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Zhu Feifei supported him, touched the corner of his mouth distressedly, and said in a dissatisfied tone: "Who is that person? You won't fight back when he hits you?!...It's bleeding, hurry up, let's go Hospital!"

Li Ji was dragged outside by her for a while, and suddenly stood still, Zhu Feifei couldn't move him, and shouted anxiously: "What are you doing? Go away!"

Li Ji stared at her, slowly raised his hand to break away from her, and said, "What did you tell him?"

Zhu Feifei was at a loss: "Me?"

"Are you saying you are my girlfriend again?"

"Yes, your father agreed..." Because of his expressionless face, Zhu Feifei couldn't help but weaken his tone, and she whispered, "Why are you so fierce..."

"do you know who he is?"

"Who is it?"

"Ding Wan." Li Ji said, "He's Ding Wan. I've liked him for eight years. We finally confirmed our relationship today. You actually came to him and told him that you're my girlfriend? You know what's wrong with him?" Does it mean anything to me?"

"what……"

"I might lose him. It means that he will be sad because of me, and in this world, the person who doesn't want him to be sad the most is me... Do you understand?" Li Ji roared: "Do you understand?!"

Zhu Feifei trembled in fright, looked into his furious eyes with tears in his eyes, and said after a long while: "But...but before, you always acquiesced in our relationship..."

"I'm just too lazy to talk to you!" After Li Ji roared, he fell silent for a while before saying: "But now you should know that the only person I like is Ding Wan from the beginning to the end, and from the beginning to the end, only him. So in the future Don’t even talk about it, even in my father’s name.”

Li Ji stepped forward to leave, but Zhu Feifei subconsciously followed, but the other party turned around suddenly, which made her tremble again, and took a step back abruptly.

"I want to tell you one more thing." Li Ji said: "My fist does not distinguish between men and women, I only know Ding Wan and others. If you dare to make me angry again, I will definitely beat you. Remember Yet?"

Zhu Feifei held back her tears, and nodded slowly, big tears rolled out, she choked up, but under the threat of Li Ji's eyes, she didn't dare to cry out.

Li Ji pursed his lips, and said, "Go back to sleep, and go back to Beijing in two days, don't come here again."

Zhu Feifei didn't dare to say anything, just shook his head while crying.

Li Ji ignored it, turned around and stopped a taxi and left.

Ding Wan didn't go back to An Ming's place, he found a ktv, howled ghostly in the box, and slowly leaned on the sofa and became dazed."Chinese Fan Er" was playing on the big screen, the stereo was turned on very loudly, and it was noisy. When the waiter put his order of beer on the table, he looked at him a few times. Ding Wan looked over coldly, The waiter apologized, closed the door politely and walked away.

He opened two bottles of beer and gulped it down, his snow-white face suddenly flushed.He is a person who drinks his face, but he has never been drunk.

After drinking a few bottles of beer, his stomach felt like it was on fire. Ding Wan kicked off his shoes and sat on the sofa with the bottles in his arms, his eyes slowly becoming hot.

The phone on the table rang several times. Li Ji's name flashed and flashed. He looked at it without blinking, and finally stretched out his hand to get it, but it didn't connect. Instead, he was directly dragged into the blacklist.

He wiped his face and noticed that it was wet, so he raised his head unwillingly.

He thought of An Ming, and thought he was really a crow's mouth.

Ding Wan actually had a girlfriend, and the girl took the initiative to chase him. The two dated for half a month, and a very sunny boy was transferred to the class. The girl flirted with each other, so the two broke up peacefully. .

At that time, he was not very clear about his sexual orientation, and it was actually a bit sad to say it, but because he was being chased, he didn't take this kind of thing seriously, and the past is over, he still remembers When the girl broke up with him, she even blessed her.

At that time, he and Liang Jun were already very close, and he also faintly felt that his sexual orientation was more towards men.Later, after the third year of high school, Liang Jun asked him out and confessed his love to him in a dark and deserted park.

Ding Wan still remembers his mixed feelings of fear and joy. He did not agree, but Liang Jun was not discouraged.As a result, when he was in college, he suddenly discovered that Liang Jun had applied to the same school as him. Both of them had good grades, and they even shared the same dormitory.

In that winter, Liang Jun knelt down to him like a marriage proposal, saying that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him, and swore those disgusting sweet words of Bala.

Ding Wan agreed.

She hid it from everyone, except Anming.

At that time, An Ming was so shocked that he almost fell off the upper bunk, and said to him earnestly, "This road is not easy, think about your parents, don't be so self-willed."

Immersed in the sweetness of love, Ding Wan certainly wouldn't take this seriously, but An Ming said again: "Don't get too involved, Liang Jun might just be trying to play with you, two men It's fine to have fun with each other, don't take it too seriously, if you have enough time, you should find a girl to live in peace."

How could Ding Wan listen to such words, so he dragged An Ming into the blacklist in a fit of rage, and it took him a long time to release him.

At that time, he firmly believed in the love Liang Jun had promised, and he had imagined the heroic scenes of the two of them fighting against the whole world, but a few years later, reality gave him a slap in the face.

When Li Ji was chasing him, he was always clear-headed, but he himself was hard-spoken and soft-hearted—the kind of person who stabbed someone, even though he was thinking about cursing him for retribution, but when the retribution really came to that person, he still would A person who overflows with sympathy.

So although he deliberately kept a distance from Li Ji at the beginning, when Li Ji chased him here after a long journey and exposed his scars, he inevitably softened his heart.Even if reason tells him that this is Li Ji's own business, and that he loves to torment like this is his own fault, but he still feels guilty.

When the two of them developed a firm relationship, Li Ji really believed the sentence "I really won't lie to you" in response.

But then the sudden dramatic development made his whole heart fall to the bottom.

Ding Wan felt that he probably had the physique of a vase, and he wanted it even if people looked at it, but after getting it, he felt that it was actually useless, so it didn't matter if it was thrown away, even if it broke.

He couldn't help but want to laugh, his dimples sank slightly, but were instantly filled with tears.

He sniffed, picked up the microphone and sang a few lines along with the stereo, and burst into tears unbearably.

It was already 02:30 in the morning when An Ming found Ding Wan. The waiter in the ktv visited him for the last time and found him lying on the ground unconscious.I found his parents' phone numbers in his phone book, but no one answered, so I had to send a message to An Ming, a good brother.

An Ming had a headache, Liu Liuliu sat next to him, holding his hand worriedly, both of them stared at Ding Wan on the hospital bed.

An Ming patted Liu Liuliu's hand and said, "Go back first, I'll just watch him."

"Why did Maruko suddenly..."

"I did it myself." An Ming said bitterly: "I told him earlier that this road is not easy to walk, even if there is something that happens to a sincere person, it will not be his turn, but why... ..."

"Stop talking about you." Liu Liuliu pinched him, and only then did he realize that Ding Wan was awake and slowly opening his eyes.

There were bloodshot eyes in his eyes. Liu Liuliu felt sad and didn't dare to say anything, but An Ming said, "Are you awake? Do you know how much the medical bills are this time? Do you know that you almost died? Do you know how much trouble you have caused me?" ? You wasted a girl's beauty sleep, you know? Once you enter the hospital like this, I will even be on duty tomorrow..."

"Stop talking." Liu Liuliu pushed him, An Ming fell silent, stretched out his hand and shook Ding Wan's eyes, and said softly, "Wanzi? Hey! Come back to your senses!"

Ding Wan's eyeballs rolled, and the tears in his eyes rolled out, Liu Liuliu hurriedly squatted beside him, and said, "Wanzi, don't listen to An Ming's nonsense, he is actually very worried about you, you don't even know, listen Said that when you were in the hospital, his pants were put on in the corridor..."

Liu Liuliu's voice dropped, a little choked up.

Ding Wan raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Today's leg is healed, I was too excited, so I accidentally drank too much."

An Ming didn't expose him.

In fact, Li Ji went to him to look for Ding Wan, but An Ming didn't know where he was at that time, and he didn't want to see Li Ji, so he drove him away.Later, when he rushed to the hospital, he could tell from Ding Wan's phone book that it was indeed because of Li Ji.But Ding Wan didn't say anything, and he couldn't continue to ask, so he could only say: "Go on to sleep, I will watch over you today."

"It's almost dawn, you go back with Liu Liu." Ding Wan said, "I'm fine by myself."

"Why are you okay? If you commit suicide, how will you explain to your parents? Don't tell me that you didn't tell your mother that you are with me!"

"No." Ding Wan said with a smile, "You think too much."

Liu Liuliu said: "Anyway, I have to go to work tomorrow. If you don't know, you can go back and bring something to eat after you sleep. Wanzi still has to eat."

Liu Liuliu is a nurse, and happens to work in this hospital.An Ming thought for a while and said, "Then if you don't sleep well, can you be energetic tomorrow?"

"I'm often on night shift too, don't worry."

An Ming was pushed out of the ward by Liu Liuliu, and the two said their goodbyes gruffly. Liu Liuliu walked in again, lay down on another bed, looked at the ceiling, and said after a long time, "Wanzi, are you asleep?"

Ding Wan answered lightly: "No."

"Can you talk to me?"

"No."

Liu Liuliu fell silent. She was out of character and couldn't hold back her words, so she said again: "I didn't expose your scars... Did you two do it?"

"I don't want to discuss this topic with my friend's woman."

"Do you want to discuss it with An Ming?"

Ding Wan didn't speak.Liu Liuliu said: "Li Ji came to our house to look for you today."

Ding Wan smiled lightly, and Liu Liuliu said again: "Although I don't like Li Ji, I think... Is there any misunderstanding between you two?"

"Maybe." Ding Wan said, "Do you want to be a bosom sister?"

"Do you want to tell me?"

"Actually, no matter whether it's a misunderstanding or not, I know that he will find a woman in the future." Ding Wan said, "I lost my head today, and I won't in the future."

"Haven't you ever thought of trying it?"

"Try?" Ding Wan smiled again: "I don't want to spend another five years for a man to choose between me and a woman."

"...Well, anyway, my cousin will definitely find a man, do you want to try with him?"

Ding Wan sighed wearily, and said, "Liu Liu, I'm very tired now."

"Oh..." Liu Liuliu whispered, "Good night."

"Good night."