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As Ding Wan said, Li Ji was quite lucky.After paying the rent for three months, I only stayed for one night and left.

Ding Wan didn't hang around or go to karaoke to drink and vent his emotions. He carefully rearranged his house, bought vegetables and cooked every day, and endured his poor cooking skills to eat.

Li Ji called him several times, and Ding Wan answered each time, but each time he kept silent.At the beginning, Li Ji didn't know what to say, so the two of them burned the phone bill in silence. Later, Li Ji probably developed a diamond heart, and was able to talk to himself emotionally for two hours.

It's not heavy.

Ding Wan would wear earphones silently, or sit on the sofa, or lie on the bed, changing his expression because of his words, or smiling slightly, or pursing his lips to suppress a smile, and occasionally because of his sudden sadness or unhappiness And drooping eyelashes, worry about it, worry about it.

Li Yingfeng wanted Li Ji to be an upright soldier, but Li Yingming wanted to train him to be an entrepreneur. Li Ji did not choose the former. The reason he gave Ding Wan was that the army was too restrictive, and he wanted to be a good citizen, because that Only then did he have enough time to hug his big baby.

Li Ji finally went abroad.

His father refused to let him go abroad when he was in high school, but now he wants him to go abroad, Li Ji felt puzzled, when he told Ding Wan, Ding Wan just laughed silently, and still didn't say a word.

Li Ji couldn't see him smiling, but he could feel it.

Although the two are separated by a long, long distance, they can still feel each other's emotions. Although one of them doesn't say a word, they can't stop their hearts that are getting closer and closer.

Ding Wan even enjoyed this feeling a little bit.

Ning Weiwei asked him once: "Are you dating someone online?"

Ding Wan glanced at her, then put the barley porridge he cooked on the table and took a bowl to serve it, and said lazily, "No."

"It's Li Ji."

Ning Weiwei, who waited and watched for two full months before asking, choked on the chili pepper, and shouted as soon as she could speak: "I thought you two were blowing it!!"

"It's blowing." Ding Wan picked up the porridge he had just served, put the sugar into it with a spoon, took a mouthful, and said sweetly: "But there are people who are willing to pester me all the time, and I can't help it. "?

"...You are really shameless."

Ding Wan smiled softly, "Are you really jealous of me? When I'm broken in love, there are still men chasing me, and even if I don't like it, there are still people begging for nothing. Even if I don't talk every day, there are still people who persevere... Look at you, how come you are not as good as a man like me."

"...You, you... are really shameless!!!"?

The phone suddenly lit up, Ding Wan held the bowl in one hand, reached out to pick it up, then pursed his lips, and said, "Really, you texted me again."

"...Can you not pretend? Can you not pretend you?!" Ning Weiwei was so jealous that she almost flipped the table: "Look at your face, is it lit up with your phone! You obviously like him, I guess I like you more than other people like you... Why are you staring at me! No one will coax you if you stare at me!"

Ding Wan snorted, lowered his head and opened the text message, then deliberately glanced towards Ning Weiwei, and said, "See, even if I don't like him, he will always like me."?

"If you don't like him, why don't you give him to me." Ning Weiwei said, "I think Li Ji is quite handsome, and his family background is not bad, so I'm willing to be worthy..."

"It's not dark yet, what are you dreaming about?"

Ning Weiwei gave him a fierce look.

Ding Wan put down his mobile phone, his face was crystal clear under the sunlight, Ning Weiwei poked her porridge with chopsticks, and sighed: "Tell me about you... just by looking at your appearance, why can't you see that you are doing that?" If you like him, just give him a few messages back, don't let him keep expressing unilaterally, if this continues, the two of you will really end..."

Ding Wan was silent for a while, and said: "It was he who left first, not me. I ran away from home, and he also ran away from home. Now my father won't let me in, but he was so solemnly welcomed by his parents. Sending him to study in such a good school, if I stick to him all day, when he really has the ability in the future, maybe he will get tired of me."

"So you hang him?"

"So what." Ding Wan took another mouthful of sweet barley porridge, but didn't say anything.

In fact, he...doesn't believe Li Ji.

He answered his phone because he couldn't help but want to get close to him, and he heard his voice as if he was by his side... He didn't want to ask what kind of feelings he had for Li Ji, as if he deliberately didn't talk to him As he said, he was very worried that Li Ji knew that he really couldn't do without him.

If after a few years, Li Ji doesn't like him anymore, he can at least leave in a cool way, and then tell him coldly that he has never liked him all these years.

That's how it looks chic.

No matter how much he cares in his heart, as long as others don't see it, he won't be too embarrassed or ashamed.

His sense of insecurity still exists, and he doesn't dare to give up his sincerity easily, because he doesn't believe that Li Ji can really like him all the time as he said.

After all, he is actually a coward.He didn't know how pitiful he was, and he still thought that his disguise was perfect.

Ning Weiwei didn't know how to evaluate him.

He dares to hate but dares not to love. He can cleanly cut off the people he hates, but always procrastinates and shrinks when dealing with the people he likes.

"Ding Wan, actually, I think..."

"Is the meal I made today delicious? How about the fried shredded potatoes?"?

"Huh? It's...not bad."?

"Then remember to prepare the ingredients for tomorrow. You eat so much every day. If you don't pay for it, I will soon be poor by you."?

"I... eat a lot?"

"Your face is fat." Ding Wan poked at his dimple and said, "You can smile a little, you can pinch a lot of meat..."

Ding Wan was glared at by Ning Weiwei again, and then watched him run back to do yoga angrily.

Ding Wan shrugged, closed the door, and then tidied up the kitchen. During this time, he kept his mobile phone close to his body. Every time it vibrated, he hurriedly took it out with his wet hands to read the news, and then reacted quickly, rinsed it and put it in the apron pocket. In the movie, while telling himself that he should really ignore Li Ji's existence, he had a lot of mental activities at the same time.

Such as: Why has there been no news?Li Ji, this pig, why don't you hurry up and send it... It's been so long, let's check the time, it hasn't even passed a minute... Hey, I'm here, I have to wash the dishes and pots, don't look at it, I'll wait for a while together again...

But in fact, every time I take out my phone for the first time, and occasionally I can't help but turn it up, and connect the information I just read to read it again.

I wiped my hands many times while washing a pot, and after finally washing, the trash can was already full of kitchen paper.

Ding Wan glanced at the empty bag with kitchen paper towels printed on it, picked it up and shook it, and angrily typed a line to Li Ji: "You prodigal son!!"

...and then silently delete it.

In fact, he would also call Li Ji his uncle when he was taking a bath.Because he was embarrassed to answer Li Ji's phone call at that time, the other party always sent WeChat messages from afar.

At the beginning, Ding Wan went into the bathroom with paper towels, and later he hung up a dry towel. As soon as the phone screen lit up, he reached out and grabbed the towel, regardless of whether he wiped it well or not, he had to see what Li Ji said first.

Even if it is some very nutritious words every time.

But Ding Wan always looks very happy.

While secretly feeling happy, he kept reminding himself to be proud and reserved.

Ding Wan felt very tired.

But still happier.

Naturally, Li Ji couldn't imagine what it was like on his side.

In his eyes, Ding Wan is the kind of little cute person who is gentle and bears the loneliness of a room quietly.It made him want to fly back and embrace him with the most loving and gentle strength.

This was exactly what Ding Wan wanted.

But Ding Wan felt guilty and distressed towards Li Ji.

He felt that Li Ji kept talking to him like this, it was really stupid, crazy and charming. Every time he thought of Li Ji's full expectation and wanting to hear what he had to say, but he never got a response, his heart was pierced like a knife.

If it wasn't for the bottom line, I would have had sex with him early in the morning.

...But Ding Wan will never know that Li Ji is always tired of Five Fingers girl with his whimsical little video.

The two of them stayed together for another week, maintaining their love and pity for each other.

Ding Wan's daily [-]-character update series of novels has finally come to an end.

He originally prepared a long, long closing speech to say, but in the end he reservedly expressed his opinion.

But this very long closing speech can't help but pop up in my heart.So after Li Ji chattered and summed up his day's life, he asked him: "Xiaowan, I've finished reading your novel, what will you write next?"

Ding Wan finally forgot his arrogance and reservedness, and spoke with great emotion about his dreams, what he had gained and lost since serializing this novel, and his plans on the road of writing. out.

Li Ji finished listening silently, only Ding Wan's light panting was left on the opposite side, and after a long time, he heard himself say: "Xiao Wan, I support you."

Ding Wan on the opposite side fell silent for a while, and it took a while for Li Ji to hear him whisper: "Dreams can only be dreams."

"You can pursue your dreams. Really, you can write a book if you want. When I become a big entrepreneur, I will invest in making a movie for you, turning every book of yours into a big IP, and let him They are widely known to the world." Li Ji drew a beautiful blueprint in the microphone, but found that Ding Wan fell silent again, Li Ji paused, and said softly: "Xiao Wan, you do what you want, what you want For the rest of my life... I will give it to you."

"real."

"You believe me."

"Is it done?"

Ding Wan was lying on the bed, listening to the gentle inquiries in the earphones, his mind was full of the time they spent together in the past.

He saw Li Ji's love in his eyes, and it was engraved in his heart unconsciously.He had already been captured by Li Ji, but he refused to admit it.He was clearly looking forward to Li Ji, but he kept reminding himself not to believe that he would get hurt.

...This is really exhausting.

Maybe he should really try to trust Li Ji, a man who is willing to make changes for him.Believe in his responsibility, believe in his sincerity...

After all, he has fallen in love.

Even if you don't believe him, even if you believe in your own vision...

Ding Wan finally said, "Okay."

"I believe you."