Mr. Left

See his very clear sentence in the silent night: "This is the last place I want to come. If Mr. Xu insists that I have nowhere to go, I will follow your wish."

He rarely heard Li Shihuan call him Mr. Xu, only three times in his memory.The first time I was in the hospital was polite, the second time I left home to say goodbye was desperate, and today this time there was only strangeness and indifference.He suddenly missed the man who could shyly call his husband not long ago.Can they go back in time?He thought of Luo Jinchuan, when he chased him out, he thought that as long as he was sincere enough, he would be forgiven.But all he got was a cold corpse.Now that he and Li Shihuan had become like this, he no longer dared to catch up, nor dared to move.He was afraid that he would really push this desperate person to the edge of life.

Chapter 22

Xu Che didn't look at Qu Jincheng again, got into the car and planned to leave, but saw a hand open the passenger door.The other party sat in majesticly, he suppressed the urge to go crazy, and said coldly: "Go down."

"It seems that Mr. Li misunderstood me just now. Anyway, this is my alma mater. If I hang out in front of him every day, I'm afraid his attitude towards you will only be worse than before." Qu Jincheng thought to himself Sitting, motionless.

"What exactly do you want?" Xu Che glared at him, wishing he could be pulled out of the car and beaten up.

"Bringing me a drink is a way of welcoming me back to China, what do you think?" Qu Jincheng said nonchalantly.

"I can buy you a drink, but I don't welcome you back." Xu Che said no more, then stepped on the accelerator and drove to a more private restaurant a little further away.

The two sat down and ordered food. Xu Che didn't speak anymore, just buried his head in a daze.Qu Jincheng sized him up. It's been a year since he's seen him, but he's a little fatter than before, but he doesn't seem to be in good spirits.Could that person just now be his new boyfriend?He thought to himself, and the words slipped out of his mouth.

"Mr. Li just now is your new love?"

"So what if it is, so what if it's not. You'd better remember that even if he is a new love, you are not an old love." Xu Che looked at him very vigilantly, not knowing what tricks he would play.

"I don't dare to be your old love either. Luo Jinchuan has such a strong temper, how can I match him by one ten-thousandth. Speaking of it, I hurt you." Qu Jincheng said apologetically.Back then he took Xu Minsheng's money and went to hook up with Xu Che. The two were messing around in his room, but his boyfriend He Yang broke him.In the end, He Yang left him, and Luo Jinchuan jumped into the river to his death.They all paid a heavy price for their actions, Xu Che will never see his little carrot again, and he can't bring back He Yang, who loved him deeply in the past, by all means.

"It's justifiable for you to pay back for the money, but I'm just playful. In the final analysis, it's still my fault." Xu Che recalled the past, said sadly, and then drank the red wine that had just been served.

"Actually, I was not only for money at that time. I thought I loved you with all my heart. After He Yang left, I realized. My affection for you is nothing more than money plus affection. At most, I just like you. But I must never lose He Yang, without him, my life would be incomplete. It is a pity that I only understand this truth now, and it is too late. When I return to China this time, I must go to him. I don’t ask him to forgive me, but at least I can Meet him. Do you think people are ridiculous? In the past, he was obedient to me, said one thing, hugged me and pampered me, but I thought he was annoying. Now that he is gone, I think about him all the time. You Are people so cheap that you have to lose it to know regret.”

"It's probably true. It seems that I didn't learn a lesson. I didn't cherish Xiaoluobo at the beginning, but I don't cherish Xiaohuan now." Xu Che just drank one cup after another without stopping for a moment.

"I didn't know how many times I drew him during the year I was studying painting abroad, but I could never draw his sad and desperate look when he saw us together that day. I think I really lost him, but luckier than you What's more, he is still alive. But your Luo Jinchuan is already a handful of ashes." Qu Jincheng said to himself, not paying attention to Xu Che's reaction at all.

Xu Che laughed loudly: "You are right, my little radish is dead, dead. He is not a little radish now, but a handful of ashes." He suddenly picked up the half bottle of red wine next to him and poured it directly into the stomach.

Qu Jincheng didn't stop him, and ordered two more bottles of red wine, opened them, and filled his and his glasses.

"Although I don't know who that Mr. Li is, I know him a lot. I think you are interested in him. No matter what happened between you, go and persuade him to come back. He looks like this today. It is clear that he has feelings for you, and you still have a chance."

"I... I have a chance? Do you? But do you know what the saddest thing is? I don't know if I should seize this opportunity, or just let him go." Xu Che blushed a little, With a little drunk.

"If you like him, why did you let him go? If you don't like him, why did you rush out to help him again tonight?" Qu Jincheng was very hesitant. Back then, Xu Che was one-sided, and he would never be so entangled. There are countless women who are not sloppy at all.Later, when I got to know Luo Jinchuan, he was straightforward and frank, and immediately came out of the closet and caused a lot of trouble.His temperament has always been that he will admit that he likes it, and he will say what he has, just like the second generation ancestor, and now this kind of entangled appearance of love and infatuation is really rare.

"You see him familiar because he worked in Milan before. When you went there to find He Yang, you might have seen him." Xu Che didn't answer Qu Jincheng's words, but talked about Li Shihuan instead.

"So what?" Qu Jincheng was a little puzzled, but then he understood, "He's not a bartender. I've met all of He Yang's colleagues, and he's not a guy at the bar. Could it be that he..." He didn't say anything , obviously guessed what Li Shihuan used to do in Milan.

"You think he's dirty?" Qu Jincheng asked cautiously.

"No, I haven't disliked him. Men are all the same. There is actually no difference between teasing people and being teased. Seriously, I've played with women as much as men who have played with him." Xu Che looked Although drunk, the order is still clear.

"What's that?" Qu Jincheng was even more puzzled. Looking at the situation tonight, it was obvious that Xu Che had done something to make the other party angry.

"I don't know either. Little Luobo died suddenly. I was hit on the head by something his mother took, and my memory was messed up. I thought Xiaoluo just broke up and left. Like your He Yang, in a place I can't see I can’t bear to be lonely, and I don’t want to mess around like before, and I don’t even want to have someone who wants me to respond to my feelings like you, so I used the simplest method of money exchange. "

As Xu Che said, he wanted to pick up the wine glass on the table again, but was stopped by Qu Jincheng: "If you drink any more, you won't be afraid that I'll take advantage of you when you get drunk?"

"Hahaha... If you dare, I will kill you!"

"Don't worry, I'm talking about taking advantage. I'm holding you to take a photo, and then deliberately go to that Mr. Li to stimulate him. I guarantee that the result will be that he really never wants to see you."

"You!" Xu Che suddenly became angry, put down the wine glass in his hand, and continued after a long time, "Actually, I want to ask you something."

"I would like to hear more about it." Qu Jincheng took a sip of the side dish, looking at the half-slumped person on the table, he was speechless.It seems that Luo Jinchuan's death has really hit him hard. It seems that this person's former hostility has disappeared.

"I used money to trade him as a substitute for Little Carrot. At that time, he kept saying that he liked Mr. Zuo. I thought he had someone he liked, but I didn't care that much. After all, the relationship bought with money, why should I care about that little carrot?" What do you think? But as time passed, I became more and more uncomfortable, and every time I thought that he still had a man in his heart, I would get angry. Later, I deliberately called him Xiaoluobo in bed several times, but he was always obedient and never A little temper. Not long ago, I found out that the Mr. Zuo he likes is me. You said, if you like someone, would you be willing to be his ex-lover's substitute?"

"will not."

"Then why..."

"You want to say, why does Li Shihuan seem like he doesn't care about being your little radish?" Qu Jincheng finally understood what Xu Che was struggling with, thought for a while, and then said, "Actually, this is very good I understand. From his point of view, the benefactor only calls out the name of his old lover every day. He must think that you are deeply in love with his old lover, right? In fact, you really love Luo Jinchuan very much. He also knows very well that he is you The transaction bought with money, to put it bluntly, is a tool for you to vent your desire. Since it is a tool, how dare he express his love for you, what if you despise his identity? And you originally wanted to be innocent It is a troublesome thing for you to deal with money and emotions. He absolutely does not want to cause trouble for you, because in this case, you are likely to send him away immediately. Since he loves you, it is natural that he is most afraid of this result."

"He did nothing wrong, but I really let him go." Xu Che recalled what happened that day, his desperate expression when he yelled for Li Shihuan to go away.

"Yes. Your money transaction has a time limit. Naturally, he knows that the time with you will not last long, so he will work harder and obey you ten times and a hundred times. He only wants to be happy for you, and also seeks a false good memory for himself. .”

As Qu Jincheng said, he could probably imagine Li Shihuan's mood.