masculinity

After the man finished speaking, he was quiet for a long time. I thought there was nothing wrong, and continued to listen to the door. Except for the sound of music, I just felt that the atmosphere was so peaceful. Of course, excluding the passionate dance music, what I said was In the room, I was wondering why there was no movement.

The door was pushed open!A man with a slender figure and excellent facial features stood by the door!He is only half a step away from me, and I can even see the very thin tear mole at the corner of his face, the tall nose bridge of a standard European and American, and the pupils are clear and transparent. In my opinion, I like him the most These vivid and charming eyes, the familiar eyes, are indeed as Chi Cheng said, these eyes are really familiar, as if they have seen it somewhere.

"Chicheng, your little bastard has come out!"

The man's moderately thick lips parted slightly, and a sneer flashed across the corner of his eyes. The charming eyes just now disappeared with his words.He glanced at me with great interest, and walked towards the direction where I came in leisurely, my eyes moved accordingly, thinking that he should be leaving.

Before I could look away from the man's back, I heard Chi Cheng's familiar voice saying something...

"Didn't I tell you to take a good rest?" Chi Cheng asked casually, it sounded like he was concerned about me, and there was no sense of blame in it, but when I heard the sound and looked at Chi Cheng's face, I only saw his face It says "Who told you to come out!", it looks so scary, even more terrifying than the teacher of the student office in the school!

He was accusing me of not listening to him, I understood, suddenly facing Chi Cheng like this, I started to feel a little guilty, like a baby who made a mistake, I dare not look at Chi Cheng's beautiful eyes that are too deep, and slightly dodged the words coming from him Chi Cheng's gaze, evasive, hesitating, began to answer Chi Cheng's words.

"I... I'm just a little hungry." As I said that, I felt a wronged and innocent feeling in my heart, that's right, obviously he brought me here, and then let me stay alone in the room, two days have passed It's been three hours, sorry I haven't eaten yet.

When Chicheng heard me say that I was hungry, a look of annoyance appeared on his face. If I hadn’t looked at his face seriously, maybe I wouldn’t have noticed. Okay, are you disgusting me?

It made me seem like a foodie, as if I knew how to eat. Judging by Chicheng's expression, he probably thought that I knew how to eat, and the label of foodie stuck me to death...

Since Chicheng is not happy, I still tell him, I want to go home, I will be reprimanded by my father when I go home, and then I will go back to the room and face the wall, and at that time, my beautiful and kind mother will bring a big plate The delicious food comes in...

It's beautiful to think about it, I'm happy, I'm not like those gay men on social networking sites, they were all single parents when they were young, and some of them were orphans... I'm not discriminating, I'm not sympathetic, I just want to be warm They, not because of anything else, just because I am like them - like the same sex.

I also heard some rumors, some of which I really can’t accept. Because of the lack of father’s love since I was a child, I will be particularly eager to get love from men when I grow up; I remain neutral on this statement. .

Shall I say it?If Chicheng agrees to let me go home, what if he has a dark belly and won't send me?Now he still has a bad face, and I'm going to be so disappointed again, so I'm afraid he will let me go back by myself... I just want to say how far away!

While I was hesitating, Chi Cheng took out the phone, quickly tapped the screen of the phone a few times with his slender fingers, and then put the phone to his ear, and waited until someone connected on the other end of the phone, Chi Cheng's Bo Lips moved.

"5 minutes later"

After saying a word, Chi Cheng hung up the phone, 5 minutes later?Four words, four words for a phone call?This is too frankly concise, and it seems that the two people on the phone have a tacit understanding, eh...it should be someone very familiar or a friend.

But what is Jicheng going to do in 5 minutes?go home?He's taking me home?Hahahaha, couldn't it be the driver who called him just now?

When I think of going home, I feel very happy. I still haven’t completely shaken off the sense of restraint when I came to Zhanlan for the first time, and I have been staying in the room all the time, without being exposed to the exciting and selfless atmosphere outside.

"Come on, follow me."

Every time Chi Cheng said such a sentence out of nowhere, it seemed like a surprise, but it wasn't a surprise...

"Ah? Oh..."

I couldn't react, so I let out an ah, and then let out an ah with no strength, and saw that Chi Cheng had passed by me, bringing a gust of warm wind, and I obediently followed behind him , like a good boy.

Silently following behind him, looking at this man who is as tall as me, in Chicheng, I saw that he is more mature than his peers, it seems that there are many stories about him, but most of them are unknown, experience There is a strong feeling, and it makes me feel that he has experienced a lot of things, and his behavior and speech all reflect that kind of man's temperament.And I'm just a kid with a little white face.

As he walked, he wondered what kind of person Chi Cheng was. His family was so rich and smart, and he came back from studying abroad, so why did he come to Xinghai Middle School, and more!He is obviously a mature and stable man, why do his classmates always think he is a cynical, cheating bastard student at school...

A lot of questions and puzzles made me more interested in getting closer to Chicheng. I like things with a sense of mystery, but I prefer the sense of accomplishment after unveiling the veil!

"Idiot, what is your little head thinking?"

Chi Cheng said something abruptly, Chi Cheng had already stopped, turned around and looked at me puzzled, then raised his hand and knocked on my head, neither heavy nor light, the force was just right, I wasn't even angry, my face felt A burst of heat, what the hell is this?

It sounds like the domineering attack against the weak and suffocating tone, but now I think it's just an evil smile from the poor city, that's even better, I won't be able to sleep tonight!

But Chi Cheng didn't laugh, but continued to say: "Don't care about what you just heard, just be yourself."

What's the meaning? !What does he mean by saying this, to tell me not to believe what that person said?Or don't let me misunderstand, in fact, he doesn't have any feelings for me?

My heart felt cold again, the heart that was warmed just now was poured with a pot of cold water, and I was pouring cold water on purpose, I asked myself in my heart, Lin Xi!Chi Cheng doesn't love you, do you really want to continue loving him?

I don't know, is he doing this to me now?I really want to give up, there is always someone in Chicheng's heart, I'm afraid I won't be able to enter his world, even if I do, I won't be able to replace him, and I don't want to be anyone's substitute.

"Oh..." This time I was really disappointed and said softly, and then I continued to walk behind Chi Cheng. Not far away, Chi Cheng stopped again.I was finally not frightened by his sudden stop this time, so I stopped too. Chi Cheng turned his head to look at me, with the corners of his mouth raised, and said to me, "I'll take you back after dinner."

"Really?!" When I heard that I was eating and going home, my nerves were so excited, I couldn't help asking like a child again.

"Stupid, eat."

Why do I regret that sentence really?It's not that he didn't believe in Chi Cheng, but now that it's over, Chi Cheng changed his face again and dragged me into a room.

That's enough, why do I feel that when I'm with Chi Cheng, I always feel so tired, I always have to worry about it, afraid that if I say something wrong, it will make him unhappy again.I resented in my heart, unhappy, Chi Cheng is such a difficult master!

I don't understand why I like him?Do I have a tendency to shake M?no no no!There must be a mistake, I can't be abused, I will cry...

Not to mention, I have to prepare dinner quickly, then go home, wash up and sleep, and I was pulled into the room by Chicheng. With bowls and chopsticks, a few candles...

Didn't you say eat?Where is the meal?Why didn't you see the delicious food on the table?What is Chicheng going to do, really.Chi Cheng pulled him to the table again and sat down. He didn't speak, and after he settled me down, he walked straight to the seat opposite me and sat down.

There are only him and me in the room, the space is not big, a little romantic, probably because of the elegant decoration of the room, large floor-to-ceiling windows, European-style dining tables and chairs, and very charming gauze curtain fabrics, plus A few European-style candles on the table, so I feel the illusion of romance.

"Didn't you say dinner?"

I felt that the atmosphere was a little hypoxic. I didn't talk to Chi Cheng, we both looked at different places. I looked under the table, and Chi Cheng looked out the window. I could only talk first to ease my discomfort.

It seems that my words have lowered the pressure here, and suddenly I realized that I had said the wrong thing again...

Another [-] grass-mud horses galloped past in my heart, and sure enough, Chi Cheng's eyes moved from the window to my face, looked at me lightly, and said, "I really hate you?"

"No!"

I thought Chicheng was going to say that I, idiot, just know how to eat, I thought it was such a plot, but it turned out...

There was a touch of sadness in his eyes, and his tone was much gentler than before, like a lonely little boy who was rejected by others, confirming certain issues to me, I suddenly softened and blurted out.

Although I hate his aloofness, arrogance, and always doing his own way, I always hate him for not getting up, so when Chi Cheng asked me if he really hated him, I immediately refuted.

"Then why don't they like me?"

Chicheng didn't respond when he got my reply, but continued to ask me. I was taken aback when I heard them, who are they?do not like you?

"They? Why?" I answered habitually, and then continued, a little comforted, but honestly, "You are so handsome and smart. Why do you hate you?"