torture to the end

Han Jingyu could hardly stand still, his legs were trembling when he saw Zhong Yuan.But he was sober this time, and it wasn't long this time, only over an hour had passed.He never showed his weakness in front of Zhong Yuan, even if he couldn't stand upright now, he still braced himself to keep his back straight.

When Zhong Yuan saw Han Jingyu, his condensed face finally eased up a little.

Han Jingyu didn't know what happened in that darkness at all, he only remembered that when he woke up, the jade was in his body, someone held his arm to take out the stone, and then sent him out respectfully.

This is not a good memory, especially when my body is completely exposed in front of others, it is difficult to accept from physical to psychological.

But maybe that's what Zhong Yuan wants.

Han Jingyu felt really sad, he was powerless to fight, and had no other choice but to be forced to accept.

You should get used to it, right?Han Jingyu felt that it was time for him to laugh at himself like this.

Han Jingyu walked very slowly, Zhong Yuan waited for him for a while, then turned around and hugged Han Jingyu.His move caught Han Jingyu by surprise.

Zhong Yuan hugged him behind him, as if he had noticed the faint fragrance on Han Jingyu's body that hadn't dissipated, he leaned against Han Jingyu's neck and smelled it, "It smells so good."

Han Jingyu is still pushing him.

Zhong Yuan didn't take his refusal seriously, and carried him back to the car, where he fastened Han Jingyu's seat belt thoughtfully, and then asked him with a smile, "What do you want to eat tonight? "

Han Jingyu didn't speak, Zhong Yuan took it by himself, "There is a private restaurant that tastes good, I will take you to try it today, and see if you like the food in it."

So he made up his mind.

Han Jingyu couldn't even sit still, he leaned back to relieve his current uncomfortable state.My body, that hard-to-speak place, seemed to still be oozing out of hot fluid.This feeling made him embarrassed and powerless.

Zhong Yuan only thought he was tired.

The food in the private restaurant was delicious, but Han Jingyu didn't have much appetite - no one could taste the deliciousness of the food after being treated like this.Zhong Yuan kept serving food to Han Jingyu, and Han Jingyu ate a bite or two when he was overwhelmed.Zhong Yuan felt happy watching him eat.

Han Jingyu didn't want to ask Zhong Yuan again when he would let him go. He and Zhong Yuan came to Shanghai, and he deserved to be humiliated now.Can't blame others.

After dinner, Zhong Yuan didn’t bring Han Jingyu back to Zhong’s house. He took Han Jingyu to the bank of the river. The car was parked on the bridge, and there was a vast river below. There was only one street lamp at a distance. From a distance, it looked brightly lit. Only when you are in it do you know that there is darkness that cannot be illuminated.

Zhong Yuan kept talking, while Han Jingyu's face was always submerged in the darkness, obstinately silent.

"Did you change or did I change?" Zhong Yuan asked suddenly.

Han Jingyu's thoughts have not yet froze.He was also thinking about Zhong Yuan's words.

"The way you looked in the barracks before, I really admired and liked it. Now..." He didn't go on. There is no doubt that he likes Han Jingyu, but he feels that Han Jingyu lacks a ray of life compared to before. "It seems that there is only a shell left."

Han Jingyu smiled in the dark.

If the struggle was really useful, he wouldn't be played and applauded by Zhong Yuan now.

Zhong Yuan opened the window to smoke, the wind was very strong at night, the smell of smoke wafted to the tip of Han Jingyu's nose, Han Jingyu also became more awake from the smell.

"It's my fault too." Zhong Yuan suddenly said after half of the cigarette had been smoked.

Han Jingyu couldn't understand his laid-back appearance, so he could only regard him as hypocrisy at this moment.

Zhong Yuan smoked several cigarettes, and what he said to Han Jingyu was also very confusing.

"If I didn't like you that much, seeing you like this, I would have let you go long ago." Zhong Yuan said.

Han Jingyu's eyes flickered slightly in the dark, as if...he also remembered someone.

"It's my fault that I shouldn't like you that much." Zhong Yuan laughed straight, and the night breeze poured down his throat as soon as he laughed, making him cough again.

The fault is that I shouldn't like it so much... There seems to be such a gleam of brilliance in Han Jingyu's dead eyes.It was ashes burned from memory.

Han Jingyu finally remembered that person, and finally something burned in his dead eyes.

"I can't ask for it." The voice was so low that only I could hear it.

Finally didn't hear it, he was still talking to himself.

The little ashes from the memories began to be pieced together, and Han Jingyu was reluctant to mention it for a long time, and the things he had deliberately forgotten suddenly appeared before his eyes.There are many, long-ago things, and I also think about them together.

"If you don't ask me to meet you at the beginning, that's fine." Zhong Yuan's throat hurts from coughing, and his voice is a little hoarse.

Han Jingyu also thought of himself uncontrollably.If he hadn't met that person in the first place...

"Let me meet you, otherwise this life is really boring." Zhong Yuan also laughed because of his regret.

Han Jingyu was thinking again, if he was allowed to choose, even if he knew the ending would be like this, he would still choose to grab that person's hand...

While Han Jingyu was still thinking, Zhong Yuan suddenly leaned forward and leaned in front of him, his black eyes shining brightly in the darkness.Zhong Yuan looked at him for a while, then suddenly asked, "Can I kiss you?"

In the darkness, Han Jingyu couldn't see all his indifferent expressions.Silence is like gentle acquiescence.

Zhong Yuan kissed Han Jingyu's eyebrows, and then kissed his cheek.You can't see everything in the dark, so Han Jingyu was also confused by this extremely cherished kiss.

The person who kissed him might be the person in his memory.

Zhong Yuan kissed deeper and deeper, he didn't know why he became like this, he knew that Han Jingyu was unhappy, he knew it all, but he still forced him to stay in front of his eyes, it didn't look like him if he was selfish.But he really might not be able to find a second person who can make him like Han Jingyu as much as he likes Han Jingyu.

Han Jingyu also thought about what happened a long time ago. The memories he sealed up were cut open layer by layer, spreading and growing in the darkness.

There were two words in his mouth, which he thought he had forgotten, but at this moment he found the name that was still deeply rooted in his bones.

Really, I can't forget...

Zhong Yuan kissed the tears on Han Jingyu's cheek, causing him to frown bitterly.But he didn't say anything, and his actions became more cherished and gentle.

Han Jingyu's tears fell more and more fiercely, Zhong Yuan held the bitterness from those tears and couldn't continue.He drew back and sat back, and then smoked silently, one after another.

Han Jingyu covered his eyes, tears seeped from his cuffs to his palms, and then his soul trembled.

Without that person, he felt he would soon wither away.From soul to spirit to body, withered to withered.

"If it's really hard for you to accept me..." Zhong Yuan said such a sentence after a long time.His voice was still a little choked up, "Emotions can't be forced, I know."

Han Jingyu's tears kept falling, he felt a pain in his heart, so painful that he couldn't even hear what Zhong Yuan said.

"Just treat it as my extravagant request, you... stay with me for a while longer. If you still can't accept my words..." Zhong Yuan didn't finish his words, and he also felt very uncomfortable, his whole heart was pulled into a knot group.He didn't know if he would go back on his word. In front of Han Jingyu, every word he said could be overturned by him at any time.

After speaking, Zhong Yuan started the car.When he arrived at Zhong's house, Zhong Yuan still sent Han Jingyu back to his room, adjusted the brightness of the bedside lamp for him, said goodnight softly, and took him out of the room.

Han Jingyu huddled under the quilt, swallowing back the sobs with trembling teeth.

Later, the matter of raising jade became more and more frequent, at most three or four times a week, and Zhong Yuan was so bored that he had no choice but to argue with that woman several times, and the plump woman talked to him politely and submissively. Explained, but typed back Zhong Yuan's words without leaking anything.

Han Jingyu also weakened as the jade cultivation progressed, as if the jade was sucking his soul.

Zhong Yuan also felt that the time for raising jade was getting longer and longer, ranging from one hour at the beginning to three or four hours now.Han Jingyu may have inhaled too much of that fragrance, and became more and more depressed. When Zhong Yuan saw him the most, he always had his eyes closed.

Zhong Yuan finally couldn't bear it any longer, he wanted the jade back and returned it to Liu Yao.Liu Yao didn't accept it.

Later, the place where the jade was raised called again, but Zhong Yuan didn’t answer the connection. Zhong Yuan felt that there was something weird in the jade, Han Jingyu’s spirit was getting worse and worse, and the dark circles under his eyes seemed to have not had a good rest for a long time. Same thing.

Zhong Yuan began to urge him to rest, but even this could not save the fact that Han Jingyu was weak.

After a long time, Liu Yao personally called to ask about Zhong Yuanyu. Liu Yao was always tactful, but this time, his words carried the most unpleasant taste of threat.

Zhong Yuan was also really afraid that Han Jingyu would leave again, he bargained with Liu Yao for a long time, and pushed Yangyu to the end of this month, once this month is over, the matter of raising jade will be suspended.

Liu Yao heard the determination in his words, so he could only agree.

In the middle of the month, Han Jingyu was sent there again by Zhong Yuan, and the process repeated itself, and Han Jingyu was powerless to resist.

Liu Yao's complexion was not very good today, he didn't even ask someone to wash Han Jingyu's body, so he stripped off his clothes.

The matter of raising jade has been going on for more than two months, Liu Yao doesn't really plan to raise jade, he plays with Han Jingyu's body according to his own preferences, and he even likes such things a little bit.In this way, the indescribable sense of satisfaction when controlling someone who is out of control almost overflows.

Liu Yao didn't stop at kissing, he began to like other parts of Han Jingyu's body.

Today he was obviously a little irritable, and even a little eccentric. He knew that Han Jingyu would not have any reaction, so he whispered a lot in his ear.

In fact, he had tasted Han Jingyu's body a long time ago, and this taste made him a little addicted.Although this matter seems extremely disgusting.

He replaced the piece of jade with his own body, nurturing it in Han Jingyu's body, consuming Han Jingyu's spirit.

Liu Yao is not greedy for lust, he is simply greedy for that sense of dominance.

The bamboo chair creaked and swayed, disturbing the strong aroma in the room.

When Liu Yao was doing such a thing, his eyes were very clear, even if he was addicted to this feeling, you could not see any taste of addiction from his face.

"Zhong Yuan is going to hide you." He used the word hiding.

Han Jingyu frowned tightly, and his chest was so crimson, as if his heart was about to jump out of it.

Liu Yao bit Han Jingyu's lip, he bit very lightly, leaving only a tooth mark, which will disappear soon, "But it's nothing to hide, I have plenty of ways."

After speaking, the dark light in his eyes flickered again.