masculinity

The guilt on Chi Cheng's face seemed to come from the heart, his sharp eyes became soft and warm, when my eyes collided with his, I didn't want to dodge, I looked directly at Chi Cheng's face, waiting for him to continue.

"Your name used to be Lin Xiaobu. You, Yunlong, and I grew up together." Chicheng recalled those memories, but I was just a stranger listening to other people's stories, and I didn't understand at all. .

"On that rainy day, the three of us made an appointment to go out to play, and it rained like a joke, and among the three of us, only you carefully brought an umbrella, and the three of us squeezed into your little umbrella Down."

Chicheng's voice gradually became smaller as he spoke, and the powerlessness in his tone affected me. I didn't even know how to comfort him. Although what he said was something I forgot, I didn't feel anything at all. It's just a story, once you hear it, it's gone.

"Lin Xi, promise me, give me a chance to make me love you."

Chicheng changed the subject, before I could react, Chicheng pulled me into his arms, enveloped by his smell, so comfortable and safe.But……

"I'm glad you finally saw me, but it's impossible for me and you, I can't cross the barrier of Anxiang's day, I can't... I can't do it."

He finally saw me in Chicheng, and I also heard the words I wanted, but my heart shed tears silently, and I couldn’t be happy anyway. A staggered arrangement of fate.

"Lin Xi, listen to me, Yue Jiaqi and I didn't do anything that day!"

Chi Cheng got angry, and yelled at me, the protruding veins on his forehead exploded, Chi Cheng roared like a wolf madly about to attack people, his eyes were shining brightly, burning with anger.

Did he say that, or did I wrong him?Hehe, did I read it wrong that day?I laughed back and said, "Then what did I see? Could it be someone else? Yue Jiaqi's name is Chicheng!"

I didn't care about anything, I just pushed back what he said, and didn't admit his fault, oh!By the way, why am I so excited? It doesn't mean that I'm jealous... I realize that I seem to be too excited. Calm down. I try to calm down my emotions. The more excited I am, it means that I I also want an explanation from Chi Cheng.

No!I can't let myself be so indecisive, although I really want what happened to Anxiang that day hadn't happened, but it actually happened, and I witnessed it with my own eyes.

"I answered the phone at the corner not far behind you that day! You were also answering the phone that day, weren't you?"

What?Chicheng was behind me that day?impossible?I immediately recalled the scene of that day, and I don't know how many times I recalled that heartbreaking place.

Some details have been read over and over again, and the order is out of order. I don't know if there is anyone behind me that day. I only know that Yue Jiaqi called Chicheng's name, so I recognize this!

Seeing me looking at him hesitantly, Chi Cheng took a deep breath, and continued, "That man is not mine, but Yue Jiaqi's ex-girlfriend."

Chi Cheng's tone slowed down, he was not as excited as before, he talked about what happened that day in a slow voice, he explained to me very calmly, I was indeed a little shaken by his seriousness and persistence.

"I wasn't drunk that day, I just did that to deal with my elder sister. I couldn't stay any longer, so I pretended to be drunk on purpose!"

"oh, I see?"

I can't understand what Chi Cheng said again, does this have something to do with what we are talking about?I saw Chi Cheng looking at me with hopeful eyes, I couldn't bear to hurt him anymore, I still love him, I don't want to see him unhappy, that would make me feel bad.

"Yue Jiaqi sent me out, and I left." Pausing for a few seconds, I looked away from other places to look at Chicheng, and then he continued: "I asked Yue Jiaqi to go back by herself, I thought she went in, and then... ..."

As Chicheng spoke, his throat was blocked by something, and he lost his voice. Because I listened to him, my eyes would look elsewhere. Whenever he stopped talking, I would look back at him.

I glanced at him, and he looked at me with embarrassment. I couldn't stand it any longer. What I wanted to know the most, Chi Cheng suddenly said a few words, and I asked, "Why didn't you say it? And then?"

"I found that my mobile wallet was left in the box, and I would turn back. I saw a man covering Yue Jiaqi's mouth with a silk handkerchief, and then dragged him into the room where you were calling."

What? !After I heard Chicheng finished speaking, anger was burning in my body, why didn't Chicheng save Yue Jiaqi, and why didn't I find out, why did Yue Jiaqi call Chicheng's name?This series of questions hovered in my mind.

Resentment and self-blame welled up in my heart, I wanted to grab Chi Cheng and ask what was going on, what happened to Yue Jiaqi afterwards?

"Then why didn't you save her? Why did you ask her to send you off when you were not drunk? You bastard!" The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, why?Originally, Yue Jiaqi could be fine, but Chi Cheng didn't go to save her in time...

"I wanted to save her too, but you just came over again and entered that room. I thought you were going to save her!" Chi Cheng didn't know if my words were too sharp or something, he looked at me annoyed and said, "Then I just had another call to answer, so I left."

"..." I remained silent, because of me, Yue Jiaqi was defiled, "Then she called your name? Then how do you know that I left because of this incident?!"

I thought about it carefully, no, he saw me enter the room but couldn't hear the sound, how did he know that I left because of Dim Xiang's incident?How does he know I like him?Damn, so many puzzles, do you want me to become a detective?

"After I answered the phone, I saw your lost figure disappear around the corner. I went to that room and rescued Yue Jiaqi. Fortunately, there was nothing serious."

Chi Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had done something frightening just now, Chi Cheng's face showed a slightly relaxed look, and the brows also stretched, "Why did you leave? It's very simple."

Very simple, what is simple?You are not a half-immortal, how do you know?I despised Chi Cheng in my heart for returning to that self-righteous attitude, I didn't want to look at him, turned my eyes away, looked elsewhere, and still listened to him.

"You should know Yunlong, huh! Has he done too much to you? And you refused because you like me."

What the hell?When Chicheng mentioned Yunlong, I immediately turned my head and looked at Chicheng with piercing eyes. How did he know?Now I want more and more answers.

"You don't have to look at me like this, it was Yunlong who told me to chase you, he told me everything, just about Yue Jiaqi, I went to watch the surveillance, I heard Yue Jiaqi call my name, and then remembered From your back, I have a hunch that you left because of me, so I will find someone to search for you globally."

What Chicheng said was full of joy, and the aura was everywhere. It turned out that Yunlong told Chicheng that Yunlong had always known the truth. He liked me and loved me, so he kept hiding it from me and Chicheng. Hehe, some people always love each other in the same way It is so selfish, no wonder some people say that love is selfish, and Yunlong is no exception.

Thank you Yunlong for everything I have done for me. I feel more or less guilty and sympathetic towards him. He wants to marry Chi Yajing, but he doesn't like women, that's the point!

"You know that Yunlong likes men, why do you want him to marry your sister?"

I just wanted to take this opportunity to ask everything clearly, and I didn't want to leave a single question behind. As for why Chicheng was able to find me, it was a natural thing for his family to be powerful and powerful, but I just don't understand the question of marriage.

Chi Cheng raised a smile, as if he was laughing at me, "You don't understand this." Moreover, Chi Cheng often laughs like this, which is his signature move, but I don't like it...

"Yunlong, like me, is the master of the family. We don't have much right to happiness. It's all arranged by the elders. We just obey and execute."

It’s so pitiful. I heard that these rich people didn’t evolve from the ancients, and their minds are full of old things. Hey, I’m sorry for these rich second generations. My civilian life is more nourishing. , I can do whatever I want, a little easier than them, I also have my troubles, for example, my father is an official, and he is a bit overbearing and dictatorial, he always wants to lead me in everything, but overall, I am happy, everyone Everyone has their own difficulties, the severity depends on who you compare with.

Chi Cheng didn't say too much, I think he should be similar to Yunlong.

That day, I just sat in Chicheng's car until noon. Since there were classes in the afternoon, I didn't go home. Chicheng sent me to school again. He said he had something to do, so he drove away first.

I asked him a very important question before he left!

"How did you become a teacher?"

"Did you forget that I am an overseas student? Ha ha."

"Oh!...No, then I am too."

Chicheng smiled brightly like the warm sun, no longer the indifference of high school before, "I went back to China to find someone, and I have already completed my studies abroad ahead of schedule."

What? !so smart?I was stunned, how old is he, at most 20 years old, and he just finished studying abroad, isn't that ridiculous?I still have to ask, Chicheng actually started the car and left.I watched his black and white sports car go away from me quickly, thinking about those things with him that year, is it true that he said he wanted to chase me?He is not unclean...

Lunch time.

I, Locke, and Sophia came to the French restaurant opposite the school to eat French food, because the two of them said that the food here tasted good, and then brought me to try it.

While eating, I went to the restroom halfway, and saw Chicheng by accident. He was wearing a black suit, a pure white shirt, a light blue striped tie, and shiny leather shoes. I looked it up and down, yes, handsome men are like this, with exquisite watches and well-dressed clothes, when I praised him.

Chi Cheng walked past me, pretending not to know me, when he walked a step away from me, I turned my head to look at him, thinking, is he pretending not to know me?

"Ah...ah!"