masculinity

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A piece of crows flew overhead, yay...

This atmosphere was so dignified and embarrassing, I was stunned for a moment and didn't make a sound, nor did I leave his embrace immediately.

I thought he and I would be too embarrassed to face each other, so I said softly, "That... can you let go of your hand?"

I whispered in embarrassment, nervous and shy like never before, so strange, why do I blush and heartbeat when I see him?What the hell?

I thought the boy would let go of his hand in a little embarrassment, but I didn't expect him to smile warmly, look at my chest and penis, and then said with a wicked smile:

"Are you still shy? Interesting, isn't it just to help you pull up a trouser chain, as for?" He freely let go of his big hands around my waist, stood up, and patted the crumpled pants just now with his hands.

Handsome spread out his slender hands and continued: "We are all good, what you have, I also have. Haha, there is no need to be embarrassed."

It seems to be very reasonable, but I just feel that something is wrong. Is it wrong?No, I didn't think anything, it just made me feel bad, the two men acting so awkwardly.

This ambiguous scene was seen by the man who was going to get a boy, and the man looked at me and him with envy.

The boy looked at the man with cold eyes, turned around and exchanged expressions with me, the sun said to me warmly: "Put your clothes on quickly, and wait for me later."

"En." I obediently complied with his words, like an obedient baby.

"Good boy. What~!" The boy lightly pecked my left cheek, then walked towards the two men with a satisfied smile.

"Leaving me alone in the wind, I numbly raised my stiff hand and touched the place where I was kissed just now. I haven't recovered for a long time.

It was the boy who woke me up. He took care of the two men, and I haven't put on my clothes yet.

Then he handed me the clothes in a gentle and considerate manner. This time I smartly snatched the clothes from him and put them on as quickly as possible.

"Hehe..." He rubbed his bearded chin with his hands, looked at me with admiration, and laughed softly.

"Are you ready? Can we go?" The boy was still smiling, smiling like the sky in spring, bright and charming, fascinating.

"What about the two of them?" My mother's illness had an attack, and I watched the two big men lying on the ground pitifully after being beaten by him, like two castrated pigs, howling softly as if they were dying.

"Fool, people almost raped you, but you still feel so pitiful and sympathetic to them, are you not out of your mind?"

The boy was helpless, looked at me with hatred, reached out and tapped my head and said.

"Why do you always touch me..." I was annoyed by his adult-like tone to a child. I don't like his attitude towards me. I don't want to be thought of as a child!

The rebelliousness of adolescence made me very annoyed by this feeling. At home, my father always controlled me very strictly. He and my mother were just a good face and a bad face...

So I don't like to hear people talk about me like this, but if I want to live, I have to face it, so I study hard to make myself better, so that others won't say too much.

That year, I met Yunlong in this way, I was a sophomore in high school, he was a senior in high school...

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I called Yunlong, but his girlfriend answered the phone.

"Hello, Yunlong went to the bathroom...Okay, I'll tell him for you."

The delicate voice on the phone didn't excite me like some pulp novels, but I felt goosebumps all over my body.

Yunlong, he is a freshman this year, and the university he attended is the best university in the city——Nanxi University, which is the school I will take my exams in the future!Yunlong could have been admitted to a better national key university outside the province, but for some reason, he stayed in his hometown.

Speaking of Yunlong's profession, it's simply...

"The Department of Directing." Yunlong said when he chatted with me last time, he said that he studied directing, and he wanted to make a film of his own, which only belonged to him.

I clenched my phone tightly and walked back and forth hiding behind the sundries, anxiously worrying about Chi Cheng through the cracks between the sundries.

"Haha! Chicheng, you are the only one left now, do you want to continue fighting?"

Fatty Lan thought I had escaped too, and laughed loudly and arrogantly, the sight of a villain gaining power.

"What? You are afraid that I will defeat a dozen of you alone, and you are worried about losing face."

Chicheng is as calm as a lake, and a good man has a sense of stability and measure. Would such a man like a man?I struggled with this question in my mind.

The phone rang... I didn't even look at the caller ID, so I pressed the answer button directly: "What's the matter? I went to the bathroom just now."

Yunlong apologized and told me that I didn't care so much, because I didn't tell his girlfriend to invite him to fight, I was afraid that his girlfriend would disagree, I just said that I needed to find him urgently.

I told Yunlong about the current situation in detail. He knows Chicheng, and he has known him before...

"What? Do you know Chicheng?"

"Ah."

The other end of the phone ignored my surprise, and after a moment of silence, Yunlong said, "Give me a reason to help him."

Yunlong's tone was calm, and the phone was very quiet. I think Yunlong probably avoided the crowd and went to a corner to answer the call.

"I...I like him!"

I didn't know where the courage came from, I blurted out, and when I regretted it, it was too late... There was no sound on the other end of the phone, I thought Yunlong couldn't accept the fact that I like men, so I hung up the phone.

I thought too much, Yunlong was just silent, didn't speak, even the sound of breathing was very small.

"You like him, why do you want me to save him? Is this a reason?"