who made you change your mind

Later, Qin Shi didn't know how he got to the hospital, and he didn't know why he saw Wei Sui and Chen Huang in the hospital. Those two people looked at him worriedly—very close and far away.The doctor's sighing expression is still vivid in my memory, the white light of the hospital shone on his white coat, and the people around him came and went.

Qin Shi pushed away Chen Huang's hand that was trying to hold him, and pushed open the door of the ward in the illusion.

The room was neat and drab as always, the windows were closed and the curtains were drawn.

The only lifeline was the bouquet on the bedside table, which was brought by Wei Sui. The pink carnations added some warmth to the room.

Qin's mother was lying peacefully on the hospital bed, as if she was sleeping, with a calm expression on her face.

Qin Shi finally couldn't help crying loudly. He knelt by the bed, grabbed his mother's hand, put it on his heart, and cried heartbreakingly.

——The relatives he has always depended on!Cooking and washing for him, walking together, chatting and watching TV together, trying to make money to support him, always smiling at him, the woman who called him "serious" left him this night...

Qin Shi kept yelling "Mom, Mom", feeling deeper despair while shouting.Chen Huang looked at him at the door. He hadn't shed tears for a long time, and now the tears were pouring out one after another, as if the embankment had burst, and his eyes hurt.

Wei Sui looked at Qin Se quietly, and carnations were blooming beside Qin Se.It is said that flowers will wither, but in fact, people are not. The word wither is so beautiful, and the word "thank you" makes people cry.

Qin Shi was tired from crying, she wrinkled her nose and looked at his mother.

...Why didn't you touch my head and scold me for being so big and cried, why didn't you wake up and tell me you were joking with me.You must be very happy. I can finally meet my dad. I want to see him too...Mom, when you see him, tell him, "Why don't we be a family in the next life." What you owe me in this life will be in the next life Let him return it to me with interest.And you, he will love you with the feelings of two lifetimes.He bastard!

After Qin Shi vented, she felt a little better. When she turned her head and saw Chen Huang crying like a tearful person, she went over and beat him up: "Why are you crying!"

Chen Huang couldn't stop crying, he drifted away like a wronged girl, shouting, "Don't chase me." Then he disappeared around the corner of the corridor.

Wei Sui asked softly, "Are you more comfortable?"

Qin Shi looked at him and nodded earnestly: "I still feel a little pain in my heart, but it's much more comfortable."

Wei Sui hugged him into his arms, but Qin Se didn't struggle.He really needs such a hug.

"Thank you." Thinking that there are still many things to deal with, although Qin Shi was nostalgic for this hug, she still broke away.He said to Wei Sui: "I still have to deal with my mother's funeral...I..."

Wei Sui interrupted him: "I will help you."

Qin Shi took a deep look at him, then went back in silence, and finally pressed a kiss on her mother's forehead, and then adjusted the quilt for her.

Next is the process after the death of various people. After the procedures here in the hospital are completed, you have to contact the funeral home, buy a cemetery, and enter the coffin... Qin Se has no relatives. He has never seen relatives from his father and mother since he was a child. During the Chinese New Year, I only got lucky money from my mother.

This way, it takes a lot less stress.

The funeral does not need to be a big one, and there is no need to invite relatives and friends to see you off.Qin Shi knew that she had to go back to her hometown and take her mother's ashes with her.

Their hometown has beautiful mountains and clear waters, and the air is always humid.What my mother talked about most was about living with my father. One was working outside, and the other was running the house inside. They didn't earn much, but their life was sweet and happy.Qin Se's father is a very romantic person. In spring, he would uproot wild flowers and bring back many kinds of wild flowers, and build a fence in his backyard——wanting to create a flower field for Qin's mother.

According to my mother, this idea was laughed at by many men, but the women in the village envied him very much.Their men were drinking and gambling outside all day long, and they all thought that Qin's mother was looking for a good man...

After working for two full days and two nights, Qin Shi never closed her eyes.There was no blood on his face, and his eyes were red from the heat, but he didn't want to stop, and he didn't cry again.

Chen Huang and Wei Sui took turns to accompany him, and at first they would persuade him to take a rest, even if it was only for an hour, but the more times they persuaded him, the more they knew it was useless.

He was turning grief into motivation, and he was determined to deal with his mother's funeral.

All they can do is support him silently.

When Qin Shi walked out of the funeral home with his mother's urn in his arms, he looked up at the scorching sun, as if he was a little overwhelmed and crumbling.

Wei Sui and Chen Huang reached out to prevent him from falling at the same time. Qin Se looked at the urn in his hand and said, "Look, when a person dies, there is only a pile of ashes left."

The two of them gave a solemn "hmm".

Qin Shi continued: "I used to read novels and ghost stories, and I always felt that death is not the final outcome, and he might come back. So words like life only once are like farting in my heart!" He was silent. After a while: "But you see, there is really only one time. How can I come back after it is all ashes."

Chen Huang and Wei Sui didn't know how to reply.

Qin Shi's current state is like sleepwalking, and she may fall down at any time.

"I bought a ticket for the evening, didn't you tell me to take a rest, I will sleep well tonight." The long journey, the window is full of night.

Wei Sui said, "I'll go with you."

Chen Huang wanted to say this at first, but looking at Wei Sui's expression, he held back the words - after all, he couldn't be with Qin Shi forever, maybe Wei Sui...is the most suitable person to say this.

Qin Shi shook her head: "You have been with me enough for the past two days, no need, I want to go back and relax."

Wei Sui didn't insist anymore, Chen Huang looked at him with hatred.

However, Wei Sui still went, and after several people broke up, Wei Sui called Chen Huang, asked about Qin Se's hometown, and bought a ticket himself.And it's a plane ticket, and the time is in the afternoon.

He was going to wait for Qin Shi at the train station entrance.

"It's so romantic." Chen Huang hung up the phone and couldn't help feeling emotional.

Qin Shi arrived at the train station in the evening. He bought a soft sleeper, packed the urn well, and held it tightly in his arms.He fell asleep as soon as he got in the car, so tired.The train was rattling forward, and Qin Shi felt that he had fallen into a huge vortex, and he couldn't see the end and couldn't return to the exit.

I slept in a daze that night, and when I woke up the next day, I didn't know where I was.

Outside the window is already a unique scene in the south.

Qin Shi continued to lie unconscious for more than two hours with her eyes open, and the train finally arrived.

The people in the car made all kinds of sounds with unknown meanings: the sound of putting on clothes and shoes, a child cried loudly, a man and a woman said good morning to each other, and an old man looked at him in the same confusion as he did. with all this.Qin Se tightened the box in her hand, and followed the crowd off the train.

Get on the elevator and walk out the door.

Qin Shi's gaze froze, and he saw a person standing at the door.There were so many people, Qin Se was regarded as a phantom, only that person seemed to stand out from the crowd, with a long body standing upright, his eyes met his.

The first smile appeared on Qin Shi's face in the past two days. He could hardly control himself and rushed over. When he got in front of Wei Sui, he still had an out-of-control expression on his face.

"How did you come!"

Wei Sui showed a very sincere smile: "Come to accompany you."

Needless to say anything, Qin Se gave Wei Sui a hug, and then whispered in his ear, "Thank you." It was not a polite word, but a burning word.

Wei Sui suddenly felt that everything was worth it.

They went back to Qin Se's hometown together. It was a small village with mountains and rivers. Some houses were still the same as in ancient times, while others were nondescript and modern.There are also villas, Qin Se said, they are all invisible rich people.

Qin Shi's house is far away in the village, and they went there by three-wheeler.Before he got home, Qin Shi pointed to a house and said to Wei Sui, "Look, that is my home." Wei Sui followed his fingers to look - a two-story house with white walls and black tiles.The entrance is a stone road, which is not completely repaired, but it is very neat, with grass growing on both sides of the road.

It is different from other houses in the village, it is more practical than those old houses, and it has more interest in life than the practical houses.

"Your house is beautiful." Wei Sui said sincerely, and Qin Shi showed a proud expression on his face: "That is, my father and mother designed the house together, and it took a lot of effort."

As soon as he returned to his hometown, the dark clouds on Qin Shi's face dissipated a lot, his pupils dilated and his eyes became bright.

After paying the tricycle uncle, Qin Se took out the key from his pocket and opened the house that had been dusty for several years.