Mr. Left

gentle.It seems that he almost rolled out of bed just now, and he caught him.

"Ah Liang...Ah Liang..." Li Shihuan began to cry inexplicably in a low voice, he didn't notice that Xu Che was walking away from the door at all.

Chapter 17

Li Shihuan stayed in Huashan Hospital for ten days, and was finally discharged after being cared for by the attending physician Ji Min.Juanjuan went to go through the discharge procedures, and left Li Shihuan sitting in the lobby on the first floor, sitting there quietly in a daze. Ever since he woke up from a dream and rolled out of bed that day, Xu Che never came to the hospital to see him again.

He couldn't remember what happened, and he didn't take the initiative to call Xu Che.That day, Jiang Liang helped him to sit up, and the two talked for a while.He still remembers Jiang Liang's words: "Xiao Huan, no matter what happens, no matter what kind of person you become, as long as you want, I will always be by your side."

In fact, he doesn't understand why this man is so stubborn. The three years in Milan have already made him see through the warmth and coldness of human relationships. The love in this circle sometimes doesn't even live as long as a cicada.His words were equally decisive: "Ah Liang, you know that your mother died indirectly by your sister Jiang Lu, and she did this because I put you in jail. In the end, it is still my fault, yes I'm not good, I shouldn't be impulsive, hurt you, and make my mother unable to live. So my mother's death and your imprisonment are all caused by me. I am the chief culprit of all this. "

"Xiao Huan..." At that time, Jiang Liang was very distressed and wanted to stop him from continuing, but he forgot that Li Shihuan was always a stubborn donkey in the past, but now he is not like a donkey, but even more stubborn.

"You let me go on, everything has already happened, I actually don't expect myself to escape from Milan, I have already made plans to die slowly if I can't make it through. But I escaped from that wolf den, and You also appeared in front of me, but it is impossible for us, do you understand? We were not suitable before, and we are not suitable now."

"If it's really inappropriate, why did you ask me to go to the manga exhibition? If Xu Che disappears, will this inappropriateness also become appropriate?"

"No! I didn't say that because of him. Let me tell you the truth, I like him very much, but he has his little radish in his heart, and he will never like me. I don't ask for that much, and stay with him now There are still seven months left in my life, so you let me finish this period and have a long dream."

"Then what about in the future? Where are you going in the future? You said we are not suitable, and you said you want to come back to me, Xiao Huan, what do you want?"

"I originally thought that after leaving him, I would spend a good time with you to make you happy, and then find a place to die by myself. But if this is the case, you will be like Milan's client waiting for a seat, waiting for Xu Che to go whoring It's over... The next one is me. But I understand that neither you nor Xu Che are paying clients. You didn't just wait for me for this kind of thing. He didn't just use money to buy happiness, but I couldn't help but think so , do you understand? I have been a tool to vent my desires for too long, and I am no longer an innocent person, and sometimes I regard myself as a tool."

"Stop it! Stop it! I know I'm not good enough to make you suffer. Stop it. Don't think about death and life, you have to live well!" Jiang Liang felt that he was getting worse and worse. The more I can't understand the person in front of me, his thoughts were very transparent before, why everything has changed now.

"Jiang Liang, if my mother hadn't told me to live no matter what in the suicide note, I would have died on the first day I went to Milan."

Li Shihuan's eyes were empty, which made Jiang Liang uncontrollably hug the person in his arms tightly, refusing to let go: "Don't scare me. Do you know? You are the only one I have been in prison for three years. Motivation, I think every day that I want to be happy with you after I come out, so that I can endure those dark lives."

"Jiang Liang, I'm sorry for you. You just liked me at the beginning, but you made all these messes. Without me, maybe you would still be that carefree handsome guy on the street. As for me, if I die alone, in fact Living is just to breathe one more breath. My mother hopes that I can breathe until I am old, so I will do her wish. I thought I could slowly die, but Xu Che appeared. I don’t know what’s wrong. , suddenly there was the urge to get close to him and love him, and I couldn't stop it, even I couldn't control myself. This feeling of moths flying into the flame obviously shouldn't appear in my heart. I was He ignited, so even if it's just a short year, I'm happy, it's the happiest thing, so let me do it, don't stop it, okay?"

"Do you love him that much?" Jiang Liang slowly let go of Li Shihuan's hand.

"Maybe not. It is said that love is possession, but I never thought about letting him belong to me. I just want to spend the next seven months with him well."

Li Shihuan didn't ask Jiang Liang to send him off, but returned to Xu Che's home in a taxi.He knocked on the door for a long time, but no one was there, so he took out the key and went in by himself.It was only three o'clock in the afternoon, and all the doors and windows in the room were closed, and it was pitch black. Xu Che should be at work at this time.

He closed the door, and just about to open the curtains, he heard Xu Che's cold voice: "Don't open the window, come here."

Li Shihuan didn't say much, while walking towards the sofa according to his memory, he suddenly tripped over something and fell onto the sofa.Knowing that Xu Che was sitting next to him, he hurriedly got up, but was forcibly hugged by Xu Che next to him.

"Xiaoluobo, are you just so angry? Do you have to leave me? I know I was wrong. I shouldn't be playful, and I shouldn't be fooling around with others on your birthday. Don't be angry, okay? Don't run away. Don't hide, I tried my best to chase you, but it was raining too much, I couldn't see you, I finally saw you, and I couldn't get through. Don't run into the water in the future, it's not a good place, not a good place."

Xu Che muttered to himself, and Li Shihuan was puzzled and felt sore, knowing that he was being used as a substitute again, just like he was drunk before.In the past, he would cooperate and call his husband every time, and then they satisfied each other naturally, but today, he was tired of it.

"Xu Che, didn't you say that the contract was terminated? I came here to get something, and I will leave after I take it, and I will never come back. I will return all the money to you, and these five months will be a love affair between you and me." Let's play."

He was never willing to be a substitute, just because one day when the genuine product appeared, he would end up broken, and he didn't want to be a substitute in Xu Che's heart when he left.

"Little carrot, don't go, tell me, what happened that day, I remember you jumped into the water, I chased you, but the rain was too heavy, the river swelled too fast, I couldn't swim By your side, when you wake up, you disappear. They say you broke up with me, you don’t want me anymore, but I have searched so many places, I don’t believe you will go so thoroughly. I searched for a long time, and then..."

Xu Che suddenly stopped talking, just started to hum, and then his voice became louder and louder. Li Shihuan was frightened instantly, and hurried to turn on the light, only to see Xu Che's face was pale and he kept holding his head.On the sofa were the three photos that Juanjuan gave him back then, especially the one where Xu Che was kissing Luo Jinchuan, it was obviously crumpled and smoothed.

Li Shihuan didn't know what was going on. He always felt that what Xu Che said just now was very strange. He became anxious for a while, and quickly turned on Xu Che's mobile phone to call someone, but he saw that it was full of working people.

"Honey, be a ninja, hold on, I'll take you out to take a taxi right away, and we'll go to the hospital!"

"Little carrot, little carrot, are you back? Are you really back? My head hurts so badly, no, it's impossible, that's not true." Xu Che seemed to think of something, and began to struggle desperately again .

The missing memory finally came back, he remembered.That day when he was fooling around with Qu Jincheng at his house, he was caught by He Yang, and then He Yang said that he would come over, and it was Luo Jinchuan who informed him.He hurriedly went to find Luo Jinchuan, and saw him jump off the bridge where he met at the beginning. Although he also jumped off, but the rain was too heavy, and he couldn't find Luo Jinchuan who couldn't swim.Soon, he was also washed away by the river, and when he woke up, he only saw the urn.

In his memory, his father cried and apologized to him, but he couldn't remember what happened and why it had something to do with his father.He only remembered that Luo Jinchuan's mother rushed over desperately, but was stopped again and again, and then she picked up something and threw it at him.His memory was broken, he only remembered that he cheated, Luo Jinchuan broke up with him, and ran away from home.He searched hard for the places and people Luo Jinchuan had been to before he jumped into the river, and only then did he know about Li Shihuan, the person who accompanied Luo Jinchuan on his last birthday.That's why he went to Milan and took care of him.

When he remembered, he naturally didn't need this person to appear. His thoughts were too chaotic for a while, causing Xu Che to roar.Li Shihuan was startled, and anxiously wanted to help him up, but he pushed him away.

"You are too dirty, don't touch me, how can I be so stupid, treat you as my little radish, get out, get out now!"

He originally thought that Li Shihuan would go home to pack his things today, so he kept flipping through his things in a state of distraught. Somehow, he came across those photos, and began to be distraught, and in the end this memory also came back .

Not wanting to think about those strange emotions, not wanting to part with this person, it must be just an illusion.He can only have Luo Jinchuan in his heart, he can't betray him, the last betrayal has already killed him, and he can't betray him again.he does not