The years when I jumped in the yin and yang worlds repeatedly

Xun Lan glanced out the window, sure that the sun didn't come out from the west, so he didn't know what happened, and let his mother ask Xun Cheng like this.

It can't be because of him, can it?Xun Lan couldn't help laughing at this ridiculous guess.

And Xun Cheng, who was asked like this, finally reacted. He looked up at Xun's mother and asked, "Mom, what are you worried about? Are you still worried that I will kill him?"

Mother Xun's eyes flustered for a moment, she didn't meet Xun Cheng's eyes, but remained silent.

Xun Cheng twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I explained it last time, I just pulled the quilt for him."

Xun Lan seems to be listening to the Arabian Nights, pulling the quilt?I'm afraid I can't pinch his flesh while pulling the quilt to see if he is really comatose or pretending to be asleep.

Mother Xun also seemed to feel that she had reacted a bit too much just now. She walked in, changed the topic, and said, "Didn't you be told to stay at home to recuperate from illness? Why did you come here suddenly?"

Xun Cheng lowered his eyes and said, "You and Dad haven't been back for almost a week."

Xun's mother looked tired, "Lan Lan has been in a coma for a month, your father and I are busy looking for doctors everywhere, and we don't have much time to go home. Aunt Wang is here at home, if you feel uncomfortable, remember to tell her in time, okay?" ?”

"I will..." Xun Cheng said, "You and Dad also take care of your health, it's okay, I'll go back."

Xun Cheng took two steps towards the door, but suddenly stopped, and covered his heart.

In Xun Lan's memory, every time Xun Cheng looked like this before, as long as his parents saw him, they would definitely approach him immediately, support him and ask worriedly.

But now, looking at his mother, he just said helplessly: "Chengcheng, Lanlan is still in a coma, he won't come to grab anything from you again, you don't need to do this again."

Xun Cheng raised his head abruptly, his face turned pale, his eyes were a little embarrassed, and he still couldn't believe it, "You think I'm just pretending?"

Xun Lan didn't think that Xun Cheng was pretending, because he was too familiar with Xun Cheng's pretending to be sick.He used to think that his parents would be confused if they cared about him, and he couldn't detect it, but it turned out that they didn't know about Xun Cheng's feigning illness, they just pretended not to know.

Just because Xun Cheng was weak, they needed more care in their hearts, so they chose to turn a blind eye and ignore the other son as a matter of course.

There was another silence in the ward, and Xun Lan withdrew his eyes in dismay.

He went out for a walk and recognized that this was a private hospital run by the Xun family.He came here too many times, not because he himself fell ill too many times, but because every time something happened to Xun Cheng, he mobilized his whole family to come here. It was difficult for him not to be familiar with this hospital.

Xun Lan was actually a little surprised, he had lived in that world for several years, why did he hear what his mother said, it's only been a month here?

When he returned after walking around, Xun Cheng was no longer there, and Xun's mother had already left, and only the nurse in charge of him was wiping his face.

No one could see Xun Lan, and Xun Lan stayed in this ward afterwards, or followed the doctors and nurses in charge of this ward around, and gradually learned that the aunt who had been in charge of cleaning his apartment found his phone when she came to the door No one picked up, worried that something happened to him, he called the property manager to open the door of his room, and found him unconscious on the bed.

So he was rushed to the hospital, and contacted Xun's father and mother to inform him of the matter.

When he was in a coma, he was admitted to the hospital without any scars on his body, and he was able to breathe on his own, and his physical condition was also very healthy.But then the situation got worse day by day, and now it has reached the point where you need to wear an oxygen mask to help you breathe.

Afterwards, Xun Lan would occasionally leave the hospital and follow Xun's mother, Xun's father, and even Xun Cheng around.But more often he was in the hospital, walking between the walls he had come from.

He wanted to go back, but he didn't know how to go back, so he could only keep trying, maybe he would succeed.

When Xun Lan came back, the weather here was already late autumn.

At noon that day, Xun Lan sat on the window of his ward, looking at the garden downstairs.

Two nurses accompanied a patient on a birthday in the garden, and the laughter carried upstairs.

Looking at the happy scene, Xun Lan thought that when Qi Nian celebrated his birthday not long ago, he only made a birthday wish to grow old with Qi Nian, and now he doesn't know if it can be fulfilled.

There were two familiar figures in the garden. Xun's mother and Xun's father came in from the outside, passing by the birthday people, they were stopped by the birthday host, and each of them was given a piece of birthday cake.

Xun Lan didn't move, he continued to maintain that posture and sat on the window string.After a while, the door was opened, and Xun Lan turned his head to see that it was Xun's mother and Xun's father who came in with a birthday cake.

After the two came in, one put the cake on the bedside table, then sat down on the chair by the bed, and the other sat down on the sofa by the window.

No one spoke, only the beep of the monitor representing the beating of the heart in the room.

After about a few minutes, Mother Xun thought of something and asked Father Xun, "Is Lan Lan's birthday coming soon?"

Xun's father was silent for a while, and said, "It's over..."

"Passed?" Xun's mother was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly collapsed in a panic, choking, "Why did it pass? I gave birth to him, I don't remember why."

Father Xun sighed, his eyes were a little red, "We owe him too much these years."

The couple wept face to face, full of guilt and regret.

This was obviously the scene that Xun Lan had been looking forward to for a long time, but at this moment he found that there was no fluctuation in his heart.It turned out that those who were unwilling to complain had already been accompanied and filled by Qi Nian, and gradually became no longer important.

Moreover, the damage caused cannot be undone, and it is useless to feel guilty and regret now.

But Xun's father and Xun's mother didn't think so. The more they felt guilty and regretful, the more they wanted to make up for it. Only in this way could they feel better.

The birthdays of Xun Lan and Xun Cheng were not far apart. After that day, half a month later, Xun Cheng's birthday arrived.A few days in advance, Xun Cheng started to call Xun's father or Xun's mother to remind him that his birthday was coming and remind them to go home that day.

Xun Lan also went back to Xun's house that day.

In the past, on Xun Cheng's birthday, he would invite many friends to come back for a party, but this year Xun Cheng still invited a bunch of friends.

Xun's father and mother, who were deeply guilty, came back and saw this lively scene, full of shock and anger.

Especially Xun's father, even disregarding the presence of so many people, directly scolded Xun Cheng: "Do you still have the heart? Your brother is still comatose on the bed, and you are still in the mood to celebrate your birthday!"

It was as if the still button had been pressed in the scene of laughter, and there was only cheerful music playing.

Xun Lan looked at the froze smile on Xun Cheng's face, and suddenly felt very sympathetic to him.

This scene is really too familiar. In the past, as long as Xun Cheng felt a little uncomfortable, he had to live in fear for a few days.You can't speak loudly, let alone laugh, or you will be scolded, saying why are you so happy that your brother has gone to the hospital.

In the silence, Xun Cheng said: "When I called you, you didn't say no, you should have said earlier if I was not allowed to celebrate my birthday."

Xun Lan looked at his father as if he was angry with him when he was a child, and said angrily to Xun Lan: "I didn't say you are not allowed to celebrate your birthday, but how could you invite so many people to come!"

Including Mother Xun, who also looked at Xun Cheng with somewhat complaining eyes.

Xun Cheng's face gradually turned pale, and he said, "Whatever I do now is wrong, isn't it?"

Xun Cheng was already trembling with anger. He had a heart attack, and others were afraid that something might be wrong with his anger, so they tried to smooth things over.Father Xun yelled at him to vent his anger, but didn't say anything more, but his face was still not good-looking.

Naturally, the birthday couldn't go on, the music was turned off by the servants, Xun Cheng's friends dispersed, and in the end only Xun Lan's family of four remained in the hall.

Father Xun and Xun Cheng sat on the sofa, both with gloomy faces.

Mother Xun sighed, took the birthday cake and put it down, sat next to Xun Cheng and said in a soft voice: "Chengcheng, don't be angry. Don't blame your father, he is in a bad mood. The doctor told us today, Lan Lan His physical condition deteriorated again."

Mother Xun became sad and couldn't continue. She wiped her eyes and said, "Birthday is still a birthday. Come and eat your favorite walnut cake."

The atmosphere was very dull. After cutting three pieces of cake, Xun's mother was about to stop, but after thinking about it, she took a plate and cut a piece to the side.

Looking at the cake, she said sadly, "It would be nice if Lan Lan was here, so that we can celebrate our birthday together and eat cake."

Xun Lan glanced at the cake, his eyes were calm.

Xun Cheng suddenly smiled mockingly and said, "That's a walnut cake, but Xun Lan never eats walnuts."

Xun's father looked over, and Xun's mother also returned to her senses, saying, "Why?"

Xun Cheng said, "Because he is allergic to walnuts."

After these words fell, Xun's mother and Xun's father were shocked at the same time: "Why don't I know?"

Seeing them like this, Xun Cheng seemed to be in a good mood suddenly, "He told us all, you all forgot, only I remembered."

Xun Lan's allergy to walnuts was only physical at first, but later, it has developed into a psychological one.Even in the world of Qi Nian, his body underwent an allergy test in the hospital, which proved that he did not need to avoid walnuts, but he still couldn't eat walnuts.

Xun Lan remembered that he told Xun's father and mother twice that he was allergic to walnuts, but they never seemed to remember.

Xun Cheng said that he likes to eat walnuts. Every time Xun Cheng ordered Xun Cheng's birthday cake, Xun's mother told him to add more walnuts in the cake; So indifferent.

Although walnuts are innocent, these things made Xun Lan have a deep dislike for walnuts from the bottom of his heart.

When Xun's father and mother heard Xun Cheng's words, their complexions gradually became uglier than before. They all remembered many things about walnuts at home.

Father Xun covered his face guiltily.

He remembered that once the family was watching TV together, Xun Cheng was smashing walnuts beside him, and he asked Xun Lan to eat together, but Xun Lan replied coldly that he would not eat.He said at the time that Xun Lan had a bad temper, and he looked irritable and irritable, not at all as gentle as his brother, but at that time he didn't even ask why Xun Lan didn't eat.

"Why!" Father Xun looked at Xun Cheng with reddened eyes in disbelief, "Since you know he is allergic to walnuts, why do you still let him eat cake every time?"

"Because I did it on purpose." Xun Cheng said maliciously, "I just wanted to punish him."

Xun's mother was dizzy from his words, and she said with tears, "He is your younger brother, how could you do this!"

"Why not!" Xun Cheng's repressed dissatisfaction and anger erupted, "You gave birth to him because you were afraid that I would die early and replace mine with him. Why should a substitute be healthier than me and livelier than me, and I But I can't even laugh freely, and I can't even have a good fight!"

"I just can't see him living a good life and having a good time!" Xun Cheng didn't care how ridiculous the eyes of Xun's father and mother looked at him, "You feel sorry for him, why did you go so early? Now that he is in a coma, you feel regretful If you feel pain, just vent your anger on me, no matter what I do, you don’t like it! Whatever I do, you blame me, I’m wrong, so you’re right!”

Xun Cheng was a patient. After he yelled emotionally, he directly fell onto the sofa clutching his heart.

Xun's father and Xun's mother hadn't vented their anger before they were faced with another frightening scene where another son might have an accident.

The servants who were hiding elsewhere and dared not come out ran out one after another, making phone calls and driving, but there was no chaos. This kind of situation happened many times, and the servants had long been experienced in dealing with it.It's just that maybe ten of the past ten times were false, but this time it must be true.

Looking at this scene, Xun Lan felt that Xun Cheng was quite pathetic.I couldn't help but sigh, he must have been like Xun Cheng back then.

Xun Lan suddenly felt so boring, he didn't want to stay here anymore, he wanted to pray for the new year.

Thinking of this, that weird dizziness hit again.

This time it came suddenly and violently, and Xun Lan felt that he was constantly falling, and his consciousness became more and more blurred.He thought nervously and in a trance, is this going to send him back?Is it the world of Hui Qi Nian?

There seemed to be the voice of someone crying in despair, and in a trance, Xun Lan felt that he had heard the sound of the heart rate leveling on the monitor.

As the elongated "beep" sound stopped abruptly, Xun Lan also completely lost consciousness.

Where he couldn't see, Xun's mother received a call from the hospital, and the doctor on the opposite side informed him that Xun Lan's condition had suddenly deteriorated and was being rescued, and told them to go to the hospital immediately.

Xun's mother cried so much that her face was full of tears, she couldn't hold the phone, and she couldn't even stand still.With red eyes, Xun's father helped Xun's mother to sit in another car and rushed to the hospital first.

As for Xun Cheng, he rushed to the hospital accompanied by his servants.

This time, Xun Cheng, who was ill, was finally rescued and came back.But when he woke up this time, there were no longer any parents around to greet him.

Because Xun Lan passed away.

His mother fainted several times from crying, and his father was busy with Xun Lan's funeral, so he didn't have time to see him.

Hearing the news of Xun Lan's death, Xun Cheng's eyes widened, and then he trembled uncontrollably, his expression distorted with hatred.

died?

Since he was going to die, why didn't he die when he was kidnapped by drug dealers!He wants to wake up the guilt of his parents with a half-dead look before he dies!

Xun Lan!You are very proud now, after fighting with me for so many years, you finally won!

But why, you are clearly just a substitute!

After Xun Cheng came back from the rescue, he entered the emergency room for the second time, but until he recovered and was discharged from the hospital this time, he did not wait for his parents who loved and loved him so much. They only sent a servant and a driver to accompany him to discharge from the hospital.

Just like I ignored Xun Lan, I ignored him.

Di-

When Xun Lan, who was conscious, heard the familiar voice of the monitor again, he couldn't help but feel dizzy.

Isn't he in the hospital again?Which hospital is it?

Xun Lan was very apprehensive when he opened his eyes.

Then when he opened his eyes for the first time, Xun Lan's heart that was lifted up was heavy, and then fell down steadily.This time, Xun Lan was no longer in the state of a soul, he returned to the body that was with Qi Nian.

Qi Nian was sitting on the edge of the bed, resting his forehead with one hand and holding his hand outside the quilt with the other, sleeping with his eyes closed.

Xun Lan hadn't felt the sensation of touching an object for a long time, so he moved his fingers without disturbing Qi Nian.

Xun Lan didn't know how long it had been since his accident, but he could still lift his hand easily.

He brushed the black and blue under Qi Nian's eyes, feeling very distressed.

Qi Nian has lost a lot of weight and has dark circles under her eyes.Apparently something happened to him, and Qi Nian was having a hard time.

Xun Lan wanted to cry inexplicably.

In fact, he feels that he is a very strong person. After all, he has experienced so many things since he was a child. No one or anything can easily make him feel this way.

But in the past period of time, he was really worried every day that he would never be able to return to Qi Nian.He was afraid that he would not wake up, and he was also afraid that he would return to his original body after waking up.

At that time, he was always thinking, if he never saw Qi Nian again, how would he live his life, and what would happen to Qi Nian.

The trembling fingertips were suddenly held by someone, and Qi Nian suddenly took Xun Lan's hand, opened his eyes, and looked at him fixedly.

Xun Lan blinked away the moisture in his eyes, looked at Qi Nian and smiled, and called him hoarsely: "A Nian..."

"Are you awake?" Qi Nian's voice was calm.

Xun Lan didn't know how long he had been in a coma, and Qi Nian's voice was like the simplest first greeting to each other in the past countless mornings when they woke up peacefully and peacefully.

Xun Lan didn't know that he had been in a coma for more than a month until Qi Nian called the doctor to check him up.

Qi Nian also stayed with him for more than a month, put aside everything, lived in the same ward with him, and stayed with him day and night.

Xun Lan still needs to stay in the hospital for a while, but his body is well taken care of by Qi Nian, and there is nothing wrong with him.

At night, he and Qi Nian huddled together on the same bed, he looked at Qi Nian and said, "You're freaking out..."

Qi Nian straightened his hair and it grew a lot.

When he received a call from Xiao Zhou saying that Xun Lan was pushed down by Xun Zhi, injured his head and fell into a coma, he thought he was hallucinating.It was obvious that he and Xun Lan had just ended the call 5 minutes ago. At that time, they had made an appointment to have dinner at a newly opened restaurant in the evening.

When he arrived at the hospital, Xun Lan was still in a coma, lying there quietly just like he used to be, and he had to stare carefully at his breathing for a while before he could see the tiny curve of his chest rising and falling.

That scene was like a huge boulder falling, Qi Nian was caught off guard and a gap was smashed into his body, and the cool wind howled in.It was like a landslide and a ground crack all at once, and the whole body was surrounded by fear.

Many times he would call Xun Lan's name in a ward where there was no one else, expecting him to appear in front of him in the form of a soul like himself before.

But then he remembered desperately that he couldn't see ghosts himself.

For more than a month, Qi Nian has worked very hard.

Now, however, he just nodded slightly.

Xun Lan knew what Qi Nian did and said, and he was used to downplaying it.

He kissed Qi Nian, and then asked him to kiss back.

Xun Lan said: "Be more dear, Nian, it doesn't matter if it hurts me, I can bear it."

Then Xun Lan was kissed by Qi Nian until his lips were ripped, and the smell of blood intertwined between his lips, and Xun Lan tasted the salty tears from the corners of Qi Nian's mouth.

They kissed for a long time until their lips and tongue became numb, and then they hugged each other without leaving any gaps, and slowly talked about Xun Lan's coma.

Xun Zhi probably didn't expect that he just waved his fist without even touching anyone, but it would cause such a serious consequence.Although he repeatedly explained that he never touched Xun Lan, Xun Lan really fell because of his punch.

The monitoring in the dressing room clearly recorded the process of his murder, including the scene where Xun Lan fell limply to the ground.

This surveillance was also released after Xun Lan's injury and coma became popular on Weibo.Netizens with strong empathy can't help crying every time they see that video.

However, the video was quickly deleted, and Xun Zhi was also arrested that day.

The incident of Xun Lan's coma has been on the hot search for more than a week. Every day, people pray for him, hoping that he will wake up soon.Qi Nian's fans felt the same way, they all joined the ranks of praying for blessings, and sincerely felt that if Qi Nian could wake up, Xun Lan could also wake up.

Xun Lan is really grateful to these fans, he knows that this world is a little bit magical, he and Qi Nian can wake up, their blessings are not useless.

Qi Nian also said that he had invited Master Dingzhi to the hospital, and the monk still had that mysterious look, saying let nature take its course.

When I first heard the phrase let it be, Qi Nian's calm temperament was a little irritable.But thinking of the moment when he was in a coma, Master Dingzhi said that again and again and he woke up. Does that mean that Xun Lan will wake up in the end?

This is also the reason why Qi Nian can survive.

Now that Xun Lan woke up, Qi Nian felt that these four words sounded much more pleasing to the ear.

That night, Xun Lan finally fell asleep in Qi Nian's arms.Qi Nian didn't sleep, and stared at Xun Lan all night.

When Xun Lan woke up in the morning, seeing his red eyes, he felt distressed and helpless.

He understood Qi Nian's fear, so he didn't say much. After breakfast, he hugged Qi Nian's neck and kissed him. He took Qi Nian to bed and lay down on the bed, like coaxing a child, "Go to sleep, I will tell you a story. "

Xun Lan dug out a few fairy tales from his memory, but he couldn't remember the specific content, so he could only talk about them in general terms, and he made up all the other details.But that's okay, all Qi Nian needs is his voice.As long as he tells Qi Nian that he is still there, Qi Nian can let go of the fear that has taken root in his heart and sleep peacefully.

Until noon, when Xun Lan woke up yesterday, Lei Jun and Liu Fei, who received the news, knocked on the door and asked them to get up for lunch. By the way, they asked when they would take a video to report their safety to the outside world.

Qi Nian caught up on his sleep and became much more energetic. He said, "I'll shoot later."

Then he and Xun Lan went to the bathroom to wash up.

Xun Lan's hair has grown, and it has not been trimmed for more than a month, and it is out of shape.Qi Nian found a small rubber band, Xun Lan sat on the bed, and Ren Qinian helped him tie his hair up unskillfully.

When it was tied, Xun Lan raised his head with a smile in his eyes.

Qi Nian bowed his head and exchanged a kiss with him.

Then Qi Nian turned on the phone, Xun Lan was sitting on the bed in a hospital gown, with a sick look on his face, facing the camera with his hands up and making a gesture on top of his head, slowly looked at the camera and said, "I love you..."

After the video recording ended, Xun Lan Lala was editing Weibo's Qi Nian's clothes. After he looked at it, he compared his heart as before and said, "A Nian, I love you!"

Qi Nian's hand shook.

Looking at the smiling Xun Lan, his Adam's apple rolled, and he leaned over to kiss him as if he couldn't kiss him enough, and said, "Lan Lan, I love you too."

The sunlight moved slowly, and the sunlight changed direction and came in from the window.

Warmth came, and fine dust floated in the beam of light.

Someone downstairs lamented that the weather is so nice today.

The author has something to say: Bang Bang Bang, Happy New Year to you all!

I'm so sorry!It's been so long late, the main text is over, and I will start an extra episode tomorrow!