torture to the end

Han Jingyu is not the kind of child who just acts on his whim, but when he stood at the station and looked at the endless railway tracks, what filled his heart was not joy and relief, but panic and bewilderment.

Most of the children who leave home have a kind of mentality, as if their departure is just a journey that can be turned back at any time, and no one can truly have no hesitation.Han Jingyu did it, he did not hesitate in the indifference of everyone.

The puppy in his arms sticks out its tongue and licks his fingertips.

Standing at the entrance of the station, Han Jingyu watched countless people returning from afar with their suitcases. Everyone was in a hurry, busy with their own affairs, and he was the only one who didn't know where he was going or when he would return.He raised his head and looked straight ahead. It was a road as if he could make a farewell to all the past by stepping on it.

At this moment, Han Jingyu really hesitated.He turned his head, and behind him was the silent fountain. There were no white doves against it, only countless pedestrians on both sides of the road accompanied it.The loneliness here can only accommodate the reunion of separation.

Han Jingyu thought, he had neither relatives to part with nor lover to reunite, so why he hesitated?

Children throwing themselves into the arms of their parents, couples kissing their lovers, adults falling in love with work, there is no place that hurts more and is happier than the station.Han Jingyu hugged the peaceful dog in his arms and walked towards the entrance.

It's even a little ridiculous to say that Han Jingyu has never left home, from elementary school to university, although the schools he chose are far away from home, so far away that it takes a lot of time to transfer several buses, but he has never left home. far away.Such a gloomy and unlovable guy, standing in front of the automatic ticket vending machine, actually started to worry.He only knows how to use the bus card and how to drive a car, but he doesn't know how to buy a ticket in a machine.

Standing behind him was a very young girl. She had been waiting behind Han Jingyu for a while, seeing him standing still, she unconsciously urged her.

Han Jingyu was really at a loss, he turned his body to the side, "You go first."

The girl didn't show any hypocrisy at all. She tapped the touch-screen machine a few times, then took out her ID card and pressed it on the machine, and put the printed ticket into her bag.

Han Jingyu bought the ticket according to her steps, but in the end he didn't know which place to take as the destination. The dog in his arms tilted its head to look at the glowing machine in front of it, and pressed it tentatively with its paw.That click hit a certain place, Han Jingyu frowned at that time, and lowered his head to look at the restless dog in his arms. When he raised his head, the machine had already printed the ticket.After Han Jingyu got the ticket, he realized that the destination was actually Tibet.

However, as he is now, it doesn't matter where he goes.

Han Jingyu put the ticket in his pocket and walked to the waiting hall inside the station.

Tibet is remote, and this stop is around [-] o'clock in the evening. There are not many people taking this bus, and some people go to several places along the way.Originally, Tibet was remote and barren, except for some special groups of people, no one would choose to run to that place.There were only a few middle-aged men with heavy suitcases in the car with Han Jingyu. Among this group of people, Han Jingyu, who was alone and dressed in a simple outfit, was undoubtedly the most eye-catching one.

At [-]:[-] in the evening, the train arrived at the station, and Han Jingyu entered the platform together with those middle-aged people.

Car No.19 is at the very end of the train. Han Jingyu searched for it with a dog in his arms and followed the car number shown on the ticket. People inside were sitting or lying down, and several people were playing poker inside.The wind was a bit cold at night, and the two men walking beside Han Jingyu were talking.

One said, "Is this year's recruit egg?"

One answered, "It's still in the wealthy place of the capital."

A young man who saw the young man playing poker together said, "Laugh, they will cry later."

The two men boarded the No.18 car. Han Jingyu walked to the No.19 car as if he didn't hear it, and handed the ticket to the yawning woman. The woman just glanced at him in his arms. The dog didn't say anything else, and gave Han Jingyu the ticket to let him go up.

The No.19 car is a hard sleeper, and there are people lying on the upper bunk. There are three upper, middle and lower bunks. When you enter, you can see all the feet hanging in the air.The smell in the carriage was a bit unpleasant, and the puppy snorted in Han Jingyu's arms, and several people who approached in shock all looked over.

Han Jingyu covered the puppy in his arms with his arms, blocking those projected eyes.

I found my seat according to the number on the ticket. It was a middle berth, but there was already a man lying on it. The man was leaning on the pillow to look at his phone. When he saw Han Jingyu coming, he immediately shrank his neck and closed the bed. Eyes pretended to be asleep.

Han Jingyu was woken up by the cold wind at night just now, and he didn't feel sleepy, so he glanced at him lightly, and sat down on a seat below.Seeing that Han Jingyu didn't respond, the man sneaked a few glances, then took out the phone to fiddle with again.It is very late now, and most of the people lying in the carriage are asleep. Han Jingyu opened the backpack, took out a flat bread from it, and put it in the mouth of the puppy nestled in his arms. beside.

The puppy, who had been hungry for a long time, raised his head, glanced at Han Jingyu with dark eyes, opened his mouth and began to gnaw on the bread.

Han Jingyu moistened his mouth with a sip of water. His arms were already a little sore. After holding the dog for a day, he put it down now and still held a piece of bread in his hand to feed it.The puppy ate a few mouthfuls, turned his head away, and walked to the side.Han Jingyu sealed the leftover bread and put it on the table.

The puppy walked around for a while, then obediently came to Han Jingyu's side.

Han Jingyu was drinking water when he heard movement from above, and then stepped on the ladder with a pair of big feet. The movement was too fast, and now it was pitch black, and he was only one step away from stepping on the spot next to Han Jingyu's feet. dog.

Han Jingyu stretched out his hand suddenly, and held down the foot that the man was about to step on, "Don't move!"

Surprised by Han Jingyu's sound, some people in the carriage who hadn't fallen asleep woke up again and complained dissatisfiedly.Han Jingyu acted as if he couldn't hear him, taking advantage of the man's moment of froze, he picked up the dog that was still dawdling by his feet and put it on the table.

The man whose leg was pressed by him was also about to come down to pee. He was so frightened that his back was covered with sweat, and his mood was even worse. He turned his head and shouted at Han Jingyu, "Boy, you What did you do?!"

Han Jingyu's frowning brows hadn't been stretched yet, but his face darkened involuntarily after being yelled at.

The man jumped down from above, "Is your mother dumb?"

Han Jingyu had already stood up, and suddenly stretched out his free hand to grab the man's neck.

The man whose neck was pinched by two hands suddenly came to his senses. Those hands only pinched his carotid artery, and his little finger happened to press his laryngeal cartilage again. This hand alone made the man know that he had encountered a hard stubble. In the darkness, even breathing was a little bit sluggish.At night, most of the people in the carriage are asleep, and those who haven’t slept are holding their phones behind their backs. Where did you notice this scene?

Han Jingyu didn't say a word.

The man's forehead was dripping with cold sweat.

The man playing with the mobile phone happened to turn over, and the light of the mobile phone just illuminated the scene below.Then he immediately covered the phone's light.

Han Jingyu took his hand back and shouted in a low voice, "Get lost!"

The man who was about to give him a good lesson just now shrank his neck and went to the bathroom at the rear of the car.

The man in the middle bunk heard that there was no movement below, and quietly moved his hand from the phone screen, and the revealed light just illuminated Han Jingyu's face looking up.Extraordinarily young and handsome.

The man in the middle bunk shivered for some reason. He didn't even dare to look at Han Jingyu's eyes, and he didn't dare to lie down in the occupied place. He crawled up from the top while Han Jingyu was sitting down. Down, into the darkness at the front of the carriage.Han Jingyu had been sitting below for quite a while, and now that the man had left, he didn't say anything else. He threw his backpack to the middle bunk, turned over and climbed up with the dog in his arms.

The puppy, which was very energetic at night, lay on Han Jingyu's chest, and stood up on Han Jingyu's upper body with its soft pads.Han Jingyu was lying on his back, his eyes half-closed, and he didn't care about its movements.

The puppy crawled on his chest for a while, then curled up obediently beside his arm, even curling up its tail.

Han Jingyu patted its head, closed its eyes and fell asleep.

When I woke up again, the blue curtains had already been pulled open, and the train that had been traveling overnight stopped at a station, and most of the people in the carriage were empty at once.

Han Jingyu's eyes were still clouded, and he was dizzy with a layer of mist. He turned over and fell asleep again.

He didn't know how long he slept, but finally he was woken up by the wet tip of his tongue. The puppy stepped on the pillow, licked his face with its tongue, and looked at it pitifully with its bright black eyes.Knowing that it was hungry, Han Jingyu hooked the backpack over with his feet, and took out the leftover bread from inside. The puppy leaned over and was about to open his mouth, but Han Jingyu brought the bread to his nose, sniffed it, and stretched out his hand Just throw the bread out.

Now that the weather is hot, the taste of the bread has changed after opening. Han Jingyu has a more sensitive sense of smell than others, so he was able to detect it.

Car NO.19 is already empty, and there is no train attendant coming to sell lunch boxes.

Han Jingyu himself was a little hungry, and the dog was still on the bedside, staring at the bread that Han Jingyu threw down.There was an aggrieved cry of 'hululu' in his throat.

Han Jingyu jumped off the bed, the dog stood by the bed, looked at him, turned around again, bit the black strap on the backpack and pulled it over, Han Jingyu pulled the backpack by the strap Came down, caught it on his back, and reached for the dog.

The carriages are all shared. Han Jingyu washed his face in the bathroom on the train, and then walked to the front carriage.The carriage in front was also empty, Han Jingyu walked forward again, and the loud laughter came through the moment he opened the door, which was different from the silence in the carriages behind.

This carriage can be said to be crowded, and they are all young people in their eighteenth or nineteenth year, youthful and energetic, laughing and joking with their companions.

Han Jingyu's age looked similar to them, they just glanced at him and then looked away.

Han Jingyu was a little uncomfortable with the sudden noise, and walked forward with the dog in his arms.

Several people were eating boxed lunches, and the aroma of the food in the boxed lunches attracted the unhappy puppy in Han Jingyu's arms. While holding Han Jingyu's arm, it looked there, with its tongue sticking out.

Han Jingyu naturally saw it too. He had never felt shy before. He walked over, put his hand on the shoulder of the person who was eating the boxed lunch, and asked, "Where did you buy the boxed lunch?"

The boy who was eating the lunch box turned his head and saw Han Jingyu holding a mutt dog. He was taken aback. It was his companion who couldn't see his stupidity and answered for him, "Let's be in the front compartment, just come here of."

"Yeah." Han Jingyu was not used to thanking him, so he withdrew his hand and walked to the previous carriage.

This carriage seemed a bit crowded, all because those young boys were standing in the aisle, some were chatting, some were on the phone.There are all kinds of expressions on their faces, and the expressions on their faces all carry a kind of pride and self-confidence that Han Jingyu was not uncommon in the past. He was raised in a wealthy place, which is not available to many people of ordinary age. .

They are young, proud, and their future is limitless, because they are higher than others from the very beginning.

The so-called temperament is nothing but the mastery of money and power.

Han Jingyu didn't want to waste time here, so he avoided it all the way and walked to the front compartment.Because of the time lost due to crowding, he was always a little behind the conductor who delivered the meal.

The puppy in his arms was already barking pitifully, and the smell of food filled the carriage, and it acted like a baby to Han Jingyu hungry.

Han Jingyu just felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach, he was a little used to his fragile stomach reminding him so rudely that he needed to eat.The more he walked forward, the more Han Jingyu felt different. From the initial noise to the quietness behind, those young people were no longer so impetuous. They were lying in their respective positions, holding books, listening to music or doing things leisurely. own other things.They are more calm than those of the same age.

Maybe it's because Han Jingyu's holding a dog is too weird, and people are watching him along the way.

Because the aisle was completely spacious now, Han Jingyu walked a little faster and caught up with the conductor who delivered the food.

The food in the conductor's trolley is well kept warm, but no one here needs this anymore, and he even lowered his voice a lot.Han Jingyu walked over, "Two fast meals."

The train attendant who delivered the meal quickly packed the lunch box and handed it to Han Jingyu, "It's 35 yuan in total, thank you."

Han Jingyu handed over a one-hundred-dollar ticket, and after the other party gave the change, he carried the puppy and went back the same way.

The conductor who delivered the food didn't go any further. The No. [-] car was in front of him. He hesitated for a moment, then turned back.

No one in this carriage bought this kind of fast food on the train. They all raised their eyes to look at Han Jingyu with the same expression on their faces.As if in their eyes, eating such cheap fast food is such a shameful thing.Indeed, for their family, this is indeed a difficult food to eat.

Han Jingyu didn't look at them.He has long known the truth about being picky about the taste of food depending on the location.

When I returned to the nineteenth car, the moment I closed the door, it seemed that I entered another world in an instant.The only thing that is quiet here is the sun and the white sheets.

Han Jingyu sat down on a lower bunk. He pushed the dinner plate full of melon seed shells on the table aside, and put the lunch box in his hand on it.The puppy in his arms couldn't help poking his head out.

Han Jingyu mixed the rice and the vegetables with the soup, and put them on the ground. Before he could move, the puppy in his arms had already jumped down, buried his head in the lunch box and started eating.

Han Jingyu's gaze softened, and he opened his lunch box...

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Please follow my brain hole and run together in the prolapsed grass mud horse jungle—fly——