

"Then I was fired and hung out with a bunch of worthless rich second generations. They gave me a lot of money. In order to play with them, I helped them fight. At that time, I was recognized at the school gate and pushed into the alley. Broken ribs."

"When I came back, you were frightened and cried because I was covered in blood. You shut me out and drenched me in the rain all night."

……

Han Jingyu suddenly asked, "Mom, where is my room?"

Mother Han didn't react immediately.

"That's not my room for a long time, it's your daughter's room." Han Jingyu's voice was hoarse, and every time he said it seemed to squeeze out a drop of blood, "This is not my home. I don't have a home either."

The moment Han Jingyu turned his head, tears fell all at once.

He Qingchen and Zou Yunkai turned sideways subconsciously and let him go out.